>>213890870i remember uh...
she would always, uh...
put the mustard on my - on my sandwiches for me
and uh... the other day i made a sandwich and i forgot to put the mustard on
and uh... i took a bite into it and i was like, "why isnt there any mustard?"
and THEN - it was- i remembered
because dolores is dead
and i cried for hours
just hours, mourning my wife AGAIN
it was like - she - it was like the old wound was just opened right up again
aaaaaa
and i was crying for...for hours probably, just hours
uh
you know
WHICH WAS FINE
it was fine - thats - thats just part of life, you know
you just cry for hours because your soulmate is gone
and uh, she's never coming back
and yy you know - thats not...
that doesnt depress me
that doesnt depress me at all
uh
UH
you know
you know and sometimes the neighbors come
knocking at my door, and they tell me that ive been screaming in my - in my sleep
i just been screaming out like
"ᵈᵒˡᵒʳᵉᵉᵉᵉˢᵎ ᵈᵒˡᵒʳᵉᵉᵉᵉᵉˢᵎ ᶦ ʷᵃnᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵏᶦˡˡ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ ʷᶦᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ!!!"
but
eh
listen
those people used to throw the LOUDEST parties, you know
and - ᵉᵉᵉᵉ
if i cant make a little noise myself then - uh huh he- thats just fair
ᵘ ᵏnᵒ thats just fair that i get to make a little noise myself
and its fine