Thread 40031222

what's your favorite drink to cool down with during summer? for me, it's some sort of iced tea. especially with fruit. southoid hemispheres need not apply

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>>40023340
>>40023340
>>40023340

>>40031222 (OP)
ice coffee

fpd won

Get chronically ill bitch

>>40031222 (OP)
Energy drink
Cold water

>>40031222 (OP)

My big veiny cock in kats tiny girl hands

Mono Won

Pedro Lost

>>40031242
have you played deltarune fpd??

>>40031271
In her tight little asshole*

pedro and paige are very similar in the sense everything about them is incredibly male from their appearance, hobbies, attitude, routines, etc etc. very bizzare they trooned out when they're just terrible at being feminine and real girls

not so tight anymore :]

>translating "zero percent chance" from English to romaji requires you to first translate into katakana, then kanji for zero, then phonetically "writing" percent as pā-sento, and adding "jak" as a the first word and "written sound", using hiragana, and finally pronouncing zero in romaji english
>and there are 3 other ways to do this entirely depending on the final context and circumstance of when the sentence is used
being a manga translator must be hell

>>40031222 (OP)
water
regardless of time or seasons

real women are bimbos

>>40031361
Paige likes men lol. Pedro goons on 2D anime girls with huge titties

Passionate sex with Hayato.

>>40031563
>After the passionate sex

https://unsee cc/album#KRvipnoJWf3y
is this stupid

>>40031577
the fuck you put that on unsee for? also yes, looks stupid. just get piercing

>>40031606
sorry, i don't go outside

>>40031626
king

amazing last threads guys!

>>40031222 (OP)
hey does anyone have that pic that's like red graffiti on a wall in some depressing looking junkie house and it says like "remember all the good times you had and the things you thought you'd be" or something

I'm a chud but I don't hate all trannies, just the ones that are disgusting freaks. You guys would be a lot more likeable if you got rid of the various freaks amongst you.

>>40031912
i'm a tranny and the same dw

>>40031912
what are we supposed to do about them tho? like hire assassins? also istg like that lily tino person is like a paid actor trying to be as cringe as possible or something. she used to work for some pro Israel lobby before she got on this hateboner grift

>>40031912
yeah hons ruin us for us trutrans we know and despise them too

>>40031362
ew

i made a new window friend. does anyone have any ideas? i'm guessing she's just a garden orb weaver but it's hard to tell from this angle

>>40031961
Mono won

>>40032044
gross exhibitionism

>>40031942
Make an effort to distinguish yourselves from them

>>40032044
mono you look like picrel honestly this troglodyte is generous to your actual appearance, you will never "win" and never have. meds.

Jealous, hons?

>>40032108
no, literally nobody. get help.

>>40032055
well ofc i do that
jesus you wouldn't catch me with mickey mouse trans flag hair recording ppl in a bathroom. im just living my life like a normal girl

but wdym like, make a social movement about separating trutrans from agp hons? i mean there's kinda a lot of that sentiment already but then there's ppl who say like oh ur just being a bigoted transmed or whatever. i don't think you realise that we don't really have control of the narrative, it's cis ppl who amplify the hon shit, I'm just a lone tranner not some big media mogul

>>40032108
inironic rapehon behaviour

>>40032124
>make a social movement about separating trutrans from agp hons
Yeah, if you just started making your own communities and spreading the word that not all trannies are weird freaks and that you don't like them too, it'd do a lot to help your image.

How the fuck do I stop my tranny from crying? It's getting tiring at this point, I'm not the sort of person to give out hugs and cuddles so I normally just end up ignoring her or if it's really bad I might shout at her or get bit physical but nothing seems to work. It's gotten to the point where I want to take away her estrogen because that's the shit that makes her so emotional.

>>40032189
kill yourself immediately
end of discussion

>>40032189
need this

>>40032189
leave the whiny bitch

>>40032147
pic bc it wouldn't let me say some word i wrote or smth

>>40032189
>gf is unstable and emotionally damaged due to living with a sociopath who gets physical
>must be her HRT
another classic, many such causes
i bet if she left you she would do a 100% turnaround of her mental state and have a massive glow up

good b8 post

>>40032189
sex

>>40032266
>taking the bait to end with "good bait btw"

absolute insecurity

>>40032266
Nah she'd definitely end up killing herself if we broke up lol, plus she's unemployed and needs to live with me.
>>40032277
Already do that lots, hasn't stopped it

>>40032266
>>40032299
You can believe what you want but I'm not trying to bait kek

>>40032323
idc if it’s true or not i care if it’s funny

>>40032323
legitimately kill yourself
you have no place in decent society

>>40032311
if they kill themself can you date me next

>>40032379
kekek

>>40032370
I'm a valuable member of society, I have a job as a tradie where I contribute to the economy and regularly improve the lives of the people I work for. My girlfriend is literally unemployed kek.
>>40032379
Lol, height, weight and location?

>>40032451
I hate people like you the most
dont have kids

>>40032458
>dont have kids

considering his dating preferences that’s not a risk lol

>at office party
>coworker drunkenly decided to kiss my neck
>nearly gave me a hickey
>he kissed a tranny
What a faggot

I wonder if my dad is fucking the mid thirties woman he has loving with him and his wife
certainly is a weird situation

>>40032731
daddy...

>>40032784
a transphobe wrote this

>>40032784
living* lol

Nomi and I are getting Honorary Aryan cuisine on the weekend, what is you all's typical sushi order

my favorite summer past time is shaved ice because my mom used to get me shaved ice at the beach as a kid. she md go to lay out and tan. i'd peruse the arcade and go full happy gilmore on the mini golf course. fuck putting.

i live in an area where summer weather arrives super late. i drink watermelon juice and my dealer’s cum for fent

puerh is the trutrans drink of choice

>>40032189
>>40032311
>>40032323
Actually kill yourself you sociopathic demon

Beep beep beep

Gm

>People with HPD have a high desire for attention, make loud and inappropriate appearances, exaggerate their behaviors and emotions, and crave stimulation.

