/lesgen/ is the lesbian general for all cis women and trans women (MtF) to discuss lesbian relationships and topics. All wlw welcome to participate in lesbian discussion.

Discussion of trans men (FtM), dysphoria, repression, and chasing of “femreppers” (“dysphoric females/AFABs” aka repressing trans men) is considered off-topic and should be redirected to their respective generals.

QOTT
>What would you do in Japan?

>What is a lesbian?
Lesbians are homosexual women, meaning they are women exclusively attracted to women (the same sex, female). This includes both cis women and transsexual MtF women.
>Can trans women be lesbians? How about trans men?
Yes, trans women (MtF) who are only attracted to women are lesbians. Some may use the term transbian to refer to themselves.
Some trans/FtM men used to be involved in the lesbian community as they often identified as lesbians before transitioning. However, they are not wlw and thus this general is not the place for trans men to post, especially since they have their own active community here and irl.
>Can I post here if I am a bisexual woman?
Yes, all wlw are welcome to participate as long as you keep discussion relevant to lesbian topics.
>Are genital preferences valid?
Sexual orientation is innate and we can’t choose what sex characteristics we’re attracted to. However, discussing how much you dislike a certain set of genitals can be rude and disrespectful. In the same vein, shaming others for their attraction or lack thereof is also disrespectful. Bee kind.

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>lago takes time away from her holiday to post this shit

>>40086180
No, it is not lago. She cannot post because all Japan is range blocked

>>40086161 (OP)
>What would you do in Japan?
Leave as quickly as possible because their culture around trans and gender non-conforming identities is too foreign for me as a North American tranny to feel safe.
Maybe eat some cheap curry in the airport before my flight out. Shit is hard to find in NA Japanese dining because it's too "low brow" for sushi places.

>>40086271
waow she should stay there forever

CIS. ASIAN. PIV

>>40086384
>trans and gender non-conforming identities
Idk about this weird made up shit but no one cares about normal transsexuals and if you were normal you'd just stealth anyway, so skill issue

>>40086459
i met a vietnamese girl recently and i'm really starting to come around on these posts of yours

>>40086271
>all Japan is range blocked
Tanahashi won

>>40086271
wot

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/kitanai_kimi_ga_ichiban_kawaii_ch01
Are you reading any yuri manga at the moment?
I read this a few weeks ago and really enjoyed it

T4T. POST OP. PIV.

>>40086161 (OP)
>What would you do in Japan?
Fuck around

>>40087304
piv with cis asians>>>>

t4t postop scissoring

>>40086161 (OP)
>What would you do in Japan?
Go to wrestle kingdom

>>40086161 (OP)
probably girlpiv uwu

>>40085827
i left the appointment when he was saying i should take all this medication for ADHD because i was too offended to continue

>>40086161 (OP)
>QOTT
>>What would you do in Japan?
women

so many delicious femreppers in japan

>>40086962
it's bad :/

>>40088021
femreppers are stinky losers

>>40087304
me and my gf after i get srs :3

manifesting me making out with a cute girl within the next 36 hours

i know the mimic's secret

>>40088593
I don't stink.

transbian gock x she/they pussy

id be unstoppable with a pussy

This gen is maybe 80% of my socialization

>>40091694
This gen is 100% of my socialization

>>40091694
Lol same, I joined this detrans discord but its all just women so I had to redownload 4chan

>>40086161 (OP)
>qott
idk prolly say sorry alot

>>40091694
>>40091869
how it gets 3 posts a week

>>40090785
This is playing with lava. It's fun until she picks a microagression to accuse you of rape over and ruins your life.

I'd be unstoppable if I had a pussy to fuck.

>>40092012
amabs don't get their lives ruined by rapist accusations

>>40092031
>t. afab accuser

>>40092018
You ALREADY ARE unstoppable you just don’t see it

>>40092031
blacks do

i am afraid of sex. i'd rather just snuggle but most people want sex and that freaks me out

All of my partners have been too horny for me. I hate sex.

its hard to find a girl that actually wants to have sex regularly

>>40092100
It’s because you’re on estrogen, that’s literally female sexuality, it doesn’t get awoken until someone youre close to turns you on

Testosterone makes you seek out sex

If trans women are women that means AGP is a valid form of lesbianism

goonin my little clitty

Are AGAMPbians valid here?

