>>213407306 (OP)
Planned. All my three older brothers were too, it was just my younger sister that came on accident. I bet my parents regret givingbirth to a loser like me. My oldest brother is gigachad, even has 100k salary, been in prison, big muscles and a wife with kids. My seconds oldest brother is a farmer, he lives ok but he's a dumbass but he gets by reasonably. my next brother is a full on drug addict, he atleast shifts my parents dissapointed gaze away from me fortunately since he has never held a job, has no real education or skill and just dropped out of rehab. Me, Im a tradie electrician with a secretive alcoholoism problem that Im scared of my parents finding out about. I work hard but feel only misery when I come home. Thx for reading my blog, Im drunk as of writing this but I will hopefully close it before sobering up and cringing at what I wrote