Thread 214077922

When did you realize the world is fake and gay?
For me it was in middle school when I was looking up how to go to school in Canada and I quickly learned that you need special permissions and tons of money to move from Finland to any place not in the specifically sanctioned EU countries especially if you are to move to North America and that these services are only given to a select few

it was probably religion for me
I remember pretending I believed in shit like Santa in kindergarten because that was what was expected of me
conforming to expectations as a kid kinda fucking ruined my life tbqh

I remember it vividly, like it happened just a second ago, it's probably the #1 most striking and lasting of all my memories.

It was when I was in 6th grade, and we had to take life class. Basically a class taught by an older lady who introduces you to basic life shit like cooking, cleaning, sewing your buttons back on ect. Our first time cooking was my first time cooking a meal all to myself, prior to this I'd help my mom here and there in the kitchen peeling some vegetables or stirring some soup, but never a whole meal by myself. Before that moment, I had always thought and been told by my parents, my teachers, by everyone that we all take the same path in life; that I'd graduate high school, go to college, meet a girl, get married, and have kids. I looked down at what I was cooking in class, and said to myself "wait a second, there's no chance you're ever gonna get married, can you even see yourself having a gilefriend? You will never come home from work to the smell of food cooking on the stove and a girl who says 'welcome home' and gets you to taste some sauce. That shit can happen to other people, but not you. It will never happen to you."

I then had a vision of myself as a 30 year old man, something I never even imagined for myself at the time, as up until that point I never even considered the fact that one day I'd stop being a child and grow up into an adult. I imagined myself coming home from work, an empty and dark house. I'd then turn on the lights and start cooking something, maybe some spaghetti or some shit. Because obviously nobody was gonna do it for me. That this was my eventual future, a perpetual state of being alone. At that moment, everything clicked for me: my parents, teachers, they were all lying to me to make me feel normal/they don't know any better.

It was a self fulfilling prophecy. I was 100% right. Nobody is coming to save me. I was alone then, I'm alone now.

is that weed?

>>214079851
Filler herb for weed

>>214079546
that shit sounds like abandonment issue bro. your parents probably abused you when you were a baby so you didnt remember. also explain how your life turned out.
t. also have abandone isssue. when i was age 7 i would randomly lie in bed at night imagining what if my parents take me to the beach and left me there then cry for hours

>>214079969
i see

>>214079546
>character accidentally fulfils prophecy by his own actions upon knowing about it
oldest trope in the book

>>214077922 (OP)
Why did you want to do to school in Canada?

>>214079969
Just use tobacco like a normal person you fucking loser

Why do you want to move to Canada? It's worse in every single way. You're mentally disabled and live off the state in Canada you would be homeless. Disability pays $1000 here, while an apartment is 2000$, and food is $400. Canada is a low-trust, every man for themselves, hyper-capitalist dystopia. Finland is a high-trust, mostly homogeneous, generous welfare state where mentally ill people like you are looked after.

>>214079546
you zoomers were completely destroyed by smartphone access in your childhood, holy shit what a mess.

>>214081087
I put tobacco in there as well but sometimes herb is nice

>>214081227
Idk sounds about the same it is in finland how about that heh

>>214082164
Not an answer. Why do you want to come here when you are disabled and already live in a gibs country? Canada is American capitalism on steroids. Our disabled live in tent cities.

>>214082759
Read the first post again loser
It's fake and gay and also your argumentation is pointless because it is literally repeating the fake and gay immigration system how fake and gay it is because it's just a fake and gay contrived obstacle course that you're trying to justify with ever increasing more stupid whys and ifs

>>214083478
The Canadian immigration system lies to immigrants by telling them this place is heaven on earth. If you post on /int/ then you should know about the absolute state of this country. You have been warned about this giant Punjabi slum for years now.