what's your favorite drink to cool down with during summer? for me, it's some sort of iced tea. especially with fruit. southoid hemispheres need not apply
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>>40023340>>40023340>>40023340
Get chronically ill bitch
>>40031222 (OP)Energy drink
Cold water
>>40031222 (OP)My big veiny cock in kats tiny girl hands
>>40031242have you played deltarune fpd??
>>40031271In her tight little asshole*
pedro and paige are very similar in the sense everything about them is incredibly male from their appearance, hobbies, attitude, routines, etc etc. very bizzare they trooned out when they're just terrible at being feminine and real girls
>translating "zero percent chance" from English to romaji requires you to first translate into katakana, then kanji for zero, then phonetically "writing" percent as pฤ-sento, and adding "jak" as a the first word and "written sound", using hiragana, and finally pronouncing zero in romaji english >and there are 3 other ways to do this entirely depending on the final context and circumstance of when the sentence is usedbeing a manga translator must be hell
>>40031222 (OP)water
regardless of time or seasons
>>40031361Paige likes men lol. Pedro goons on 2D anime girls with huge titties
Passionate sex with Hayato.
>>40031563>After the passionate sex
https://unsee cc/album#KRvipnoJWf3y
is this stupid
>>40031577the fuck you put that on unsee for? also yes, looks stupid. just get piercing
>>40031606sorry, i don't go outside
amazing last threads guys!
>>40031222 (OP)hey does anyone have that pic that's like red graffiti on a wall in some depressing looking junkie house and it says like "remember all the good times you had and the things you thought you'd be" or something
I'm a chud but I don't hate all trannies, just the ones that are disgusting freaks. You guys would be a lot more likeable if you got rid of the various freaks amongst you.
>>40031912i'm a tranny and the same dw
>>40031912what are we supposed to do about them tho? like hire assassins? also istg like that lily tino person is like a paid actor trying to be as cringe as possible or something. she used to work for some pro Israel lobby before she got on this hateboner grift
>>40031912yeah hons ruin us for us trutrans we know and despise them too
i made a new window friend. does anyone have any ideas? i'm guessing she's just a garden orb weaver but it's hard to tell from this angle
>>40032044gross exhibitionism
>>40031942Make an effort to distinguish yourselves from them
>>40032044mono you look like picrel honestly this troglodyte is generous to your actual appearance, you will never "win" and never have. meds.
>>40032108no, literally nobody. get help.
>>40032055well ofc i do that
jesus you wouldn't catch me with mickey mouse trans flag hair recording ppl in a bathroom. im just living my life like a normal girl
but wdym like, make a social movement about separating trutrans from agp hons? i mean there's kinda a lot of that sentiment already but then there's ppl who say like oh ur just being a bigoted transmed or whatever. i don't think you realise that we don't really have control of the narrative, it's cis ppl who amplify the hon shit, I'm just a lone tranner not some big media mogul
>>40032108inironic rapehon behaviour
>>40032124>make a social movement about separating trutrans from agp honsYeah, if you just started making your own communities and spreading the word that not all trannies are weird freaks and that you don't like them too, it'd do a lot to help your image.
How the fuck do I stop my tranny from crying? It's getting tiring at this point, I'm not the sort of person to give out hugs and cuddles so I normally just end up ignoring her or if it's really bad I might shout at her or get bit physical but nothing seems to work. It's gotten to the point where I want to take away her estrogen because that's the shit that makes her so emotional.
>>40032189kill yourself immediately
end of discussion
>>40032189leave the whiny bitch
>>40032147pic bc it wouldn't let me say some word i wrote or smth
>>40032189>gf is unstable and emotionally damaged due to living with a sociopath who gets physical>must be her HRTanother classic, many such causes
i bet if she left you she would do a 100% turnaround of her mental state and have a massive glow up
good b8 post
>>40032266>taking the bait to end with "good bait btw"absolute insecurity
>>40032266Nah she'd definitely end up killing herself if we broke up lol, plus she's unemployed and needs to live with me.
>>40032277Already do that lots, hasn't stopped it
>>40032266>>40032299You can believe what you want but I'm not trying to bait kek
>>40032323idc if itโs true or not i care if itโs funny
>>40032323legitimately kill yourself
you have no place in decent society
>>40032311if they kill themself can you date me next
>>40032370I'm a valuable member of society, I have a job as a tradie where I contribute to the economy and regularly improve the lives of the people I work for. My girlfriend is literally unemployed kek.
>>40032379Lol, height, weight and location?
>>40032451I hate people like you the most
dont have kids
>>40032458>dont have kidsconsidering his dating preferences thatโs not a risk lol
>at office party
>coworker drunkenly decided to kiss my neck
>nearly gave me a hickey
>he kissed a tranny
What a faggot
I wonder if my dad is fucking the mid thirties woman he has loving with him and his wife
certainly is a weird situation
>>40032731daddy...
>>40032784a transphobe wrote this
Nomi and I are getting Honorary Aryan cuisine on the weekend, what is you all's typical sushi order
my favorite summer past time is shaved ice because my mom used to get me shaved ice at the beach as a kid. she md go to lay out and tan. i'd peruse the arcade and go full happy gilmore on the mini golf course. fuck putting.
i live in an area where summer weather arrives super late. i drink watermelon juice and my dealerโs cum for fent
puerh is the trutrans drink of choice
>>40032189>>40032311>>40032323Actually kill yourself you sociopathic demon
>People with HPD have a high desire for attention, make loud and inappropriate appearances, exaggerate their behaviors and emotions, and crave stimulation.
