Thread 40023340

you are (not) alone
Last >>40016360

Paige won

>>40023340 (OP)
despite living in a 3 person household now
i feel alone
in this deep unshakable sense
it's painful

>>40023368
I think you mean Mono lilbro ;)

>>40023340 (OP)
>you are (not) alone
but I am, painfully so

>>40023379
that sounds painful. why do you feel that way?

I have decided I must accept myself as a fat bitch. I love cooking and I love eating simple as. Most of all I love fat bitches. God has given me the task of being one and I will not fail him. Furthermore it helps with lifting which is the only good workout to ever exist. So I'm going to be the female equivalent of a bear. But like without hair. Call that a marshmallow

i miss (the) gorls! :(
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lz5fjDrGoio
>>40023379
:(((
any advice i have feels kinda moot considering all the stuff that causes you anxiety and how busy you seem
hope you can find other people online 2 talk to maybe
or at least something to dull the feel
must feel miserable sorry, being surrounded by people who dont make you feel any less alone is sad

>>40023452
based

And they say trans women arent real lesbians xddd

>>40023470
Thank you. It is hard to accept it but God did not make me a stereotypical trans woman by making me a tall thin tech obsessed twinkhon. He made me a short fat multifaceted hispanic passfungus.

>>40023379
tlwhat about your brother?

>>40023387
no idea honestly
but i wish i could make it stop
>>40023608
i miss him
we were supposed to see each other recently but he's gone radio silent and i dunno what's up
it's honestly been a little while since any of my family besides my cousins have spoken to me
not as long as when i went awol
but enough to kinda worry me

>>40023459
>considering all the stuff that causes you anxiety
true
i need to keep pushing myself harder out of my comfort zone so i don't backslide any further
but that'll have to wait till next week
>or at least something to dull the feel
my bandaid solution so far has been long stream vods and sitcoms
as pathetic as that probably sounds it helps
think i would have completely lost my marbles by now if not for

morning.

>>40023909
>sitcoms
>long stream vods
>pathetic
hope its not too pathetic because i really like those things as well lol
im not as lonely as i used to be but having something to listen to while i do other stuff that keeps my head from going in circles is helpful often

>>40024030
I made pizza w homemade dough and mozzarello and goat cheese and tuna and eggs
And tomator sauce that is also homemade very 90s wife core very cool

>tfw poor, lonely sad sack
>nobody wants to hang out (not that I could spare the gas rn...)
>internet "friends" are all either busy or uninterested in a chat
>no weed/wine/whatever, sober and alone with my thoughts (read: having a terrible time)
>recently not homeless, so no furniture in my place, nothing really to do
>don't even have cigarettes so I can stand outside and have an excuse to stare at nothing for ten mins
I should have honestly just skipped groceries, could have at least gone for coffee or something then...
I might take another nap

>>40023576
who is unfathomably based might I say

radiochan is fat and in thread

i never get gendered male but when i go outside i feel like grocery store hon

>>40024278
That's cause you are sweetie, the number one cause of honfidence is when people pity you and gender you correctly, I've seen it many times.

>>40024299
i know i dont perfectly pass but i think at least some people think im a real girl or people really think im a girl sometimes. it's not always pity.

>>40024160
ah i see that is very fun. i kind of just passed out and woke up ahah

>>40024278
>grocery store hon
worried

>>40024352
When you're stuck in the inbetween zone they can tell you're a man sweetie. But they can also tell your a tranny and feel sorry for you.

>>40024480
I love pity ahahahaha

>>40024127
>but having something to listen to while i do other stuff that keeps my head from going in circles
exactly!
it's nice
>hope its not too pathetic because i really like those
apologies
i respect it, just don't respect myself

>>40024480
idk. i know i have flaws but i also think you're trying to neg me on purpose. the fact you keep saying sweetie over and overproves you're the evil poster.
>>40024459
yeah idk does anyone else remember that comic? i cant find it anymore

Dinner 4 my parent
https://files.catbox.moe/49908e.jpg
>>40024258
Tank
>>40024378
I do that often

>>40024562
omggggg that looks good
need

>>40024546
Truth is hard to accept sometimes, I'm not evil, I've just spent too much time around hons lol. This is the normal reaction to learning you have honfidence dw

all trans are hons btw, passing isn't real

>>40024610
i dont have honfidence though?
my post was literally about being extremely self conscious?
what are you talking about

tragic decision
I'm not going to hook up with that guy
did some thinking about it and it's basically the same as drug use and self harm and eating disorder and such
talked about it with my mum and she had the same experiences when I was younger in terms of seeking love and feeling wanted and valued by sleeping with random guys and how it never works and always feels bad
which is true to past experiences of mine too
still it's depressing I won't be getting choked and fucked violently by a big strong guy but even if I was, it wouldn't make my dad love me or change any of the stuff he's done or fix anything
it'd just be escaping it while risking physical and emotional injury
feels bad not doing it tho even though it makes sense to abstain
makes me feel less than human that I'm so broken that even simple sex is potentially triggering and that I can't engage with it like other people

>>40024646
speak for yourself paige you are genuinely disguting

>>40024647
Going outside girlmode while not passing is honfidence, you're just starting to realise it and be self conscious

>>40024665
that wasn't me

>>40024578
Thanks mitten *grooms you*
>>40024665
That's not paige look at post timings

>>40024671
going outside with jeans and a tshirt is girlmode afaik because people gender me female when i do it. im not going to the grocery store in a ball gown

>>40024683
omg thanks mommy <3 <3 <3
and idc desu

>>40024695
Going outside while presenting as a female is girlmoding simple as
>>40024700
Being paige adjacent is pretty bad in itself I suppose

>>40024647
Listen sweetie, most people can probably tell you're a tranny and if not they think there's something wrong with you, you aren't the only one feeling this way, trust me, if you feel it about yourself others have already noticed.

>>40024459
You will never be a grocery store. You have no shelves, you have no stockboys, nobody will ever go inside you thousands of times a day.

