>>40036622
yeah :)
the junkie even had the thing on my tshirt tattoo'd on his forehead which we both found hilarious.
and shortly before that i was explaining to my date that life is full of synchronicities when you are crushing.
and then like 2 minutes later there is a couple junkie dudes down the right and i was like "you boys hungry?" and they said yeah, so i gave them my pizza box. then the dude was like "woah lost boys?" then he shows me his forehead and his tatoo says "lost boy" lmfao
there was hoes in dresses also that saw all this shit go down and some dudes.
i also gave the 2 junkie dudes each 1 black and mild so they can enjoy a smoke after their pizza.
but idk, i've been craving some dope lately and both my therapists have me high alert andmonday i get a pysch eval again by the state.
and... more stuff..
at a very sensitive point in life, i debate committing myself daily, and am mildly suicidal. but my therapists knows this.
despite me trying to save me, but i already know. cant save a whore. only horse.
i still plan to end my life before 2026 and do tell my therapists that i see 2025 as the last year i will be alive :)
actually i tell everyone. everyone knows.
i just want to do some fucking dope so bad right now