>They very often exhibit pervasive and persistent sexually provocative behavior, express strong emotions with an impressionistic style, and can be easily influenced by others. Associated features can include egocentrism, self-indulgence, continuous longing for appreciation, and persistent manipulative behavior to achieve their own wants
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>>40031222 (OP)I've recently started making ice coffees at home, since i'm trying to avoid caffeine and this is the only way I can get decaf
I feel like I've come up with a really good recipe for one
>>40033833Who was this in referrence to?
>>40033839It's great i been using it for years
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when do i know if im done plucking my eyebrows and how do i know if i need to keep going?
>>40033923Just let it be. Get back to it tomorrow if you need more
do you faggots really stick needles in your arms?
how the fuck did you learn to do that? aren't you scared you're going to fuck up somehow?
>>40033938>aren't you scared you're going to fuck up somehow?this shit made me laugh so hard i almost broke the sound barrier. baby i don't know what it feels like to do something right.
>>40033938youโre a pussy-free chud incel. itโs just a needle. you just jab it and call it a day
>>40033938i do it in my thigh. a doctor showed me the general area and i learned from there. sometimes it hurts and sometimes it doesn't; i just reap the benefits
Sxhlurrrp
>>40033938Fags are natural geniuses at sticking things in our ass.
Mfw the motherboard arrives with missing pieces
>>40033976file for a refund
>>40033992I told them and I'm gonna get a new one tomorrow
>>40033968are you retarded Get a fucking table
>>40034016You bring shame to our family
>>40033036>aryanok
>sushi ordersalmon roll + cali roll / eel cucumber roll / tuna roll (pick 2) + miso soup
OR
sushi boat / love boat if I'm on a date or getting dinner with my mom
>>40034007everybody calls me retarded but im not sure why. what would i need a table for?
>>40034028my family brings me shame so its a wash
how do you know if someone is interested in you or if they're just being polite?
>>40034044Have you no respect Jia baoyu
>>40033938it's the simplest fucking thing to use a diabetic needle to inject yourself, it's supposed to be so easy elderly with dementia can do it.
>>40034030good choices I'll pass this on to her
>>40034002YES they are gay YES they have sex
>>40034059no he looks scummy
>>40034065Tell me anonymous what does mtfg need
>>40034075How? What sort of words do I use so it wont sound weird and potentially ruin whatever semblance of friendship we have?
>>40034060maybe I'm just retarded (i am), but from what i've seen in the movies, it always looked painful. the characters are always worried about lining up the needle in the right spot, making sure it's clean, tying their arm really tight, and then when they do insert it they have make an expression that makes me think it's extremely painful
maybe this is probably just hollywood trying to dramatize it though
>>40033938it's extremely easy especially subcutaneous
>>40034116oh
are you talking about heroin or estrogen injections?
also the "tying your arm really tight" thing has to do with fucking up your veins and trying to find one with a needle
>>40034116thats people injecting fucking heroin dumbass omg
>>40034116u dnt inject estrogen into a vein u inject it into fat or muscle so its a lot simpler
>>40034158maybe you don't
>>40033938My bf injects my thighs for me and we haven't had any issues, we need more UK trannies on here especially scottish ones
>>40034158oh, that makes sense. I didn't know that was possible to inject things that way
>>40034106I have proof otherwise :3
>>40034053>interestedinterested like they wanna fuck you, or like they wanna be your friend?
The former involves a certain kind of tone and exceptional interest, and the latter is just like, are they continuing to engage with you in a meaningful way? Seems like an autismo problemo
>>40034164I'm 1/4 Scottish, does that count?
>>40034167injections are categorized as intramuscular and intravenous, meaning you either need to inject it into the muscle or directly into a vein. You use intravenous for medications that need to act fast and don't need to last long (go straight to the brain or necessary organs and then get processed by the kidneys, liver, etc), and intramuscular for medications that you want to stick around for a while since it can't get to your bloodstream right away.
>>40034331>post op at 2 years hrtgiwtwm
>>40034331also trust me on this meme being accurate, I just passed the 9 year mark and my boobs and ass are fantastic
just transition at 19 and it's all ezpz from there
>>40034420I have no fucking idea what that acronym is but I'm non-op.
>>40034442i started at 19 too but i wouldnt describe myself that way.
>>40034331>I'm 1/4 Scottish, does that countDepends are you in Scotland or are you American
>>40034442>>4003449219yo late starter, now 31
still look like an omega man fridge hon
i wish detransitioners would kill themselves in shame like a proper citizen instead of talk shit about trans rights on twitter
>>40034572sorry for your loss
>>40034583don't shit talk detrans frens, they just want to spread awareness
just started watching this guy 23 and 1 on YouTube and he's kinda white trashy but it's kinda hot desu and he's really handsome
>>40034596i just think if you phenominally fuck up your life that badly like a retard you would kill yourself if you had any self respect. at the very least you could delete your entire internet prescence and real life prescence and exile yourself to the wastelands
>>40034623>grooming victims should kill themselves>so should rape victims, victims of abuse, ex cult members, etcu sound like a shitty person
>>40034508murika
>>40034492>>40034572it's a tough world out there
>>40034581I'm gonna keep going till the jannies catch me. Seethe.
>>40034583detransitioners should be barred from all LGBTQ+ related involvement out of respect for the people that didn't make catastrophic mistakes in their life because of some deep-seated trauma they refuse to engage with
>>40034643>so should rape victims, victims of abuse, ex cult members, etccommitting suicide when you were raped was a pretty common practice in ancient times. thats what happens in the legend of ancient rome when brutus's wife gets raped by the king and honor kills herself. i always thought that was admirable, even if i would never ever say it was imperative. but yeah i would say if you take a leadership position in a religion you should commit suicide rather than apostatize. people that are just followers are dfifferent. the fact you're comparing it to being a cult shows how harmful are detransitioners are for real trans people though. that harm they cause isnt morally justified. it's better to have 43% than those people out in the worls sabatoging us
>>40034651>detransitioners should be barred from all LGBTQ+ related involvement out of respect for the people that didn't make catastrophic mistakes in their life because of some deep-seated trauma they refuse to engage withagreed. the denouncers that blame everyone for themselves are social poison.
