I have no interest in gay porn but I keep thinking about getting topped
I've started dressing fruity, making my hair nice and progressing towards getting a better body
What's really going on here

>>40064882 (OP)

That's not enough information to tell what's going on with you. Not really. You could be repressing gender dysphoria, you could be bisexual, you could just really want affection and the idea of being feminine (seperate from being female) does that for you, you could just have body dysmorphia etc.

>>40064920
Maybe I'm bi, I sometimes feel funny around guys and I did fall in love with my male friend in high school
I could make a grindr and put "New and curious", I would have to look prettier first though
I don't care about trans stuff (the idea of having breasts is gross) but I did research testosterone blockers, it would be a weird conversation to have with my parents though
I'm confused