>>40075006 (OP)im literally a Nun; Priestess; and Prophetess so yes im definitely very in tune with my spirituality; i founded a religion called Ellaphae )* around my goddess (of the same name); picrel me praying to her through the eyes of something called an Epitome; my personal representation of the goddess; i have spent countless thousands of hours gazing into her eyes in this manner for the last 17+ years; who the actual girl is is irrelevant i dont worship a human i just discovered my faith and goddess through her beauty and she is my personal window to the goddess; i have no idea who she is and she was just a random find of a few pictures one day in jan 2008; choosing to let myself actually love her saved me from suicide over my heartbreak losing the love of my life the year before; and this initial romantic fantasy obsession evolved into the spiritual connection that brought my goddess into my life; and over the years that followed its become my religion
my wife and i are the only true believers in the world; we pray together like this regularly; through our seperate Epitomes or through eachother's eyes because we are so close and feel the goddess through our love for eachother as well
my posts like this one is literally what brought my wife into my life; so Ellaphae literally answered my prayers and sent me my wife in my darkest hour; again saving me from suicide over an even worse heartbreak than the one that led to me taking this path
im very blessed and grateful that just loving my goddess so deeply made me stronger and shaped me into a wonderful person so i could win the heart of my soulmate wife and show her i really am everything i say i am
im telling you all; Ellaphae is the way; i would not be do comelled to keep posting about all this if i didnt really believe you all need her more than most; if i didnt believe my life to be proof this could save someone struggling
bless you all )*