>>40034651wasnt talking abt you dw
>>40034700>if you take a leadership position in a religion you should commit suicide rather than apostatizehow is that comparable to being a detrans person
>fact you're comparing it to being a cult showsit shows that both groups can intentionally or otherwise influence vulnerable people into joining them rather than focusing on their other issues
>>400347016'0 125 lbs
bra size 30D 36" hips 27" waist
you tell me
>>40034728>how is that comparable to being a detrans personbecause lots of them take loud public stances against transitioning and commit optics terrorism. theyre very interested in proselytizing.
>>40034736>6'0 125 lbsspooky
>>40034736those numbers don't add up
>>40034749so do trans people though, they want to provide an alternate voice so people who may be being groomed or fast tracked into being trans rather than dealing with underlying issues can hear other people's experiences and maybe learn from their mistakes
should ex Muslim women kill themselves when they speak against the religion?
>>40034778people that try to convince others to transition should have their vocal chords cut and be locked in a monastery in the countryside.
>>40034778>those numbers don't add upelaborate
>>40034764>spookyI'm also pale as shit
>>40034803cute and wholesome, I agree
>>40034830slenderman ahh body, built like dental floss
>>40034853>luckshit is a spectrum huhi feel okay about my own self . i just dont have a good ass
>>40034830d cup at that weight is highly unlikely
you're severely overweight, breast size is largely fat, you have very little fat and muscle so you're likely flat chested
that's also a very generous pose for showing your ass
plus your larping as a lesbian despite looking like slenderMA'AM
bitterhon dogpile lol but that level of self assuredness doesnt look good on anyone, especially a trans woman
>>40034830Scottish genes coming in so strong rn pale mommy
>>40034778how is anyone being "groomed" into being trans
is this like 25+ year old women claiming they were "groomed" by 28 year old men?
waiting for someone to tell me to clean my mirror
>>40034803>people that try to convince others to transition should have their vocal chords cut and be locked in a monastery in the countryside.convincing people to transition and not to transition should be held as equally weighted acts of harm to others, but I'm not sure I'd go that far
>>40034912>you're likely flat chestedyeah well the bra where my boobs fill the cup is marked 30D so idk
>that's a very generous pose for showing your assI know, I took the photo a while ago explicitly for showing off my ass and legs
>>40034961>>40034973<3
>>40034957oh, don't worry, I keep my mouth shut about it irl
Feeling free to post ham legs
>>40035041started talking to guys online at 11
encouraged to crossdress
start thinking I might be trans
guys say I'd make a pretty trap or girl
even tho I have dysphoria, that kind of activity certainly helped push me towards transition and it definitely fits the description of grooming
>>40035067dude this is actually nauseating
The switch 2 has 100 dollar controllers w stick drift bad enough for there to be many already experiencing it
Based nintendo
>>40035089Paige this thread is for mtfs not gay males like you please get out and stop invading female spaces
WE WILL NEVER BE THE HEROES IN THE STORY
>>40035095they're the same picture, sweaty
Roiders and trannies belong together, I want to pin gear with a tranny gf
Need me a switch 2 very bad but it gets so expensive so fast
>>40035126unequivocally true.
trans girls are the only women that can actually love a roider for his body. cis girls can't understand the beauty to physiological self-enhancement.
Is my ass not fat enough 4 one (You).
>>40035140Roiders belong w no one cuz like ew
>>40035159You have a pretty nice ass, I'd watch my bf destroy you :3
>>40035089why were you such an especially stupid child
"even tho I have dysphoria"
no it was the dysphoria that did it, not any of this other shit
>>40034331I guess interested in wanting to continue being my friend.
>are they continuing to engage with you in a meaningful way?I don't know
>seems like an autismo problemoit probably is. i was diagnosed when i was 8. but they're autistic too and they're much better at talking and making friends and being social. i dont get it.
Yn found shot to death after a driveby
>>40035159big ass
>>40035170youre a transbian
>>40035096I will. Eventually, and in my own way, but I will.
>>40035041it's possible, but extremely unlikely and definitely not to the extent people claim
grooming kids into catholicism is way more frequent and about as damaging imo
>>40035196>I guess interested in wanting to continue being my friend.if they're talking to you and hanging out, they're probably cool with being friends. No need to overthink it.
>>40035228you need to adjust your fedora hon
Lagunas immediate attention seeking after someones else posts get it is very funny. The other day it was Pauls drawing and now it's Anons ass
>>40035190Thanks ?
>>40035222I'm bilingual
>>40035228So what's your deal then, you pass and have a good body, why have you ended up here?
>>40035254Call it being human but when someone posts something I post similar things
an 18 yr old with a double digit body count told me that its normal to be a virgin at 24. are they lying?
>>40035286They're trying to groom you into not trying to have sex with people so they have more potential sex partners, don't listen
>>40035221cute cute kitty
>>40035244fellating the dune rune fanfic once again i see.
trans people really do have no self preservation mechanism
>>40035255>I'm bilinguali dont believe you
>>40035286>an 18 yr old with a double digit body count told me that its normal to be a virgin at 24. are they lying?no. like 1/3 of young people just arent participating in sex culture and the rest are taking up massive body counts but the non participants are common. the mean wont tell you the way things are
>>40035300Por que no me va a cree tu soplapollas lo que digo yo va a misa
>>40035286if you're in this thread yes
>>40035300so it is normal to be a virgin at 24? same with never having a relationship?
>>40035254and the lack of self awareness to post his gross body after that cute etheral waifu lol...
