>>40058251 (OP)
Please, let me retry the last 10 years of my life.
> Unless you made discrete mistakes you would reverse, nothing ever happens.
Meeting my - now ex - boyfriend should be deleted, and I should have got an actual therapist who actually listened rather than a rubber stamp approving me for hrt.
>>40058457
yes
ffs too. i regret it so much. i regret everything so so much. why did i have to get spiritually raped and then fall down this black abyss why did i have to realize all of the worst things i thought about myself why did
No. You can't actually retry anything in life. Time is the most valuable currency people have and you wasted it. You're wasting it right now. See you in another 4 years retard.
>>40058251 (OP)
i just need a year desu. if i could just go back and not become an addict id actually be happy and in a good place like i was a couple years ago