>>40024715
precisely

>>40024715
>Going outside while presenting as a female is girlmoding simple as
how do you present as a female? that doesnt make sense to me.
>>40024717
stop saying sweetie. it's gross

>>40024737
Lol, don't get mad at me

>>40024724
Maybe we need to make a new word for it tho. Like pageoid or smth.
>>40024737
By trying to look and sound like one while identifying as one.

Where's Pedro? Did his fat ass finally rope?

>>40024766
yeah that would help, too many pageoids these days

>>40024747
stop trying to sound like a gay man then
>>40024766
>By trying to look and sound like one while identifying as one.
but arent you always trying to look and sound like a girl and identify as one when you're trans?

>>40024657
pls respond
I did the right thing, right?

>>40024657
what kind of gay man are you?

>>40024791
True that.
>>40024822
Yeah unless you're boymoding or repressing. Rlly simple stuff

>>40024823
probably

>>40024861
>Yeah unless you're boymoding or repressing. Rlly simple stuff
i dont really understand what that person was trying to say by
>Going outside girlmode while not passing is honfidence
then
if they just want me to detrans thats sorta cringe

>>40024657
Wya? Just let me fuck you

>>40024822
I'm not, that's just how I speak, you're seething

>>40024877
It's just 4chan schizophrenia bb don't listen

>>40024893
i'm not lol. just from my time as a gay man every single person that incessantly says sweety is the most obnoxious creature on earth and it still gets on my nerves to this day hearing it.

if the pp go in the srsussy is still sodomy or no?

>>40024947
Salami?

>>40024859
mtf

>>40024864
ty I hope so

>>40024885
ugh dad not now

>>40024947
sodomy is just christian for "any sex i dislike"
but typically the catholic church doesnt call any sex between males sex and they call it mutual masturbation. they would probably say that is the case for srs too

>>40024917
You were a gay man? Not a basement dwelling straightoid lol? First time I've met someone here who wasn't.

>>40024954
ill have one! :D

>>40024963
so for confession id b like "father, i committed frontal team jerk sesh with the homie forgive me pls"? theory?

>>40024968
Cats can have a little

yo happy 611 day btw
https://youtu.be/Y92gnosut2o

>>40024947
biblically it still would be considered an abomination like fucking a eunuch's eunuch hole where his dick and testicles used to be

>>40024963
no sodomy literally means congress with the mouth or anus

national frot with pop day

>>40024965
yeah i was a basement dwelling gayoid. i met my boyfriend when i was 17 and dated him as a guy until i was like 19 before i trooned. he was kind of a fem attracted bi guy though and he would have preferred if i was a girl than a guy but was also a repressor so didnt want me to troon. was an absolute mess. my parents had me break it off because it was too abusive.
>>40024981
idk
>>40025022
>no sodomy literally means congress with the mouth or anus
no. thats not true. sodomy literally means "the way of sodom" and people have interpreted it to mean bestiality or pedophilia or oral sex or anal or gay sex without penetration or etc.

frotterfag mit mein vater tag?
https://youtu.be/-qJH3eHsHRc

>>40025038
historically it's meant mouth or oral sex
I can't find any references to it being called beastiality
also the sins of sodom were many, read ezekiel

>>40025080
*anal or oral
whatever. the ancient hebrews still considered male on male sex to be abomination

Know it all nerd pvp happening get your tickets

bigup going out 2 phillyheadz the city of frotterly love<3 happy 611
https://youtu.be/eqxQawLnpEA

>>40025080
not sure where you took that definition from but no, sodomy literally just means whatever sex i dont like as a christian (besides adultery) more or less

https://voca.ro/13Usg36NG1R0
Can I theoretically make it, eventually? or am I fucked?

https://youtu.be/TRAyZ2r24qg
guys stop fighting about sodomy n just goapsytrans groove with me guys cmon its pradamonth

Is there a foolproof method to fuck any tranny?

>>40025339
cannabis

>>40025161
so uh
it literally means anal or oral sex since those are considered "unnatural" according to the Church, and in medieval court cases you see that some heterosexual couples were convicted of sodomy
I've also heard it used in that use in the 20th century, usually in regards to sexual assault (a man sodomizing a woman)

>2 more days till final exam for advanced paramedic
>past 12 months were nothing but work and studying
Wew wowzies idc if I pass or not I'm just glad it'll be ogre soon

>>40025401
Yeah I was thinking of becoming a drug dealing and getting a few junkie troons to fuck

>>40025281
DON'T STOP SHAKING IT!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSL6KqWKFvo

>>40025454
>cannabis
>junkie
did you get lost coming from the sunday school board anon

>>40025489
That's not what I was saying. It just seemed like a related topic. I've known trannies who were addicted to heroin, meth or kratom before, trannies seem to be very junkie prone. Weed people are gross anyway

>>40025536
ur gross

>>40025550
Drugs for bussy is a fair deal that benefits both parties

Most normal and trustworthy chaser to ever exist is currently itt

maybe I should change my mind and have violent borderline rape sex with a married man while his wife watches so I can distract myself from the father's day angst
throat bruises are cute...

Junkie troons are nice because the drugs help keep them thin too, you just can't go wrong with a crack hoe kek

>>40025579
uk?

DADDY GIMME SHURMSTICK N MAKE DA PAIN GO BYE BYEEEEEE

>>40025657
Nah sorry babe

>>40025678
fuck my gay life

>>40025657
Where in the UK r u from u can smoke with me

>>40025696
wiltshire

>>40025657
im uk but my drugdealer rips me the fuck off all the time so ur on ur own

>>40025709
350 miles away ;-; ur on the opposite side of the UK

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=29k3BGVmVc4
very funny gamer video
>>40025641
im kinda jealous of those relationships where one person just drugs the other constantly so they cant make decisions for themselves and get pushed around and told what to do

>>40025720
mine doesnt
I should hook you up

>>40025732
dang

twinkle twinkle little star..

>>40025736
Bro.. I think that's an abusive relationship bro.. bro..

>>40025752
well I don't live in fucking skye like that anon but unless he delivers to manchester we're all out of luck

>>40025776
yeah probably not
rip

I can get trannies to smash but I want a proper troon harem. Is that too much to ask for?
>>40025736
Exactly, it's honestly perfect.

