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Anonymous Canada No.213888194 >>213890239
How's Your Weekend?
Literally what the FUCK are you up to?
Anonymous United States No.213888240 >>213889649
Throwing ping pong balls at the wall and trying to catch them with my gaped asshole
Anonymous Canada No.213889649
>>213888240
based
Anonymous Georgia No.213890239
>>213888194 (OP)
Someone should tell her to just turn the monitor off.
Anonymous Georgia No.213890261 >>213890540
I'm watching Ozzy btw.
Anonymous Sweden No.213890316 >>213890341
im internally debating whether i should take a piss before going to bed or if i should just go to bed now but then wake up at 4 am because i have to take a piss
Anonymous Canada No.213890341
>>213890316
that's what piss bottles are for dummy
Anonymous Finland No.213890356
Tried to finish the last season of Seinfeld with the help of my friend Al khohol
Anonymous France No.213890540
>>213890261
He dead now
Anonymous Canada No.213890593
Went to a steakhouse, got home and put on some Nickelodeon TV
Anonymous Germany No.213890663
I'm going to play Satisfactory™ with a friend tomorrow
Anonymous Australia No.213890683
Constantly checking the parcel tracking of my two guitar pedals even though they won't be here for another couple of days
Anonymous United States No.213890774
I spent like an hour in the bathroom vomiting and diarrhea-ing
Anonymous United States No.213890870 >>213890893
its not so bad
but life used to be better
i used to have a routine, you know?
dolores would be around
she'd want to go- out, on saturday
she'd want to take the paper and go read it on the park
and now that dolores isnt around, i-
i could still do that, but...but its just
sometimes its hard to convince myself to go outside
so i decide to stay in
and its not baaad
i have one of those recorders that records the channels on TV
so i can watch all my favorite shows and i never have to worry about missing any of them
which is wonderful
but, you know i i i cant lie
i cant lie and say i dont miss dolores once in a while
but yeah its mostly just the little things
its like when you're eating dinner and you look across the table and you expect your wife to be there
but then you remember that she's dead
THAT stuff, that kinda stuff is tough
Anonymous United States No.213890893 >>213890913
>>213890870i remember uh...
she would always, uh...
put the mustard on my - on my sandwiches for me
and uh... the other day i made a sandwich and i forgot to put the mustard on
and uh... i took a bite into it and i was like, "why isnt there any mustard?"
and THEN - it was- i remembered
because dolores is dead
and i cried for hours
just hours, mourning my wife AGAIN
it was like - she - it was like the old wound was just opened right up again
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and i was crying for...for hours probably, just hours
uh
you know
WHICH WAS FINE
it was fine - thats - thats just part of life, you know
you just cry for hours because your soulmate is gone
and uh, she's never coming back
and yy you know - thats not...
that doesnt depress me
that doesnt depress me at all
uh
UH
you know
you know and sometimes the neighbors come
knocking at my door, and they tell me that ive been screaming in my - in my sleep
i just been screaming out like
"ᵈᵒˡᵒʳᵉᵉᵉᵉˢᵎ ᵈᵒˡᵒʳᵉᵉᵉᵉᵉˢᵎ ᶦ ʷᵃnᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵏᶦˡˡ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ ʷᶦᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ!!!"
but
eh
listen
those people used to throw the LOUDEST parties, you know
and - ᵉᵉᵉᵉ
if i cant make a little noise myself then - uh huh he- thats just fair
ᵘ ᵏnᵒ thats just fair that i get to make a little noise myself
and its fine
Anonymous United States No.213890913
>>213890893
you know
you know
i dont re - i dont - i dont know - i dont remember the dreams when i wake up
but i'd imagine if - if its just me dreaming about my wife
my great life was when uh - we was still both alive
and my life had more of a purpose those days
and
you know
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i look at her picture a lot
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ᶦ ʲᵘˢᵗ i look at her picture a lot
because its right there you know, on the bedside
and you wake up and you go to bed
and the
and you're starting your day and ending the day with - dolores
and its hard not to look at the picture
she looks so beautiful in that picture

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but its FINE
thats FINE
its just - uuuuh - its a part of life
you know thats
part of her life goes

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i miss you sweetie

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i miss you so much

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i uhh


i'm gonna do it

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forgive me