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Anonymous Costa Rica 8/20/2025, 12:01:35 AM No.213986253 >>213986323 >>213986327 >>213986336 >>213986385 >>213986736 >>213986800 >>213986860 >>213987936 >>213987965 >>213987977 >>213989854 >>213989940
All day thinking "what if"
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>what if I had accepted that college opportunity
>what if I had taken a different path
>what if I had ventured outside my comfort zone
>what if things were different

Happens iyc? Cant stop but thinking of this everyday
Anonymous Lithuania 8/20/2025, 12:03:25 AM No.213986303
I wonder what my life would have been liked if I trooned out by 13 when I wanted it and didn't think I would somehow stop being gay
Anonymous Serbia 8/20/2025, 12:04:20 AM No.213986323
>>213986253 (OP)
What if I was just dead?
Anonymous Argentina 8/20/2025, 12:04:26 AM No.213986327 >>213986800
>>213986253 (OP)
I was doing exactly that now
Anonymous Germany 8/20/2025, 12:04:44 AM No.213986336
>>213986253 (OP)
Your choices made you who you are today, for better or worse. Accept it, regret wont help you
Anonymous Canada 8/20/2025, 12:06:33 AM No.213986385
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>>213986253 (OP)
I used to.
But then I tell myself, "maybe it would have ended up worse"
Anonymous Norway 8/20/2025, 12:20:40 AM No.213986736
>>213986253 (OP)
im the other way, my whatifs are all extremely bad, negative or deadly things i dodged over the years
Anonymous Argentina 8/20/2025, 12:23:54 AM No.213986800 >>213986890
>>213986253 (OP)
>>213986327
you need a time machine it seems
Anonymous United States 8/20/2025, 12:26:34 AM No.213986860
>>213986253 (OP)
Same. I'm 29 and got a meme degree and I've wasted all my time since turning 18. No serious relationship ever, had some chanced to study abroad I got cold feet on, stayed living with parents till 23, worked shit jobs and NEET for a few years. I hate myself and constantly think about how I could have done things dramatically different if I really just tried but I've always been lazy and too afraid to try anything radical.
Anonymous Costa Rica 8/20/2025, 12:27:45 AM No.213986890
>>213986800
Would probably end up asking the same "what if" question eventually regardless of outcome
Anonymous Sweden 8/20/2025, 1:12:17 AM No.213987936
>>213986253 (OP)
There's just the path we're walking so keep putting one foot in front of the other and it'll get good enough soon enough anon.
Ever catch up with someone from your past?
Anonymous Brazil 8/20/2025, 1:13:41 AM No.213987965
>>213986253 (OP)
>what if I had better genes?
It's all I think about
Anonymous United States 8/20/2025, 1:14:01 AM No.213987977
>>213986253 (OP)
my only what if is what if she still loved me. she doesn’t so who cares. gotta move on and be better, even if my heart is still stuck on a woman who no longer loves me
Anonymous Portugal 8/20/2025, 2:50:50 AM No.213989854
>>213986253 (OP)
Everyone thinks about it
Anonymous Malaysia 8/20/2025, 2:56:33 AM No.213989940
>>213986253 (OP)
When I finished school, I applied for government scholarship to uni in STEM. I did take Economics in high school, so onr day, someone called me from Bank Negara (Central Bank) to offer a scholarship to do Finance overseas. I STUPIDLY declined because I thought STEM was le superior to the social sciences. I ended up getting a scholarship to do Biomed instead. If I had taken the former's offer, I would probably be holding a high ranking job in Bank Negara by now. I did finally ended up with an Associate Professorship but it took 17 years to get it.