I dont think i could ever marry someone... the idea of being stuck in the same relationship for too long seems claustrophobic.

>>40110134 (OP)
It only feels claustrophobic if you aren't with somebody you truly love. Once you are, the inevitability of death is the only thing that will feel like it's confining you.

>>40110153
Hmmm i dont think im capable of feeling true love...

>>40110134 (OP)
I want to get married and adopt kids, but I don't think I'll ever have that as a gay man. Maybe in the next life...

ive already asked for her ring size so i can be ready to surprise her after she stops thinking about it

I want to marry her
But thats getting like 12 steps ahead of myself

>>40110134 (OP)
I do. I want to have that kind of love at least once in my life. Hopefully for most of it.

>>40110134 (OP)
as if anyone would want to be around me for more than an hour or two.

>>40110134 (OP)
I wouldn't say no, but I don't think it will happen. I think I will die a virgin.

>>40110134 (OP)
i’m far from against marriage, both my relationships have been relatively long and the problems with them never involved me being unable to commit. i struggle with the idea someone will want to marry me though

>>40110134 (OP)
I absolutely positively NEED to have a husband who I share mutual love and respect and understanding with.
This goal seems increasingly daunting.

>>40110134 (OP)
I would love to be a wife and mother more than anything but...I guess it's hard to hope

>>40110134 (OP)
I am gonna lock down my girl and keep her and I don't care what y'all sinners and daughters of sodom have got to say about free love. I got captive love and that's the only kinda love I want

>>40112936
>captive love a

I feel like thats an evil form of love. Tho it is hot and makes for great writing.

But in those stories, usually the captive escapes with the help of a true love, and the captor is left alone or even killed.

Its ironic hoe u wish to imprison others despite being captive to your desire that will inevitably lead to your solitude.

>>40110153
i love the way you worded this. that's exactly how i feel with my fiance. when the time inevitably comes, we will go together into whatever comes next

>>40110134 (OP)
If my girlfriend wants to I will, I don't want one of those big fancy American weddings though, it'll be a small thing focusing more on us and probably nature related something we both find comfortable, I kinda wanna adopt a son to raise with her too but I want her to be fully confident and ready with herself before doing anything, she's amazing though

>>40110209
me neither. i hope i find someone that proves me wrong though

>>40110134 (OP)
ive been with my bf for 7 years (we were teens when we got together that's why we're not married yet) and i plan to marry him within a couple years

>passoid
>good conversation
>educated, good career prospects
however i'm finnish so i will never find love
i would love to find someone to get married with but i have to play the cards im given and become a c-suite girlboss then i guess...

>>40110134 (OP)
my life dream was being a long term domestic partner/homemaker type
Anyway I have bpd so lmao that's not happening

>>40115358
Is finland that bad..? I know a lot of the transgirls from there pass well are the guys all autistic lovers?

>>40115390
yeah the guys are all distant and never approach anyone so unless youre forced to interact in class or sth its kinda impossible to start something

>>40115402
Oof time to move somewhere like the Netherlands and start your love journey anew!

>>40115418
this is the plan yeah
im finishing my phd then moving