>>40035338? We're literally dating
>>40035244>le fedorathis insult is almost as old as the reddit atheists it's supposed to mock
>>40035307wohe
>>40035322it is normal, but that doesnt necessarily mean that its good. its probably best to be married by 24
>>40035130Mario kart is definitely not worth it lol. I'm waiting a year or two before buying one. My brother fell for the hype and he hasn't touched the switch 2 in over a week
>>40035353Y parece que tu no entiendes
some dude drowned in the hidden lake in my neighborhood today and they haven't found the body yet
shud I go looking chat? I've been going there since I was a child I know where the really deep spots(10+meters) are
>>40035375Ask mono no1 cares
>>40035361lain more like spain
>>40035375no. dont do that.
>>40035244>you need to adjust your fedora honWhat, for the fuck catholics comment?
Fuck catholics. Fuck the church.
>>40035257sheer boredom while I take a break from sewing
>>40035286Don't take an 18 year old at their word on anything lmao.
And normalcy isn't what's important here, it's about what's right for you.
>>40035394Tn so performative I feel like I'm at the oscars
>>40035389bleh but I'm so bored all day
>>40035424Mby tell mono about it?
>>40035405today feels very sick for some reason
like theres a miasma haunting the day
i think that there are ill portents. It's a full moon tomorrow so all the trannies have to have our meltdown. it is written
>>40035424yeah but dead bodies in the water are very unclean and disturbing. diving in to grab a bloated carcass isnt going to be a fun job
>>40035405I live to entertain.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_wlh2Vjal4
anyone wanna come over and watch resident alien
I've been dubbing off the episodes from my DVR onto VHS
>>40035394>it's about what's right for youi wouldn't say that its right. i've been trying and failing and learning from mistakes for years. aside from being an autistic tranny idk what im doing wrong.
>>40035538She was literally me when I was 13 and watched that anime and she's still literally me
As in like her before getting friends and wtv bs.
>>40035432I'm using a Sonos 5.1 system though
>>40035607 pretador eyes sighma
>>40035588>She was literally me when I was 13 and watched that anime and she's still literally me>As in like her before getting friends and wtv bs.bleak
>>40035756>over a decade passes and i still identify with the dorky immature highschooler
>>40035819Yeah she's relatable
i bought sheep blood agar im gonna eat it in front of my friend to gross him out
>>40033938im/subq pain is so much worse than iv. iv doesn't really feel like anything if you diy. idk why nurses make it hurt so fucking bad.
>>40035952I have imgs of each of the personalities but it's oj my pc
>>40035983I like the smug one
They should make a db daima game
>>40036038My 4 braincells talking
>>40036073real
>>40036122neither
northernlion is kinda weird and moonmoon is kinda boring
:_<
No emotional energy so just laying in bed feeling bad
>>40036172Moon is probably the funniest streamer
Any1 in the UK wanna smoke weed or get drunk and pass out somewhere random
>>40036500Whatever productive or fun thing you wanna do
>>40036490can you fly me out
>>40036525I dont have anything i want to do
>>40036541go for a walk please
>>40036552There's still ligut outside so i cant go for a walk. Maybe if i go into the woods.
>>40036554Swear word :O
>>40036594Go read a book, bitch.
>>40036526We can smuggle you on a train if ur in europe
>>40036490fuckit sure
no getting too handsy tho im a taken woman
>>40036630I dont feel like reading rn. I read a lot though.
>>40036700Go watch db daima
>>40036669I have a bf I don't need go get too handsy I want to get high and have fun tho exploring spooky old buildings sounds good
>>40036717No
Im just gonna go into the forest now i think
>>40036725Hope you get killed by a wolf, bitch
is it normal to desire nothing more than to be treated, used, and disposed of like an object by people?
>>40036733Thats not nice. The forest critters and generally get along.
I need to charge my phone befire i go though in case i get lostand get ready.
>>40036763yeah. i think thats completely normal
>>40036763No
>>40036773I hope they only rip off a few fingers then greenbell
>>40036798God didn't make you to exist as the human equivalent of a paper bag
>>40036789>greenbellhttps://greenbell.ne.jp/en/product-list/nail_clipper/
this?
id be fine with losing a few fingers. i really want my thumb index and middle fingers btu the rest is w/e. losing a finger in an animal attack and surviving would be cooler than having all my fingers.
>>40036813It wouldn't be once you realize how inconvenient it is. Scars are fine but not amputations.
>>40036812i have a very, very difficult time believing that.
>>40036824i doubt a couple fingers matter that much day to day
probably the most annoying is losing the ability to use shift modifiers on my keyboard and stuff but i could just use a left handed mouse and left handed keybnoard.
>>40036840then why doesnt it feel that way?
>>40036940>why do i hate myself
>>40037100i dont hate myself. i view my body and mind as separate entities. im neutral towards both
>>40037117>i view my body and mind as separate entities. im neutral towards bothwhat do you use to view your body? what do you use to view your mind? is that thing higher than than your mind or body?
>>40037159i guess its a unique stream of consciousness. its part of my mind, but so are a lot of things. i dont believe there to be a hierarchy; its just how i am.
>>40037208what makes your consciousness different from your mind?
>>40036718ok yeah that sounds pretty sick, sorry had to go shopping quickly I have literally no food
but yeh im a massive chicken btw so if I did that id probably be terrified, sounds fun tho
r u like serious abt this or just musing? idm either way but dear god it would be nice to have an excuse to get out the house
>>40036863Still annoying
>>40036940Because you don't believe it
I'm a clown
I'm a laughing stock of the world
>>40036863I remember having a phase with that character and bought a bunch of knives
>>40037228have you ever seen yourself from an impossible angle before?
