>>40091216 (OP)
>be me 10yo
>wanted to be a girl from as early as i can remember
>already out to parents, just told them i wanna be a girl not a boy
>unrestricted internet access
>"how to become a girl"
>eventually find out hrt exists
>"how to get hrt"
>need prescription
>prescriptions come from doctors
>thats gay why do i need a doctor to be a girl
>ask parents about getting me to a doctor who can turn me into a girl
>doctor says i have to be 18
>wtf im not waiting that long
>go ask about hrt without a doctor in the youtube comments of crossdresser videos
>eventually find out about diy
>itbegins.mp4
>skip to 3 years later of extensive research and rummaging around on forums and /lgbt/ and talking to perhaps not the most trustworthy people while faking my age
>find a hrt homebrewer
>report my findings to parents
>"you can get it once you have your own money, that sounds illegal and we dont want to get in trouble"
>pussies
>start filling out those surveys that promise to give you money if you install a virus on your pc
>had a bank card at this point but couldnt buy anything online yet
>most of them didnt give you any money, but some did
>kept going for a long time, wrecked my pc thoroughly
>gathered enough money to buy diy
>told parents that "i got the money for it now, will you buy it for me?"
>they see the dedication and how serious i am about this, they feel if they dont do it it's going to hurt me a lot in the future if i went this far to get the money
>they tell me i have to buy needles too, but those arent illegal (family friend is diabetic, just bought from where they got them for insulin)
>end up starting mono E at 13
worked for even an eurotard with bad diy options
did i scar myself forever by reading tranny forums as a preteen? probably
am i pretty now? debatable, still grew to 5'11
being a youngshit guaranteed me nothing but at least i cant beat myself up over not getting it as early as i could
