>>213524307
I was diagnosed with "autism," but really it was just learned helplessness - as I would come to find out when my dad got cancer in 2017 and died 15 months later. Grew me up a lot.
I miss the freedom/privacy of having my own place, but I ended up never getting shit done with minor chores taking up all my energy and stressing me out the more I procrastinated.
Towards the end I was living so minimalist my apartment was virtually empty in an effort to limit sources of external stressors.