Thread 213996775

Why haven't you committed suicide in your country? What keeps you going?

I'm a brother, son and uncle

>>213996816
But when you're in unbearable pain you can't even care about that anymore

honestly i just want to see how the world changes. curiousity is honestly overpowering my suffering. i acknowledge my suffering is not enough. but suicide is always possble so why not hang around for a lil bit more. its interesting times.

>>213996857
true, I guess the pain hasn't been bad enough yet

>>213996775 (OP)
Too pussy
Also relatives

>>213996775 (OP)
life is too short to kill yourself
just keep living until you eventually die cuz it won't take long

>>213996934
>honestly i just want to see how the world changes
same 2bh

>>213996934
Why Korean loves to kill itself?

>>213996857
Yeah but when you attempt it and you fail your suicide, you can see how many people care for you and cry and grieve and scold you for doing something that stupid. You’ realize you matter to other peoples’ lives (unless you’re a NEET who has cut contact with everyone)

>>213996775 (OP)
Porn, cheese, chocolate, YouTube and my mom are keeping me alive. I'm slowly thinking of suicide in order to get out of my NEET nightmare.

>>213996775 (OP)
no easy method available
if i had a gun i would be long dead

>>213996775 (OP)
delusion and hope

>>213996775 (OP)
you can get over suicidal thought by becoming increasingly indifferent

>>213996775 (OP)
if I killed myself the world would become a better place and I can't let that happen

>>213997335
this

>>213996775 (OP)
Life is good. I like being alive.
also a little bit of this >>213996934 but without the self pitying despair part. I want to see how humanity develops

>>213996775 (OP)
Spite, hedonism, hopeful optimism, curiosity for the future

>>213996775 (OP)
Drugs and pornography.

I'm delusional and believe life will become exciting some day

>>213997267
>you can see how many people care for you and cry and grieve and scold you for doing something that stupid
zero?

Gonna KMS when I am 40

ssri's

>>213996775 (OP)
because death is coming either way. i can still enjoy my coffee (black no sugar) in the meantime.

Family would be sad

>>213996775 (OP)
habit

i love my mother. if she's gone who knows

I love myself
The world is only good if I am in it

>>214001520
this
we are one and the same O'pressed McKneel

I still have a backlog of video games to go through

>>213996775 (OP)
I tell myself I bear witness, but the real answer is that it's obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide.

>>213997267
I had an accidental heroin overdose last year that nearly killed me and nobody really cared about what happened to me. No "I'm glad you're still alive", nothing. Some of us live with horrible abusive families and have no friends who care about us