Thread 216431819

I have no wife, no kids, my father is gone, I haven't talked to my mother in nearly 20 years, and my relationship with my sister isn't great.

I'm not going to pretend I'm happy about any of it, and I'm not sure why I'm telling you guys this.

Maybe it's because I think about these things a lot.

I'm not looking for advice, or sympathy.

I guess Im just getting it off my chest, and trying to be transparent with you.

I'm just another guy on the internet who's life hasn't turned out the way I thought it would.

Thank you all for being here, especially those of you who I interact with regularly.

You could always hang yourself before it gets worse

>>216431819 (OP)
happy birthday anon
>>216431849
rude

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy birthday friend. Maybe smoke a joint or something. Might cheer you up a bit.

>posted 22:29:15 UTC+1
Wouldn't that be 2h30min in your cunt?

>>216431819 (OP)
how tall are you and do you have an education or a stable job? im going to end up like you and i know it. im too lazy to get anything going on in my life

Happy birthday!

Similar stats. Thankfully I have some mental derangement that means I don't care. Kinda wish my family was more dysfunctional though, because it's just me.

Mazel tov

>>216431819 (OP)
happy birthday anon.

>>216431819 (OP)
Unc

Happy birthday, dude. Chin up, this life isn’t all there is.
https://youtu.be/21GTTM2TIYA

>>216431819 (OP)
happy birthday mate, keep ya head up

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy birthday mate, indulge in a sweet treat or cake, and be happy in your day.
Don't forget sometimes it's better to be alone than with a bad person and don't lose hope

>>216431819 (OP)
may Allah grant you hidayat so you find your path to happiness one day

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy birthday old man

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy birthday Rorke you old sentimental fool.

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy Birthday

>>216431819 (OP)
Same, mostly. Really.
I stopped caring. Society is fake and gay anyway. Do with this what you must.
Happy birthday.

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy birthday Anon.

I dont know what to tell you. Im 29 but not exactly in any better position with my family. It is what it is. Some of it is given and the rest is my own fault. Could be better, could be worse.

>>216431819 (OP)
I hope to reach your age (41) and still be in good relations with my family, with my own home, car and stable career.

I don't give a fuck about friends, wife, kids, and all those normalfag spooks

>>216433966
So your individual egoism out-egoismd your egoistic genes or what?

>>216431819 (OP)
Wow, you could be my dad

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy Birthday senpai! Keep your head up and keep pushing m8.

>>216431819 (OP)
literally me :(

>>216431819 (OP)
You’re still young bro

he is gone this was his last message to the world he khs 30m after his last post, rip.

>>216431819 (OP)
happy birthday! treat yourself to something good to eat today, perhaps try a new recipie?

>>216431819 (OP)
Happy birthday, unc

>>216433966
Spengler predicted the death of civilization would come with "people" like you.

>>216431819 (OP)
https://youtu.be/b_LnamKww5c?list=RDb_LnamKww5c

Happy birthday, Anon. Age 45 here, my best years ended when the 1980's ended. I'm collecting disability and I still live with my parents, although now it's mostly because parents are elderly now and need help with physically heavy things. And computers, dad in particular is completely tech illiterate. Also, sister recently dropped a bomb: she's 20k in debt and unable to pay them because she lost her job in this economy and our current government being some of the most useless cunts imaginable and unable to fix the issue.

I had sexual desires that never materialized because this feminist woke bullshit happened, that on top of me already being an unpopular autist (I mean literally, I have the papers). I make less than 1000 a month and that is going to be for the rest of my life.

I should've killed myself 20 years ago.

>>216437981
It's not too late to find a pietist church near you and believe in Jesus Christ. But when death strikes, it leaves no quarters. So beware.

>>216437981
>I should've killed myself 20 years ago.
no, you shouldn't.
sex is overrated anyway, don't worry about anything, enjoy your time.

>>216431819 (OP)
Shit happens. Anyways, call your mother and tell her that you love her o algo.

>>216438089
I don't share your faith.

>>216438094
>sex is overrated anyway
I wanted to be the judge of that.

>>216438336
You still can, prostitutes exist.

>>216437981
I don't understand why you would never go to a prostitute
If I end up being a virgin by 25 I would have gone and that would have been on the later end

If I'm on this site past my early 20s I know I'm in some deep shit

>>216434354
t .28

>>216438375
>>216438380
The issue is that they charge something like 300 bucks European now per hour if you wanna see a high quality escort. I ain't going to no diseased Alpha PVP hoes. Also, the low tier native Finn ones are either old, or fat, or both. If you wanna see a good looking foreign one, chances are there's some level of human trafficking or other abuse going on, and I'm not comfortable with that.

Anyway, I also wanted to experience what it would've been like to wake up next to a good looking one the morning after. Drink morning coffee together and maybe talk about last night, maybe even go for a round two. All without having to pay for it. I wanted to be accepted for me, not for my wallet.

>>216431819 (OP)
I'm 47 and all those things too, plus I've never had a girlfriend

>>216431819 (OP)
I'll be 60 in less than 2 years. It gets worse my friend, it gets worse.

>>216438523
Is 300 euros not affordable?

>>216438628
It isn't when you only make 990 a month. That's like 10800 SEK.

>>216438661
Yeah, but you live at home so you share most of your expenses with your parents, do you not?

>>216431819 (OP)
I'm nearly 30, single, no career advancements, live in my friends spare room in his pigsty of a house. I'm trying to get things together though. I really think I'd kms by 40 if things just stay the same for me

>>216438694
I'm responsible for paying the electric bill, that's the deal I cut with my dad. Market pricing, so it'll be expensive come winter. I also buy food, and need to maintain my car too because we don't have public transport here at Po Dunk. I'm also trying to save up as much as I can so I'm able to pay the fucking inheritance taxes when parents die, so I don't lose the house. You swedes don't have to worry about that.

>>216431819 (OP)
i turn 63 around January

My high-earning STEMfag dad, and schizo mom are long dead, since around 1990.

The oldest of my 4 sisters turned out, eventually, to be severely schizophrenic, and the next oldest committed suicide about 13 years ago, notwithstanding life in a serene, secluded, and beautiful setting.

I guess I'm fondest of my youngest sister and the guy who married that eventually suicidal next older sister, who I was very close to in the late 70s.

>>216431819 (OP)
Get in contact with your mother.