>>40025630
kek

>>40025753
tfw twink twink damaged star

>>40025768
its not abuse if theyre doing it because they care about you
>>40025809
>Exactly, it's honestly perfect.
its basically just life as a low functioning schizophrenic in regular society anyways lol

>>40025894
No bro.. God gave you soul and will to be yourself and have agency in your own life bro..

>>40025907
>God gave you soul and will to be yourself and have agency in your own life bro..

>>40025952
Bro..

>>40025982
anyways im sold
im gonna buy aneurism 4

I want piggy to go back to discord and leddit

>>40026078
Stupid

I open my pc to fix my fan because I placed it weird on one side I start it up now and it's a black screen with constant reboots which means very bad things

Dude it's 1 am I just wanted to fucking draw man

>>40026211
oof

It just wanted me to touch it around a bit like usual fucking needy ass shit

>>40026199
im super smart. i know what the cube root of 27 is
>>40026211
>I open my pc to fix my fan because I placed it weird on one side I start it up now and it's a black screen with constant reboots which means very bad things
sorry about your pc. that always sucks especially when you're broke.

>>40026273
h~hot

>>40026228
don't worry, if you try practicing and such with it you'll be able to draw eventually! it just takes time.

>>40026280
I've never had a pc break on me except that one time I accidentally toasted one by playing overwatch for like 20 hrs.
>>40026287
It pisses me off everytime I do anything on any computer it doesn't work and then the moment I open it and boot it up again it's fixed
>>40026292
?

>>40026311
>I've never had a pc break on me except that one time I accidentally toasted one by playing overwatch for like 20 hrs.
i remember playing overwatch in the summer and my rom was like 100 degrees and filled with wet and i almost got heat stroke. that game was so fun on launch. zenyatta is the best

>>40026311
tends to be the way

>>40026326
Had similar experiences playing w the few friends I had back then. Had to buy them the game and neg them to play too. I used to play reinhardt zarya and lucio, sometimes roadhog, ana or genji

deeler bf waking me up by handfeeding me molly ugh etc

>>40026345
i used to play reinhart too. him, mercy and zen were my picks. i would usually just play reinhart when i was playing with my brother thought because he was the best ana player i knew. if i had to dps it was tracer because i was good at her

>>40026368
I forgot abt it but now I remember I used to main doomfist v heavily. Probably the worst character for me in terms of skill but honestly he is too cool for me to care. All my mains were probably reinhardt, doomfist and lucio. My friend was a bronze shitter I played w anyways but the one time I tried to soloqueue on alt I ended up getting diamond as my first rank on placements.

>>40026211
clear cmos

Legit wish someone would smash a brick over my head

>>40026355
>molly daily
brain fried within a week

>>40026412
that's fun. i was like pretty consistently high plat but not better than that.

I'm legit human trash and I wish I could be beaten

>>40026414
It's already fixed mate
>>40026500
Rank doesn't rlly matter 2bh what matters is having fun

>>40026426
>>40026510
literally me

>>40026464
tfw brain already fried
might end up sleeping with married guy IDK I'm just tired of feeling bad

I strongly dislike myself

>>40026527
MDMA daily gives you the really unfun kind of fried brain desu

forced substance abuse kinks are pretty damn dogshit ngl

>>40025246
Please respond...

sound better than me. ygmi.
t. jo peshy

And you can throw me to the wolves because I'm undefeatable

Any oldshits in here?

>>40026412
Real female btw

i love myself and you are all failed males on estrogen except me. i am cool and awesome

>>40026894
https://youtu.be/3LK5Gzlf8Vk
i forgor how old is oldshit?

>>40026894
no one. they all killed themselves or moved on with life

>>40026939
ahem...

>>40026921

not nice at all

>>40026894
34

>>40026950
you are a newfag. you never even played on the Minecraft server

>>40026894
does 2012 count as oldshit?

>>40026789
I would listen but I have social anxiety and possibly autism

Zelda echoes of wisdom is crazy good

>>40027130
hah?

>>40026894
me

>>40027143
? it's the latest Zelda game on switch

also got yummy nachos yum

I love big black cocks

>>40027159
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RXRRQxJwpnM
i thought you were talking about this

>>40027130
>>40027159
nobody cares about your zeldaslop or what you're shoveling down your gullet
fuck off this isn't even a thread you belong in

>>40027171
unsurprising

my microscope arrived!!

>>40026894

is 2015 an oldshit

>>40027199
nerd

>>40027199
what will you be looking at?

>>40027220
trying to find her bf's dick

thoughts on this classic banger my tranny friends
https://youtu.be/WhNbg1Hkod0?si=J-erfi3akgFYjBym

>>40027181
sneeding much? enjoy fathers day

>>40027259
I'll be spending it with my father

>>40027278
I don't remember asking

when i fast, time moves super super slow. greatttttttt

>>40027178
this is great. I stopped after a bit so I don't see any potential spoilers

>>40027181
it’s just black men are so much bigger and more masculine than white guys

>>40027220

im going to grow slime mold on water agar

Today's serious drawing.. le madmoiselle com penille...

>>40027366
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=50rQqSQc43A
its just like silly stuff i think

>>40027385
tiny white pecker

>>40027385
bitch got a penis

>>40027403
>>40027404
Oui oui mon amie

Just figured I nerfed the shit out of her hips

>>40027075
why imposter fren?

>>40027385
holy shit lol

>>40027455
This is paige and the moment I reply to it a spergout happens
All in on the bet

>>40027385
oh to be a greek futanari

Worried

>>40027373
you're spanish you're already part nigger

>>40027488
she is a powerful blvck kween tyvm

>>40027470
We call those mademoiselles avec penis in these parts

uninstalled grindr
figure rough sex is basically just another drug and since I'm sober I'll not do that either unless I'm in a relationship with a guy who likes me
I feel bad for the guys getting blue balled though

i feel bad for all those silly boys tee hee

>>40027504
>calls other people Nazi
>posts this vile racist shit

>>40027500
uhhhh idk looks like my funny tibetan cave art to me
maybe its one of those traps ive heard about

>>40027513
Gaygen? Mby go to it paige? Mby? Stop invading female spaces as a gay male pls. Thanks!

