Thread 214881710

I hate being Black so much that it makes me dizzy. I seethe when I ride the train and it’s full of Black people. Often times, you’ll have a couple of middle aged subhumans blasting music from a speaker. I don’t understand why they do it, why not just use earphones. Then you’ll have teenagers smoking weed, completely ruining the entire car for everyone. And of course, you’ll see the obese whores yelling at everyone so they can make space for her five niglets.

I just don’t know what to do. I make a great salary for my age, so I plan on moving away from them soon, but I’ll still have to carry this shameful heritage with me everywhere I go. My best copes have been distracting myself with work and ham radio.

Already have a few other negro threads, but I have to bump this. I need someone to respond to me, or I’m going to fucking kill myself right now.

>>214881710 (OP)
Theres a billion liberal towns that will roll out the carpet for a self-hating black, should be an easy enough problem to solve

>>214881710 (OP)
>I make a great salary for my age,
7 figures minimum anon.

>>214881846
I just hate being a hyphenated American. I want to just be a regular guy and it’s infuriating that there is nothing I can do to be treated in that way (except in anonymous online spaces).

>>214881877
It seems like you have a ton of baggage on you

>>214881863
I’ll accomplish this once my YouTube channel takes off, trust.
>>214881891
Obviously lol. But what can I ever do about it? If I can’t change the circumstances that make me feel this way, what can be done?

>>214881710 (OP)
I have no qualms with being black but harbor several other negative qualities

>>214881877
If you have money, youre treated better than a normal guy. You dont suffer

>>214882083
I mean, I guess I just don’t like how people treat me. Although, it sometimes gets deeper than that. I resent my ancestors occasionally, even though I recognize that they tried their best.

I’m over all of it. I just don’t want to think about it anymore.
>>214882177
You have no idea what you are talking about.

>>214882247
Where do live and who do you surround yourself with who treat you poorly?

>>214882177
>youre treated better than a normal guy.
That doesn't line up with reality. Many poor people and minorities with good money still have to fight uphill battles and dealing with boomers/gen Xs.

>>214882247
I've walked through plenty <5% black towns with murals of blackpipo all over the place and blm signs galore

>>214882259
I work in a field that’s almost exclusively White. I wouldn’t say I’m treated “poorly”. Everyone in my team is kind, and I enjoy their company. But there’s just this awkwardness that exists in every interaction. It’s difficult to explain, but I know it’s not just something I am imagining.

I just want to be American alone and nothing else. I hate having this additional identity that distinguishes me from everyone else.
>>214882269
Boomers just tell me that I “seem like a good kid”.

Why do you capitalize black

>>214882374
Maybe you should write, I would advise you further but I’m not sure it would be of any help because simply I have never felt out of my skin (literally) by being black

>>214882369
You’re too low IQ to understand the problem, so I won’t even attempt to explain it to you.

The meme is so true though. I think it’s funny.

>>214882384
Why do you capitalise American? I capitalise the names of all races, because they're names of groups of people

>>214881710 (OP)
Why don't you start a business in some developing african country like Rwanda, Kenya or Burundi?, i've heard that those africans aren't so degenerated by thug culture.

>>214882384
“Black” is a name for a race and should be capitalized as a proper noun.
>>214882394
Write? About what?

>>214882432
Africans aren't going to just treat a Black foreigner as one of their own, especially if they don't know the local language and culture

>>214882432
I hate Africans. They are stupid and smell absolutely awful. There is no Black culture in the world that I can tolerate. I hate them all.
>>214882442
Also this.

>>214882478
Which Africans have you met?

>>214882432
>HEY NIGGER, WHY DON'T YOU GO BACK TO AFRICA?

>>214882493
Mainly West Africans. Ghanaians, Nigerians, and Senegalese.

Nigerians are the best by far in my experience but that isn’t saying much.

>>214882440
Your feelings anon

>>214882558
What do we smell like?

>>214882621
What would that accomplish? No amount of meditation will change the conditions that I’m disappointed with.
>>214882638
Sweat.

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>>214881710 (OP)
I think as long as you dress and groom yourself nice you should be able to separate yourself from "those" blacks
And maybe wear some glasses too

>>214881842
It's okay man. I like you even If you're a nigger

>>214883017
Thanks. I love Poland. Your struggle for independence in recent centuries is among the most kino stories in European history.

Alright, last bump. This is shameful, but I just want a few more replies.

>>214883429
Hey man, it’s all good.

>>214883593
Thanks

>>214881710 (OP)
>and ham radio.
Absolutely based. You're all right anon

it's easy to hate yourself for an inalienable characteristic because it's not your fault
true self hatred comes from hating your own mind and personality because it's ultimately your fault and your failure

>>214881710 (OP)
You are what you are, buddy. I hate myself for a variety of non-race reasons, but the best thing I learned in my 34 years of life is to stop fretting about things I cannot change, and change the things I can.

>>214883835
Trust me, I have plenty of that too.
>>214883841
This is the right idea.

>>214881710 (OP)
There is nothing more American than a BB-uhh I mean a black American. Seriously. White mutts are a hybridization of 9 nations that hate each other and that has warped their soul.
American Big Black .... People .... however are undiluted Americana. You're the only people buying American cars and American products. You're the only people that hold true to the values of the Founding Fathers and stand against government overreach. It's whitey that needs to be ashamed of their heritage. Not you.

>>214883957
This post is absolutely horrible to be honest, but you’re so endearingly autistic that I don’t mind it. This genuinely made me smile.

>>214883957
grim

wish I grew up in a black hood in usa

>>214884166
Why? What part of it seems interesting to you?

>>214884212
nta but they do fun stuff the second they find a social group.
the drawback is that you stand a very real chance of being victim of that "fun stuff at some point in your life. unless you are rich.

>>214884283
I don’t really see the appeal honestly, but there does seem to be this fascination with that lifestyle. Lots of kids grew up playing GTA.

>>214884330
you ever troll around on one of those roleplay servers? that's a huge favorite activity of mine. blacks do the same thing but IRL and get no repercussions for it because this country loves BBC.

Alright, I’m going to bed.

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>>214881710 (OP)
I am sorry for your affliction. I wasn't born in Europe so I was also cheated by life, I understand your pain. I hope you and I can find some peace in life

>>214884404
You too bro. Thank you.

>>214881710 (OP)
post timestamped black hand you lying cracker

Being black and being intelligent enough to have capacity for self reflection must be a hellish combination

I understand your feelings. In my case, I don't give a shit anymore, people will not like you for your skin color. Deal with it and move on. I consider myself a stateless person, I just have a French passport

>t. Black Caribbean of origin