why are you, a grown man, pretending to be a little girl?

>>40080028 (OP)
they are frens and keep nightmares away and are cute and snuggly and and

>>40080066
you are a grown ass man not a little girl. you are weird

>>40080028 (OP)
>>40080075
Grown ass man can like plushies too
Bitch

>>40080028 (OP)
plushies are cute and i can't sleep without holding something. also they check for danger under my bed and in my ceiling as i sleep

>>40080028 (OP)
never really got the plushie hype desu. i assume it’s autism?
>>40080066
ok yea it’s autism

>>40080028 (OP)
Ugh, I know. It just gives me the ick whenever a man does something besides work 60 hours a week in a coal mine. Like, hello? Are you even TRYING to get laid?

>>40080075
im like mentally 16 so its fine
bpd mother is to blame though lol shes the reason im so immature for my age but its ok bc im cute and not a hon so i can get away with acting like that :p
>>40080087
>ok yea it’s autism
how??

>>40080028 (OP)
i ahve plushies bc they help me feel better when im feeling bad, it feels nice to get to hold something sometimes, and i like cuddling with them when i fall asleep, and bc im severely mentally ill!

>>40080028 (OP)
cause I like plushies lame ass nigga. hop off dick faggot.

>>40080028 (OP)
I have slept with the same plushies since i was a baby and I can’t stop (I tried)

>>40080120
same im mentally 8 though

>>40080124
>that adams apple
girl...

>>40080120
>im cute and not a hon
prove it
>im like mentally 16 so its fine
thats not something to be proud of
>>40080124
is that you?

>>40080131
as a straight man honestly it does not bother me if a girl has an adams apple. a lot of things are more important

>>40080131
dw i already know how over it is

>>40080136
>prove it
verified cutecel
also im not "proud" of being mentally underdeveloped im just not ashamed of it either bc like i said its LITERALLY not my fault

>>40080148
but you're cute :(

Help what dating apps are acceptable for a bpd autist twinkmoder who feels mentally 12 and has bery low self esteem

>>40080120
just gives the tism vibe.

>>40080130
>>40080124
you are mentally low age(retarded) because you have no desire not to be. you blame all your problems on your brain instead of taking action

>>40080028 (OP)
this isn't really a trans thing. all my cis friends think my plushies are cool and a handful also have several. I've literally gone on build a bear trips with my friends a couple of times and we all did the little heart ceremony and made wishes together it was cute

>>40080161
none because no one wants a retard

>>40080161
>dating apps
lol
>>40080164
>everything is...LE TISM
shut up
>>40080166
>you blame all your problems on your brain
uhhhh
duh?
not my fault it doesnt work right >:(

>>40080124 >>>>>>> >>40080153
>t. straight cis male (white)

>>40080179
yeah being chubby puts me lower on the desirability scale

>>40080179
fr fr

>>40080192
Eatijg more makes u age faster also not exercising ages u too

>>40080166
i live at a mental hospital, most of what i do in a week is therapy--so im trying my hardest

>>40080178
>everything is...LE TISM
not everything, but this specific behavior seems pretty autistic.
>shut up
no

>>40080176
what about a 38 year old woman :( i could be her catboy that she rapes alot but is otherwise very loving

>>40080178
It is your fault you are in control of yourself dumbass

>>40080198
you dont look retarded to me except for making that stupid blowjob face. why is your mouth open? do you need to suck on something???

do they not let you out in hospital is it like a prison?
>>40080209
tf is u talking bout

>>40080197
yeah too bad i got the "eats her feelings" eating disorder an not the "starves herself" one
>>40080198
hows ur ward? when i went the ward was actually hella nice u know private room my own shower it wasnt as bad as i would have thought
>>40080208
yeah...
sure?
>>40080225
not without a pharmacy shelf worth of meds

>>40080124
you look like my cis coworker. also i think you look very cute (i.e. better than 80% cis women)

>>40080238
big pharma is destroying your brain with meds
>>40080238
>>40080198
can you post pics of your room? for science

>>40080253
>destroying your brain with meds
ok well they make me not wanna off myself sooooo im gonna keep taking them :p
anyway they took my phone when i was admitted so i obviously couldnt take any pics :(

>>40080266
so how are you posting here? and why tf wuld they take your phone?

