Thread 40033713

>women embody the sacred and divine, a fusion of mortal blood with the holy spirit. They are the closest beings to angels: the mother and life giver
>I could never posess this purity of essence in my male form, for it was unclean and unworthy- blood poisoned by selfish desire.
>ritual castration purifies the body, renders me harmless to women, untethered to selfish concerns of propagating.
>thus, I make myself a servant of the sacred order, defender of the divine feminine light.
>by giving my body to men, I absorb their corrupting, violent, chaotic energy.
>by drawing the scorn, bearing the stonings and beatings, social opprobrium and rhetorical animus of the male dominated society, ruled by the pharaoh (servant of Zion and the apostate regime), i unmask it's profane nature, unmaking it from within.
>my fight safeguards the higher spiritual plains where the higher echelon of angels dwell, this is my spiritual warfare against the forces of chaos.
>in return for my noble sacrifice, I will be immortalized, rewarded in the afterlife with ascension to the higher rank of angels.

I serve, and obey. I rejoice in the acceptance of my role. I take for myself the name Abdiel (slave of God). I am a warrior from ancient battlefields, reincarnated in a new form to fight a holy war: to the wicked and cruel kingdom of man and bring about the kingdom of God, a society founded on universal love, compassion, justice, and peace.

You just sound like a gay weird faggot

>>40033713 (OP)
male feminism is so weird

>>40033713 (OP)
So you get fucked by dudes

Concise
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adjective
1. giving a lot of information clearly and in a few words; brief but comprehensive.

>>40033915

Compared to my usual posts on this, it's concise.

>>40033876

Yes, and I love it.

>>40033713 (OP)
concise ver:
women are human beings
men are weird mutant rapist golems
ywnbaw

>>40034159

Technically both are human beings, they just embody different cosmic forces.

Also, correction: I will never be the purest form of woman, the mother giving birth to the child. I will never be the hive queen. But the hive also needs it's female soldier and and worker ants, who have defunct sex organs. Same DNA, just different hormone signalling and development. I can be a sterile XY woman and serve an important function in that role. Knowledge of my station brings me soundness of mind and clarity of purpose.

>>40033713 (OP)
why u acting like you so smart fo?
stupid cracker ass bitch

>>40034219

It's just how I am: a pale, frail, reticent, soft spoken, lily-white academic at heart. I escaped the ivory tower, did my ass workouts, gained 30 lbs and got cosmetic surgery. now I have the body of an OF whore, but the mind of an overeducated white collar suburbanite.

I am tempted at times to give up my career to do sex work, but it would be cliché.

>>40033713 (OP)
Your posts always make me rock hard
Got some "violent, chaotic energy" I wish I could pour in to you right now

>>40035081

Well, i have on occasion been known to oblige worthy men, if you get my meaning ^.^

>>40033713 (OP)
>Feminine women embody the sacred and divine
It's not women.
It is femininity

>>40034620
Now I’m interested. What’s your height and weight? What do you wear to feel the prettiest? What are your thoughts on chastity cages

And by the way never do OF. you’ll lose your femininity in the eyes of any guy that’s worth it. The only people who’ll give you attention will be the worst kind

>>40033713 (OP)
oh hell yeah, a new schizo thread!

>>40035579

I'm aware of this distinction, and of many other things as well. For instance, a lady can never directly solicit men to contact her, she must be discreet and surreptious.

>>40035712
To hell with all of that crap.
I just meant that men don't want 3rd/4th wave feminists where they actively campaign on "women are literally better than men. Men deserve nothing."

>>40033713 (OP)
MEF kpop poster, i kinda hate you and love you at the same time...

>>40035808

>>40035808

I was trying actually trying to hint at something else hehe, in case there was anyone curious and wanting to know more. But no worries. I actually think that's a misreading of feminism, at least what I believe in. I love men, there's no reason i can't have a consensual relationship with a man in a submissive role as a woman. I do believe the sexes should be equal in theory, if I see either gender being mistreated or stereotyped, I oppose that. However I do think women still remain disadvantaged and face gender based hate and discrimination in many ways, and it's particularly stark when you average the female experience worldwide.

>>40035620

>height/weight
5'11 170
>fave outfits
Short dresses, strappy high heels, wedges, sandals, strapless bra, T backs, halter tops, Short skirts
>cages
Super lame and male coded. I cut my balls off and will have srs soon.