>>40027390
ok I watch I love the animation...I should make a Zelda animation after I recover from surgery ..

>>40027513
>doesn’t know the most racist people are left wingers
ngmi desu

>>40027513
when in Rome as they say

>>40027520
That's offensive terminology.

bleh

>>40027543
oh sorry
sissybois

>>40027526
this isn't a female space

>>40027540
you should show that pic to your employer I'm sure they'd love to know the kind of racist shit you're showing online

>>40027535
nomi is an aggressive anti racist and threatened to punch me over screaming YOU ARE A BLACK RETARD GORILLA NIGGER over the phone repeatedly to Kali

>>40027554
We call them women. Transgender women even.
>>40027559
Gaygen is where you belong

>>40027563
truly the three stooges

panjincking

>>40027566
but, I wanna stay here where all the estrogenized autistic nerdy loser men hangout at

>>40027566
GOCK
GOCK IS THIS TRVE?
GOCK IS THERE LADYPENIS MOMMY IN MY AREA?
GOCK HELP ME!!!
gock can you add hot glue to their face and open their mouth with their tongue sticking out and also make theyre eyes rolled back and give them big big bazongers

>>40027580
nomi top left?

should I try and get into medical school

>>40027592
Bro.

>>40027595
crying worried nomi is out of jail

>>40027610
:3c
im literally still laughing dw abt me im just playing in the mud

>>40027614
nomi's fine
worry when she forms a local chapter of the White Aryan Resistance. that's a quote. she's much more germanic than I am.

>>40027617
silly sausage alert C:

>>40027617
You have a problem in yum brain

>>40027627
ismeeeeeeee :3

>>40027628
my head wrogn

>>40025246
spanishhon.... very very nasally too
interesting.
somewhat passes to my untrained american ears tho :)
>>40027385
you made her ribcage a lot smaller...
>>40027580
what does this mean
>>40027617
pigpilled

Sank you very much bonsai mando

>>40027654
is nasal good? genuine question
also
>clocked instantly as hispanic
I'll never beat the allegations

>>40027470
>futanari
i think dionysus is supposed to be a dude

>>40027654
>wut mean
well you see its quite simple

>>40027385
anyone itt looks like this hmu btw

>>40027654
I like to plaay and hauve fun :D

>>40027674
no is a sissyboi u can tell by the clitty

>>40027680
the king in yellow was a great book but i thought it was really funny that instead of the king in yellow the scariest thing in that book is french pussy

>>40027674
hello naz! how are you!

>>40027667
nasally is not good it just kinda makes it sound like you have a cold all the time. its not male per say but its not a good thing to aim for.
>I'll never beat the allegations
be proud of your culture baka/ I wish i had a cool accent

Ok the cpu fan is just cooked it sounds like a fucking blender now. I mean I should be getting my new cpu soon and that has a fancy fan that shouldn't be suicidal or hard as shit to mount like Intel stock fans but this is still ass. I wanna beat it with a stick

>>40027707
slap it w ur massive black dick that u use to fuck anons mom :3

>>40027651
when in Rome, right?

ok ill stop sorry

>>40027690
def my fav wino god
>>40027703
doing alright atm
starting voyager which has me pretty excited :>

I need to take a break from it all

>>40027721
he's literally me uwu

i have a cute lewd pic that i look good in and i want to send it to my gf but i feel like she'll just think im a dork

>>40027721
Shits like 2cm it's gonna fight back and win

>>40027756
there are no breaks
only adversity

>>40027732
ur cool and good

>>40027747
voyager for me is so bad it's good territory
janeway the best too

>>40027763
stick it in the fan

Oh I just touched it again and it went from blender to just a jet engine

>>40027705
Well, fuck. I'll have to work on it, then

>>40027778
No.

>>40027773
but I'm so tired

It's blending again I hope whoever makes Intel fans gets fucking cancer

>>40027793
itll be funny haha
...take pics

>>40027747
ohh a god of getting drunk n having a good time eh, no wonder...

>>40027773
>there are no breaks
>only adversity
arbeit macht frei

>>40027795
Hi so tired

RrrrRrrrRRRRRRRRRRRrrrRrrrrrrrrRRRRR

>>40027826
shut up dad I have a headache tonight

poopman come i

AAAAAAAAAAAA

A QUARTER OF IT IS BROKEN HOW DOES IT VIBRATE LIKE ITS BLENDING MY PC ITS A FUCKING 2CM FAN FUCK OFF

I love all my fembrained hobbies like PC gaming and arguing on the Internet!

I love wearing diapers!

I'M GONNA

I'M GONNA

MOMMY I'M GONNA POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP

>>40027858
have you tried being prettier?

>>40027894
kaliaura post

60% usage
Look inside
100 degrees

>>40027825
you know it, pooge. my feet are so stinky right now btw. just saying

>>40027917
that wasn't me

>>40027858
weird
u should stab them

>>40027936
who is you who am i

>>40027953
The temptation to smash it with a hammer the moment I replace it does exist

>>40027904
noctua lil cuz

Pic related is me, be honest how over is it

oh shid theres prolly mad hexane in this hahahahahahha i cant fucking win lmaoooooooo

>>40027963
hot
u 2 should fuck

>>40027970
would

>>40027967
I cleaned it and replaced the soggy dead paste it had and its still hitting 100 degrees anytime I sneeze. This thing is just fucking cooked.
>>40027975
It's a fan

>>40027980
so am I this is great content

>>40027985
:/

Fat

Lagacha can i just kill u with a rock
like i get the rock and just bash it into ur fucking face
u gurgle blood and scream as i keep bashing the rock

>>40028038
need

I am gonna try to glow up a little.

