>>213476645 (OP)
unironically yes
also when I am in a dump in real life.
but then I see the posts some of the other anons make and I realize I donβt have it so bad
I think I'm finally becoming an incel; this girl told me she's seeing someone, but I think she might have lied to me to spare my feelings, i.e., to avoid rejecting me after I asked her out
What's the purpose of lying? we are both adults
>>213476645 (OP)
yeah. i was hardly here after 2021. when my ex and i officially cut contact last december i came back here in full force at the peak of my mental illness. been here almost every day since, but as i grow more stable i do feel my reliance on /int/ fading again. maybe iβm getting ready to actually move on, i dunno
>>213476645 (OP)
Every time a girl dumps me i get in a fight with someone stronger than me and get my face pushed in
Then i get a desire to beat the shit out of her the same way, but i never do
Id kill her and she wouldnt feel the same pain, because its not physical
As my good mutt friend told me, we arent meant to be happy in life
We are made to survive, not even last long, but just survive
He was born the same year nearly same place as me, he knows
And is probably right