>>40092012
i would gladly risk that for this girl because she listens to math rock

>>40092890
always has been

asked out my (irl) crush and got rejected
pretty depressing

finished my weird route save on chapter 4 of deltarune. i really want carol to be at least working with kris and the knight bcuz the idea of an angry evil grumpy 47 year old businesswoman doing all this magical evil shit to teenagers is so funny to me

i NEED to make out with this enby god DAMN

>>40093330
noelle was raped and ringed in the summer of '25

>>40093492
honestly the whole section of kris forcing the ring into noelle was kinda rapey. him forcefully grabbing her hand, grabbing her cheek while looking her in the eyes, getting closer and closer as she keeps backing away, and forcing the thorny ring painfully into noelles hand making her bleed. kinda fucked up imo

>>40093506
>him forcefully grabbing her hand
erm his pronouns are they/them...

>>40093590
oh oops, srry! when it comes to they/them pronouns what i do is i just, make a mental note once i find out the person im talking is nonbinary and whenever im about to refer to them the mental note will light up and then ill just use their pronouns. it doesnt work as well when it comes to fictional characters or texting so ill mess up

>>40091694
>>40091869
same it's so over

my one joy in life is sniffing dough preferments

>>40093894
damn that image is a STRAT

>>40086161 (OP)
>>What would you do in Japan?
gundam base!!
>>40086880
viet girls are cute nice

>>40089008
adduhb wont bring you there

Ellaphae will (but not that fast)

can't sleep
need to make out with her
she's so fucking hot and smart and cool

Today is my last day of uni

I kno it's probably more bi centered but I've been having such a strong feeling to top another girl and don't know how to either convince my bf to let me fuck a girl or repress my liking for girls...
>help me pls ;-;

>>40094375
tell him youll film it if he lets you have sex with a woman

got less than an hour of sleep
today is gonna be rough

my gf said she wanted to break up with me last week citing that i brought up a past event a few times that she didn’t want me to bring up and has been alternating between crying, being romantic or otherwise kind with me and being completely numb. when i ask her how she’s feeling, she says she uncomfortable and when i ask her to elaborate she won’t talk
to me about it. literally driving me INSANE. to make things worse, we moved across the country together and have a contract on a house together so we couldn’t meaningfully be out of each others lives even if that’s what i wanted. i don’t even want to break up. ):

she just finished therapy, came up to me and gave me a huge hug and told me she loves me so like what the fucking hell is going on??? i just want to be able to focus when i’m in work and not think about this constantly

okay actually update she said she loves me too but then said “dangerous question, but how would you feel about just being best friends?” and said she doesn’t see a way forward together because i get confused when she explains her feelings. i tried explaining that she should try to elaborate more on her feelings since she can be so vague sometimes. i think she’s focusing way too much on the negatives and it’s not fair.

>>40096360
that would drive me mad

im so sorry your going thru that

After 3 months on HRT, lesbians started checking me out for the first time in my life. Went dancing last Fri and one even grabbed me, ran her hand through my hair, and stole a kiss from me in front of everyone. Men look at me constantly but never have the courage, lol. Guess I like lesbians now.

>>40096471
thanks for the suifuel. i'm happy for you

>>40096360
She's BPD she'll be fine next week

>>40096471
honfidence is wild

>>40096471
>Men look at me constantly
for different reasons than you’re thinking but amen

i dont post on lgbt normally.. im guessing this general is like 90% trans? no problem if so i will just post elsewhere..

