Thread 214099068

Masturbated yesterday 3 times before sleep. Masturbated 3 times this morning after waking up. I need to kill myself. There is no way out.
I lost. Lost like an animal loses in animal world.
She's 25 in 3 days. She will never love me. She will experience all the different feelings for someone else.

Went outside to buy some slop in Kyiv, Ukraine.
I want to get back on fpv so much. That was my only joy.

>>214099068 (OP)
what pills do u take to recover after this kind of heavy fappin?

That's an expensive sandwich

>>214099108
Just my morning snake oils
25mg of goyloft(maybe today will be last day idk), fadogia, sunflower lecithine, NAC, ashwagandha(usually I take before sleep, but I felt so anxious after fapping so I went with it), magbesium+b6 pill

>>214099068 (OP)
>Lost like an animal loses in animal world
You're wrong on this one. In the animal world, when an animal loses, the weak gets mauled, eaten and forgotten all within a few minutes. In the human world, it's more like a death by thousand cuts. You get to suffer and live in pain and misery for decades until you finally die.

Good day friend. Why does that soon to be 25 year old whore torment your mind? Just dump her physically, mentally and spiritually.

>>214099602
In a social way, hierarchical, animal loses just like that. Not mauled, just at the bottom.
>>214099676
That is the love of my life.

>>214099971
Why is your laptop so dirty and your room so messy and disorganized? Just clean up your shit bro.

>>214099068 (OP)
>I need to kill myself
Because of some whore? That's the stupidest reason.

>>214100096
Hitler

>>214099068 (OP)
>I need to kill myself.
Fight on the trenches then.

>>214099068 (OP)
who's she is? why don't you go after another one in a country with no young men but hordes of females starving for reproduction?

aren't you tired of posting garbage

>>214099602
>t. Bukowski
(He was right doe)

>>214100475
She's the girl I've met in the university. One of the most frminine girls ever. Angel.
I don't need sex or anything like that. I just want true love.
Just masturbated again. I fucking hate myself. I need to die. Sufferings must end.
There is nothing to live for, nothing. Nothing to wake up for.

>>214100727
Are you the same faggot I said to leave my thread and don't come back?
Either way get the fuck out shitskin

>>214100841
If your dick hurts so much and it causes you so much pain you shouldnt strangle it 6 times a day
Just sayin'

>>214100841
you don't need sex but you masturbate? don't you see the logical hole here?
did she explicitly said she don't want you?

desu you should insist. yoj should try again and again. chad is at the frontline and most likely he'll never come back. it's unironically your occasion. an occasion that us westoid with our peace century will never have

do it for us

Why are there so many refugees from Ukraine if you can drink monster and fap all day like this guy does everyday? I thought it was like Syria

>>214100940
say*
whatever

>>214100940
Italians are really closer to browns than to whites
No offense, just facts

>>214100841
>There is nothing to live for, nothing. Nothing to wake up for.
sadly that's true and I've been feeling like this about myself as well, unless you're born with extraordinary iq and / or extremely good looks (tall and very very attractive face) there's absolutely no point in pursuing this life further. You won't get hired to any meaningful job (they want geniuses) and no girl will want you either. and mindless consumerism gets boring after ra while

>>214101026
>tf
>tp

>>214101026
You are a slav, just stab her with a broken vodka bottle and then od on heroine

>>214100841
>There is nothing to live for, nothing. Nothing to wake up for.
sign up for the army then and hope a drone kills you

>>214099108
>>214099271
Why do you guys take pills for that

>>214099971
>That is the love of my life.
suffering is what makes a man something more than a man, you should let go and cut out that part out. think of it as growing up. its normal to feel down after getting rejected its simple reproductive instincts but you should let go focus on yourself and your friends/family etc. Masturbating is normal after a breakup every man has experienced that feeling at some point. Ive lost women i loved too but that shouldn't ever stop you from achieving your potential go get shitfaced wake up have a cold shower and get back to fucking work your country is at war
>>214100960
i know right middle eastern conflicts changed peoples' perception about war i didn't know about home leaves untils i read storm of steel

>>214101026
what this have to do with what I said?
you don't wanna try right? you are just rejecting what I said because you're too coward, right?

