>>40070444 (OP)that's literally me on the left. Everytime I go out, I feel my thoughts and insecurities crushing me. The weight of having to carry all of this self hatred on my back gets tiring. I long for the day where I can feel comfortable in my own skin.
my mind automatically assumes everyone is a 4channer who's secretly thinking the worst things about me.
"what if they think I'm a hon?"
"what if they're laughing at me"
"I should've stayed home, I'm so fucking ugly"
"They probably hate me"
this isn't even a quarter of my anxious thoughts.