>>40096539
this thread is the best you're going to get for wlw on /tttt/

>>40096542
are there actual womens on here?

jordan told me i sound like a little kid trying to explain solar plexus clown gliders to her

>>40096576
unfortunately not it's a sausage fest not one cis asian pussy it's terrible im crying we don't need any more amabs please leave

>>40096576
you're welcome to start posting in /clg/ i guess lmao

>>40096588
wat

>>40096596
i didnt know that existed thanks, you guys can act less weird and aggressive if you want people to think youre women btw bye

>>40096623
thank you one less amab here may attract cis posters

>>40096623
they love trannies make sure to let them know

>>40096483
she’s never been like this in the three years we’ve been together
>>40096427
thank you <3333

>>40096539
yea get the fuck out

>>40096539
um hi are you cis?

>>40094337
How do you feel? Graduation was the most depressing part of my life.

This gen seriously sleeps on cis asian milfs. Oriental neoteny means they look good until ~60 while most white women look like hags by 30. The divorced ones are also the type of cis woman who would actually fuck a tranny so it's perfect

>>40096786
I honestly prefer deranged Palm Springs Jewess widows and their handmedowns

>>40096786
preach

>>40096786
i just want to make hot women cum hard it doesn't really matter what race or age they are ADULT AGE THEY MUST BE ADULTS

>>40096855
im so lucky to be married to such a beautiful wife

>>40096889
who asked you weirdo I'm talking about cis asian piv

>>40096889
Wait is that your wife??

>>40096968
no, that's @reiko_sexy a japanese woman

gf that i asked out sending this to me is peak

>>40096360
gang (derogatory) i wanna quit my job and leave the country forever or kms i can’t deal with this right now

>>40097315
literally me

I quit my job 6/6 on instinct. Just filed to liquidate my retirement. Gonna get another passport and split in a couple months. I feel so free, anon.

SPOOK!
SLITHER!

>>40097420
lmfao please god not this shit here

>>40096968
no she just has a quite similar body type

manifesting me making out with a hot enby girl tonight

do lesbians like girls who are in their 30s and extremely depressed and lazy

>>40098130
no

>>40098130
yes if they are pure and sweet and loving

but im very extra super mega eternally taken

>>40098156
damn…

>>40098130
literally me

do lesbians like girls who are in their late 30s and are huge losers but are also kinda weirdly fit and look like they're in their late 20s

>>40098534
yes if the above criteria apply but this is just hypothetical

>>40093168
I listen to math rock!

>>40098130
This but I'm self hating not depressed and also very hard working.

>>40098130
>>40098534
Yes I do in fact have serious mommy issues and want to emotionally take care of grown ass women in my relationships. How did you hoes know?

>>40098534
Okay nvm this is literally me.

>>40098678
mega based

if i ever get married i want my honeymoon to be in hurricane utah

Bump

https://youtu.be/lu_Z2HJW21A

>>40096576
I'm right here

Waow aew is holding a show in arena mexico i wish i was there rn...

>>40102073
aew is just young talent being buried by oldheads

where is my god-ordained she/they gf

>>40102244
you can get a god-ordained gf if youre jewish and go on a birthright trip

>>40098725
hi I'll be your fuckup mommy

I can't even get outfits for myself desu

Why are cisf and transf enbies so fucking PEAK
I NEED THEM

>Be """man"""
>get used to masturbating to horrible porn and not thinking about the sexual fantasies and fetishes that deeply, leaving a void which will later be filled in with unprocessed pain, self-hatred, guilt, embarrassment, and shame to be filled in later when you realize porn isn't a genre of comedy but rather has a lot of social and psychological implications
>transition to woman
>realize that not only am I addicted to horrible sissy porn that invalidates my identity, but that there is no porn for me and nothing really fulfills me except sex; I can't just masturbate to relieve myself (my partner has a lower libido), I almost always have to supplement with disgusting man-porn and no; I do not mean man-on-man gay porn. Actually, a lot of it is lesbianism forced on some breeders for men to watch. Other stuff is me getting off to the idea of submitting, but I don't really want to submit to a fucking man... its gross, yet I get off to it anyway because I can't find anything better.
>consistent feelings of shame about sexuality that I can't seem to get over even with a loving and wonderful partner. Combined with the somewhat mismatched libido, the shame sometimes gets worse.
>But worst of all is the addiction to baby trans sissy shit that gives me my dose of submissive
content aimed at me and some sexual validation at the often immense cost of massively increased dysphoria, shame, imposter syndrome, and identity invalidation...
I didn't know a person could lay such a trap for themselves. I hate this so much.
I don't know what to do. I only have so much time with my therapist and we always go over time...
God I feel so disgusting. I'm not completely unattracted to men I guess but I... I don't know. This is so confusing. I thought I was bisexual now I don't know. And as you can see, my orientation is only the start of it. God help me.