>>40035843

;p

>>40036167
>male coded
That’s where we’ll disagree. I find there’s nothing more effeminate and charming than a woman with a limp, estrogenized penis that is adorned properly. It is the ultimate showcase of the difference between her femininity and a man’s masculinity. Do you have any photos of you in those outfits you mention?

>>40033713 (OP)
why dont you ask chatgpt to make it more concise, i aint reading all ts

>>40036676

No can do sis, my posts are all bespoke original handcrafted works.

Besides, I've actually tried playing with AI for this and the content filters make it essentially impossible lol.

Bump

>>40036659

Sometimes I will add people if they leave discords idk

>>40033713 (OP)
when will moids realize that their delusions of grandeur over the idea of women as flawless is offputting and gross. sigh..

>>40038031
so what? everyone are offputting and gross. there's no realization that needs to be made.

>>40036041
>However I do think women still remain disadvantaged and face gender based hate and discrimination in many ways
You're single.
Do you own cats?

>>40033713 (OP)
As a grown ass man

>>40033752
fpbp

>>40033713 (OP)
I know any nigga that posts asian bitches is chopped beyond imagination

>>40038008
Good girl. That’s what I like to hear.

arthur_morgans_revolver

>>40038071
not true, moids are gross like this. women (people) rarely are, and if they are they're usually trannies

Quite frankly, this is false for I already possess a divine soul as a male; a small, meager one, but one waiting to bloom into something kind and profound. And should women indeed possess any sort of divinity that places them above men, then it is my rightful duty as a heroic revolutionary to wrench it bloody from them so that I may free us all from their divine tyranny.

>>40038317
Are you OK?
Did you OD on something?

You are meant to breathe helium in to sound funny.
Not inject it into your brain to think funny...

>>40038031

I hated this quality of men too, the pedastalizing of women driven by sexual compulsion. Mine was even more insistent than an ordinary man's. I hated it. I saw misogyny everywhere in the world around me and I was so aware of how poisoned I was, how i couldn't avoid being complicit. I desperately needed to be free of this gender! Have you ever been revolted of something about your biology, or a tendency, and been determined to break free of it?

So I made myself free. I inflicted the ultimate punishment on myself for my misogyny. I vowed there would be one less male predator in the world, giving up all the power and prestige of my position. I gave up my strength, my fertility, the invisibility and safety. I made myself into the object of my desire, I let down my guard and bore the full brunt of the world's contempt. I soaked it up until i became familiar with it. I patiently worked to recondition every facet of my behavior. I learned about men, got hurt by several of them, and absorbed that to and became a patient and caring lover. I played my role with ever growing skill and enthusiasm.

I won't pretend it was always easy. There were many nights I cried alone and felt hopeless. But eventually, my efforts nore fruit. I finally got the life i always wanted: free from all guilt, shame and fear, completely secure in my body, identity and my role in the cosmic order. It's not something I have to justify or defend because it just is. It's what I was made for!

>>40038343
There is no forgiveness or redemption left for me. Only divinity - a means of forcing myself in the right by becoming the arbiter of morality itself, that way I can truly abandon all need for forgiveness and feeling of guilt and shame. I will become a god; even if the world that women claim they'll create is kinder, I'll burn it all down if only I can become a god for a day and leave a searing mark in history. Each and every act I take and word I speak is an act of rebellion against the curse she dared to place on me - daring to believe that I would just wither away and die. But no, I am a blooming and winged thing and I will exert my freedom above all; racists and radfems alike.

>>40038417
Discard this useless guilt and shame and become the truest, most divine embodiment of your will and being. Male and female have no meaning once everything - including notions of sex and gender - are discarded and abandoned. Become whole! BECOME DIVINE!

>>40038417
>i felt bad about being a creepy moid so i skinwalked as a woman until they felt slightly less uncomfortable around me
wow you're blowing Judith Butler clean out of the water over here buddy

>>40038343
In all honesty, I kind of wish I was on DXM or some other disso right now as it makes me become everything that is me and not me whilst forgetting all of my flaws. It makes me so empathetic and kind that I wish to devour everything and make it mine. And I suppose that it makes it easier to keep up this larp as well, as even during the week following trips, I'm filled with a genuine self-grandeur that makes it easier to burry any feelings of guilt, shame, or sorrow.

>>40038488

>skinwalker!
>pervert!
>stop, Fiend!

