Thread 214237685

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poo smells lmao

It's genuinely incredible how George Lincoln Rockwell arose. He had no internet back then, no alternative media, no party to join. He was a disaffected man who found Mein Kampf and it absolutely changed his life. He basically revived National Socialism after WW2, at least outside Europe.

feel like topping myself to be honest

>>214237719
cheers up mate :)

>>214237719
We can take it in turns if you like

i will never rape my own arse

>>214237731
drop a nuke on this thing

>>214237731
CEILING

rorke would rather spend decades of his life reading about obscure rorkes from the annals of history rather than leave his bedroom and speak to a woman

>>214237731
I HATE shit seal

brooklyn beckham can't cook for shit

>>214237713
have you read siege?

>>214237719
*gives you a hug*

>>214237685 (OP)
I like how these flowers look like they have two flowers in one
the soft white and slightly purple tinged bell shaped one and then the waxy yellow leafy petal shaped bits at the bottom which also look like a flower

two chicks at the same time

bougainvilleas also look like two flowers in one

>>214237842
um.?

/cum/ be like
poop seal

psyching myself up to go get a haircut

>>214237731
why is he always covered in poo

>>214237793
you wonder if there are children of rich celebs who aren't totally written off from birth, spoiled and useless

you only ever hear about cases like Brooklyn Beckham or "[random celeb]'s son/daughter comes out as trans".

>>214237870
it's a fricken turd otter cody

You're browsing /brit/. Suddenly you realise there's a wasp crawling on your arm

>>214237902
Handsome man pls fuck our models
oh you already did

Society is sick.
The solution?
TND

come out ye black and trans
come out and fight me like a man

do you play gachaslop?

>>214237943
total nuclear disarmament?

>>214237937
Imagine having full on black kids, fucking weird

>>214237754
>>214237826
chuckled at this well done

>>214237964
don't even know what that is

>>214237943
I'm afraid I don't know what that acronym means would you mind typing out the meaning of the letters in the acronym and posting it under your current IP address?

Thanks.

>>214237719
I think most White people do given the hell we live in.

You just have to grit your teeth, and keep going.

>>214237964
No because I'm not a mong, imagine paying for jpegs

>>214237978
YWNBAW

spracklen house marlow

>>214237978
looking good luv

will you marry me?

rorke booking a flight to dignitas because he saw a brown person

>>214238033
these "screaming" variants are becoming too esoteric

raping my own arse with a butchers knife

>>214237964
I play Blue Archive
I like it because you don't have to spend money to do late game content

scrambled eggs

woman at the petrol station said i smell lovely and i didn't know what to say so i just said thanks

might get my bollocks out for the lads

>>214237943
thanks for your diagnosis Dr Chud M.D

doomsday prepping seems like a fun hobby to be fair. just having a remote location, stocking up non-perishables, figuring out how to hunt with a bow and arrow, DIY crafts of how to make various survival items. it seems fun to me.

>>214238080
Still think about a woman who wasn't even particularly attractive who I had a chat to last year

Do you ever speak to anyone you went to school with?
I haven't in years. I wonder if any of them have become white nationalists.

two fried eggs on toast with valentina hot sauce and an iced americano

>>214238077
yes please, on buttered toast if that's ok

>>214238097
it does sound fun :)

>>214238097
That's just bushcraft/survival skills and has been around a lot longer than the cringey prepping community.

>>214238111
yes, there's like 15 or so that I still hang out with semi regularly

mental that no one in my regular, respectable life know that I'm secrety a rorkian giga chud
anyone else in the same position?

imagine supporting that little scottish bitch and her fucking gay ass axe shit

>>214238111
No, I only really had one friend and I lost touch about a decade ago. Still have him on steam but cba.

>>214238132
yeah, but one involves people running around in a loincloth pretending to be cave men, and one involves solar panels and cosy bunkers.

rorke joining an online group for HIV survivors thinking it was about doomsday PrEP

>>214238144
my gf and dad are more rorkeish than me and my mom just believes whatever my dad says

>>214238168
That isn't true, even piss-drinker extradinaire Bear Grylls didn't run around in a loincloth pretending to be a cave man.

>>214238169
howling

>>214238111
nah they all moved to London years ago with real jobs like architects, solicitors, doctors etc. I still live where I grew up.