>>40105485
And its like...
For some fucking reason I've realized I've been trying to make myself like men. I don't understand. Why am I doing this? Fuck.

>>40105485
>>40105497
I would always try to self-insert as the guy. I looked at femdom a lot, but either it involved repulsive trans self-hatred porn and I half-failed to self-insert, I tried to imagine enjoying being the guy, failed, and masturbated to the women. I never realized it, but that's pretty much what always fucking happened.

I remember in highschool I would try to "understand girls" by reading twilight or watching >Ouran
I hate those things, honestly. But I liked feeling like a girl or something I guess. I looked up gay male porn doing "gay test" and basically never liking it that much. Not as much as women... But I'm just very submissive or something I guess? But why am I like that?? I'm not some weak stupid bitch. I'm not dependent. I don't want to be controlled theoretically...
Oh sure, some of that I guess you could say oh you like the feeling of giving to someone you love or someshit. Then why do I have the urge to submit and do the dishes or some stupid shit like that? That can't be good.

What the fuck do I do with this shit? I'm so confused and ashamed. I keep having dissociative episodes... Some of that is more trans issues than lesbian issues but a lot of it is just basically me being addicted, or something, to disgusting porn. I'm not sure if this specifically qualifies as addiction in my mind like, I'm not losing time to it; I masturbate when I feel a need to relieve myself or occasionally when I'm bored. I mean, I masturbate a lot but... like, look, I don't fucking know.

All I know is that some thing(s) about this need to change, but I don't know for sure what all those things are. I just fucking feel bad and now I'm running in circles so much I decided to post to goddamn 4chan about it.

>>40105459
There is no such thing as a "cis enby". Thst categorically makes no sense. I'm so sick and tired of people thinking the words "transition" and "transgender" share a relationship like transgender means transitioning gender. It doesnt. Trans is simply a prefix used to mean "different" i.e. different from sex assigned at birth.
>b-b-but intersex people
That's complicated and most of them have binary identities. Anyway, there is no gotcha here; they live a transgender experience and should be included as part of the community.
I don't know why I'm explaining this. I should probably not participate in a 4chan debate.

>>40105485
tldr: I just can't stop watching sissy and maledom porn
off-topic, gross, didn't ask

>see cute tranny
>deep ass man voice
I CAN FIX HER

>>40106027
I'm opening up about a lack of lesbian porn and porn for women and confusion about my orientation. Kill yourself.
You think some early transition trans femme who habituates toxic trans generals knows anything about this?


I knew this was a fucking mistake. This is the last goddamn place for me to talk about anything at all.

>gross
You're a fucking homosexual and are going around calling people and their bodies gross? Grow the fuck up.

Why did I do this shit? Why?

This is the best I'll get. I fucking knew it.

>Nooo we only talk about my favorite lesbian issues not intersectional issues

I swear to fucking god. We have a whole world that wants us dead and you won't even entertain me. Or you will know, but you'll act like I'm the problem, my post is a problem, trans women are gross, I write badly or some stupid bullshit.

Seriously just why did I resort to opening up on this site? I cant talk to anyone about this shit. Its an anonymous fucking website. Go back to cis lesbian generals and shine your JK Rowling sponsored gold star there.

wydag that was a member of the bills mafia

>>40107078
>>>/lgbt/bigen

>>40107359

GO FUCK YOURSELF

I'm not bisexual. I just fucking focus correctly.

