There is literally no one and nothing you can be attracted to as an MtF that won't make you come off as a disgusting fetishist that feels not love, but some lurching, lobotomized desire that even other trans people should be spared from. It is better that I try and deny my bisexuality until it becomes asexuality.

>>40068716 (OP)
It’s normal and acceptable for MtFs to be into men

>>40068716 (OP)
just be a complete autogynephile where you are not attracted to other people, just to yourself as a woman.

>>40068716 (OP)
Sorry OP, but this is incredibly irrational. You have a low self-esteem with horrific confidence, and you don't see yourself worthy of finding something attractive. How could you love someone if you don't love yourself?

I mean no aggression here, but please actually be productive; not beat yourself down.

>>40068731
I'm only attracted to anime or video game men which is so in the realm of unreal that it'd be easier just to take having no attraction irl than fake attraction to a real life man

arent you just too dysphoric/sad to be ready to be in a relationship?
im experiencing the same if so