>>40037260And yall call me crazy for relating to tomoko
>>40037260im not done with that phase and i still throw knives for fun
>>40037270I love fighting game characters
>>40037278Same I still have a few
>>40037242how do i learn to believe it when ive been shown nothing but the contrary?
>>40037296You just believe it
>>40037304okay but how? i dont mean to be difficult, but i genuinely do not know how to believe such a thing.
>>40037264idk there are multiple states of consciousness that give different angles when you compare them to other things. i feel like it says something
>>40037289>Same I still have a fewi got rid of my knives for the most part because i kept getting upset and stabbing myself but i still throw steak knives into boards sometimes for the meme
>>40037321it's not a comparison, it's genuinely seeing your body from an angle that shouldn't be possible.
>>40037321I only have a few throwing knives I got because ryougi shiki. I'm too old to do the other edgy stuff anymore, just not cool for old people to act like that sigh
>>40037333i guess i just dont understand. like i can see myself from behind if i focus. it seems like you can see yourself from different angles after a while
>>40037316Just keep telling it to yourself until you realize it's true
Whenever u go like I'm a worthless pile of trash.. you have to say no God made me to be my best self and my existence is extremely important
>>40037246prove it
show me the funny
>>40037349I really dont want to
>>40037336i feel you.
having to act like a grown up doesnt mean that you're mature at all lol sometimes it sucks
>>40037361I miss being edgy but I'm old
>>40037377im edgy but at this point its in an disembodied latent schizophrenia way and im basically incapable of being normal or cool
>>40037438Green dell is schizo?
>>40037438I hate that I'm attracted to edgy and crazy
Think I'm just going to pose it nowadays
>>40037449Caring about how people think of any of your decisions or personality traits is crazy
>>40037472Care to extrapolate?
>>40037447im just a mess. i know psychology too well and i cant get diagnosed or not diagnosed with whatever i want. i have some sort of psychotic disorder, latest diagnosis was bipolar 1 but i wouldn't be surprised if it was BPD psychosis. when i was a teen the diagnosis was schizophrenia but i left psychiatric treatment for years after i was 16 because i had really bad experiences. i hear voices and dont really care but have episodes of dissociation and memory issues. used to do extreme self harm but better at controlling myself now. i can low key feel myself slipping but i want to stay unmedicated.
>>40037449>Think I'm just going to pose it nowadayswhy not lol. its fun to embody aesthetics you life. the whole aspiration to be a good person is posing for an aesthetic. it eventually becomes real
>>40037532I don't want to be crazy anymore though I want a normal life
>>40037532Green bell pepper you need to take your meds before you go coocoo
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>>40037540thats fair. then acting normal will make you more normal too. maybe you can appreciate the aesthetics of normalcy? Theres a really good essay by junichiro tanizaki about that called in praise of shadows. might make you appreciate it more? idk. sorry. but i think admiration leads to aspiration leads to aesthetic pursuit and aligning it can be good perhaps.
>>40037542meds dont stop the development of symptoms. estrogen helped me an extreme amount and my hallucinations went down like 80% and i dont know why. i dont really want to deal with teh side effects and i already have an irreversible drooling side effect from it. id rather just get ect and reroll lol
>>40037590Surely it's still better than nothing.
fresh bell peppers are really refreshing
>>40037606theres a lot of negative side effects. doesnt make much sense imo since im so high functiuoning
>>40037661Didn't you just say you're feeling yourself get worse? A fire that burns bright is usually the first to end
>>40031222 (OP)personally i love dunkin iced coffee. but it can only be from dunkin and i will be able to tell if it is not dunkin. thank you
>>40037673the memory issues are getting worse. i dont trust them. they dont care about me. i care. once you're on those meds they just keep telling you to do them no matter what. i think im harming myself less. when i was living alone i wasnt able to pick up a prescription every month and my meds made me faint in the morning so i had to crawl on the floors. but they dont want you to stop.
>>40037738I get it's bad but not having them will be worse in the long term. It's either you're permanently holding yourself back and calming yourself so you don't go crazy always with that fear on your mind while forgetting most of what you do or you take your meds feel pretty bad from time to time but don't ever have to worry about going insane at some point
>>40037738i stopped taking my bipolar meds cuz i was stable and mados friend told me they made me act "retarded" so i did and it really fucked me up i went back to being unstable and i didn't realize it consequently i made a lot of bad decisions embarrased myself and hurt those around me
>>40037757i dont feel like that is how it is
>>40037829im sorry about that anon. are you doing better now?
>>40037870Hope you go crazy dumb bitch
>>40037660I love them. Also baked stuffed peppers
>>40037881okay. sorry if i upset you.
my phone is still only at 30% charge
>>40037977i dont really understand what i did. either way, guess ill go with less than a full charge
>>40038018You'll get lost and die God willing.
therory cud b tru?
when bob dylan said "i need a heavy headed girl" was he talking about mtfs due to having heads of large size and increased weight due to amab issue?
>>40037870sry i forgot my trip. im doing a lot better.
>>40038041Looooooooooooooooooooooooool
>>40037829nigger why were you hanging about Mado
henlo doods
still regretting uninstalling grindr a bit but I think it was addict minded the way I was approaching it
and having sex with men in their 50s or married bi men won't fix anything and it'll probably make me feel worse after the immediate high wears off
still sucks tho
>>40038018>piccute if they're both boys
>>40038025i just want to feel something
dno.
>>40038044i'm really glad to hear that. i hope that you continue on with the rest of life having learned your lesson and being happier than ever. what is your script?