Why... I'm done. I'm fucking done I'm not going to /bi/gen I'm done.
So fucking obsessed with categories. I tried to explain I was engaging in self-harm but its complicated for any of you all to understand.

Apparently comphet shit goes over your heads and you all don't understand basic Kinsey scale shit either. Might have strayed off topic also, I don't know it was almost a stream of consciousness where I opened up my damn heart too wide and forgot where I was.

You're still heartless pieces of shit. I don't care what rule I may or may not have broken. The rule is shit if so.

I hate all of you just like the rest of this world.

Every time I masturbate to men, and yes I know your just going to quote that part and stop listening, its not as good as if it was a woman. In fact, I hate it. I don't understand why I do this. I'm in a relationship with a woman. I don't like men. This is something I had to learn.

Separately... I enjoy the feeling of submission and I like feeling validated. This leads me to complete garbage porn that I don't like and that leaves me feeling unsatisfied and shitty.

And that's all I have for you all. I'm out of here. I bet you're all dumbass city vegans too.

>>40107444
Also inb4 you all call me conservative for that last statement which I just want to say is a fucking hilarious and very wrong thing to think.

autistic women should be slaves to adhd women

autistic women should be stress balls for bpd women

>>40107529
hot

autistic women should have sex with me

vacuuming near autistic gf

>>40108006
sorry but the comfort of clean floor far outweighs the discomfort of vacuum noises

>>40107522
never again

>>40107529
no

>>40107589
no

>>40108006
evil

holding autistic gfs hand in a loud crowd and leading her to a secluded quiet spot

autistic women should go to art galleries with me

>>40108373
>>40108704
sometimes I wish I were a woman because need

overstimuating autistic gf until she cries and the yelling at her for crying and then sobbing over not having a normal gf who isnt an autistic robot who cries over loud noises whole infront of her forcing her to stop crying and comfort me

>>40108826
never mind I don't want to be a woman or have a gf anymore

>>40108848
most of them are like this
normals that is

this girl I've been talking to is friends with some discord tranny who has groomed kids but "changed her ways", should I be scared

>>40107078
"Wahhh wahhh I'm too attracted to my rape films why aren't there any rape films which validate me as a girl wahhh wahhh

>>40108826
need someone to do this to me..
t. autist

>>40107078
imagine being her gf holy shit depressing

lesbian piv posting doesn't sound so bad now does it?

my gf just doesn't mesh with me, I can't stop watching javs because only they validate my sexuality
my gf cries but I can't help it

>>40110003
>men pretending to be lesbians to get laid
still sounds bad

>girl reacts to like half my messages with hearts
we're in

has /lesgen/ been heeding the wise words of grand ayatollah sayyid ali hosseini khamenei?

>>40110606
feminist king <33333

tfw no white gf who says things like "ok no more nice guy" or "ok listen here, wise guy!", or "hold your horses" or "newsflash, buddy!" or "make like a goddarn banana and split!"

>>40110726
this but without the racism

>>40110791
how was i racist

>>40110872
why does she need to be white

wydag who jerks off to her sister

wydag who jerks off her sister

i really really really really really need to have sex with this enby girl who listens to math rock and goes to art galleries

i'm having sex in 2 days !!!!!!

>>40111284
same nona
im going to bite tf out of her

i'm insanely good at kissing but she will never know :(

>>40110561
girls do this to everyone im so sorry

transbians would be literally perfect beings if they didn't wear diapers

>>40110931
so she can say white people things like "well speak of the devil" or "oh for crying out loud!"