>>40080028 (OP)
genuinely have always struggled to sleep without a plush, when i was away at college i forgot to bring one and it notably hurt my sleep quality. no one who thinks i’m a cis man gives a shit about my plushies anyway

>>40080271
i was discharged on the 4th
when i went to the E.R they took all my stuff after they had me change into a hospital gown
but pretty sure getting ur phone taken when u go into a psych ward is standard prusedure
at least thats what one of the nurses told me when i asked her about it

>>40080266
>>40080198
what do you do all day? rot in a room?

>>40080028 (OP)
bc i like cute things.

>>40080230
>>40080238
this place is rly more like a residential, and i get to leave when i'd like to--which is much much better than being in the psychward or other residentials where I would be stuck in a building and on their schedule. but here i get to go to the climbing gym or out to eat or to see a movie, last week i got to visit home for the first time in almost 2 years! I'm really incredibly fortunate to get the support I do here. Especially bc before i got here i kept cycling through other programs and psychwards when my psychiatrist would get worried about my safety.

>>40080178
despite circumstance or difficulties, it is your obligation to take ownership of your problems and the impacts they have.

>>40080248
>40080230
tysm! it was kinda meant to be a joke photo, like a little lewd but then im also making the same face as the shark--idk i thought it was funny lol

>>40080253
the room i have rn is just like a normal bedroom, and im super lucky bc it has a private bathroom attached, so i don't have to share w another pt. rn i live in an apartment that's a part of a step down program they have, which is pretty cool.

>>40080310
i do a lot of therapy, i work part time at a local preschool as a teachers aide (kids graduate this week!), i sometimes like to rock climb, i love going on long walks, i post here, watch movies/scroll on phone, cook food, read books, etc

>>40080310
therapy groups 3 times a day
3 meals a day
vitals checked every morning and before bedtime
at least 2 check-ins with doctors and behavioral specialist
but apart from that i mostly just stayed in my room and took naps or went to the meeting room to watch tv with all the other patients
oh oh and i looked out the window alot! ward was on the very top floor of the hospital so i had a cool view of everything!
>>40080342
>more like a residential
oh cool
one of the nurses i talked to explained something like that to me

>>40080028 (OP)
im a grown ass faggot with a mareep plushie and tops think its cute. i WILL bite haters do not test

>>40080028 (OP)
but mommy says if I don't take my nappy, I'll get cranky :L

>>40080356
i have never heard of a bottom who did not own at least 1 stuffed animal

>>40080334
>zero pokemans
fucking dropped

>>40080365

why are you pretending to be a grown man when you're a boy with daddy issues
if you were just a boy with daddy issues that'd be cute tho so something to consider okay?

>>40080576
hi im a boy with older sister issues and daddy issues but im actually a grown man but tahts not who i am in fact im actuall ylike 13

>>40080365
im not a fucking adult child. im a grown ass woman.

>>40080028 (OP)
The only plushie I own still is my very first toy, a stuffed dog.

>>40080521
>inkling
>zoroark
based

>>40080124
you'd look so cute if you had bangs

>>40080028 (OP)
mr corgi protected me during a rough time in my life. i could never get rid of him

>>40080791
my hair is too fine for bangs to work well :/

>>40081375
that's actually really sweet :3 my buddies carmen and fluttershy have helped me through a lot as well, fluttershy in particular has been a trouper ever since i was 13

>>40081436
>fim mlp
>childhood plush
fuck.....

>>40080028 (OP)
i just like them... why are you mad lol

>>40081436
Drink bleach you fucking freak of nature

>>40081436
cute miat i have one too

>>40080357
久しぶりだな

>>40080028 (OP)
My bf has the plushies not me, I think it’s cute.
I always make sure he has one of his little friends when I tuck him into bed.