What you don't realize is that you are echoing my views with every breath. Every rehashed point about "moids are gross fetishists, they'll never be real women," illustrates exactly why I am the way i am, and if you care to think deeper it reveals even more then that about the state of the world. You assume the role of the one who bestows validation without even thinking about it. But I haven't asked, I don't want it! I live for myself, following a path that has been revealed to me.

Chastising me is pointless now. I tried as hard as I can to abide by the rules you lay out, but it's impossible.

>>40038835
the rules are bio females are women and gross ugly disgusting moids are not

>>40038703

Personally i believe you shouldn't do alcohol and drugs especially as any LGBT person. It can easily break your mind and lead you to suicide, or trying to become an ex gay Christian or something or detransing. I've seen good people OD and suicide, or live lives of repression and self hatred fueled by alcohol, GHB, fent, etc

>>40038835
Divinity/Ascension/Miquellanon/Trinanon here, would you be able to share your disc (or an email)? I would like to get to talk to you and gleam both your human and divine self. One of my goals - whether I accomplish it through divine providence or mere human acts of kindness - is to elevate males beyond the deep pit and wretched mire they've built for themselves. I'd like to share this dream with you, if at all possible.

>>40038864

Assuming this >>40038317 is you, I don't agree with your views and I don't identify as male so I must decline. Sorry.

>>40038860
Drugs make me less afraid of the social and familial repercussions of same-sex relationships, if anything. I hate how women are the convenient option for me. I hurt one because she was convenient. I'd like to see them as more than just a convenient means for validation and intimacy. And I'd like to be able to be unafraid of desiring validation and intimacy from men.

>>40038879
That is understandable. Regardless, I hope you find the kindness and compassion you seek, wherever it may be.

>>40033713 (OP)
>women can't be selfish
It's honestly wild to read the thoughts of people who have never interacted with women. One of my favorite parts of this board and it's cousin (r9k).

>>40038855

And yet, you feel the need to write this sentence and believe it means something. Curious...

>>40038935

Individuals vary a lot and can do all manner of wicket things it's about symbolic embodiment, not saying "all women like pink all boys like blue"

>>40038855
Rules are meant to be broken and should I become a god, then this rule shall be shattered into dust - assuming it does even exist.

Women are unironically devilish creatures on the inside. They look good but fuxking suck when it comes to being a decent human being.

On the flip side, Being a man is so traumatizing for me because our bodies literally look beastial. It’s disgusting.

>>40038956
>it's about symbolic embodiment
Yes I understand you are wildly speculating on things you can only imagine, that much was very clear from the OP.

>>40033713 (OP)
Based and Passion of New Eve pilled

>>40039184

Well the truth is I've only ever had female friends. I don't relate to men much. I am somewhat autistic and I completely unmask when writing these posts so maybe that's what you sense.

But if you're referring to romantic or sexual encounters with women, you are correct, I failed abjectly and it is very amusing. My personality definitely didn't do me any favors!

>>40033713 (OP)
women are just men without dicks

>>40034206
>I can be a sterile XY woman and serve an important function in that role.
if you aren't doing this for some selfhating repfuel there's no point tbdesu

>>40039766
Friendo, I do not believe you have had a single female "friend" if you think they are the "symbolic embodiment" of selflessness, virtue, and purity.

>>40039988

I don't get what you're trying to say here. I don't hate myself, and my looks are the opposite of repfuel.

The reason i make these self indulgent threads is because i want to understand why i transitioned and why it happened later in life. I want to interrogate my own narrative of "gender dypshoria." i need to start by writing down the taboo autistic thought patterns i have about gender and thinking about the conflicts that people point out, I can't let shyness or self hate get in the way.

>>40040192

That's a cool hypothesis but I think you need to consider that people are complicated and capable of compartmentalizing. For example I've also written probably a totally of 500-1000 k characters worth of reddit posts about fire emblem, back when I was into those games, but when hanging out with my friends I have probably only brought it up once, in passing, as a joke. We all contain multitudes.

>>40040253
>For example I've also written probably a totally of 500-1000 k characters worth of reddit posts about fire emblem
I have no doubt that you have created immense volumes of useless information.

No one who has actually had close personal relationships with females could possibly worship them as the "symbolic embodiment" of selflessness, purity, or virtue.

>>40033713 (OP)
Trannies make fun of Christcucks, just to post this shit.

