>>213899850 (OP)
At 16. After middleschool everything in my life went to shit. I stopped playing sports, my grades started to go down, acne grew, started to get bullied, my hygiene was bad and I lost all my social skills.
From 16-18 my life was a succession of failures and a waste of time. I didn't develop any skill necessary to enter adult life and my parents didn't seem to give a fuck. Stopped working at school, almost dropped out of highschool. Spent all of my time on my computer playing video games and masturbating. Still managed to graduate because I was forced by my big brother to work.
From 18 to 20 things started to become even worse : I didn't have any goals in life, I was depressed and sad, started browsing 4chan and racists/gore/incels forums. Became the moderator of a community of 40000 incels, I couldn't drive, didn't take showers, didn't brush my teeth, my clothes had holes, I couldn't look people into the eyes. I hated women, young people, old people, political opponents...I was suicidal and felt like the ugliest, dumbest piece of shit on earth. I would cry silently on my bed wishing I could disappear off the face of earth. Started considering doing things that would send me to jail today if I wrote them down here.
From 21-22 it's covid, literally my shitty life is in pause, nothing happens. Two wasted years.
From 23 to 24 I got involved by randoms into a group vacation with 4 others guys, we separately took planes ticket and spent one week in Barcelona. It was a trip that changed me a lot, I had fun for the first time in years, it convinced me that life could actually be good. Next year we saved even more money and did the same trip with more people in Athens and the year after the same in Spain. Each trip somehow built me.
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