>>40028101
Who doesn't
>>40028110
Fed

>>40027777
>janeway the best too
real
mulgrew does such a great job
plus I love the cmo so much
big sucker for artificial personhood

I have a 180$ commission to do and I keep fleshing out ideas but nothing is right ughhh

>>40028110
i look exactly like this and I do this. i definitely don’t jerk off to myself in girl clothes

Uggfhh I need to fuck 8 models today and I don't know what condom to pick uuugghhh

>>40028124
>Fed
Im not a fed. Wdym

>>40028177
Glow up
Glow
Glowie
Fed

Why do I still live What more do you want from me

>>40028193
Thats just a bag

>>40028150
Huh
>>40028192
Oh i see
>>40028196
WHAT HAS BECOME OF OUR DREAM
Robute teh goat

>>40028213
is futa condom for hung women

>>40028239
It's small leave me alone

>>40028246
t~thats not true ;~;
TAKE IT BACK

>>40028136
>dynamic poses with basic block/cylinder figures fill in details/expressions later
>background/scenery/location first
>darker backgroud with brighter lines or negative sketching
>parody of famous/classical works featuring the subjects requested in the commish

some brainjump starters. maybe helps. gud luck am go sleep. :)

>>40028253
It's facken true.

>>40028274
WEH
nap time :3

>>40028316
Sleep well

kino time. More Zelda :3

>obese mtf
>been on HRT for almost 2 years now (September makes 2)
>therapist told me early on to either lose weight first or focus on transitioning
>chose transition
>start job at a bank
>started transitioning while working there so I got the usual "sir—oops, ma’am?" crap
>recently transferred to a different branch
>new coworkers never saw me pre-transition but all of them but one know im transgender
>total stealth mode, transvestigated v rarely
>been working on losing weight lately
>down 10 lbs so far
>but kinda scared losing too much will make me look *less* feminine
>what if I pass worse if I get thinner??
any other trans girls (or guys) go through this?
how did it turn out for you?

>>40028373
If I lose weight I lose my hips n what little breasts I have and my face looks more masc.

Trannies are decent sex holes but I don't understand why you think a man is going to want to date you

>>40028373
Lose weight you fat bitch, everyone is ugly when they're fat.

>>40028396
>I don't understand why you think a man is going to want to date you
overwhelming personal experience probably

>>40028411
One month flings aren't dating and people fucking you doesn't mean they want to date you. He's right.

>>40028423
t. crab at the bottom of the bucket

>>40028215
do u look like the person in ur picrel

I could use a hung dark skinned man pounding my arse rn desu

>>40027894
What does it feel like wearing a diaper?
actually using a diaper sounds disgusting, but just being in one sounds really comforting for some odd reason

>>40028471
yes i look the exact same as togata from fire punch

>>40028396
Kys

>>40028514
Thank you for telling me. It means a lot to me.

>>40028566
no problem

>>40028396
There's only 1 tranny in the world deserving of respect, love, marriage, and to be cherished.

what’s it like being an autistic loser beta male that fell for jewish propaganda and decided to take estrogen

>>40028621
it feels good. i've never been this happy before :)

>>40028621
why don't you go pound some pussies to save the white race instead of shitposting, anon?

Good girls goon their clitty!!!

>>40028621
cant believe those jews propagandaed into my childhood dreams argh

but the propaganda is the repfuel.
guys that im most attracted to are straight.
if i wanna try n get with them i gotta be the bish.
sry boss i hadda do it.

if my boobs feel kinda sore when i take my bra off, does it mean my bra is too small or something else or is it normal

>>40028764
either growing pains or a small bra, though it could also be the feeling of freeing ur tits, let them hang

>>40028764
I don’t know but do you remember

>>40023340 (OP)
Every day I think multiple times about someone who I'm realizing couldn't give a fuck less about anything to do with me. I should try to stop, but I'm not used to shutting out people I want around. Halp.

>>40028971
why do you want someone one, who doesn’t care about you, around you

are you fucking retarded or something
are you a 12 year old that never grew up

that always seems to be the case with you 30+ year old manchildren here

>>40028621
yawn get new material chudoid

>>40028985
Because I like them and we've been super close for 5 years and I wish we were still close like we used to be. It's against my nature to just stop liking someone and wanting them around unless they tell me to fuck off. In this case they stick around just barely and haven't done that.

>>40028905
ive been on hrt for a minute i feel like they cant be growing anymore by now
>>40028927
do i remember?

>>40029038
I don’t know if you remember. I cant remember

cant sleep. no bf.

>>40029060
>I don’t know if you remember. I cant remember
i dont know

taco taco taco feed me me tacos

>>40029081
But, do you remember love

for me, it's nachos . With extra jalapenos

for me it’s fat blakkk cocks because whyte bois have small ones

>>40029128
interesting results

https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/text/Whyte/

>>40029142
yo dis shit interestin n shieeet nyeeguh

>>40026355
I love this card and this art so much

>>40029108
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zK1mLIeXwsQ

tweezing my feminine beard

>>40029235
MLG Pro Dubstep 420 quick scope gamer fuel

>>40029073
can sleep, bf :3

janny go back to banning pedro on sight plz we all have pedro fatigue fr fr

piggy pedro
chubby chorizo
fatty fernando
large linguini
destroyer of threads and king of sneeding

>>40029128
https://voca.ro/1d4rkcE8oZQL

rip BOZO

>>40029334
deadmaus is great dont knock my boy

imagine clicking on anon vocaroos lmfao

>>40029592
https://voca.ro/1luVXhhP9CAn

>>40029530
no mana is better fite me
*listens to album title goes here and for lack of a better name on repeat anyway*

love my new essential oils. rose smells so good

>>40023340 (OP)
why is it so hard to find girls on grindr

>>40029677
it's a gay male hookup app what did you expect

>>40029670
why are your oils so essential

>>40029688
https://voca.ro/1ddcerQHslhw

>>40029719
https://voca.ro/19TN52UwdN6Z

>>40029719
I can actually hear how fat you are

>>40029730
https://voca.ro/1fpMiqVSvB7T
>>40029742
https://voca.ro/19OuX6Z4ntHO

>>40023340 (OP)
ive been on hrt for over a year and electro for almost as long and i still look like a man, should i just kms

>>40029719
>>40029688
then where the fuck do i go as a fag with tits and a dick that dont work?

>>40029713
I dunno. All I know is they smell good

>>40029780
https://voca.ro/1lECawob4xmJ

Absolute schizophrenia

>>40029759
>https://voca.ro/1fpMiqVSvB7T
facts

>>40029759
are you homeless? or just walking the streets recording yourself ralk about trannies?

