Thread 214164016

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Have problems with masturbation. Yesterday masturbated 7 times even though I tried to not to so I could at least take blood tests tomorrow. And today I too masturbated in the morning. I think it's the side effect of dropping goyloft and also having a personal space temptation. Also I think I mainly masturbate because of the huge anxiety that women are REQUIRED by their nature to be absolutely sexually owned and railed until that shit comes out of their systems. I really feel bad thinking how sexual women are. That every woman, even the light kind innocent ones, are deep down the biggest lustwhores you CAN'T imagine. And weirdly that makes me so anxious that I need to masturbate and so on. I just want love. I don't need lust. I can battle lust so easily. All I ever wanted is love, true love, true romance. I am very destroyed by female nature. Her birthday is tomorrow. I want to kill myself so much. In this world you need to be egoistic animal, that's the only way, and everything points at that being the only right way to live. If you have another soul, it is over for you. You need to be evil. You need to be shallow and closed to the truth and light. Sensitive men are the biggest prey. Sensitive men are the most unprotected things ever in the universe. Need to blow my brains. Too much pain. Misunderstood by all. Completely alone. Noone knows what's inside of me and who I am. Only enemies who pretend to be not. Everyone tries to suck off of my soul. You are all spiritual jews. I can't explain how much I hurt.

And don't forget about the rule.
THE RULE: from 24.08.2025 everyone should post their hands in order to prove they are not "person" of colour or HIVan. Guilty until proven otherwise.

>>214164016 (OP)
How do you even have the money to always eat expensive food like this

>>214164048
Cheap country

>>214164048
jew.
>>214164059
brown.

>>214164070
You just wrote an entire blog post about having problems with masturbation and hating women on 4chan

Good day saar!

>>214164132
hello.

>that whey powder
richfag

>>214164096
Kek
This shit is probably at max 15 euro in his country I lived in russia I used to eat out everyday

>>214164016 (OP)
How much does whey and creatine cost in ukraine per kg

>>214164096
And about being depressed and wanting to die. OP seriously needs therapy desu. Idk why he thinks posting here would help in any way

>>214164162
brown and lived in russia and also a pederast afaik

>>214164096
He's a clinical narcissist that can't stop doing what he's doing

>>214164016 (OP)
Stop watching so much porn and stop drinking energy drinks ffs

>>214164194
post hands faggot
If I was a narcissist I would've drown in pussy

Yeah no you definitely have some kind of mental illness and that's why you're so miserable. The problem is unironically more you than other pipo. I mean your ex might still be a bitch, but with how mentally unstable you're acting it makes sense she's afraid of you and doesn't want anything to do with you. It shouldn't even be so surprising to you that ppl don't like you when you wish death upon them. You should unironically seek professional help, because it's getting more and more obvious

>>214164410
diaspora HIVan

>>214164016 (OP)
No one cares fag kys

>>214164016 (OP)
You're going to stain your bedsheets with soy sauce

>>214164410
Trvthnvke

you're my hero

>>214164888
No U

>>214164165
>le therapy
Stop pushing this crap lol

Worst poster on /int/ award

just booked an online consultation for 100$ from some roastie
sadly it's on september 4th and I probably won't be able to attend even