>They very often exhibit pervasive and persistent sexually provocative behavior, express strong emotions with an impressionistic style, and can be easily influenced by others. Associated features can include egocentrism, self-indulgence, continuous longing for appreciation, and persistent manipulative behavior to achieve their own wants

hi is this brand any good or too cheap

>>40031222 (OP)
I've recently started making ice coffees at home, since i'm trying to avoid caffeine and this is the only way I can get decaf
I feel like I've come up with a really good recipe for one

>>40033833
Who was this in referrence to?
>>40033839
It's great i been using it for years

when do i know if im done plucking my eyebrows and how do i know if i need to keep going?

>>40033923
Just let it be. Get back to it tomorrow if you need more

do you faggots really stick needles in your arms?
how the fuck did you learn to do that? aren't you scared you're going to fuck up somehow?

>>40033938
>arm
stupid

>>40033938
based retard

>>40033938
>aren't you scared you're going to fuck up somehow?
this shit made me laugh so hard i almost broke the sound barrier. baby i don't know what it feels like to do something right.

>>40033938
you’re a pussy-free chud incel. it’s just a needle. you just jab it and call it a day

>>40033938
i do it in my thigh. a doctor showed me the general area and i learned from there. sometimes it hurts and sometimes it doesn't; i just reap the benefits

Sxhlurrrp
>>40033938
Fags are natural geniuses at sticking things in our ass.

>>40033865
ty

Mfw the motherboard arrives with missing pieces

>>40033976
file for a refund

>>40033970
np lil gup

>>40033992
I told them and I'm gonna get a new one tomorrow

>>40033968
are you retarded Get a fucking table

>>40034005
good girl

>>40034016
You bring shame to our family

>>40033036
>aryan
ok
>sushi order
salmon roll + cali roll / eel cucumber roll / tuna roll (pick 2) + miso soup
OR
sushi boat / love boat if I'm on a date or getting dinner with my mom

>>40034007
everybody calls me retarded but im not sure why. what would i need a table for?

>>40034028
my family brings me shame so its a wash

how do you know if someone is interested in you or if they're just being polite?

>>40034044
Have you no respect Jia baoyu

>>40033938
it's the simplest fucking thing to use a diabetic needle to inject yourself, it's supposed to be so easy elderly with dementia can do it.

>>40034030
good choices I'll pass this on to her

>>40034002
YES they are gay YES they have sex

>>40034059
no he looks scummy

>>40034053
Ask

>>40034065
Tell me anonymous what does mtfg need

>>40034075
How? What sort of words do I use so it wont sound weird and potentially ruin whatever semblance of friendship we have?

>>40034061
incorrect

>>40034088
an hero

>>40034060
maybe I'm just retarded (i am), but from what i've seen in the movies, it always looked painful. the characters are always worried about lining up the needle in the right spot, making sure it's clean, tying their arm really tight, and then when they do insert it they have make an expression that makes me think it's extremely painful

maybe this is probably just hollywood trying to dramatize it though

>>40033938
it's extremely easy especially subcutaneous

>>40034116
oh
are you talking about heroin or estrogen injections?
also the "tying your arm really tight" thing has to do with fucking up your veins and trying to find one with a needle

>>40034116
thats people injecting fucking heroin dumbass omg

>>40034116
u dnt inject estrogen into a vein u inject it into fat or muscle so its a lot simpler

>>40034158
maybe you don't

>>40033938
My bf injects my thighs for me and we haven't had any issues, we need more UK trannies on here especially scottish ones

>>40034158
oh, that makes sense. I didn't know that was possible to inject things that way

>>40034106
I have proof otherwise :3

>>40034053
>interested
interested like they wanna fuck you, or like they wanna be your friend?
The former involves a certain kind of tone and exceptional interest, and the latter is just like, are they continuing to engage with you in a meaningful way? Seems like an autismo problemo

>>40034164
I'm 1/4 Scottish, does that count?

>>40034167
injections are categorized as intramuscular and intravenous, meaning you either need to inject it into the muscle or directly into a vein. You use intravenous for medications that need to act fast and don't need to last long (go straight to the brain or necessary organs and then get processed by the kidneys, liver, etc), and intramuscular for medications that you want to stick around for a while since it can't get to your bloodstream right away.

>>40034331
>post op at 2 years hrt
giwtwm

>>40034331
also trust me on this meme being accurate, I just passed the 9 year mark and my boobs and ass are fantastic

just transition at 19 and it's all ezpz from there

>>40034420
I have no fucking idea what that acronym is but I'm non-op.

>>40034442
i started at 19 too but i wouldnt describe myself that way.

>>40034331
>I'm 1/4 Scottish, does that count
Depends are you in Scotland or are you American

>>40034442
>>40034492
19yo late starter, now 31
still look like an omega man fridge hon

blue board

i wish detransitioners would kill themselves in shame like a proper citizen instead of talk shit about trans rights on twitter
>>40034572
sorry for your loss

>>40034583
don't shit talk detrans frens, they just want to spread awareness

just started watching this guy 23 and 1 on YouTube and he's kinda white trashy but it's kinda hot desu and he's really handsome

>>40034596
i just think if you phenominally fuck up your life that badly like a retard you would kill yourself if you had any self respect. at the very least you could delete your entire internet prescence and real life prescence and exile yourself to the wastelands

>>40034623
>grooming victims should kill themselves
>so should rape victims, victims of abuse, ex cult members, etc
u sound like a shitty person

>>40034508
murika

>>40034492
>>40034572
it's a tough world out there

>>40034581
I'm gonna keep going till the jannies catch me. Seethe.

>>40034583
detransitioners should be barred from all LGBTQ+ related involvement out of respect for the people that didn't make catastrophic mistakes in their life because of some deep-seated trauma they refuse to engage with

>>40034643
they are

>>40034643
>so should rape victims, victims of abuse, ex cult members, etc
committing suicide when you were raped was a pretty common practice in ancient times. thats what happens in the legend of ancient rome when brutus's wife gets raped by the king and honor kills herself. i always thought that was admirable, even if i would never ever say it was imperative. but yeah i would say if you take a leadership position in a religion you should commit suicide rather than apostatize. people that are just followers are dfifferent. the fact you're comparing it to being a cult shows how harmful are detransitioners are for real trans people though. that harm they cause isnt morally justified. it's better to have 43% than those people out in the worls sabatoging us
>>40034651
>detransitioners should be barred from all LGBTQ+ related involvement out of respect for the people that didn't make catastrophic mistakes in their life because of some deep-seated trauma they refuse to engage with
agreed. the denouncers that blame everyone for themselves are social poison.