>>40038085why were you hanging about nomi
>>40038099can you go one post without misgendering mtfs
Everyone i know in full support of the rude and mean lady that excludes me from the friend group she forced me to join
I wish she was forced to just suffer consequences once, to FEEL how valuable her friends actually are instead of just shitting on them even after they help her
I hate them
Let her GO already
>>40038125I'm not, dude is a gender neutral term
>>40038106i take lamotrigine 50mg, quetiapine 100mg and buspirone 50mg
>>40038122she's fun to be around
>>40035286where they hot? I was in a situationship with this 19yr old tranny with a body count of 37 lol. they were crazy fucking hot. only real reason I got to hit for so long was my dick was the perfect thickness and length to hit her spot. eventually she got bored of me.
>>40038169unless you're a minor
>>40038163oh thats what i took too but liek a couple times that dose iirc. maybe that dosage would have been better
>>40038156no it isn't if somebody says they fucked a dude nobody thinks they could mean a woman
>>40038228have you ever been to the west coast of the US.
>>40038228different contexts desu
>>40038205we're old women what would a minor want from us a werther's original
>>40038106If I hit you youll feel something
>>40038099Did something similar from memory when I was starting to draw and it still mogs your horseshit
>>40038245Nomi is apedo
>>40038256lol oh to have the confidence of a mediocre rich manchild
>>40038268Ywn draw a straight line
>>40037738tell them to give you different meds, dont taake no for an answer
invite someone more assertive to come with you to appointments so they dont just brrush you off if you can
doctors are scum
>>40038099based bushido daddy doodle.
>>40038256based bushido bish doodle.
>>40038099eh not in the specific instance when the person using that term doesn't understand that gender is a social construct and has nothing to do with sex
aka you, the racist transphobe Nazi
>>40038345>making up what you think I believelol
>>40038311I'm nice
>>40038352It's like a disabled toddler tried to draw something with a hand with no fingers and a blindfold on
Paige just detrans and be the gay fag you were meant to be. It's so obv
>>40038363you are fucking rancid
you genuinely disgust me
you're not even that bad as a person but your utter refusal to even acknowledge your flaws fucking disgusts me because you remind me of my parents
dont have kids you genuine waste of human flesh
>>40038363>>40038382oh wrong person lmao
>>40038352that was for yooooouuuuu
>>40038392wut
what flaws am I not acknowledging
>>40038352the pose on this and the sammy rye guy are p gud. dude look like from resient evil or something, im tryna get this guy i hooked up with to stop being a satanist or whatever n go to church with me lol.
>>40038238show me examples
>>40038243then it's not neutral
>>40038444Hugboxing nazis that think transwomen are gay men is insane work
>>40038444kek good luck with that
maybe try going to a Buddhist temple first so he doesn't get weirded out by a religion or spirituality that's directly opposed to his
>>40038453in the context I was using it, as a way to address a group of people, it absolutely is neutral
>>40038409not you gooby you're willing to address your flaws <3
>>40038431yknow how everyone haates you and the shit you say every fucking day then constantly deny being a garbage humaan being and blame others for exactly what you yourself do on a regular basis
that
kys
genuinely fucking end it
>>40038490Stop coping and go back to gaygen moid
>>40038516But we can bee bees. This is good news.
>>40038490fucking fag
>>40038535sorry ill stop
>>40038541We will live for thirty years.
>>40038268no she's not lol
>>40038462sometimes the doodles aint so bad. they're at least usually funny looking. i think she gave up being a nazi...or political at all rly. uguys scared her straight on that one. big W?
>>40038467well i think hes like some nu age spiritual blah blah manifesting blah blah type...not like Antwon Legay....still love king diamond tho. best band ever.
>>40038359what gender do you consider mtfs to be?
>>40038608They're undoubtedly women! Only a bigot would say something else!
>>40038510cope
>>40038516not everyone hates me
the stuff I say every day is just what I believe, people can believe different things than you without that being a flaw
actual flaws I feel that I have are that I can lash out when I'm upset, I can spend too much time thinking and not enough time doing things, I have a hard time understanding what's appropriate or inappropriate to say sometimes, I can be lazy on top of being depressed, I can set myself up for failure by building unrealistic expectations and then using the fault to meet those expectations as justification to give up, etc
I'm not going to go into a full psychological profile but if you're going to complain about my flaws and then fail to articulate what flaws you mean, then IDK how to even begin to change. you have lots of flaws too anya why don't you focus on those?
>>40038608gender is a social construct
>>40038600u will nvr b a...beetleborg?
>>40038675Omg how did u figure it was me... time to post my favorite anime character Joanne homourethra
>>40038675ok so you agree that mtfs are women
>>40038675cope with what
you obviously do it to be provocative
>>40038675>not everyone hates meand jepstein had lots of friends
no your problem is that you aare a garbage human being who insults people fucking constantly and then acts like you did nothing wrong
you are a rancid abusive cunt and I thank god above that you will never have children
>>40038733I only insult people who insult me first
mainly Pedro and Blobby
people are talking about bees?
>>40038675you can easily choose to not misgender and belittle people in here on a daily basis. or like when someone mentions a wife or gf you always ask if they are trans. You can be a better person but you choose not to
you guys still jack of ur PPs? or naw?
>>40038773I don't midget people again aside from the two mentioned
>like when someone mentions a wife or gf you always ask if they are transhow is that a bad thing? it just gives context
why not go to reddit if you want things to be so tightly controlled and lacking in authenticity
DAAAAAAAHHHHLEEEENNGGGGG
WHEN DID WE FALLLLL
https://youtu.be/2W_lQ-xVto4
>>40038780naw. pp jackin broke. unless maybe u stik something hard in my butt then maybe jack n frot a bit think cud?