What irks me is that any time I'm walking to the shop I could easily be spotted by one of their parents driving past, and then the parent would report back to one of my old mates: "oh I saw anon the other day yes he still lives at home he was just getting some shopping in, such a nice boy he was it's a shame a real shame I think there must have been problems at home".

Hey everyone,

I’ve been debating whether to post this for a long time. It’s not easy admitting this, but after stepping back and looking at the numbers, I feel like I need to share my experience—not for myself, but to warn others who might be heading down the same path. I’m using a throwaway account for obvious reasons, but I feel it’s important to put this out there and hopefully help someone avoid making the same mistakes I did.

I started playing Whiteout Survival in December 2023 and played actively until June 2024. After that, I only played on and off until September. At first, it felt like a fun and strategic game, and I genuinely enjoyed it. But then the spending started. What began as small purchases to speed things up or stay competitive quickly spiraled out of control. Over time, I ended up spending a total of $31,937.43 USD. My average daily spending came out to $251.48, and my highest single-day spend was $794.49. Seeing these numbers in front of me now is honestly shocking, but when I was making those purchases, it felt like the right thing to do at the time.

Looking back, I can now see how the game was designed to encourage spending. Limited-time offers, leaderboard pressure, and social elements within events all made it feel necessary to keep spending just to stay competitive. On top of that, preparing for things like SvS (State vs. State) wars required continuously purchasing and hoarding resources, which only added to the feeling that if I didn’t spend, I’d fall behind. It’s easy to get caught up in this loop, especially when you feel like you’re investing in something long-term.

>Society is sick.
>The solution?
>TND

coomsday preping my battyhole

>>214238144
my coworkers all think I'm a leftypol and will refrain from making offensive jokes in my presence. little do they know...

leftypol joining a preppers online group thinking it was for bum virgins

>>214238111
one came for a stag do but he didn't know i lived here until he was gone
my dad was supposed to go as well but mum wouldn't let him

>>214238216
I’ve struggled with gambling issues in the past, and the more I look at this, the more it feels like the same pattern playing out again. The game exploited my addictive tendencies, and I didn’t even realize it until it was too late. This kind of spending behavior isn’t normal, and seeing how quickly it added up really made me question how games like this are allowed to operate the way they do. It’s not just about buying things—it’s about how these games are built to make you feel like you have to spend in order to keep up.

Since stepping away, I’ve started filing refund claims through Google Play since two days ago. I don’t expect to get everything back, but I’m doing it to make a point—these systems are predatory, and people need to be aware of it.

I’m not here to tell anyone to stop playing. I get it—games like this can be fun, and they do a great job of pulling you in. But I do think it’s worth taking a moment to track your spending and be honest with yourself about whether it’s worth it. What felt like small purchases added up quickly for me, and thankfully, I stopped in time before it became something I couldn’t recover from.

I don’t need the money back—I’m fortunate that this didn’t ruin me financially. But what scares me is how easily it could have. If you’re reading this and spending money on the game, don’t ignore the warning signs. Track your spending. Be honest with yourself. And if this post helps even one person stop before it’s too late, then it was worth sharing.

If you’ve been through something similar, feel free to share your story—or DM me if you need tips on refunds.

Stay safe out there.

P.S. English is not my first language so I used ChatGPT to help with my Grammar and to structure my paragraphs.

Edit: grammar mistakes...

>>214238219
The Needful Dharma

Finland onamadone I ain't reading all that shit

>>214238144
Most people are. It's only that piping up saying "trannies aren't women" or "I don't think 950,000 brown people coming here each year is sustainable" isn't worth losing your job over.

>>214238216
>>214238250
mobile gamers are so retarded

leftypol getting bummed in an underground bunker

>>214238150
white british people should be allowed to attack foreigners with bladed weapons

voi vittu

About to scran some lunch me lids

You know what I like?
Those videos of people camping in their jeeps, where they set up a little table and they have a big power supply and maybe plug a TV or a laptop in, eating fancy MREs and building a little "porch" area with canopies and shit.
Sometimes I watch those and it makes me want to get a jeep

>>214238297
dip the baguette in the beer

>>214238297
>Taverntastic!
didn't know Alistair made crisps

>>214238266
>It's only that piping up saying "trannies aren't women"
if the supreme court can say it then so can i

and we can tell that this is a real image that most certainly has not been stolen from twitter because the file name is DATE_TIME format and that's a format that real cameras use, thus we can conclude the image is from this anon's real experience and not a spaindog twitter image jobby