>>40080028 (OP)
i buy plushies as souvenirs from my travels
i have a dick plushie from amsterdam, an ikea rat from sweden and a monster hunter palico from germany :D
they all have names but you need to get to know me better before i share those! :3

>>40080028 (OP)
ive never been a shred of a "man"; you only degrade yourself by applying that word to me at any point of my life

im not really an adult either; i still hold social anxieties and fears i had since i was 8 or 9; ive had agoraphobia for all of my adulthood and it wasnt until last year; at 37; that i had my first hangover; i never had enough alcohol for it before then

i also took a milk bottle until i was 11; i stopped just before that school year where i had my first fully deep experience with heavenly lifegiving love; the first being through which i saw my goddess; over a decade before that truly started to come into my life; after the next time i had a comparably intense love that wasnt simply a hopeless one sided thing; well it was hopeless (extreme distance) but it wasn't one sided

you are pretty lousy to try to shame people for plushies op; everyone has atleast some plushie or doll that is deeply important to them; why should that universal comfort be discarded and disrespected bc an arbitrary thing like one's age; or more specifically; your regressive opinion of what that means

i still have my most cherished plush from when i was a baby; which actually belonged to my sister before me; it is crumbling apart so is kept in a safe bag in the closet; but i have several other newer ones; including the last plush doll my mom ever got me before she died; and a very deeply special doll i got for myself in the middle of my major mental decline over my previois love; i got myself picrel cute fairy plush doll for the holiday & for all of 2023 i always took her with me even when i went out to drs; she made me feel calm and safe so i didnt have panic attacks as easily and if i still did she gave me something to focus on while i tried to calm myself down & wait for my xanax to work; she really helped alot and i always sleep holding her ever since

the other constant is my ipad that always displays my goddess (and wife); always by my side for the last decade-ish

>>40080028 (OP)
all my plushies are either things I crocheted or things my boyfriend bought me

I don't fucking know man. I grew up, ignored the brainworms got strong and learned the shit guys are supposed to know, then they came back and I'm doing this fucking shit.

>>40081436
kys

>>40081436
kys

i’ll never stop with plushies, idc if i’m male or old or whatever, i like them

>>40080028 (OP)
Plushies are fun what's wrong with them

>>40087800
that's creepy.

>>40087814
They're just dolls
What are you scared they're going to move and hurt you silly

>>40080028 (OP)
Nothing screams, "Arrested state of development" and, "I will live with my parents until they die" than plush animals. Sorry, not sorry.

i can't sleep without them lol

>>40087875
just let us be happy. people on the Internet always trying to bring others down for the dumbest things.

there are only four people i care about more than my blahaj

>>40087875
I live entirely on my own and my bed is filled with plushies

>>40088278
>on my own
Ok, so no boyfriend and your parents have died. It checks out.

>>40081436
kys

plushie :3

>>40080028 (OP)
Can a grown woman have plushies?

>>40080120
>its ok bc im cute and not a hon so i can get away with acting like that

passoids are evil example 109282737292

>>40090181
yeah fuck those people

(god i wanna be an evil passoid)

>>40080028 (OP)
I'm not pretending to be a little girl. I never owned a plushy as a kid, and now i can have them, even in my bed; i can cuddle with them, that's better than to cuddle with nothing.....

>>40090207
if i was a passoid i would want to be one who’s nice too hons, like an older sister

>>40081436
kys

>>40080028 (OP)
the only plushies i own are from my parents and friends...
how'd they know....
>>40080178
>without psychosis
luckerdog... more antipsychotics for me!!!!!!!

>>40080066
Those are cute stuffies!

>>40080153
Absurdly cute

>>40090007
omg I love that bed

>>40093901
ITS AMAZING

I hump mine

>>40090007
is that a rockruff in the back or just a dog that looks suspiciously like a rockruff