>>216421835
For me, it's mostly my fault. I've had friends before, I just never put in the effort required to maintain the friendship and never communicated or reached out outside of work. Usually whenever I no longer see an acquaintance on a frequent basis I just stop talking with them.
I think about reaching out, but then days turn into weeks, weeks into months, and months into years. And after a while I just don't know what to say and am not sure how to maintain contact.
I keep retreating back into self-isolation. A remnant of my days of NEETdom even though I'm not a NEET anymore.