>>214238320
Ofcom went against this and state you can't express this online

women literally need arresting
a girl says we are "amazing and unique that's obvious to everyone around us" but also wont date me wtf

>>214238307
>You know what I like?
yeah, cock
*walks away as you keep banging on about jeeps*

>>214238297
yeah, I'm thinking corrrrr

>>214238297
the watershed meal deal

Ever since installing /brit/ on my computer it freezes for several minutes at random and my printer wastes all ink on unsolicited gay porn

>>214238297
did you just bring a supermarket sandwich to a pub? Pretty sure that's not allowed

When I had sex with the proto-gf it didn't go so well because I was too big for her. Inflated my ego for a bit but then she said it's not because I'm that big but rather because she has a very small/tight vagina

>>214238423
gonna grass him up are you? poofter

>>214238111
i drifted from the one i kept in contact with not seen him since 2016 when we went out for a drink

>>214237731
we'e got quite the collection
quite the collection indeed

>>214238320
why do the women(?) look so demonic in the picture?

nba player luka doncic has partnered with overwatch for an exciting new collab

>>214238345
fuck sake fuck sake fuck sake!!!!

>>214238522
crazy if your a virgin yeah

>>214238522
mad how sex is viewed as a human necessity yet incels are viewed as evil for daring to complain about their lack of it

>>214238144
Same but I'm starting to be more open about it

genuinely don't understand how people can think the bloke who cheated at who wants to be a millionaire with his coughing wife could be innocent
genuinely low IQ

>>214238522
Asked the proto-gf if we needed to get a morning after pill after I came in her but apparently she's got an IUD and it's not necessary

raining now
might pay a brown fellow to deliver me a mcdonalds meal

>>214238588
yeah? fuck off

multivitamin got brewer's yeast in it and it tastes like gangrenous arse
grim oh so grim

>>214238657
WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU EATING YOU UTTER FREAK

>erome
F

>>214238208
KTIM

any priests of the Temples of Syrinx in

>>214238623
don't do that

>>214238659
*sprints off so fast that my clothes are left floating before dropping to the ground*

someone cracked a joke on teams. it was funny, but was it 4 laughing face reactions funny?

>>214238666
it's still up

>>214238608
she's a whore lol

got a dastardly fart brewing in my arse

Feeling rather blackpilled!

got my bum out

>>214238686
why

Reform UK
Restore Britain
Patriotic Alternative
National Rebirth Party

Your choices. Join one, depending on how radical you are.

i use a custom bradley emoji for teams reacts

>>214238754
holy trinity of inceldom

theres a big poo forming
in my bum
theres a big poo forming
in my bum
theres a big poo forming
in my bum
oh oh in my bum

>>214238767
There's four things there you muppet

>>214238698
HATE teams banter about toil me

catch me at the National Rebirth Party with a gallon of vegetable oil and a wetsuit

>>214238754
Alek Yerbury looks like a poundshop Moseley with the charisma of a sponge

card got declined in B&M because HSBC banking is still down it's a disgrace

need the canadian

email announcement to the entire team about our 56 year old boss receiving a lego bonsai tree and cat colouring books for her birthday

>a woman on reddit was tricked via the online safety act into providing her full ID, name, face and address to a random russian porn site who are now blackmailing her for nudes and money under threat of telling her boss and calling the police because she was watching CNC videos
well done keir lad.

can't believe starmer took erome away from me

riding a mosasaur into the sunset

>>214238864
corr hope she's fit

>>214238864
Command and Conquer videos?

>>214238754
Only Reform UK and Restore Britain are logical choices, and the latter isn't even a political party but more of a cross-party Monday Club set up.
The latter two are just MI5 operations.

>>214238864
kek saw this

>>214238864
who could have possibly predicted this?

>>214238864
whats cnc

>>214238864
>calling the police because she was watching CNC videos
sometimes forget that this is illegal
fucking shithole country

Been downloading the oneitis's entire facebook and instagram photos into a folder preciously named "loveberg"

>>214238898
reform aren’t rorkeish enough

>>214238845
Perhaps but he has good ideas. He's the only one pushing actual National Socialism.

