>>214610116 (OP)
you live in a first world country
and that doesn't really matter. So did Schopenhauer. He came from a rich family as well. The matter is, life comes with needs and wants. A constant flame that urges you to act, otherwise you know you will be in pain. Your own consciousness is the enemy. There is no better state than unconsciousness for it is there that you don't need and don't want and don't "have to". Your parents gambled with your chips, and that's what you get. You deserve justice. You need to make justice happen for yourself and others. You deserve the tranquility, invulnerability and innocence from which you were forcibly removed at birth. The Right to Die should be a human right. It is the ultimate protest, to not be useful to evil people and systems that multiply your condition. You're not crazy, in all likelihood. Your feelings are valid and only a reflexion of the circumstances that lead you to that conclusion.
But you can still act. You are not paralyzed in disease, so you can still alter the future. You can shape it, if minimally, towards what you know is right. I think we owe it to ourselves, to conjure the courage for violent, organized and structured action.
