>>213493867 (OP)
I keep thinking about starting to learn Japanese and apply for the work holiday visa next year (it's my limit, I'll turn 31), but what's the point?
I'm already living kind of like a NEET with no real career (the freelance jobs I used to do are getting devoured by AI), and after 1 year of living in Japan and burning all my savings I'll just come back to my country even more left behind in life. idk