Thread 40035751

I hate being bi because no matter how attracted to men I am I still feel like a rapehon for being attracted to women

>>40035751 (OP)
It's no big deal, as long as you seem out men and pass

Oh god I know how you feel... being attracted to everyone in the gym is suffering. I don't know where to look to avoid getting turned on. And whatever locker room i use i am going to see hot naked people mere inches away from me. I wish i could just stop being attracted to women it would be so convenient.

>>40035751 (OP)
It means you soulpass. I'm pretty sure over 2/3 of bi people are women. Yr gmi.

>>40035751 (OP)
Get a husband like me and we can rail a girl together or have you in the middle getting crushed from both sides

>>40035751 (OP)
same. im technically bi but heavily leaning towards guys but im trying to train out all remaining attraction to women. i very much try to aim for being "one of the good ones" in the eyes of cis people, especially when i start girlmoding.

>>40036427

What training methods do you do?

>>40036445
active mental suppression of any attraction towards women basically. as i have gotten more time on hrt, ive also become more androphilic naturally which is a big plus.

>>40035751 (OP)
Same, I've mostly been into guys my whole life but I still have a part of me that finds transgirls cute even if I vowed to never turn into a troonbian until the day I die

Well now I plan on meeting a transbian I met on Minecraft a few months ago who's a few countries away and if it goes well I'll probably come back no longer a virgin and with my first ever partner, I failed sistas...

>>40035751 (OP)
my attraction (if it can even be called that) to women is mostly an artifact from when I repressed both being androphilic and trans.
I was meta-attracted AAP so it's also very fetishistic. I used to not really care about the woman, as long as I could pretend that I'm the big strong man in the relationship.
Nowadays when I see a woman I find beautiful, I go deeper on that thought. I imagine her underwhelming female body, I imagine having PIV sex with her, I imagine having to choose restaurants, I imagine having to be the proactive force when it comes to dating, I imagine becoming a father and starting a family as a man.
I hate all of these things, so at this point I usually notice my attraction for what it really is: pure jealousy.

>>40035751 (OP)
"bisexual" for a tranny just means that you're meta attracted
eventually you'll drop it and go transbian

>>40036986
Trvke

>>40035751 (OP)
I just own it. Most women have rape fantasies anyway

>>40036986

>be me
>went transbian
>gf was autistic
>tells me "i've actually realized I'm mostly asexual"
>cheats on me with AGP poly discord pedo right after and then ghosts me.

I went back to men pronto, that experience totally cured my transbianism. Yes in theory it is very hot and beautiful. But in practice a relationship is very very difficult.

>>40036977

This post actually really helps me understand my own feelings about women so much better. I never really thought about it this way. Thank you.

>>40037048
> in theory it is very hot and beautiful.
no it is not, you're just trying to conversion therapy yourself - it's not gonna work

>>40037058
you know what, you seem nice - I'm sorry for having said this >>40037063
Maybe we're in the same boat after all (I just don't find transbianism hot even in theory xD )

>>40036986
I called myself bisexual for a while I think out of residual internalized homophobia. My husband kept asking me what I liked or fantasized about with women and I could only ever answer idk and eventually I realized I don't really care about women sexually

I've never seen anyone else express that so idk if I'm just retarded or what

definitely bi
just completely bisexual
spent time considering all these extra 4chan explanations of it but nah
fuck being poly though

>>40036986
real happened to me, im only interested in getting pussy now

>>40037109

Well i guess I just met an extremely beautiful girl who i liked a lot and wanted to make it work. But it'll never work with me and another woman, trans or cis, and there's a lot of reasons why. I've now been with my current boyfriend longer than with anyone else and I think he's the one!