>>213475698 (OP)Basic training starts here when you are 13, you can do math and you can work field and cattle at least unless you are retarded
Your grandfather teaches you about the dangers of gunpowder and steel edge, grandma teaches you about traps and torture
Then you cause a mayhem in school as your bloodlust rises to be made
Then the pedagog or school councler asks you why you did what you did (if you get caught) so be honest
Congratulations, you are 14 or 15, prime time to slaughter cattle
Mine was a pig i personally named to others it may be a goat or sheep or even calf
Your dad or grandpa gives you a pistol and a knife, or in my case a hammer and a knife, one is anesthetic, other is death
Death of cattle equals food
You need to feel the warmth and stench of blood and keep cutting
Impale the throat mechanism on the branch, let everyone know you did it
Then you see it as food, then you see it as nature
Once you get a reflex by listening to the evil, you get the desire to be a soldier
Be a warrior and mayhem before succumbing to the rule of law that doesnt touch you in the slightest
Be a defender before an aggressor
Of you still have your shit together, mayve you may walk in front of God when judgement day comes
Otherwise, stick to video games, jacking off and shitposting, maybe your period of rinsing might come to see who you really are
But do keep your spite, anger, love and passion
Without any of those, you arent a creature of any worth