>>214238864
why are they like this?

How come Britain is the only country in western Europe with a white working class?

>>214238910
Consensual Non-Consent
Basically rough porn

>>214238910
consensual non-consent. rape roleplays basically. she said she was raped in the past and it's now her go-to porn for "therapuetical reasons"

>>214238910
CNC stands for "Consensual Non-Consent" - it's a type of role-play scenario in adult content where participants have previously agreed to act out scenarios that simulate non-consensual situations, but with full prior consent and usually established boundaries and safe words.

>>214238946
>>214238944
>>214238943
didnt ask

>>214238944
Most mentally sane woman

>>214238898
>The latter two are just MI5 operations.
Do you have a single fact to back that up?
Mark Collett was banned from entering Sweden while Homeland types can go to Germany and hang out with Curtis Yarvin. Isn't that interesting?

GO RUSH SHORT

>>214238946
cheers chatgpt

>>214238950
>didnt ask
>got it anyway
yea, that's cnc kek

>>214238950
sorry

>>214238959
Oh fuck off incel.

>>214238942
no idea but somehow indians, nigerians and some muslims are able to move into middle class houses and areas coming straight from their homeland
don’t understand how that works if they’re literally fucking africans

>>214238965
Claude actually. Notice the lack of em-dash and sycophantic language.

>>214238971
No need to sign your posts mate

>>214238959
women who have been raped are obsessed with rape porn. it's a known thing. i think the reasoning boils down "reclaiming control over a situation in which you had no control". i dont understand how that works though.

don't think there's much gayer than saying "most/least x y" desu

>>214238993
Doesn't work with that post does it ya retard.

>>214239002
yeah gotta say it's very reddit cringe.

>>214239005
No need to sign your posts mate

>>214239005
No need to sign your posts mate

>>214239002
there's saying this:
>don't think there's much gayer than saying "most/least x y" desu

>>214239017
>>214239020
I've been done

Misogyny is just what happens when you don't have sex and are angry about it.

>>214239022
good one but I already predicted this would happen so I'm unaffected x

>>214239005
No need to sing your posts mate.

Found out the oneitis has a soundcloud account, shall be listening to all her favourite music so I can talk to her about them.

>>214239022
raped that cunt

All women have cnc fantasies with men they fancy

>>214239052
No it isn't. I fuck my girlfriend multiple times each week. I hate her, and women in general.

>>214239059
youre also unshagged, unloveable and should unalive yourself

>>214239052
Just like how racism is caused by not knowing or coming into contact with enough brown people?

>>214239097
and unrustled, unlike you :)

>>214239125
unoriginal

What chicken gets you the most bang for your buck from Aldi not including a whole chicken

*waves at you from across the street*

>>214239109
No, racism is caused by knowing or coming into contact with enough brown people.

Usually non-racists are sheltered in rich areas and criticise racists from their ivory towers.

With bitches it's different. You end up liking them if you meet enough of them.

>>214238864
It never fails to amaze how some of these people think giving them the money would make the situation get any better

I am not a cuck

uhoh

>>214239149
SCREAMING

>>214239135
not an unironic reply I hope x

im ordering mcdonalds so fuck off

>>214239150
>With bitches it's different. You end up liking them if you meet enough of them.
Didn't happen to me.

>>214239149
lmao what the fuck

>>214239174
untrue

>>214239149
love this one

MENTAL how much my bollocks stink after a gym session

unwilly

>>214239179
Find yourself some classier bitches to spend time with your views are skewed because you probably fucked around with some skanks

Scientists have long theorised about the Fermi Paradox and the Great Filter to explain why there's no evidence of intelligent life outside Earth.

What if the Great Filter is what we face now? What if the filter is that every planet with intelligent life develops a hostile group like jews who destroy the planet? What if the higher race (their White equivalent) is destroyed via race mixing and immigration? What if egalitarian slave morality like Christianity/Marxism develops and literally destroys evolution?

>>214239178
do not get spicy nuggets

>>214239154
They called her actual workplace and asked for her by name, so she knows they'll do it. The issue is of course that someone saying you watch porn isn't anywhere near as humiliating as giving them the ability to post your actual nudes.