>>40029804
that's slayeyshirt. Known meth addict schizoid chaser who sits on 4chan all day harassing people and lusting over gock

>>40029767
you fell for a jooish psyop spread through social contagion. you should definitely kill yourself

>>40029821
yawn >>>/pol/

>>40029804
I post vocas late at night when I'm taking a walk because it gets boring otherwise
>>40029813
>meth addict
Nope
>schizoid
Probably
>chaser
Nope
>who sits on 4chan all day harassing people
You dox people you psycho
>lusting over gock
Disgusting kys

>>40029794
im looking for anyone willing to fuck me honestly

>>40029821
yes sir i mean they

>>40029819
they'll definitely bully you, sounds just like Sophie

>>40029852
Don't set that as your standard. I knew a girl who didn't value herself and gave it away to disgusting guys and rapehons, and that saddened me greatly. I know loneliness sucks, I know being single messes with your confidence, but don't end up like this other girl did. You can get permanent diseases. Find a guy or a girl that loves you and is thrilled to have you in your life, and then have sex.

>>40029868
thanks for the pep talk grandpa
all the people who are thrilled to have me in their life are in long term relationships or are ace
w h e r e d o i g o

god shinji is such a fucking PUSSY. holy FUCK. grow a fucking spine, dick, balls and a beard, fucking asap. seriously, he fucking annoys me so much i want to just batter him within an inch of his life, just slug him with my fists, pow, pow, pow, livershot, livershot, livershot. then while hes trembling in absolute terror, snot pouring from his nose and that weird goopy shit piling up at the corners of the eyes, hes completely unconsolable, just, shaking. ill cuddle and hold him, pull him close and drunkenly whisper "sorry babe, you know i dont mean it", throw up down the back of his neck and pass out.

no homo. i think. that is kinda gay, but, its not attraction, he deserves it and im the only one willing to deal out the punishment. stupid fucking queer.

>>40029887
Chasergen?

>>40029861
might do it anyways cause i kinda feel like crying now

>>40029894
outside of 4chan, if i met someone on here id kms

>>40029891
sometimes i fantasize about misato coming home drunk and beating me until i feel numb. she kicks me in the ribs until i can hardly breathe. then she starts to cry and apologizes, begging me to forgive her. she holds me all night as i gently cry into her t-shirt. please help is there any hope for me

>>40029904
Idc just get out

>>40029907
probably not. thats fuckin weird, why misato, she would probably just rape shinji when drunk

>>40029915
namefags. not even once.

>>40029891
>>40029907
Evangelion is kinda gay. Invincible is pretty cool and he isn’t such a pussy. But, it’s capeshit and people get tired of that so I understand if no one likes it
>>40029916
ITS RAPING TIME

>>40029932
>Evangelion is kinda gay. Invincible is pretty cool and he isn’t such a pussy.
agreed but you're a fag for comparing evangelion to invincible cause its still better. the better comparison is ttgl. similar main characters, same genre, etc but it's actually inspirational and life affirming rather than just a wet fart of depression and self hate. especially if you add the rebuilts eva is literally incoherent

Pedro maybe you should be activley doing something about your receding male hairline or britbonger teeth instead of just hiding them and pretend they won't get any worse instead of hanging out with geriatric woman and clicking on pictures of cookies.

Evangelion is like.. a garbage bin. A specially stinky one.

>>40029813
so he is literally you? i hope all your family get cancer if you have any left lol

>>40029962
huh I'm none of those things lmfao

>>40029943
Tbf, Gurren Lagan is better compared to everything in existence. So, if I’m a fag for making that comparison, you’re like a super fag for your comparison. Maybe a…. Invincible Faggot so to speak

>>40029969
LMAOOOOOO who drew this shit
show urself lil bro

>>40029932
yeah i hate capeshit. invincible does seem to have somewhat of an interesting idea behind it but i just cant bring myself to actually watch/read it. much better examples of "i want to fucking murderlate this fucking pussy" would be like, something more mainstream and vanilla like my little inferno. now THATS a cute boy that i would to pull the arm bones outta the sockets of.

>>40029965
attacking you with an omni directional 14th dimensional spiral resonance attack

>>40029981
fun fact but this >>40029964 ugly mf looks even worse than this lol

spooge you should draw a self portrait

Absolutely schizophrenia

evangelion is weird pedo shit. not surprised spooge loves it and thinks it's cinema

>>40029998
you should post a selfie for someone who talks so much about other people look
or maybe you will never because you are an ugly freak coping with his pathetic awful shitty life by harassing turbo losers like paige lol

everything you got, you deserved it, never forget this please

>>40030010
Real

>>40030014
ok val

>>40030022
good ugly freak

he woke up and chose violence

>>40029982
i just searched ‘my little inferno’ up. i don’t think this is mainstream and vanilla
>>40029987
*dies*

mmm green tea at 2am hits

Pizza at 8 am is where it's at

>>40029992
TRVKE

>>40030045
they are waiting for you brother >>40022823

>>40030003
I like to call it “Tulpamancy”

>>40030070
it's a boring thread + they hate ftms

>>40030078
you are not the original blob

>>40030078
You’re an ftm? Sorry, vagina haver but you’re fucking disgusting. We can’t have you here, lil lady

A tier schizophrenia

>>40030085
no shit Sherlock lmfao I'm fpd aka sneedle

Yep Mono Won

love when val genders me correctly :^)

Kat’s Grandpa Diaper Won (Was Changed)

>>40029008
samefag

>>40030105
always and forever a man yes

Schizophrenia so strong goku might even struggle with it

>>40030114
yep! thanks to my weekly t shots

https://discord.gg/VUMWV9bZGY
MTF exclusive sever
/mu/ and /a/ centric

Schizophrenia so strong we actually might need vegito again

do you even watch Dragon Balllz, lagooner
i imagine you watch stuff like El Chapulín Colorado

>>40029943
Simone x Kamina is cute
they're not blood siblings so it's not weird

I don't know crazy idea but let's maybe not fuck members of our family?