>>40034651
r u fat

>>40034651
wasnt talking abt you dw

>>40034700
>if you take a leadership position in a religion you should commit suicide rather than apostatize
how is that comparable to being a detrans person
>fact you're comparing it to being a cult shows
it shows that both groups can intentionally or otherwise influence vulnerable people into joining them rather than focusing on their other issues

>>40034701
6'0 125 lbs
bra size 30D 36" hips 27" waist

you tell me

>>40034728
>how is that comparable to being a detrans person
because lots of them take loud public stances against transitioning and commit optics terrorism. theyre very interested in proselytizing.

>>40034736
>6'0 125 lbs
spooky

>>40034736
those numbers don't add up

>>40034749
so do trans people though, they want to provide an alternate voice so people who may be being groomed or fast tracked into being trans rather than dealing with underlying issues can hear other people's experiences and maybe learn from their mistakes
should ex Muslim women kill themselves when they speak against the religion?

>>40034778
people that try to convince others to transition should have their vocal chords cut and be locked in a monastery in the countryside.

>>40034778
>those numbers don't add up
elaborate

>>40034764
>spooky
I'm also pale as shit

>>40034803
cute and wholesome, I agree

>>40034830
LMAOOOOO

>>40034442
>>40034492
>>40034572
luckshit is a spectrum huh

>>40034830
slenderman ahh body, built like dental floss

>>40034853
>luckshit is a spectrum huh
i feel okay about my own self . i just dont have a good ass

>>40034830
d cup at that weight is highly unlikely
you're severely overweight, breast size is largely fat, you have very little fat and muscle so you're likely flat chested
that's also a very generous pose for showing your ass
plus your larping as a lesbian despite looking like slenderMA'AM

>>40034830
Lucky fucker

bitterhon dogpile lol but that level of self assuredness doesnt look good on anyone, especially a trans woman

>>40034830
hot af

>>40034830
Scottish genes coming in so strong rn pale mommy

>>40034778
how is anyone being "groomed" into being trans
is this like 25+ year old women claiming they were "groomed" by 28 year old men?

waiting for someone to tell me to clean my mirror

>>40034803
>people that try to convince others to transition should have their vocal chords cut and be locked in a monastery in the countryside.
convincing people to transition and not to transition should be held as equally weighted acts of harm to others, but I'm not sure I'd go that far

>>40034912
>you're likely flat chested
yeah well the bra where my boobs fill the cup is marked 30D so idk

>that's a very generous pose for showing your ass
I know, I took the photo a while ago explicitly for showing off my ass and legs

>>40034961
>>40034973
<3

>>40034957
oh, don't worry, I keep my mouth shut about it irl

Feeling free to post ham legs

>>40035041
started talking to guys online at 11
encouraged to crossdress
start thinking I might be trans
guys say I'd make a pretty trap or girl
even tho I have dysphoria, that kind of activity certainly helped push me towards transition and it definitely fits the description of grooming

>>40035067
dude this is actually nauseating

The switch 2 has 100 dollar controllers w stick drift bad enough for there to be many already experiencing it
Based nintendo

>>40035089
Paige this thread is for mtfs not gay males like you please get out and stop invading female spaces

WE WILL NEVER BE THE HEROES IN THE STORY

>>40035095
they're the same picture, sweaty

Roiders and trannies belong together, I want to pin gear with a tranny gf

Need me a switch 2 very bad but it gets so expensive so fast

>>40035126
unequivocally true.
trans girls are the only women that can actually love a roider for his body. cis girls can't understand the beauty to physiological self-enhancement.

Is my ass not fat enough 4 one (You).

>>40035140
Roiders belong w no one cuz like ew

>>40035159
You have a pretty nice ass, I'd watch my bf destroy you :3

>>40035089
why were you such an especially stupid child
"even tho I have dysphoria"
no it was the dysphoria that did it, not any of this other shit

>>40034331
I guess interested in wanting to continue being my friend.
>are they continuing to engage with you in a meaningful way?
I don't know
>seems like an autismo problemo
it probably is. i was diagnosed when i was 8. but they're autistic too and they're much better at talking and making friends and being social. i dont get it.

Yn found shot to death after a driveby

>>40035159
big ass
>>40035170
youre a transbian

>>40035096
I will. Eventually, and in my own way, but I will.

>>40035041
it's possible, but extremely unlikely and definitely not to the extent people claim
grooming kids into catholicism is way more frequent and about as damaging imo

>>40035196
>I guess interested in wanting to continue being my friend.
if they're talking to you and hanging out, they're probably cool with being friends. No need to overthink it.

>>40035228
you need to adjust your fedora hon

Lagunas immediate attention seeking after someones else posts get it is very funny. The other day it was Pauls drawing and now it's Anons ass

>>40035190
Thanks ?
>>40035222
I'm bilingual

>>40035228
So what's your deal then, you pass and have a good body, why have you ended up here?

>>40035254
Call it being human but when someone posts something I post similar things

an 18 yr old with a double digit body count told me that its normal to be a virgin at 24. are they lying?

>>40035286
They're trying to groom you into not trying to have sex with people so they have more potential sex partners, don't listen

>>40035221
cute cute kitty
>>40035244
fellating the dune rune fanfic once again i see.
trans people really do have no self preservation mechanism
>>40035255
>I'm bilingual
i dont believe you
>>40035286
>an 18 yr old with a double digit body count told me that its normal to be a virgin at 24. are they lying?
no. like 1/3 of young people just arent participating in sex culture and the rest are taking up massive body counts but the non participants are common. the mean wont tell you the way things are

>>40035300
Por que no me va a cree tu soplapollas lo que digo yo va a misa

>>40035254
>>40033833

>>40035286
if you're in this thread yes

>>40035300
so it is normal to be a virgin at 24? same with never having a relationship?