>>214239208
what if you had sex

>>214239208
Dunno but it's great that I can filter your boring posts

>>214239209
why

>>214239178
dicked

>>214239208
Can I Great Filter your shitty posts?

haha just a funny laugh for funsies have a good evening lads.

>>214239208
the utter irony of delegating your thinking to jewish fucking scientists to invent reasons to hate the jews is so utterly retarded i hope for your sake you are trolling

why is it ok to kick europeans out of africa?

>>214238864
found the post and turns out it was hentai with tentacles and that
surely that's not something you can get prosecuted for

what does/did your grandfather look like? mine looked exactly like brian cox

Something seriously going wrong with me, recently i've been taking everything way too seriously, getting wound up over meaningless comments, even posts on the 'chon or twitter i find myself obsessing over for hours

very scary

>>214239208
Just used the Fermi Paradox and Great Filter to conclude there's no evidence of intelligent life inside this post

>>214239286
muammar gadaffi

>>214239275
Fermi was not Jewish.
Kardashev was not Jewish.
Robin Hanson is not Jewish.

>>214239275
Fermi wasn't a jew

>>214239281
It was both. It was rape roleplay videos and tentacle hentai. Nothing she was watching was illegal. She was just ignorant about that and panicked when facing blackmail. It's exactly the kind of thing that people were saying would start happening when the OSA came in and of course, it already has. Think of how many people haven't worked up the nerve to admit to this happening to them. Think of how many have probably hanged themselves over it. Keir Starmer is responsible for a lot of pain.

not a single day goes past where i dont remininsce about my ex fiancee

There's a Wikipedia article about Heathermong's posts now

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boring_Billion

i saw three bums come pooing in to bethlehem in the morning

>>214239257
they're shit

Got send a link for a job I sent off for to do some fucking pre recorded video interview where they give you questions in the form of text and you have to sit there and talk into a camera like a fucking influencer spastic, just not doing it. Felt like an utter twat. No issues replying to text with text, no issues on a call, zoom call, in person. But to sit there and be expected to make a little video answering questions like "what interested you in this job". Fuck right off. Humiliating bullshit and I didn't want that fuckarse job anyway.

>>214236767
poo shuckle

>>214239341
tell her you'd still sling one up her if she's interested

>>214239331
He was married to a Jew

spunkingbaz xhamster

>>214239348
extremely funny post

>>214239224
I hope she pays the maximum consequences for being retarded and giving her personal details to a dodgy porn website
who would have known that it would be women, rather than men, who fall to the jewish online safety act trap
women are retarded

>>214239356
>turn to the left, turn to the right, open your mouth, nod
yep they'll be using that to sign up to pornsites mate

>>214239364
pooscrianf

>>214239378
not uploading my passport to a porn site

>>214239364
squealing

havent been able to watch porn, view most reddit posts or use twitter in weeks.

do i really have to get a fucking VPN

>>214239382
>who would have known that it would be women, rather than men, who fall to the jewish online safety act trap
literally everyone? men would just find a different porn site that doesnt require ID. same way men are the vast vast majority of pirates. women crave convenience above all else.

>>214239364
screaming

white people are elves

>>214239339
which site was it?
looking to keep my personal information safe

watched encanto (2021) last night, seemed like mirabel's real power was getting people to burst into song

>>214239420
she just said it was a porn site that ended in .ru and she was just too horny to pay attention to that in the moment. wouldnt be surprised if she found it via reddit too.

>>214239407
>havent been able to watch porn
skill issue, i'm afraid

my irish grandfather who fought for in ww1 and later was part of the early IRA

>>214239407
just go to /gif/

>>214239375
Yeah I know. The concept is still true

>>214239378
honestly i always go to youjizz or xhamster to fetch the girls names and then go to eporner to watch full videos

>>214239459
fought for the brits*

>>214239387
That's part of it to, I don't trust these third party shitty webapps that the employers use to filter people out. Don't need some video of me doing some cringey spacker interview trying to cocksuck a company so I can be a wagedrone.