>>40030141
tell that to my dad LOL

>>40030137
stop shipping brothers in arms, page. it’s like shipping two Russians stuck in a foxhole

>>40030141
I’m sorry you were molested by your creepy uncle instead of having lovey dovey sex with your hot cousin

Pedro is in every way imaginable not trans. it's literally a screaming CoD kid playing gacha games all day which are made to appeal to men.
incel to troon pipeline, Pedro used to unironically weight 100kg and was a chud, according to their own admission

We're gonna need ultra ego + ultra instinct gogeta for this schizophrenia..

>we nee dgoku
>ahah vegito needed xddd
>schizophrenia fap fap fap pizza gacha cum

>>40030044
its as mainstream and vanilla as non-con boylove gets. yeah, your right, sorry, i think im confusing this with another, different more accepted "wrong" series. i think i might be thinking of killing stalking somehow.

yawn discord is boring tonight

>>40030134
>>40030150
>shipping two Russians stuck in a foxhole
sexo!!

>>40030162
just because you mentioned cum and pizza, do yall remember that time that weirdo lame "artist" tried to break into the shock/gore internet culture and bring it to art galleries? like, 5 or 6 dudes used electrical tape, covered themselves with it to form a poor pastiche of the teenage ninja mutant turtles (or whatever order), and jerked off their giant, foamcore fake dicks over a large pepperoni pizza and jizzed gallons of fake cum, ranch dressing, onto a super sized pizza. they rented out an entire art gallary and did all this shit expecting the absurdity of this display to make them super famous and rich.

and the only person who remembers this is so random retard on lgbt like a decade later? this image. all of these people, in these costumes, will proceed to jerk off hilariously oversized, poorly constructed "dicks" over a large pepperoni pizza and spray a few bottles of ranch on it. thinking that they would become as famous and enter the zeigiest like tub girl, 2 girls 1 cup, jar guy.

they didnt. lmao

>>40030192
found it as well. heres a short clip of a few guys jerking off giant green simulated phallus cumming ranch onto a giant pizza, courtesy of reddit.
https://www.reddit.com/r/TIHI/comments/qj7soc/thanks_i_hate_too_much_ranch_on_my_pizza/
pretty glad this is real. trying to explain this to myself if it wasnt real...

>>40030163
im not a big yaoi person so I didn’t understand the comparison. i dont see the appeal behind yaoi in the first place. IM TOO JADED SLADED
>>40030192
i remember that. it was pretty meh. its hard to top the jar man and 2 girls, 1 cup. I mean I’ve seen weirder stuff than both of those but the right circumstances require something nasty to be popular

>>40030192
ahahuh we need uktra schyzo goku for that type of schizo aha xD

GOD i need a racist bf in my life so bad

>>40030220
i dont understand

>>40030219
>dont see the appeal behind yaoi in the first place
wtf

>>40030219
well both of those were me, so, this seems to be a direct conversation. i just...what are we talking about, you lead, ill follow.

>>40030219
were you there for pisslord? he was big, so i think theres a chance you were there. ive got some more extremely obscure rare threads im still searching for, but doubt that shits gonna show up here

gas can best friend murder man, are you out there, are you doing ok

>>40030227
>>40030232
if im leading, we’re going to africa. everyone willl stare at us, well mostly you. then, we’re going to grab mosquito burgers. how does that sound

>>40030226
ahaha just let me call vegito he will explain it to you xdddd

>>40030241
and "tore his uretha open and passed out screaming in front of his parents and grandparents man, posting from the hospital crying himself to death about how hes now a permanent virgin".

if your out there, please post, give us an update. its been atleast 12 years now. youd be like...27

>>40030241
i think I forgot about him. was he the guy who pissed all over public bathrooms or the guy who keeps pissing in milk jugs

>>40029887
Away, you're annoying

>>40030270
pisslord was this sorta cute young guy, looked 18-19, had dyed white tips. he posted on /b/ that he had saved up over 200 bottles of his own piss, and started a stream of him pouring them into a tub with the promise he would get in at the end.

he did. even made we saw clearly that he put his face under. the water was so dark, so brown...very strange, because he seemed like a decent looking guy, somewhat attractive. why did he do it

Imagine a woman stumbles into this gen and sees guys talking about bathing in piss, or Pooge lusting over cartoon women. Yikes guys.

Schimbopenia

>>40030299
sega

>>40030283
>even made we saw
"even made (sure) we saw"

Janny check ():

Pedro makes me so uncomfortable

>>40030294
There are only guys here in this thread. most of the guys here are on HRT dough

I'm tellin you it's mental illness

Pedro makes everyone uncomfortable. That's why he's destined to be & die alone.

>>40030340
im a guy. im not on hrt, which is that hormone stuff, right. sorry, i only just really discovered this board recently. its fucking excitinggtgggg. it feels like when i found /b/ when i was a kid back then. you guys just keep posting weird, interesting shit and every time i hit f5 more appears!

>>40030339
He makes me comfortable. One of the few that do.

good morning
https://youtu.be/5jnZMW8C6wA?si=BmxR2Bgd5k8bQv3_

>>40030359
I guess this explains that

>>40030371
Good morning

https://youtu.be/gWJMlDNFZ6E?si=YywO0_KWGYufcSES

Good night

>>40030283
interesting… i guess he’s more niche than Toaster Steve. i don’t remember pisslord

>>40030395
fuck this freaks me out. pisslord was real, i even remember breaking opsec and telling it to my discord buddies. it happened. but i cant...find any evidence.

I miss him so so much
I wish we could've been more, that we could've been together
I wish I had told him how much I love him

>>40030417
stop daydreaming bout your former best friend, pooge. it’s still embarrassing and pathetic just like it was years ago

>>40030441
He's in a gay relationship with a twink. Spooge still swears he's straight and perfect guy everz sosiaty dont understand

>>40030441
I love him
love doesn't stop
I don't have anyone else, he's just such a great guy and we were so close IDK what happened
I just miss everything about him, it hurts a lot but it doesn't dull or get weaker over time
none of the guys I've dated have ever been like him, not really. it just hurts bc I thought we would be together for the rest of our lives as friends and I get that he's straight I just would do anything for him to make him happy
I miss his smile and hugging him and how it felt being around him and everything and idk if I'll ever find that feeling again
all the guys I end up dating are abusive narcissists and idk if guys like that even could love me, or if they're like my dad and capable only of loving themselves

>>40030466
kys slayer what the fuck would you know about anything other than abusing methamphetamines

>>40030477
sosiaty dont get it bro, he can have his gay twink luvr and still be super duper straight, because i need him to be straight because he's not a person anyway he's my fetish object >.<


You're fucking dog shit, fake, narcissistic, gorilla coomer man who wants to fuck women too just like the ppl you judge kys freak

>>40030496
meds

all my friends are dead in jail or estranged

need prostate and windpipe crushed by cock

>>40030294
horrible eyeliner

how do i make my pp smaller? do i just stop using it?