>>214101104
>hope a drone kills you
getting killed by a fpv drone feels so haunting idk why id much rather get shot especially those fpv videos gross me the fuck out

>>214100940
>chad is at the frontline and most likely he'll never come back
worm morality man the fuck up

>>214101224
It's basically the plot of a scifi horror film from the 80s, I think it's Screamers

>>214101224
yes it's extremely disturbing and sad

>>214101253
>morality
nigga please

>yes it's extremely disturbing and sad
Its actually incredibly funny. Like a looney tunes cartoon repeating every day with different retards
Seething swedish zigger should go back to his shithole and get cubed

Honestly, I thought I'd stop posting these threads when I get bored or disgusted by myself enough or anything like that

But it seems like I will do so simply because how brown this place is. A noble white man expresses his white feelings, his white soul. Browns simply con't comprehend it and shit up the threads. Terrified how brown the internet is.

>>214101154
>achieving your potential
so called potential is merely defined by your genetics no matter how hard you try if you don't have exceptionally high iq or unique looks there's no point to do absolutely anything in modern world and that's a fact

>>214101276
>>214101254
i mean every generation experiences different horrors in war yes but i really think that drones are one of the worse ones. looking into a mans eyes while hes begging for you not to kill him and then blowing him the fuck up is just fucked up. yes war is hell but good god, at least ww1 and ww2 had some resemblance of chivalry and mutual respect, especially in the western front

>>214101374
you have no morality. you'd cheer for whatever the power told you to cheer for

>>214101382
what are you even fighting for at this point? your country hates you, your women despise you, you're not going to procreate, your men are treated like trash in general. Why dying for the society that despises you? That's something I never understood about eastern slavs

>>214101388
>so called potential is merely defined by your genetics no matter how hard you try
thats what potential means anon. the only point of life is trying to achieve your highest possible state of being, which is often the highest possible state of joy.

>>214101422
Wait until autonomous killer drones roll out satan's forge

>>214101374
very faustian

>>214101447
I know who the enemy is thankfully the enemy is retarded

>>214101422
yes

>>214101382
t.

>>214101374
>>214101471
literal bugman mindset. people like you are a cancer on the face of the earth, people who enjoy slaughter

>>214101501
whiter than all russians doe

>>214101508
gonna cry about it little russian bitch?

>>214101557
nope, thats war you kill people no shit. you are a literal bugman and a fucking pleb however if you enjoy watching people burn and get blown up and if war ever comes to your lands you'll simply be cannon fodder

>>214101382
Pull your head out of your teenager ass, and drop this pretentious ethnic garbage whine about matters you know jack shit about before you actually integrate it into your personality and grow into a washed-up fuck, you drugged out simpleton

You're in heavy attraction that is either shallow and base, or deep. Basic way to test it is to ask her out.
Though seeing as you're a literal /b/ tier purple prosed EOT moron, she'll probably volunteer into the meatiest grinder at earliest opportunity.

>>214101618
like i understand hatred for the enemy, i despise PKK and its militants but they are simply terrorists like ISIS in my eyes. Russia is a nation and its invasion of ukraine is simply ,even though i dont support it one bit, geopolitical strategy rather than mindless conquest

>>214101618
they better hurry up because russians are acking themselves 30 meters from their border after 4 years

>>214099068 (OP)
my balls would've hurt if I masterbaited so many times in a row.

How you can do it?

>>214101848
I am White.
https://youtu.be/_XCu-H_VIWs

>>214101848
Individual physiology and health state. Some can do more than 7 times in a row.

>>214099068 (OP)
There's more to life than pussy

>>214101994
Examples?

>>214102019
droning russians

>>214102098
That's a really enjoyable good cope
But in the end of the day your soul is still bleeding.

>>214102128
then watch anime, read manga and VNs

>>214102153
Too old for that, not working anymore.
I was planning on rewatching Gintama and Nodame Contabile for a very long time now.

>>214099068 (OP)
Buterbrod is sandwich in Ukrainian? what the heck

>>214102128
I think you are so fucked in the head that even if you got that chick and she loved you and everything you would still be miserable.

>>214102215
go rewatch something good like monogatari or to heart instead of that trash

>>214099068 (OP)
I think the coomaxxed long time ago, it was 5 times

>>214102336
>something good like monogatari
Out of my thread degenerate.
>>214102305
Probably. We'll never know.

>>214102376
read 4cut hero

>>214102376
monogatari is the pinnacle of anime
I'm sorry for your shit taste

>>214101374
>>214101471
>>214101525
>>214101557
>>214101693
You should just kill yourself. Honestly.
>>214101382
>gets told to stop whining about women
>immediately makes it about skin colour
Own up to your problems or you'll never achieve anything.
>inb4 you're brown / you know nothing about love
Read books, men have gone through worst in the past.