>>40035254
and the lack of self awareness to post his gross body after that cute etheral waifu lol...

>>40035338
? We're literally dating

>>40035244
>le fedora
this insult is almost as old as the reddit atheists it's supposed to mock

>>40035307
wohe
>>40035322
it is normal, but that doesnt necessarily mean that its good. its probably best to be married by 24

>>40035130
Mario kart is definitely not worth it lol. I'm waiting a year or two before buying one. My brother fell for the hype and he hasn't touched the switch 2 in over a week

>>40035353
Y parece que tu no entiendes

some dude drowned in the hidden lake in my neighborhood today and they haven't found the body yet

shud I go looking chat? I've been going there since I was a child I know where the really deep spots(10+meters) are

>>40035375
Ask mono no1 cares

>>40035361
lain more like spain
>>40035375
no. dont do that.

>>40035244
>you need to adjust your fedora hon
What, for the fuck catholics comment?
Fuck catholics. Fuck the church.

>>40035257
sheer boredom while I take a break from sewing

>>40035286
Don't take an 18 year old at their word on anything lmao.
And normalcy isn't what's important here, it's about what's right for you.

>>40035394
Tn so performative I feel like I'm at the oscars

>>40035389
bleh but I'm so bored all day

>>40035424
Mby tell mono about it?

>>40035405
today feels very sick for some reason
like theres a miasma haunting the day
i think that there are ill portents. It's a full moon tomorrow so all the trannies have to have our meltdown. it is written
>>40035424
yeah but dead bodies in the water are very unclean and disturbing. diving in to grab a bloated carcass isnt going to be a fun job

>>40035405
I live to entertain.

anyone wanna come over and watch resident alien

I've been dubbing off the episodes from my DVR onto VHS

>>40035394
>it's about what's right for you
i wouldn't say that its right. i've been trying and failing and learning from mistakes for years. aside from being an autistic tranny idk what im doing wrong.

>>40035538
She was literally me when I was 13 and watched that anime and she's still literally me
As in like her before getting friends and wtv bs.

Cunt

>>40035432
I'm using a Sonos 5.1 system though

>>40035637
Keeeek

>>40035607
pretador eyes sighma

>>40035588
>She was literally me when I was 13 and watched that anime and she's still literally me
>As in like her before getting friends and wtv bs.
bleak

>>40035713
Normie

>>40035375
Mogs me

>>40035756
>over a decade passes and i still identify with the dorky immature highschooler

>>40035819
Yeah she's relatable

i bought sheep blood agar im gonna eat it in front of my friend to gross him out

>>40033938

im/subq pain is so much worse than iv. iv doesn't really feel like anything if you diy. idk why nurses make it hurt so fucking bad.

>>40035882
So me

>>40035952
I have imgs of each of the personalities but it's oj my pc

>>40035983
I like the smug one

They should make a db daima game

>>40036038
My 4 braincells talking

Trans and sad

moonmoon or northernlion

>>40036073
real
>>40036122
neither
northernlion is kinda weird and moonmoon is kinda boring

Holy based

:_<
No emotional energy so just laying in bed feeling bad

>>40036443
Do smth

>>40036172
Moon is probably the funniest streamer

Any1 in the UK wanna smoke weed or get drunk and pass out somewhere random

>>40036476
Like what?

>>40036500
Whatever productive or fun thing you wanna do

>>40036490
can you fly me out

>>40036525
I dont have anything i want to do

>>40036541
go for a walk please

>>40036541
Bitch

>>40036552
There's still ligut outside so i cant go for a walk. Maybe if i go into the woods.
>>40036554
Swear word :O

>>40036594
Go read a book, bitch.

>>40036526
We can smuggle you on a train if ur in europe

>>40036490
fuckit sure
no getting too handsy tho im a taken woman

>>40036630
I dont feel like reading rn. I read a lot though.

>>40036700
Go watch db daima

>>40036669
I have a bf I don't need go get too handsy I want to get high and have fun tho exploring spooky old buildings sounds good

>>40036717
No
Im just gonna go into the forest now i think

>>40036725
Hope you get killed by a wolf, bitch

is it normal to desire nothing more than to be treated, used, and disposed of like an object by people?

>>40036733
Thats not nice. The forest critters and generally get along.
I need to charge my phone befire i go though in case i get lostand get ready.

>>40036763
yeah. i think thats completely normal

>>40036763
No
>>40036773
I hope they only rip off a few fingers then greenbell

>>40036789
>No
Why not?

>>40036798
God didn't make you to exist as the human equivalent of a paper bag

>>40036789
>greenbell
https://greenbell.ne.jp/en/product-list/nail_clipper/
this?
id be fine with losing a few fingers. i really want my thumb index and middle fingers btu the rest is w/e. losing a finger in an animal attack and surviving would be cooler than having all my fingers.

>>40036813
It wouldn't be once you realize how inconvenient it is. Scars are fine but not amputations.

>>40036812
i have a very, very difficult time believing that.

>>40036826
It's the truth

>>40036824
i doubt a couple fingers matter that much day to day
probably the most annoying is losing the ability to use shift modifiers on my keyboard and stuff but i could just use a left handed mouse and left handed keybnoard.

>>40036840
then why doesnt it feel that way?

>>40036940
>why do i hate myself

>>40037100
i dont hate myself. i view my body and mind as separate entities. im neutral towards both

>>40037117
>i view my body and mind as separate entities. im neutral towards both
what do you use to view your body? what do you use to view your mind? is that thing higher than than your mind or body?

>>40037159
i guess its a unique stream of consciousness. its part of my mind, but so are a lot of things. i dont believe there to be a hierarchy; its just how i am.

>>40037208
what makes your consciousness different from your mind?

>>40036718
ok yeah that sounds pretty sick, sorry had to go shopping quickly I have literally no food
but yeh im a massive chicken btw so if I did that id probably be terrified, sounds fun tho
r u like serious abt this or just musing? idm either way but dear god it would be nice to have an excuse to get out the house

>>40036863
Still annoying
>>40036940
Because you don't believe it

I'm a clown
I'm a laughing stock of the world

>>40036863
I remember having a phase with that character and bought a bunch of knives

>>40037228
have you ever seen yourself from an impossible angle before?