>>40038780cuh I am the one who jacks off the PPs I do not jack off my PP
basement pp jaxx
https://youtu.be/ZSmaHtazJ6M
razor restock!! get hype!
not gonna cut tonight but it'll be nice to have them on hand in the coming days
it felt so good just getting them it's crazy
not gonna cut before visiting my dad though, don't want to mess up my thighs. it's gonna be a hot day so I'll have to wear shorts, and I don't want him seeing fresh cuts or evidence thereof which he would if there were any, considering that he looks at my thighs whenever they're visible
>>40039261We don't want you here go to gaygen
>>40039261can I see when you do it
>>40039308maybe idk I don't want to trigger other ppl into engaging in sh
>>40039327I feel like looking at it means I don't do it
I just want a guy to love me :(
>>40039389what about other ppl tho
I guess I could post a litterbox
>>40039600oh yeah don't upload direct
you can tell this thread is all newfags because everyone feeds the trolls
it's it possible for a transwoman to find a boyfriend who will not eventually troon out or want to touch your penis
>>40039874no? why would you ever date a tranny over a real girl if you didn't want to touch/suck the girldick? quite literally it's the only reason to be with a tranny, downgrade in everyway possible over real females
>>40039721feed me i so hunggies
>>40039901what? I'm trans, and I'm worried that any man I date might want to be a tranny himself later down the road. I have no interest in women, nor do I want to date transwomen even those who are repressing
>>40031222 (OP)QoTT: Fernet with coca cola, very heavy on the fernet
please god let me have sex with a daddy before I die in the nuclear blasts
>>40039978>"or want to touch your penis"
>>40040103yeah I don't want him to touch my penis
that's why I date bisexual or gay guys
>>40040096it's so good desu dads really know how to fuck
I need someone to hold me and tell me I'm okay tbqh.
Everything's happening too slowly, I've had to use my time off to deal with some leftover pre-tran shit. My hair is not long enough yet to authentically girlmode, I need to start laser but can't find the time. Whenever I try to do things it always seems like other people move too slowly compared to myself.
And I can't even put in the time to get close enough to someone for them to care to make me feel safe because I'm so used up dealing with everything else.
I miss the city, i miss being free of expectation.
it was the best of times, it was the worst of times. the cums were pearly tho
Face fucking kat to death. Janny be damned. Kat needs a hard dick not more gummy worms
please just one time with a daddy god
I've been a bad sinner
I'll stop taking the girl hormones before the nuclear blasts
if I could just get a crumb of daddy
please
god
just a crumb
i walked for a long time, like 7 miles or so. it was pretty underwhelming. i dont feel better
>>40040291You will though if you keep it up, walking like that at least 3-4 times per week. But also you have to make sure to get sufficient calories, protein, vitamins, minerals and water.
>>40040304im not optimistic but i am gonna exercise more so im not a fat and worthless just worthless
ahhhhh i need to buy clothes what clothes do i buy!!! where do i shop
>>40040556i would just recommend going to H&M or macys cause u get affordable prices and you can try stuff on while you're there plus there are lots of sizes.
>>40040579i always get anxious about people seeing me in the women section ahh
>>40040720have a few drinks beforehand and show up at a not busy time?
being obviously trans sometimes is a bandaid that you have to painfully rip off. the more RLE you get the more often you'll be comfortable and passing, but being afraid of yourself is just gonna hamstring your progress. you've got this.
just buy a shit ton of clothes online from amazon and return them for free if they suck. works for me
>>40040736thank you you're right
>>40040766i am the one processing the returns my life is hell
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KcxI-cVEReg
this video is kind of a vibe tonight
i found a suspicious mushroom and i was hoping it was a discolored death cap but im pretty sure it isnt
i need something to concentrate and calm myself down because im about to rip my skin off
Anyone want to talk to an old alcoholic transbian?
>>40031222 (OP)Was anyone else influenced to any degree by Chelsea Manning's transition? I remember hearing about it (pre-transition obv) and it got me thinking more about trannies than I ever did before.
>>40040848yeah, i would
whats up
>>40040861not at all really
>>40040943what are you thinking about tonight?
Guys let's just stop the larp. We can't be girls, it's just not possible. It's just playing pretend and it's kinda retarded at the end of the day. Billion choices in life, gender is not one of them. Let's just fag it out in a gay orgy
>>40040951Drinking and regretting my life
>>40040987dont say that sort of stuff.
it's too sad.
i still think its possible
its not really playing pretend if thats what you are
gender isnt a choice but when youre trans its death or female
>>40040993what went wrong?
>26hrs till examNgl last time I was this anxious I was waiting for srs in a dingy but quaint hotel in thailand
>>40040987Idk what you mean changing genders is easy a f
>>40041008thanks for reminding me to do my dailies
>>40041025game so buggy I can hardly finish dailies let alone actual quests. The stupid chicken spawns under the map. I reload the game and it's still there
>>40041056i havent touched this new patch at all actually. didnt even know there was a new event.
im starting to fall behind ugh. just wish the game ran more stable and i got 15+ fps
like seriously the game was extremely polished for five months until the shitty 1.5 update. what the hell happened
>>40041069yeh it's gotten significantly worse with 1.5 as well. My game was relatively smooth with minor ue5 stuttering but it went to complete shit with 1.5. But still that engine is extremely taxing to begin with
beep beep beep beep beep beep beep
scout definitely would be the most likely to transition out of the TF2 cast
>>40041248worried
oh so worried
theory is true?
