>>216414929 (OP)
I’m awkward, I can’t hold a conversation, and I have body langue that makes people not want to approach me.
I’m done with blaming women or my looks for why I’m alone. The reality is much simpler and would be so easy to fix if I still cared enough. Denying that reality for years is what got me to this point.
Also, I only seem to run into women at work. I met my ex at work and I find it quite painful and awkward now, but I don't have anywhere else to meet women.