>>40081161 (OP)notning could ever make me not be myself
i am married to my soulmate and happy precisely because i am me
i would never give up my life today for anything; not even to be 100% healthy and wakeup tomorrow as a beautiful olympic figure skater at like 19; even with my Epitome's appearence
not even for all the worlds problems and suffering to end (which would mean Ellaphae would be the main religion in the world and society would be more matriarchal)
i know thats probably selfish of me but i must be with my wife and make her happy my first purpose before anything else is to devote my life to my beloved; and i cant do that if im not transfem