>>214550912 (OP)
It's like war.
You feel alive in the heat of the moment but then it abruptly ends and visions of it will haunt your nights until you die.
i only had a very bad crush on one girl who was a lesbian. i rejected every other girl. i was destined to not to experience it. i find it bitter sweet.
now at 33 i'm the only person from the people i know of irl who has never been in a relationship. now that's just sad.
Late bloomer, me. Was really fucking ugly when I was 16-18 so was never going to happen. Got my current (and first) girlfriend at 24, and so really don't give a shit about my former inceldom anymore.
>>214550912 (OP)
Yes, even more than that. True love. No cap.
I tell people when they ask me why I'm not looking for a gf despite being in my early 20s that no matter what girl I end up with, my heart will always belong to the one who was my first love. I will miss her for the rest of my life and will never love a woman the way I loved her. Even if I got into a relationship, I would eventually end up disliking the girl.
>>214550912 (OP) >t. Retarded 28 year old who erroneously thinks he's too old to find love so psy-ops himself from finding it
You're not old, stop being a whiny crybaby and go outside omfg
>>214551809
That's why you're supposed to fuck and have a gorillion kids in your teenage years when you two are horny as fuck and she's in her physical peak for giving birth. Nature knew what it was doing