>>214239459
Fought for independence only to deport himself tonAmerica anyway? Bit of a waste of time wasn't it

mcdonadls is comng! its coming !

shaking my thang on the circle line

>>214239503
noooooooooo you have betrayed the white rave

>>214239419
which of these 3 do you think is the answer to this guys behaviour:
1. he is black out drunk and is clueless about what is happening
2. he genuinely thinks she likes this
3. he is aware she hates this but wants to keep harrassing her anyway

>>214239486
eporner is great, so much classic stuff upscaled there

>>214239513
this man is responsible for hundreds of sex abuse victims become victims of more sex abuse through his implementation and defence of the OSA

>>214239482
>/gif/
ah yes time for some scat/tranny/blacked/amputee/rape/cuck porn

>>214239407
There are free VPNs mate just download protonVPN it's not hard is it you spaz.

>>214239524
alri pornography curator

>>214239523
dunno and don't care

>>214239503
what did you order from mcds?

that so called "wendy" burger any good?
thinking of ordering some

>>214239523
you forgot number 4.

he is indian

>>214239523
Probably a combination of 1 and the fact he's Indian

>>214239567
that's just 3 by another name

>>214239540
>free vpn
Insane thing to do, you're literally intertwining your traffic with that of thousands of nonces and terrorists

you cannot quit
you cannot give up
you need that momentum to break free
you are the only person who can make this work
you are also the only person who can fuck this up

>>214239552
changed my mind now, might go wendys
just posted it for attention

Curious how accepting Boomerbux (pension), Breederbux (child support), stockholding and landlording are fully accepted forms of parasitism... but NEETbux is where society draws the line.

>>214239513
Instead of verifying my age, can I just say I am fleeing from political persecution from my home country and get a free pass?

>>214239513
What's amazing about modern day politispeak is that if you acted and spoke like a politician in a business when trying to justify your actions, pitching to senior executives an idea, or trying to get sign off on a piece of work already completed, you would be utterly crucified. But the people who run the country aren't held to the same standard as Nick, 30.

>>214239586
Wendy's looks fucking grim

Dunno what trousers to buy

>>214239578
don't really care if I'm honest

>>214237685 (OP)
You called?

They're banning Online Sex Arses

>>214239587
>Breederbux
i hate this one especially because I want as many children starved as possible

>>214239604
looks ok

>>214239536
>ah you see, these WTMYWTSC actually me me want to get my cock sucked instead
boom youre golden

janman done me a right disservice.
i reckon having a laugh is quintessential british culture and I'll be getting in touch with ofcom

actually me me

>>214239615
any so we dont see your bare bottom

lol saved this 3 years ago
Guess the manifesting didn’t work

>>214239660
true you probably could help yourself

>>214239578
you do the same with any vpn and tor

>>214239540
proton isn't free you mong

British politics be like, "would you rather vote for 100% Enoch Powell, 200% Enoch Powell, or 100% Oswald Mosley?"

>>214239664
it says POV so your lifestyle is still looking at the back of someone else driving a nice car
the monkey paw got you

>>214239524
>>214239486
>>214239549
hey coomers, how are you accessing banned websites?

Eat that

well lads?

>>214239664
Genuinely the most wogbrained thing I’ve seen in this general

>>214239681
you have no clue how that works

>>214239689
I fucking wish

>>214239689
haha yeah it do!

Bristol mentioned

>>214239688
It has a free tier and a paid tier you fucking spastic.

>mock someone else for being a coomer
>get called a coomer myself for my trouble
this is it, my lowest moment in a decade on /brit/

>>214239709
Feeling a type 3 coming along

Sir Hidden Service

me? voting for 1000% Hitler

>>214239716
alright then tell me how it works

>>214239709
Gone from type 3 yesterday to type 4 today with one simple trick...

bonnie blue’s chaste, polite and well-meaning evil twin ruby red

>>214239709
I'll eat any of them so long as they're coming out of Emma Myers' arse.

ok got wendys large double combo with a coke and 6 pc chicken numget

>>214239761
big black coffee?

>>214239749
what is his constituency then

>>214239699
alri keir lad

>>214239784
Cheadle

>>214239808
>>214239808
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>>214239778
course you did you'll be almost fattened up enough to eat soon
*jiggles your massive heaving belly with both hands*

New soon, gonna be a bad one

Oh flippin eck my navy chinos have a hole in the crotch, damn it all

>>214239756
Roughly speaking in Tor the traffic is split into packets across different streams which makes it impossible retrace the request and responses back to you. It's not the same as VPNs where traffic stays intact.

>>214239827
>which makes it impossible retrace the request and responses back to you
Not true

>>214239495
nah my dad left