>>40037260
And yall call me crazy for relating to tomoko

>>40037260
im not done with that phase and i still throw knives for fun

>>40037270
I love fighting game characters

>>40037278
Same I still have a few

>>40037289
Stereotypical

>>40037242
how do i learn to believe it when ive been shown nothing but the contrary?

>>40037295
Huh

>>40037296
You just believe it

>>40037304
okay but how? i dont mean to be difficult, but i genuinely do not know how to believe such a thing.

>>40037264
idk there are multiple states of consciousness that give different angles when you compare them to other things. i feel like it says something
>>40037289
>Same I still have a few
i got rid of my knives for the most part because i kept getting upset and stabbing myself but i still throw steak knives into boards sometimes for the meme

>>40037321
it's not a comparison, it's genuinely seeing your body from an angle that shouldn't be possible.

>>40037321
I only have a few throwing knives I got because ryougi shiki. I'm too old to do the other edgy stuff anymore, just not cool for old people to act like that sigh

>>40037333
i guess i just dont understand. like i can see myself from behind if i focus. it seems like you can see yourself from different angles after a while

>>40037316
Just keep telling it to yourself until you realize it's true
Whenever u go like I'm a worthless pile of trash.. you have to say no God made me to be my best self and my existence is extremely important

>>40037246
prove it
show me the funny

>>40037349
I really dont want to

>>40037336
i feel you.
having to act like a grown up doesnt mean that you're mature at all lol sometimes it sucks

>>40037361
I miss being edgy but I'm old

>>40037377
im edgy but at this point its in an disembodied latent schizophrenia way and im basically incapable of being normal or cool

>>40037438
Green dell is schizo?

>>40037438
I hate that I'm attracted to edgy and crazy
Think I'm just going to pose it nowadays

>>40037449
Caring about how people think of any of your decisions or personality traits is crazy

>>40037472
Care to extrapolate?

>>40037478
Repeat that

>>40037447
im just a mess. i know psychology too well and i cant get diagnosed or not diagnosed with whatever i want. i have some sort of psychotic disorder, latest diagnosis was bipolar 1 but i wouldn't be surprised if it was BPD psychosis. when i was a teen the diagnosis was schizophrenia but i left psychiatric treatment for years after i was 16 because i had really bad experiences. i hear voices and dont really care but have episodes of dissociation and memory issues. used to do extreme self harm but better at controlling myself now. i can low key feel myself slipping but i want to stay unmedicated.
>>40037449
>Think I'm just going to pose it nowadays
why not lol. its fun to embody aesthetics you life. the whole aspiration to be a good person is posing for an aesthetic. it eventually becomes real

>>40037532
I don't want to be crazy anymore though I want a normal life

>>40037532
Green bell pepper you need to take your meds before you go coocoo

gm homos (and paige :vomi)

>>40037540
thats fair. then acting normal will make you more normal too. maybe you can appreciate the aesthetics of normalcy? Theres a really good essay by junichiro tanizaki about that called in praise of shadows. might make you appreciate it more? idk. sorry. but i think admiration leads to aspiration leads to aesthetic pursuit and aligning it can be good perhaps.
>>40037542
meds dont stop the development of symptoms. estrogen helped me an extreme amount and my hallucinations went down like 80% and i dont know why. i dont really want to deal with teh side effects and i already have an irreversible drooling side effect from it. id rather just get ect and reroll lol

>>40037590
Surely it's still better than nothing.

>>40031222 (OP)

ice water

fresh bell peppers are really refreshing

>>40037606
theres a lot of negative side effects. doesnt make much sense imo since im so high functiuoning

>>40037661
Didn't you just say you're feeling yourself get worse? A fire that burns bright is usually the first to end

>>40031222 (OP)
personally i love dunkin iced coffee. but it can only be from dunkin and i will be able to tell if it is not dunkin. thank you

>>40037673
the memory issues are getting worse. i dont trust them. they dont care about me. i care. once you're on those meds they just keep telling you to do them no matter what. i think im harming myself less. when i was living alone i wasnt able to pick up a prescription every month and my meds made me faint in the morning so i had to crawl on the floors. but they dont want you to stop.

>>40037738
I get it's bad but not having them will be worse in the long term. It's either you're permanently holding yourself back and calming yourself so you don't go crazy always with that fear on your mind while forgetting most of what you do or you take your meds feel pretty bad from time to time but don't ever have to worry about going insane at some point

>>40037738

i stopped taking my bipolar meds cuz i was stable and mados friend told me they made me act "retarded" so i did and it really fucked me up i went back to being unstable and i didn't realize it consequently i made a lot of bad decisions embarrased myself and hurt those around me

>>40037757
i dont feel like that is how it is
>>40037829
im sorry about that anon. are you doing better now?

>>40037870
Hope you go crazy dumb bitch

>>40037660
I love them. Also baked stuffed peppers

>>40037881
okay. sorry if i upset you.

>>40037910
Bitch

my phone is still only at 30% charge

>>40037963
Deserved

>>40037977
i dont really understand what i did. either way, guess ill go with less than a full charge

>>40038018
You'll get lost and die God willing.

therory cud b tru?
when bob dylan said "i need a heavy headed girl" was he talking about mtfs due to having heads of large size and increased weight due to amab issue?

>>40037870

sry i forgot my trip. im doing a lot better.

>>40038041
Looooooooooooooooooooooooool

>>40037829
nigger why were you hanging about Mado

henlo doods
still regretting uninstalling grindr a bit but I think it was addict minded the way I was approaching it
and having sex with men in their 50s or married bi men won't fix anything and it'll probably make me feel worse after the immediate high wears off
still sucks tho

>>40038018
>pic
cute if they're both boys

>>40038025
i just want to feel something
dno.
>>40038044
i'm really glad to hear that. i hope that you continue on with the rest of life having learned your lesson and being happier than ever. what is your script?

