>>215924069 (OP)
I have a dream. I am trying my best to make it true. If I get to a point where I do not achieve that dream, I shall engage in the old tradition of seppuku.
>>215924069 (OP)
Cute gf, gym bros, steroids, high-paid job where I'm not doing so much, living in a nice city, enough money to invest and enjoy a hedonistic lifestyle.
>>215924304
I have all that except the cute gf (and steroids for some reason) and every promotion at work or a new fitness PR that used to make me happy makes me just wanna rope more. Is it really just the gf?