Thread 40041486

It hurts but what can you do?
I have vastly different world views and experiences
Nothing like a girlhood or gd
Just mild body dysmorphia
Hrt gives me very little
I will never be anything but just some guy
That’s ok
:/
I can’t cry fuck!
I guess I need someone to tell me I’m ok, how pathetic

>>40041486 (OP)
Why do you want that?

>>40041486 (OP)
Firstly, just do what you want. There is no objective value in one choice over the other. We live in a universe without meaning, so the only meaning you should find is inside yourself.

Secondly,
>Hrt gives me very little
Explain? Like few results? No happiness?

>>40043310
Idk about happiness
Few results so to speak

>>40043873
Sounds like brainworms. And even if you're not responding perfectly to e, do you dislike having smooth and soft skin and not going bald as fast?

>>40044083
Those two along with low libido are literally the reason to be on e???
Like boobs are nice don’t get me wrong but holy fuvk no libido or male baldness is epicsauce
Idk
I’m making cause I’m not perfectly trans

>>40041486 (OP)
why does it hurt? being trans sucks

>>40044496
Being this beast is somehow worse? Maybe it’s self acceptance issue

>>40044532
>Maybe it’s self acceptance issue
I would say so. Sounds to me like you're upset about being male rather than not being trans, which is pretty much as trans as it gets.

>>40041486 (OP)
I think you were in my thread too and yeah it sucks but life kinda sucks

>>40041486 (OP)
same
i'm a cis straight man with ocd telling me to feel bad because i'm not a woman

>>40044774
what makes you think it's an ocd thing?

>>40044618
Is that true? Part of me would be glad to be trans butsybe I’m just not and need to like accept I’m not it is all so convoluted.
My life was male for once up until I learned about trannies and how to transition. I had already fetishized it so it took some time to go on hrt and like be here. Idk
I’m tired of this shit

>>40045101
because i'm not dysphoric and i have ocd