>>40038085

why were you hanging about nomi

>>40038099
can you go one post without misgendering mtfs

Everyone i know in full support of the rude and mean lady that excludes me from the friend group she forced me to join
I wish she was forced to just suffer consequences once, to FEEL how valuable her friends actually are instead of just shitting on them even after they help her
I hate them
Let her GO already

>>40038125
I'm not, dude is a gender neutral term

>>40038106

i take lamotrigine 50mg, quetiapine 100mg and buspirone 50mg

>>40038122
she's fun to be around

>>40035286
where they hot? I was in a situationship with this 19yr old tranny with a body count of 37 lol. they were crazy fucking hot. only real reason I got to hit for so long was my dick was the perfect thickness and length to hit her spot. eventually she got bored of me.

>>40038169
unless you're a minor

>>40038163
oh thats what i took too but liek a couple times that dose iirc. maybe that dosage would have been better

>>40038156
no it isn't if somebody says they fucked a dude nobody thinks they could mean a woman

>>40038228
have you ever been to the west coast of the US.

>>40038228
different contexts desu

>>40038205
we're old women what would a minor want from us a werther's original

>>40038106
If I hit you youll feel something
>>40038099
Did something similar from memory when I was starting to draw and it still mogs your horseshit

>>40038245
Nomi is apedo

>>40038256
lol oh to have the confidence of a mediocre rich manchild

>>40038268
Ywn draw a straight line

>>40037738
tell them to give you different meds, dont taake no for an answer
invite someone more assertive to come with you to appointments so they dont just brrush you off if you can
doctors are scum

>>40037948
goober be nice

>>40038099
based bushido daddy doodle.
>>40038256
based bushido bish doodle.

>>40038099
pederast

>>40038099

eh not in the specific instance when the person using that term doesn't understand that gender is a social construct and has nothing to do with sex

aka you, the racist transphobe Nazi

>>40038320
y-you too

>>40038345
>making up what you think I believe
lol

>>40038311
I'm nice
>>40038352
It's like a disabled toddler tried to draw something with a hand with no fingers and a blindfold on

Paige just detrans and be the gay fag you were meant to be. It's so obv

>>40038363
you are fucking rancid
you genuinely disgust me
you're not even that bad as a person but your utter refusal to even acknowledge your flaws fucking disgusts me because you remind me of my parents
dont have kids you genuine waste of human flesh

>>40038363
>>40038382
oh wrong person lmao
>>40038352
that was for yooooouuuuu

>>40038382
We can be bees

>>40038392
wut
what flaws am I not acknowledging

>>40038352
the pose on this and the sammy rye guy are p gud. dude look like from resient evil or something, im tryna get this guy i hooked up with to stop being a satanist or whatever n go to church with me lol.

>>40038238
show me examples

>>40038243
then it's not neutral

>>40038444
Hugboxing nazis that think transwomen are gay men is insane work

>>40038444
kek good luck with that
maybe try going to a Buddhist temple first so he doesn't get weirded out by a religion or spirituality that's directly opposed to his

>>40038453
in the context I was using it, as a way to address a group of people, it absolutely is neutral

>>40038490
no it's not

>>40038409
not you gooby you're willing to address your flaws <3

>>40038431
yknow how everyone haates you and the shit you say every fucking day then constantly deny being a garbage humaan being and blame others for exactly what you yourself do on a regular basis
that
kys
genuinely fucking end it

>>40038490
Stop coping and go back to gaygen moid

>>40038516
But we can bee bees. This is good news.

>>40038490
fucking fag

>>40038535
sorry ill stop

>>40038541
We will live for thirty years.

>>40038268
no she's not lol

>>40038462
sometimes the doodles aint so bad. they're at least usually funny looking. i think she gave up being a nazi...or political at all rly. uguys scared her straight on that one. big W?
>>40038467
well i think hes like some nu age spiritual blah blah manifesting blah blah type...not like Antwon Legay....still love king diamond tho. best band ever.

>>40038573
Ywnbab

>>40038359
what gender do you consider mtfs to be?

>>40038608
They're undoubtedly women! Only a bigot would say something else!

>>40038510
cope

>>40038516
not everyone hates me
the stuff I say every day is just what I believe, people can believe different things than you without that being a flaw
actual flaws I feel that I have are that I can lash out when I'm upset, I can spend too much time thinking and not enough time doing things, I have a hard time understanding what's appropriate or inappropriate to say sometimes, I can be lazy on top of being depressed, I can set myself up for failure by building unrealistic expectations and then using the fault to meet those expectations as justification to give up, etc
I'm not going to go into a full psychological profile but if you're going to complain about my flaws and then fail to articulate what flaws you mean, then IDK how to even begin to change. you have lots of flaws too anya why don't you focus on those?

>>40038608
gender is a social construct

It evaded the attack!

>>40038600
u will nvr b a...beetleborg?

>>40038675
Omg how did u figure it was me... time to post my favorite anime character Joanne homourethra

>>40038675
ok so you agree that mtfs are women

>>40038675
cope with what
you obviously do it to be provocative

>>40038675
>not everyone hates me
and jepstein had lots of friends
no your problem is that you aare a garbage human being who insults people fucking constantly and then acts like you did nothing wrong
you are a rancid abusive cunt and I thank god above that you will never have children

>>40038712
Be a bee

>>40038733
I only insult people who insult me first
mainly Pedro and Blobby

>>40038755
LOL

people are talking about bees?

>>40038675
you can easily choose to not misgender and belittle people in here on a daily basis. or like when someone mentions a wife or gf you always ask if they are trans. You can be a better person but you choose not to

you guys still jack of ur PPs? or naw?

>>40038773
I don't midget people again aside from the two mentioned
>like when someone mentions a wife or gf you always ask if they are trans
how is that a bad thing? it just gives context
why not go to reddit if you want things to be so tightly controlled and lacking in authenticity

>>40038803
zero empathy

>>40038803
L 0 L

DAAAAAAAHHHHLEEEENNGGGGG
WHEN DID WE FALLLLL
https://youtu.be/2W_lQ-xVto4
>>40038780
naw. pp jackin broke. unless maybe u stik something hard in my butt then maybe jack n frot a bit think cud?