>>40030557
think about women

>>40030562
i'm bi

>aika
what the dog doin

>>40030564
cringe

>>40030568
what does this mean?
>>40030577
yeah i know, sorry

big pp on tranny is more pleasing

this games really fun
im glad i got it
i used vc and it went okay

>>40030585
looks like a source engine game

>>40030583
I will not be shamed for having a small thing

>>40030595
>looks like a source engine game
it is.
it's like darkrp 2 and way better

>>40030577
t. flamboyant homosexual

>>40030604
Looks like a trash nerd game

Why is Pedro still poisining this thread? I thought he was planning to finally end it

>>40030622
how about filtering her instead of bitching

the name "pedro" will always make me laugh desu

>>40030617
ugh I'm not flamboyant!!

>>40030620
its an awesome cool game that only cool girls can get into not a nerd game its a cool game

>>40030635
>t. named after a car

>>40030655
there are some girls named mercedes i think

worried have to rename myself as a car brand to namepass

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncoMYGFXmEs
this video is pretty mesmerizing

>>40030655
? do we need to call goku for that schizophrenia sir xdddd?

pedro is an anagram of red op
coincidence? i dont think so

>>40030647
Trash nerd game
Hop on league of legends dragon ball edition instead

>>40030694
i play league sometimes but only with Sarah

>>40030692
there's also "rope" in his name, coincidence?

>>40030714
its also an anagram of doper

>>40030707
I mean the dbz league clone dumb nerdfaggot

>>40030720
i dunno what that is.

hate doctors oh man

>>40030661
yeh I've heard that but never met anyone with that name

>>40030731
Good

>>40030740
ive never met anyone with that name either. idk if its just from re:zero but if subaru is a given name that could be one too.
>>40030732
what's up
>>40030743
what did you feel like bringing it up for? is it special?

>>40030763
Because I'm playing it

>>40030766
oh, i see. why are you doing that?

>>40030769
Because I want to?

>>40030771
Why did you want to?

>>40030763
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Subaru_(name) this is cool I never knew that

and dealing with doctors is extremely annoying. I tell them stuff and they write the complete opposite in my notes which just contradicts what I've told a specialist. which makes the specialist drop me as a patient because of the conflict. Now I have to see my doctor again and have them write another referral to another specialist. dealing with this stuff is so exhausting

>>40030780
Because

>>40030800
Yeah that giga sucks. Its like its built to make ypu angry

>>40030800
get what you fucking deserve you motherfucking biiiiitch

Please lord let the cpu arrive today so I may play persona 5 without my pc blending itself

>>40030821
yeh it angers me so much and requires so much time and energy going back and forth. also the doctor made me wait 45 minutes. but if I'm late by a few minutes I have to pay them more money. the whole system is a meat grinder. it makes me not want to bother anymore. and like my entire future is going to revolve around doctors appointments because Im chronically ill
>>40030847
is that any good? I've yet to play it...hmm I cud maybe get on switch

Tomorrow will be another beautiful day to waste my life on the computer and whine about being born male
Goodnight

>chronically ill

karma

>>40030867
Is persona 5 any good???? Is botw a good game??? Is ff14 a good mmo? Is chrono trigger a classic??
It's good enough to be loved by normies while being like 70 hours long you tell me if that's good

>>40030891
persona 3&4 were good but also like 60% filler and boring shit which is why I skipped 5. maybe cud try. or maybe cud find another jrpg to play...I do have star ocean

>>40030903
All jrpgs have "filler" its called side content

>>40030906
it's an issue when the main story starts feeling like side content...like all those teddy cutscenes. hate that fucker so much

>>40030930
He's just a guy
And most jrpgs specially older ones do treat the main story as more of its own but side thing that you can choose to engage or not to engage on, the more modern the jrpg the more linear it is, except for bigger more aaa ones and like SaGa games

videogames

Discordia is 100% the worst trip to ever exist on this board. They're literally on every thread annoying everyone and attentionwhoring. It's almost impressive

Imagine letting some posts on 4chan determine your sexuality. Looooool. Like you guys really are muppets.

>>40031048
Robin
Nomi
Emilyof4chan
Frytato
Blobby

There's loads worse. Discordia doesn't get mouthy with me, I put him in his place

>>40031060
don't forget radiochan :))

>>40031065
Another fine example of a horrible poster

>>40031060
I can tell you're schizophrenic merely from vibes

>>40031076
in all fairness, they're not wrong
while i think radiochud is objectively the worst trip, that's a pretty solid list of worst posters

>>40031076
You know what I think? You can kat should jerk me off together. You both have pretty hands and I would shoot so cum for you guys.

>>40031048
you are worse lol

>>40031087
Told you
>>40031091
Paige

>>40031099
Fine, kat then. She actually likes men.

>>40031087
top tier english
puts my esl to shame
I kneel

I feel way better since I've learned that blobby is chronically ill. Made my day lol

>>40031122
I wish you did kneel in front of me baka then we could have some real fun together!

objectively pooge is the worst poster. She constantly misgenders and belittles trans people itt and it's gone on for years

Blobby exposed

>>40031177
thisssss

People like the posters on this thread are why therapists quit their jobs

Paige > Pedro, Blobbo, Bozo, Mono

>>40031202
You made that up tho

>>40031205
The only person who likes Paige is nomi

>>40031205
>>40031223
this btw

The only person who likes Pedro is... uh.... Ahem. Unlucky.

fill in lasses
>>40031222
>>40031222
>>40031222