>>40036041
>However I do think women still remain disadvantaged and face gender based hate and discrimination in many ways, and it's particularly stark when you average the female experience worldwide
You are the most based most valid transwoman on earth and i love u. Everyone should take a page from your book of wisdom! Mashallah!

>>40033713 (OP)
You should write a book or screenplay

>>40039518
Allegedly SOPHIE's favourite book, incidentally

>>40033713 (OP)
Mef shit

>>40040811

Thanks but I'm nothing special, I'm just not right wing at all. I was much more hardcore about feminism when I was young. It's honestly depressing that cringe incel MRA stuff is so unironic here. Although I understand the emotional palette of being a seething cucked beta incel, none of that was ever political and even though I talk about socially enforced feminization that doesn't mean I blame the people around me or feel they were responsible.

lame
stick to sucking and fucking pastas
anyone even mildly religious knows men are spiritually purer and higher

>>40041869

That's wrong though. It's just gaslighting manipulative men using their coercive phsyical strength to write the books and make the rules. It's patriarchy and its responsible for war, imperialism, and slavery, prejudice and criminal violence. now that we have advanced technology and higher learning to equalize strength and control pregnancy and civilizations don't rise and fall based on military strength alone we're subverting that corrupt false system.

You're entitled to your opinion but what feels true to me is that it's time for women to break free and bring about a free and equal society. We just need to perfect the technology for defensive weapons like force fields, EMPs and nonlethal sleeping gas.

>>40041969
of course the deranged troon is a materialist who cares about surface level values and bringing them about through technology induced lobotomy

so you are an agp rapehon

>>40042332

uh huh and what do you care about. Why are men so superior.

>>40042333

Who am I supposed to be raping exactly? The women who i have literally never had any sexual contact with or the men who fuck me in the asshole? Also, I'm not a hon babe.

>>40033713 (OP)
>women embody the sacred and divine, a fusion of mortal blood with the holy spirit
Weirdo.

>>40040703

I didn't actually say I worship women, only what they represent. Or's an important distinction. I don't worship random terfs yelling at me for example.

>my holy wahmen praise the wahmen they are so perfect I wish I was one
>gook.jpg
>AGP.essay
Meanwhile what the bible actually says about women:

1 Timothy 2:12 - "I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet."

Leviticus 15:20 : "And everything on which she lies during her menstrual impurity shall be unclean. Everything also on which she sits shall be unclean."

>>40045649

Yes and that's patriarchal oppression that is used to justify wrongful physical and sexual abuse of women as well as denial of personal freedom and economic opportunity.

The Bible is wrong and heretical. I prefer bronze age paganism to that stuff.

>>40046484
>The Bible is wrong and heretical. I prefer bronze age paganism to that stuff.
You literally decided to call yourself a Hebrew name "Abdiel" and now try to pull this? Braindead AGP gooner tranner, you're a fucking disgrace to any gender.

>>40048630

I actually forgot to mention Judaism in my post but I didn't want to post a correction. I love how mad you are though. Imagine being a male without the restraint to avoid venting and calling people names on 4chan!! Thanks for stopping by

>>40048630

Oh also you're using racial slurs and advocating for treating women as chattels btw. Your objectively wrong evil positions are self refuting. It doesn't cost anything to be nice!

>>40045649
paul didn't write timothy 2 and every bible scholar knows it you fucking charlatan. jews don't even follow leviticus anymore, and it never applied to christians. what paul actually said: "christ came to redeem us from the curse of the law"

>>40048985
>>40048972
>u mad
>Your objectively wrong evil positions
Thank you gooned out brainrotten tranner.

>>40049027
>Sorry bucko, these quotes directly from my holy book all of out desert religions agree is holy inspired and absolute law don't count

"For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit. She also lieth in wait as for a prey, and increaseth the transgressors among men."
— Proverbs 23:27-28

"Likewise, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands"
— Peter 3:1

"Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience as also saith the law. And if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for women to speak in the church."
— 1 Corinthians 14:34-35

Tfw the thread gets hijacked by an annoying aggressively misogynistic christtard debater

>>40049362
Oh no Abdiel (Name meaning: slave to the hebrew god, despite their texts being entirely against your AGP gooner delusions), your thread about crossdressing and getting railed by men which the whom you hate has been hijacked! Maybe try some more gook pics again?