>>40038780
cuh I am the one who jacks off the PPs I do not jack off my PP

basement pp jaxx
https://youtu.be/ZSmaHtazJ6M

ppman cum eye

razor restock!! get hype!
not gonna cut tonight but it'll be nice to have them on hand in the coming days
it felt so good just getting them it's crazy
not gonna cut before visiting my dad though, don't want to mess up my thighs. it's gonna be a hot day so I'll have to wear shorts, and I don't want him seeing fresh cuts or evidence thereof which he would if there were any, considering that he looks at my thighs whenever they're visible

>>40039261
We don't want you here go to gaygen

>>40039261
forgot pic kms

>>40039261
can I see when you do it

>>40039308
maybe idk I don't want to trigger other ppl into engaging in sh

>>40039327
I feel like looking at it means I don't do it

I just want a guy to love me :(

>>40039389
what about other ppl tho
I guess I could post a litterbox

>>40039600
oh yeah don't upload direct

you can tell this thread is all newfags because everyone feeds the trolls

kissing erect penises!!

it's it possible for a transwoman to find a boyfriend who will not eventually troon out or want to touch your penis

>>40039874
no? why would you ever date a tranny over a real girl if you didn't want to touch/suck the girldick? quite literally it's the only reason to be with a tranny, downgrade in everyway possible over real females

>>40039721
feed me i so hunggies

>>40039901
what? I'm trans, and I'm worried that any man I date might want to be a tranny himself later down the road. I have no interest in women, nor do I want to date transwomen even those who are repressing

>>40031222 (OP)
QoTT: Fernet with coca cola, very heavy on the fernet

please god let me have sex with a daddy before I die in the nuclear blasts

>>40039978
>"or want to touch your penis"

>>40040103
yeah I don't want him to touch my penis
that's why I date bisexual or gay guys

>>40040096
it's so good desu dads really know how to fuck

I need someone to hold me and tell me I'm okay tbqh.
Everything's happening too slowly, I've had to use my time off to deal with some leftover pre-tran shit. My hair is not long enough yet to authentically girlmode, I need to start laser but can't find the time. Whenever I try to do things it always seems like other people move too slowly compared to myself.

And I can't even put in the time to get close enough to someone for them to care to make me feel safe because I'm so used up dealing with everything else.
I miss the city, i miss being free of expectation.

it was the best of times, it was the worst of times. the cums were pearly tho

Face fucking kat to death. Janny be damned. Kat needs a hard dick not more gummy worms

please just one time with a daddy god

I've been a bad sinner

I'll stop taking the girl hormones before the nuclear blasts

if I could just get a crumb of daddy

please

god

just a crumb

>>40040275
lol

i walked for a long time, like 7 miles or so. it was pretty underwhelming. i dont feel better

>>40040291
You will though if you keep it up, walking like that at least 3-4 times per week. But also you have to make sure to get sufficient calories, protein, vitamins, minerals and water.

>>40040304
im not optimistic but i am gonna exercise more so im not a fat and worthless just worthless

i need 7 surgeries

scratch that 9

ahhhhh i need to buy clothes what clothes do i buy!!! where do i shop

>>40040556
i would just recommend going to H&M or macys cause u get affordable prices and you can try stuff on while you're there plus there are lots of sizes.

>>40040579
i always get anxious about people seeing me in the women section ahh

>>40040720
have a few drinks beforehand and show up at a not busy time?
being obviously trans sometimes is a bandaid that you have to painfully rip off. the more RLE you get the more often you'll be comfortable and passing, but being afraid of yourself is just gonna hamstring your progress. you've got this.

just buy a shit ton of clothes online from amazon and return them for free if they suck. works for me

>>40040736
thank you you're right
>>40040766
i am the one processing the returns my life is hell

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcxI-cVEReg
this video is kind of a vibe tonight
i found a suspicious mushroom and i was hoping it was a discolored death cap but im pretty sure it isnt
i need something to concentrate and calm myself down because im about to rip my skin off

Anyone want to talk to an old alcoholic transbian?

>>40040848
no

>>40031222 (OP)
Was anyone else influenced to any degree by Chelsea Manning's transition? I remember hearing about it (pre-transition obv) and it got me thinking more about trannies than I ever did before.

>>40040853
I understand

>>40040848
yeah, i would
whats up
>>40040861
not at all really

>>40040901
I'm very drunk

>>40040943
what are you thinking about tonight?

Guys let's just stop the larp. We can't be girls, it's just not possible. It's just playing pretend and it's kinda retarded at the end of the day. Billion choices in life, gender is not one of them. Let's just fag it out in a gay orgy

>>40040951
Drinking and regretting my life

nikki still broken

>>40040987
dont say that sort of stuff.
it's too sad.
i still think its possible
its not really playing pretend if thats what you are
gender isnt a choice but when youre trans its death or female
>>40040993
what went wrong?

>26hrs till exam
Ngl last time I was this anxious I was waiting for srs in a dingy but quaint hotel in thailand
>>40040987
Idk what you mean changing genders is easy a f

>>40041008
thanks for reminding me to do my dailies

>>40041025
game so buggy I can hardly finish dailies let alone actual quests. The stupid chicken spawns under the map. I reload the game and it's still there

>>40041056
i havent touched this new patch at all actually. didnt even know there was a new event.
im starting to fall behind ugh. just wish the game ran more stable and i got 15+ fps

like seriously the game was extremely polished for five months until the shitty 1.5 update. what the hell happened

>>40041069
yeh it's gotten significantly worse with 1.5 as well. My game was relatively smooth with minor ue5 stuttering but it went to complete shit with 1.5. But still that engine is extremely taxing to begin with

beep beep beep beep beep beep beep

scout definitely would be the most likely to transition out of the TF2 cast

why is thread dead

>>40041248
worried
oh so worried
theory is true?

