>>40083165 (OP)am i weird for wanting this but like, consensually?
i want my bf to have sex with another woman while he leaves me tied up and gagged next to the bed, with a vibe on my crotch set to a frustratingly low setting so that i cant cum from it, being able to do nothing but watch as he ravages another woman?
not as a regular thing but like, if we had a good enough mutual friend who understands that its not with the intent to cheat, that we could hook up with sometimes..
i think it would also be hot if they both took pity on me after and invited me up to the bed still tied up and gagged but i would get sloppy seconds from my bf while the other girl sucks my tits or something and then my bf finishes inside me...
is this even cucking at this point? is this something else?? idk im so weird for thinking this arent i... i want to feel the desperation to cum and then being rewarded like a good girl for begging for it so sincerely...