>>40111610
i'm way too autistic for this lmao

>>40111778
i think the autism intensifies the assumed importance of the heart emoji. i was the same until a straight girl did it to me + pleading emoji and was like fuck

straps are laughable

>>40111895
this fucking sucks lmao i just want to make out with a cute girl and do hand stuff

wydag who jerks off to her sister I'm being serious about this this is my biggest insecurity

How do you ask ciswomen and trannies out as a transbian how does any of this work they're so hot but I can't do it

going down on autistic gf while playing really loud noises that overstimulate her so she gets horny whenever she gets overstimulated

i miss my wife tails
i miss her a lot

i'm doing it it's gonna fail but i don't care

lago was holding this place together huh

>>40115325
i only posted for the proximity to her bio female pussy ngl it just seems gay to shoot the shit with trannies

i wish i had a gf so i didn't feel like a fucking loser doing activities by myself

>>40115853
felt

trannies are dogs who belong to cis women

>>40115467
ew

>>40115853
isn’t that just codependency? why not try to find someone you can bond with instead and then do activities with them?

how can i convince my gf to not break up our relationship? she’s citing that she doesn’t trust me emotionally anymore and feels like she has to tread on eggshells because i’m always so depressed, but i never wanted that for her at all. she just dropped that truth bomb and decided we should split even though we’ve lived together for three years. what do i do???

tfw no codependent doomspiral gf

>>40115922
>pic
good lord do i ever need to lose like 6 pounds

>>40116457
hi (joking)

>>40115853
have you been learning spanish without conversation experience?

tfw no making out and hand stuff in the movie theatre gf

>>40116733
that’s public indecency

>>40116950
and?

>>40116075
Prove it

>>40116733
omg this I just want to hold a cis woman's hand and run my thumb around her palm

>>40112684
Yikes

>>40116733
my gf and i walking into a showing of friendship reeking of weed and getting real gay like 2 weeks ago

>>40117675
>a theatre near me is running Friendship tomorrow
it's got to be a sign

>>40117727
its pretty funny if you like tim robinsons humor

>>40117859
love it, it only makes me laugh sometimes but it's always deliciously strange

slightly taller than me frotting gf

grickle x srsussy frotting

>>40116646
Yes since i could understand all of hangman adam page's promo on dynamite on wednesday

freedom is more important than sex

gf who puts me in permanent chastity and bullies me and spits in my mouth

sex is freedom

I bought a wii u today was that a bad investment

>>40119783
Kinda? Sonic Lost World, Game & Wario, Kirby and Pikmin are solid alongside the wiiware exclusive rebirth stuff and others. Wiiu is great as a comprehensive Nintendo library with Wii/GC support and emulation but that's less relevant nowadays?

test

>>40119995
No i already own a wii u im gonna sell this one but not for a while probably

>lonely tranner
>cold approach a girl in an LGBT mixer
>we hit it off
>we go to a private area and start kissing
>we can't keep our hands off each other
>we go to her place
>she lets me eat her pussy and she sucks my dick
>it's going to be a long term thing
The future is so bright I'll need sunglasses.

lago got me matches and cigarettes from the Tobacco museum's gift shop in Japan

I love my girlfriend so much

>>40120635
cute
hope she's having fun

Why did i buy a fucking cho chang funko pop

>>40120098
holy fucking based congrats

>>40121123
kys

>>40121123
yes sweetie ily

>>40121340
Awooga awooga it worked

>asked her out
>she hasn't responded yet
haha i'm not losing it nope this is fine

>>40121574
it’s so over

>>40121124
tyty
We're also beginning to tease each other in a very cute way. It's like the movies!

filling in for lago in her absence

>asked her out
>fall in love
>she leaves
haha i'm not losing it nope this is fine

>>40122443
god i wish i were at the movies teasing this girl i met rn i mean uhhh hell yeah sis happy for you

my gf showed me all her scars from her cat and past and then she pointed out some and tried to make it a lighthearted thing that they were selfharm scars but she got this sort of embarrassed and distant tone
so i grabbed her forearm and kissed them and she buried her face into my chest with a soft little noise and it was really cute

>>40124244
cute
I need this

>bisexual gf is reading a straight romance book
so tempted to throw it away

>>40124664
throw that bitch in the trash compactor

>>40124664
omg it doesn't matter

>>40124664
she's a person not an it

>>40124730
>well you see what happened was, they bridged it.