>>40041364
america sleeping issue

>>40041025
are you pulling on the new banner. I don't really care for it so I save my pulls

>>40041489
no. i only pull for banners when i have enough to get the pity. i spent all of my resonances on the angel outfit

god I miss him so so so much

>>40041477
scout has daddy issues and twink build
soldier might crossdress but he's too much of a man's man to transition
pyro is just a lil guy and probably genderless
demo isn't gay but not a tranny
hwg is a vers top, not a tranny
engineer might transition due to autism
medic is a power bottom and highly misogynistic
sniper loves frotting too much
spy maybe idk

>>40041482
go away

>>40041552
spy is hsts
engineer is agp becuase he writes software

>>40041560
spy couldn't be hsts, he impregnated a woman at least once

>>40041566
no thats blue spy red spy is the hsts one

is it normal to press on your prostate with one hand while kissing the other and pretending it's a guy you really like and using a deep voice to say what he'd say before using your voice to respond

>>40041576
I thought red spy was scouts dad
it's been so long since I've been familiar with TF2 at all

if i was a cute girl id be so powerful rn

RIP BOZO LMAO

>>40041544
rip. I ended up skipping that one. I went for the autumn 4star last month. Haven't been feeling the five stars desu
>>40041552
why?

doing some skincare masks stuff
have a pimple on my forehead and doing it to feel better about it.
i want to get a psychologist referral tomorrow and start working towards getting ffs again. the last cancellation kinda broke my momentum and ive been lost since on surgeries. letters are expired though fuck. my. life lole
>>40041723
>Haven't been feeling the five stars desu
i did it for the style rating points i didnt have a five star pull tier outfit for that category yet
it wont even let me log into the game rn tho frick this

>>40041745
I enjoy skincare. It's a nice routine to settle down before bed and such. I have a weird mental checklist I need to fulfill before I can sleep soundly...

it's good to get back into and take the steps required for surgery. It's still progress. and yeh I hate when letters expires it's so annoying how the medical systems work, but once you get back into it you'll make progress fast

damn I've been ignoring style contests for awhile...I really want to get back into it but it's such a chore when in in the middle of dailies or collecting shit and my camera falls through the map or decouples from Nikki and I have to restart the entire program. Or like when I can't login for two weeks because the devs broke the game entirely and they refuse to give me the missed diamonds I paid for

Shiiiiiiiiiiiit
Gaaaaaaaaaaameeeeeeeee

>>40041805
>>>40041745 (You)
>I enjoy skincare. It's a nice routine to settle down before bed and such. I have a weird mental checklist I need to fulfill before I can sleep soundly...
yeh
>it's good to get back into and take the steps required for surgery. It's still progress. and yeh I hate when letters expires it's so annoying how the medical systems work, but once you get back into it you'll make progress fast
i hope so. im really nervous about it. i wish i wasnt such a lazy asshole and had done this stuff years ago tho.
>damn I've been ignoring style contests for awhile...I really want to get back into it but it's such a chore when in in the middle of dailies
the mira crown is like 800 diamonds for like 5 minutes of work its 100% worth the time investment

>find a nice feminine voice i like
>spend the entire day yesterday using it
>forget about hydrating and such
>at some point during last night i was hit with a throatache
>throat still hurts
Am I stupid or does god hate me?

>>40041849
god hates fags so probably just #2

Japan being le good is a long term psyop created by Japan after wars they went through due to constantly invading other countries?? What the heck.. not feeling genki about this one..

aneurism 4 is so fun lol.
i stole 2 pieces of clothes from the laundry room
6 dead

>>40041849
nevermind i think i actually just got a cold

gm death to israel

israel kinda low based. fuck them persian mofo's thinking they can make nukes naw nigga

>>40042656
yeh they’re based af

New hot males to be released in limbus very cool

>war is bad bouhouhou
>terrorist governement making nukes? i dont see the issue

the absolute state of occident

Picking sides in a war is incredibly stupid when there's never a fully correct side

>>40042677
the correct side is to not have a war lol. how is that anything but fully correct

>just don’t make war bro

how did they not think about it hmm maybe it’s not possible? very hard to say

>what is human nature
>just change it bro

>>40042698
>>40042705
army recruiters will be open by 8am. good luck.

your ideals don’t define reality

reality defines reality, grow up

Humanity never managed to dodge wars, not once in its history, saying things like "there should be no war" is just denial and escapism. If it ever happen it’s clearly not now

>>40042728
good lord 4chan contrarianism is so fucking gay shut up war is bad you can just say it

>>40042739
Of course it’s bad and it’s totally irrelevant to say it

>>40042745
>nothing means anything
cool

wut wud jesus duwu?

>>40042760
G O D is abt to B R B

you are not supposed to pick a "side".
you are not a soldier, politician, journalist or involved in wars.
discussing politics ruins entire friend groups because people have inherently different opinions and worldviews which are more likely than not to have been instilled in you through propaganda and societal pressures. your words only clash with the words of your peers, turning them into adversaries over conflicts that will never be your own.

rule #1 of social interaction is not to ever bring up politics. it corrupts your mind, warps your perspective and alienates you from others.

instead go look at clouds, watch insects do their thing, go into nature and find flowers you don't know the name of and learn about them. draw, write, observe, marvel at simple things of nature.

>>40042786
nice post who are you

>>40042786
>don't worry goyi- i mean anon. just look at flowers :3 no we do not have enriched uranium what??

GO JEW GO JEWS NUKE THEM SMELLY MUSSIES TO DUST!

https://www.reddit.com/r/DollarTree/comments/1l99kt4/if_youre_offended_by_pride_displays_please_go/

i side with dollar tree in the lgbt wars. death to target.

>>40042791
take a wild guess
u already know tho

>>40042793
and you being demoralized and forced into submission by fear of a non-existent threat is a good way to go on about life? do you think living in fear of "they are killing each other, you are next!!" is going to be good for your mental health? do you think self inflicted social isolation just because you felt compelled to argue with the people who are supposed to be your friends will do YOU any good?

humans have been doing absolutely nothing but kill each other since the dawn of time, and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. life is really fucking short and being the mouthpiece of pantomime villain politicians is going to make that short amount of life just worse, you gain nothing from it while forgetting about the color and beauty of the world because all you see is demoralizing death and destruction on the social media n news outlets that feed on your fear based engagement. you are making them rich at the cost of your own suffering.