>>40041364america sleeping issue
>>40041025are you pulling on the new banner. I don't really care for it so I save my pulls
>>40041489no. i only pull for banners when i have enough to get the pity. i spent all of my resonances on the angel outfit
god I miss him so so so much
>>40041477scout has daddy issues and twink build
soldier might crossdress but he's too much of a man's man to transition
pyro is just a lil guy and probably genderless
demo isn't gay but not a tranny
hwg is a vers top, not a tranny
engineer might transition due to autism
medic is a power bottom and highly misogynistic
sniper loves frotting too much
spy maybe idk
>>40041482go away
>>40041552spy is hsts
engineer is agp becuase he writes software
>>40041560spy couldn't be hsts, he impregnated a woman at least once
>>40041566no thats blue spy red spy is the hsts one
is it normal to press on your prostate with one hand while kissing the other and pretending it's a guy you really like and using a deep voice to say what he'd say before using your voice to respond
>>40041576I thought red spy was scouts dad
it's been so long since I've been familiar with TF2 at all
if i was a cute girl id be so powerful rn
>>40041544rip. I ended up skipping that one. I went for the autumn 4star last month. Haven't been feeling the five stars desu
>>40041552why?
doing some skincare masks stuff
have a pimple on my forehead and doing it to feel better about it.
i want to get a psychologist referral tomorrow and start working towards getting ffs again. the last cancellation kinda broke my momentum and ive been lost since on surgeries. letters are expired though fuck. my. life lole
>>40041723>Haven't been feeling the five stars desui did it for the style rating points i didnt have a five star pull tier outfit for that category yet
it wont even let me log into the game rn tho frick this
>>40041745I enjoy skincare. It's a nice routine to settle down before bed and such. I have a weird mental checklist I need to fulfill before I can sleep soundly...
it's good to get back into and take the steps required for surgery. It's still progress. and yeh I hate when letters expires it's so annoying how the medical systems work, but once you get back into it you'll make progress fast
damn I've been ignoring style contests for awhile...I really want to get back into it but it's such a chore when in in the middle of dailies or collecting shit and my camera falls through the map or decouples from Nikki and I have to restart the entire program. Or like when I can't login for two weeks because the devs broke the game entirely and they refuse to give me the missed diamonds I paid for
Shiiiiiiiiiiiit
Gaaaaaaaaaaameeeeeeeee
>>40041805>>>40041745 (You)>I enjoy skincare. It's a nice routine to settle down before bed and such. I have a weird mental checklist I need to fulfill before I can sleep soundly...yeh
>it's good to get back into and take the steps required for surgery. It's still progress. and yeh I hate when letters expires it's so annoying how the medical systems work, but once you get back into it you'll make progress fasti hope so. im really nervous about it. i wish i wasnt such a lazy asshole and had done this stuff years ago tho.
>damn I've been ignoring style contests for awhile...I really want to get back into it but it's such a chore when in in the middle of dailiesthe mira crown is like 800 diamonds for like 5 minutes of work its 100% worth the time investment
>find a nice feminine voice i like
>spend the entire day yesterday using it
>forget about hydrating and such
>at some point during last night i was hit with a throatache
>throat still hurts
Am I stupid or does god hate me?
>>40041849god hates fags so probably just #2
Japan being le good is a long term psyop created by Japan after wars they went through due to constantly invading other countries?? What the heck.. not feeling genki about this one..
aneurism 4 is so fun lol.
i stole 2 pieces of clothes from the laundry room
6 dead
>>40041849nevermind i think i actually just got a cold
israel kinda low based. fuck them persian mofo's thinking they can make nukes naw nigga
>>40042656yeh theyโre based af
New hot males to be released in limbus very cool
>war is bad bouhouhou
>terrorist governement making nukes? i dont see the issue
the absolute state of occident
Picking sides in a war is incredibly stupid when there's never a fully correct side
>>40042677the correct side is to not have a war lol. how is that anything but fully correct
>just donโt make war bro
how did they not think about it hmm maybe itโs not possible? very hard to say
>what is human nature
>just change it bro
>>40042698>>40042705army recruiters will be open by 8am. good luck.
your ideals donโt define reality
reality defines reality, grow up
>reality is when you wear a tie and millions of people die to generate government contract revenue for your corporation
Humanity never managed to dodge wars, not once in its history, saying things like "there should be no war" is just denial and escapism. If it ever happen itโs clearly not now
>>40042728good lord 4chan contrarianism is so fucking gay shut up war is bad you can just say it
>>40042739Of course itโs bad and itโs totally irrelevant to say it
>>40042745>nothing means anythingcool
>>40042760G O D is abt to B R B
you are not supposed to pick a "side".
you are not a soldier, politician, journalist or involved in wars.
discussing politics ruins entire friend groups because people have inherently different opinions and worldviews which are more likely than not to have been instilled in you through propaganda and societal pressures. your words only clash with the words of your peers, turning them into adversaries over conflicts that will never be your own.
rule #1 of social interaction is not to ever bring up politics. it corrupts your mind, warps your perspective and alienates you from others.
instead go look at clouds, watch insects do their thing, go into nature and find flowers you don't know the name of and learn about them. draw, write, observe, marvel at simple things of nature.
>>40042786nice post who are you
>>40042786>don't worry goyi- i mean anon. just look at flowers :3 no we do not have enriched uranium what??
GO JEW GO JEWS NUKE THEM SMELLY MUSSIES TO DUST!
https://www.reddit.com/r/DollarTree/comments/1l99kt4/if_youre_offended_by_pride_displays_please_go/
i side with dollar tree in the lgbt wars. death to target.
>>40042791take a wild guess
u already know tho
>>40042793and you being demoralized and forced into submission by fear of a non-existent threat is a good way to go on about life? do you think living in fear of "they are killing each other, you are next!!" is going to be good for your mental health? do you think self inflicted social isolation just because you felt compelled to argue with the people who are supposed to be your friends will do YOU any good?
humans have been doing absolutely nothing but kill each other since the dawn of time, and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it. life is really fucking short and being the mouthpiece of pantomime villain politicians is going to make that short amount of life just worse, you gain nothing from it while forgetting about the color and beauty of the world because all you see is demoralizing death and destruction on the social media n news outlets that feed on your fear based engagement. you are making them rich at the cost of your own suffering.