>>40086161 (OP)
https://voca.ro/17aCBklIPD1H
answer the question.

>>40111284
read that as 2 sex today
sad either way but i'm not in the best place

>>40095252
i do not want to sleep
will at least go pee even if i do not want

>tfw no gf who infodumps about film

i'm not an overly horny person but this girl i met a couple days ago got me going literally just by standing next to me and talking about analog cameras

>>40115922
Why are white people so much more attractive than us dysgenic fucking ethnic beckys?

>>40116075
trannies are men who are attracted to cis women

>>40122452
I miss lago posts
She is so cool and special

>>40126085
same, a post from a cis woman is like gold in a sewer i hate this place y'all malebrained

I HATE MY FUCKING BODY

>>40126453
should've transitioned earlier or at all

literally no one will ever date me

Iwn have what Madotsuki has...

>>40126611
bruh just transition and date another babytrans, it's not hard

>>40126625
not with this fucking body and my racial handicap

>>40126643
weight cycle, exercise

>>40126244
lesgen is full of straight men and lago is a bisexual

>>40126999
trvthnuke

>>40126643
i cut myself today for being white you have it easy

might be seeing Friendship with someone tomorrow

gf wants me to be more bratty but I'm too submissive to figure how to do it, chat how do i into being bratty

>>40129404
also I guess this is also the place where I would ask, how do I get her to actually hurt me. She's too scared to actually push me until I need to use the safeword, I try to egg her on by biting her and hitting her but she's very strong and restrains me pretty much instantly and won't hurt me anymore

Wow... so, lawyerussy.. damn.
What have you hoes been up to today?

>>40129488

i need her to spit in my mouth

>>40125504
im in film school pick me pick me

>>40131274
28 years later with gf

clamgirls...

I’m not even fucking trans
Almost a decade spent trying to be something I’m not

>>40134926
why not nona?

my girlfriend has sick family and so i probably wont get to see her for a while and all i want is for her to hold me i feel like everything is going to shit and she's the only person who makes me feel happy

>>40134957
Because I had a brain injury 10 years ago, I was very vulnerable and lonely and still recovering, I must have convinced myself I had gender dysphoria and needed to transition asap because I wanted to be a part of a community uwu and reject heteronormative society
But after I got ffs and started getting gendered as a woman more often I started to lean into my masculinity more and wore a lot less women’s clothes and barely did my makeup anymore and idgaf if people clock me now
But the whole time I never made any friends or had any relationships or anything because everybody saw me as a trans woman when I’m probably just a cis man so it was all a waste of time and money, probably like 20000 dollars for surgeries and laser and electro and clothes that i wore once and never again
I am in deep pain

>>40135045
ngl mostly peeling my skin off in jealousy so im afraid I cant help you
gl

>>40135052
I’m so relieved I finally have a way out

>>40135045
become an AMAB butch on T

ive been seeing this older woman recently. she's at least 20 years older than me, so sexy
she treats me like a princess and ravages me by night
it's only been 8 months, and i feel like we wont make it to a year. call it anxiety, i can just feel that this explosive love is temporary
but i love being with her, so if it ends, whatever. at least it happened.

as a transbian rapehon i sure did love jacking off in front of a full-length mirror as a teenager

what movie should i watch? i was watching mission impossible 2 but it was too rapey and misogynistic when the main bad guy forced main female character to sleep with him i turned it off

>>40135207
cant go wrong with Everything Everywhere All At Once. Sinners is on streaming. I was watching that Steve Jobs movie the other day (the good one, not the bad one).

