should i take hrt if i'm a 30 year old cis man who is is pretending to have gender dysphoria

>>40050711 (OP)
yes

>>40050718
you want another nondysphoric hon in this world?

30 is too late sadly
i'm sorry

>>40050755
the combination of picrel + wording tells me this person might actually have dysphoria
also: HRT is kinda fun either way and if she's a channer, she'll probably end up a trvemoder very soon

>>40050781
No it's not.

>>40050711 (OP)
I started HRT 1 month before turning 30
It was my last ditch effort before becoming an hero
I've been living 6 more years since, decently happy
Do it anon, you genuinely have nothing to lose

>>40050816
it is.

>>40050711 (OP)
that's the age contrapointa started
if you have any twink-like features there's hope for you
but not much left so start now

>>40050781
it feels over but i gotta live with it
>>40050808
>this person might actually have dysphoria
i don't. i'm just latching onto transitioning as a way to fix my problems because i'm a retard
>>40050823
>Do it anon, you genuinely have nothing to lose
i could fuck up my life for good by transitioning
>>40050858
>if you have any twink-like features there's hope for you
at 30? not really anymore

>>40050711 (OP)
>john 30
grim

>>40050858
someone post that pic of contra on space mountain I don’t have jt

>>40050901
You could fuck up your life for good by transitioning, yes
You could also fuck it up for good by repressing more and then trooning out in your 40s or 50s
Repression never lasts forever, and it's a miserable endeavor either way
t. repressed for 5 years

>>40050901
> i'm just latching onto transitioning as a way to fix my problems because i'm a retard
transition is usually not something non-dysphoric people latch onto to fix their problems.
like there are easier ways of doing that then becoming an opressed minority at your own will for them :3

>>40050781
nah

>>40050929
>transition is usually not something non-dysphoric people latch onto to fix their problems
yall always say this but I don’t believe it, self hating ppl are always latching on to ways to become a different person

>>40050845
It isn't, I'm getting better results in less time than when I attempted before, well maybe because I'm doing it right this time but my muscule mass is decreasing rapidly while my lower part even with all the cardio is staying kinda thick, my face hasn't changed much but it has become more feminine, so nope.

>>40050912
john 50 is a lot more successful than me
>>40050928
>t. repressed for 5 years
i've "repressed" for longer. all of my 20s have been spent thinking about transitioning
>>40050929
>transition is usually not something non-dysphoric people latch onto to fix their problems.
i don't feel dysphoric i just wish i were a woman
>>40050956
>self hating ppl are always latching on to ways to become a different person
yeah the stereotype of a terminally online mtf just resonates with me so i decided i wish i were a woman so i can be like that because i'm a gross skinwalker

>>40050956
> self hating ppl
well if you consider trooning as a way to fix your problems, there's quite high chance that self-hatred is rooted in (subconscious) dysphoria

>>40050998
i don't feel dysphoric i just wish i were a woman
yeah, you really a retarded dummy

>>40050998
In the end it's your choice, but if you're gonna repress, making threads in this god forsaken website shouldn't be a thing
You're making these threads because you wanna be convinced, because you're not so sure about repressing for life
Otherwise you'd ruminate on it by yourself, not in an open, anonymous forum

>>40051013
>yeah, you really a retarded dummy
yeah i know lol
i wish i were trans so i could transition without feeling disgusted or retarded

>>40051003
I don’t think so, I think I’ve latched on to transitioning bc I’ve failed to live up to the expectations of being male by having low confidence and low competence and just being generally indecisive and not knowing what I want. I think its only logical I would fantasize about being a woman and having someone love me as an object and direct me around

>>40050711 (OP)
Here are the changes to expect on HRT
>You will get fat redistribution on your weird shaped skeleton and your cheeks will get fat and your skin will get soft and your body hair will decrease and become soft
>You'll lose most of your friends but a few of the cool ones will stick around
>Your dick still will get hard but with more effort, but eventually you'll fire blanks.
>Your muscles will change shape and get a little weaker
>Your dating pool will vastly change
>You'll stop balding
>You'll cry easier, be a tad less energetic and you'll just experience emotions slightly differently
>You'll probably have very very different career prospects
>Your face will change but don't expect the bone structure to change and you'll need laser+electro to lose the beard
>People will just generally treat you differently
You'll either be manmoding or honmoding unless you have lucky genetics or can afford surgeries. There'll probably be a period before your tits gets too noticable where people will perceive you as 10 years younger. This lasts until you start being visibly obviously a tranny.
Anyway good luck anon. I threw away my masculinity, but my life has turned out alright. I had to sacrifice things but I gained some cool and wonderful things too. I'm lucky, I have marketable skills and I'm attractive despite the obvious androgyny and I live somewhere safe for queers

>>40051078
>You'll cry easier, be a tad less energetic and you'll just experience emotions slightly differently
this one’s a total meme. And actually most of these don’t apply to manmoders

>>40051091
>a meme
I was an emotional mess before but I turned into a wreck after I started, took me months to get back on track but now I cry and get euphoric easier

>>40051118
idk even when my E levels were way too high I still could never cry guess I’m just emotionally stunted for life

>>40050711 (OP)
do whatever you want life is going to end eventually
there is also the angle of hrt as body modification as opposed to gender dysphoria treatment necessarily, so you could look at it that way, and not transition socially on hrt

>>40051137
Yeah I was raised by women so I never had any problem with expressing my emotions.

I transitioned at 30. It went well

all trans people are pretending to have gender dysphoria
feeling like a woman isn't a thing

>>40051078
>I'm lucky, I have marketable skills and I'm attractive despite the obvious androgyny and I live somewhere safe for queers
i'm a techfag who can probably move to a blue city so i have that going for me. i'm not attractive and i will never be a woman however

>>40051228
>there is also the angle of hrt as body modification as opposed to gender dysphoria treatment necessarily,
that's how i view it as a manmoder but then i just feel like a freak with a fetish injecting drugs for fun