It's driving me crazy

Scotch

>>213618223 (OP)
i transitioned

>>213618242
how does that make you feel less lonely?

>>213618223 (OP)
Use ai as a therapist. Find the smartest Ai you can.

>>213618330
was a lonely virgin now get occasional dates

>>213618223 (OP)
I have schizophrenia, the voices in my head keep me company

>>213618512
This honestly, AI legit helped me not drop out of college, i was miserable and about to say fuck it all and go back to playing videogames. It helped me understand some of my feelings and emotions and my way of thinking without feeling judged.

>>213618512
>>213618560
Don't you feel more like a loser after confiding in A.I? I thought about doing it many times but I just can't bring myself to do it

>>213618584
Don't use any personal info, accept someone might read it, delete the chat history once you're done, move on with your life.

>>213618584
>Don't you feel more like a loser after confiding in A.I?
Not really, no one will ever know so idc
I do take whatever advice it gives with a massive grain of salt because a.i tends to often just reflect back whatever you feed it

>>213618584
Try to start small, i started by telling it about how i couldnt stop thinking and feeling angry about an altercation i had in the bus.
The same way you dont start a conversation with someone by telling him about your traumas out of nowhere, you dont do it with an AI.

>>213618512
>>213618560

>>213618684
Keep being influenced by a murderer.

>>213618223 (OP)
I started playing online games, especially "friend slop" titles and within a month I had four permanent friends I game with almost every night.
Two Americans, one German and a French Canadian (weirdest accent ever).
Helps a lot to have people you can just talk shit with.

>>213618223 (OP)
It's unironically just a mental barrier
You can be alone yet not be lonely

If it bothers you so much, just talk to random strangers, I don't know bout you but knowing I have free will, I can just do that
>inb4 fuck you
These things, you can't really give out platitudes/advice to help anons - everyone's in some sort of unique situation, sure if you zoom out you'll see the similarities in each other's situations but the devil's in the details, anons

>>213618737
You got rejected by a tranny.

>>213618720
You live in a country that is actively commuting a genocide retard. If you hate murderers that much you should flee the country.
>>213618737
>It's unironically just a mental barrier
You just explained all mental disorders you retarded midwit.

>>213618223 (OP)
learn a language
get busy
find a passion
goon
>>213618527
eh
cute
>>213618512
how did you start? Might do this

>>213618732
what kind of games? what is friend slop titles?
I try going back to WoW almost every year but never find any luck, that game is anti-social especially for the last 10 years

>>213618684
It feels like the whole world has been brainwashed into being superficial and basic, you start talking to them about real stuff they legit are unable to think, and even might get pissed at or weirded out by you for not being shallow like them.
If it wasnt for places like this website or AI i dont know how i would be able to cope.

>>213618783
I know, but my mind is strong, my willpower is strong - so I overcame them

>>213618759
Who hasn't, eh?
Besides, I'm still here - without shame, without regret

>>213618783
>You live in a country that is actively commuting a genocide retard. If you hate murderers that much you should flee the country.
Being accused by a turk of genocide is the cake, for the israel-hamas 2023 war is the icing on top.

>>213618798
I discovered llms through /g and got hooked ever since. I quickly found myself scavenging for the smartest models possible. I personally love the Gemini models.
Type whatever is on your mind, and be patient, as the first few messages are just getting the car running.
Again, you want to find the smartest (largest) models available.

>>213618732
I want to do this but i'm so self conscious i hate talking aloud to myself on the computer. I hate hearing the sound of my own voice
especially when there is an echo

>>213618810
>what kind of games? what is friend slop titles?
Friend slop is just a title that fags on reddit gave multiplayer games not aimed at hard competition gameplay.
We play a lot of REPO, Peak, Sea Of Thieves, Lethal Company, Deep Rock Galactic, Don't Starve Together, Helldivers 2 and so on.

>>213618857
>I'm still here - without shame, without regret
ChatGPT phrase, slit your wrists you filthy tranny chasing faggot. no one wants you here

>>213618958
>ChatGPT
beep boop, i've been had

>>213618958
preach, sister

>>213618908
Same but ANC headphones, decent microphone (any usb powered microphone with proper settings) and fixing audio levels pretty much fixes that.
I can't hear myself talk at all.
My kit is
>Sony WH-CH720N headphones
>TONOR USB Microphone from Amazon (like $30)
>SteelSeries Sonar software
It's the most basic setup I could afford but it works great.

>>213618223 (OP)
Walked at night listening to podcasts a lot, also started to sleep a lot on those special days and became numb(I was on meds)

I guess there really is no escape

>>213618857
>Who hasn't, eh?
Being a chaser is a life of misery. Not chad enough to score the hot passing ones and not desperate enough to settle for the obvious dudes in wigs.
I hate it. How do you cope?

>>213619027
I think I may be autistic which is why I'm hyper self conscious to a crippling degree. So I pick up on small noises including my own voice very easily
I use Boltune Noise cancelling headphones,

>>213618223 (OP)
I live in a big US city and there are still arcades around. I frequent them and met a few fags that play MvC2. If there were no arcades, I guess I would find a place where I could host a gaming night to draw in the freaks and then find the ones that are your flavor of freaky and filter the ones that aren't.

>>213619317
What if i told you, that i can't meet anyone who is like me irl?

>>213618223 (OP)
I think I might just be too Nordic to give a fuck.
I live alone, have been living alone for 17 years now. No friends, rarely any contact with family and my social life is /int/.
I never really think about it.

>>213619687
In brazil it is a totally different situation, most brazilians are giga-normies, so it's really desperate to see people going on with their lives, while my days go by fast

>>213618223 (OP)
I just drink a shit load.

>>213619425
That's just narcicissm there's always someone like yourself. You aren't as unique as you want to think

>>213618223 (OP)
It's impossible to experience loneliness in the third world tho

>>213618223 (OP)
I have always been alone, I don't know what the opposite of that would feel like, so It doesn't bother me as much anymore

>>213619862
Yeah introverts in countries like Brazil must feel extremely alienated. Here it's very common so nobody really talks about it.

>>213619908
You sure about that?

>>213618241