I hate the mission impossible series. i saw the newest one in theater, and the action set pieces are great, but the deification of Ethan Hunt is unbearable, and im sorry, but with Tom Cruise's bloated old alcoholic face, i cant understand why Hayley Atwell would get with him. she looks literally angelic and Tom Cruise is just like... a guy.
im biased obviously but be for real

>>40135251
ive watched eeaao like 3 times and i watches sinners last week :p

but god, the second mission impossible is so misogynistic. it does the action movie/anime thing were they introduce a so called "strong" female character who they tell you countless times shes very competent and smart, only for her to mess up over and over again in multiple stupid was so ethan hunt can save her. bleh, id rather them be portrayed as damsels in distress over the narrrative pretending shes all tough and strong only for her to get in trouble and make the worst decisions over and over

>>40135291
if you're down for a tv show, ive been watching How To With John Wilson. it's hilarious, i highly recommend.

i hate tom cruise. controversial statement, i know. but it's crazy to me how much fame he still has. but im the dumb cunt who saw his shit movie in imax, so who am i to say anything.

kill yourself

>>40135126
People will recoil at me trying to "date outside my age" and then post this
It's not fair

>>40135207
watch high and low (1963)

>>40135450
if you mean that you’re an older woman trying to date younger, if it makes you feel any better, i am her dirty little secret.
i only know her, she hasn’t introduced me to her friends or anything. she can be cagey about her personal life
it’s how i know it’s probably temporary. i’m not really a gf to her, more like a living doll she can play with. which i absolutely don’t mind. i like being a doll. but it can be a little soul crushing.
sorry. i’m rambling.

>>40135516
That's rough. At least you're having fun with it

tfw no MtFtTheyfab gf

>mtf top transbian
Should i just detroon at this point? I feel like I'd have an easier time

>>40136140
yeah i did the same. to me being balls deep in pussy was more important than dysphoria

manifesting this girl not having too much dysphoria to go on a date with me today

>>40136467
did you get your tits cut off?

>>40136140
>>40136467
piv sisters not like this...

wow i am fucking terrible at playing it cool

>>40136140
Tranny on cisf PIV is what the Earth was made for. Don't give up

>>40137498
yeah although I still have nipples

>>40137681
what about tranny for post op tranny piv

>>40136140
you should move to minnesota and bend me over first and see if that makes you come to your senses instead

>>40137759
sorry im only interested in biological women

>>40137764
cringe

idk how anyone can be comfortable enough pre or detrans to be intimate
I detransed for two years and was ero-ace at the time
>tfw fumbled 6'2 baddie during that period (was strictly gay)

>>40137808
oof
lost access to hormones for 5 years, focused on nothing but work and improving myself, wound up becoming an alcoholic and nearly ruining my life

>>40137808
also cute pic

>>40137943
many such cases :(

>>40137764
Same here

>>40137756
transhumanist swag

>>40135115
What even is that?

>>40137748
youre gonna regret that

>>40137943
how do you just lose access for 5 years?

need gf who cries from anxiety when trying to ask me out

why am i falling for my transbian twinkhon roommate...

>>40138482
lost my source
whats it to you?

>>40138668
you love to see it

>>40138685
i was on a date with a hot guy and i felt kind of bad because it wasnt with her.... she probably doesnt even like me!!

really wasn't expecting 8 & 1/2 from asteroid city, I thought it'd be another goofy feel good wes a film

terf gf that misgenders me and laughs at me when I act or dress feminine

>>40139000
every t4c relationship

>>40139000
>>40139108
you're gross

t4t gf that romanticizes life and doesnt care for the judgement of others
that sees the beauty in things and doesnt seek to capture fleeting moments but experiences all that life has to offer at all times
she is unapologetically herself and the passing faces that sneer or dislike her are blurs in her whirlwind of enjoyment that she invites you into with her hand held out

>>40139156
u good u keep posting pls dear god

cis gf who cucks you with a tranny who's way hotter and cooler than you and plays video games with you after she's made your gf cum more than you ever could

LOOK AT THIS STUPID BABY
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>40139152
how?

>>40139295
terfs are awful people
you would probably be more suited to /clg/

>>40139325
I'm not a terf are you retarded? reread my post
>>40139000

>>40139192
this but it's the t4t gf who leaves you for the cis

>>40139325
>terfs are awful people
that’s my type

>>40139989
sorry for not wanting to read about terfs in the non terf thread
you might enjoy them telling you to go away that was my point, retard