>>216409644
you are getting there but still so wrong. its mental illness, some people have their brains incorrectly wired so they never feel happiness everything is a constant struggle. if you live like that in some thirdie shithole no one will notice thats just how life is, none know anything else. if you live like that in the first world you will always be reminded that there is something wrong with you as you see everyone else smiling and being happy.
thirdies are not tougher or more adapted to hardship, our prison suicide rates show that. inmates from the worst shitholes ack themselfs when put in a solitary confinement cell aka hotel room, they cant handle the loneliness.