Thread 40115063

malding edition
QOTT: why are you so bald????

love urself

im really sad and my heart hurts and i feel like im back on my childhood bed again and im really sad and my heart hurts and i am on my childhood bed. crying. because of dysphoria but there are also other reasons. and it’s really mostly only a bummer because i look like a skinny fst male i look unfortunately male and also like my father. if i didnt look like a fat rapist abuser male monster i would be happy being a male, maybe. epigenetically i am influenced by my mother’s fear of her father and j look like her father another vector. i hate men. i hate myself. i wish i never transitioned. i wish i was covered in hair and muscular and smiling on a hiking trail maybe a camp grounds right now. in a woods.

stupid. i can feel my infertility if i think about it too directly

indian food always makes me regret how racist i am

>>40115122
Real

>>40115063 (OP)
i am safe and hidden. nobody mocks me. this is my zen palace. nobody mocks me

>>40115201
>i look unfortunately male and also like my father
Fucking same. Nothing worse than seeing my dad in the mirror.
But also you can still go hiking and camping. You should do that if you want to.

if it was the 80s i would hsve been a beautiful msucular hairy gay man and died in the aids epidemic before dysphoria got too bad

>>40115235
actually trannies are fundamentally embarrassing and grating and generally offensive to look at

>>40115256
Pretty privilege is still at play. Are you cute?

i am not sentient

>>40115265
im alright and people like me and want to protect me if i have a nice haircut and do my skincare and look around with a smile but i have violence in my soul. besides no haifcuts and no water and no eating right and generally bad habits for months now have left me looking and feeling like my worst

i was baited again i bet

>>40115284
Im just now kinda getting out of a depressive state that had me looking the worst too. Getting back in the gym has me already feeling better though.

>>40115318
ok, the people in my life yell at me even when i beg them not to and then i break things

>>40115323
Why do they yell at you?

im mentally frozen at the age where i didn’t get my hormone blockers

>>40115338
i assume im incredibly frustrating to deal with ever since i got brain damage from hanging myself and i didnt tell anybody and i dont have the energy to play mental gymnastics and defend myself and my sanity from encroaching personalities so i break things because i feel trapped in a glass dome and if something shatters it will let me out and i can use my head correctly again and also j would be back in time to another point in my life

im being baited. i need indian food i need a ton of dosa

yep
I am not trans
10 video essays after confirms it
I hate tocd
cya tmr

>>40115361
That sounds like an incredibly rough situation anonette:( An attempted suicide is a traumatic experience that will probably need help to work through. Might be a good idea to talk to someone, could help both you and the people around you who may just be worried about you.

>male mice are having viable babies together
i accepted repression for the sake of my baby and then killed it with lateshit manmoding anyways and if i had only trusted god and transitioned and fought for my life when it mattered i would be happy and fulfilled and i would probably get tk raise my own child in the comjng decades but that will never happen now

i cant believe i was actually raped by another human it’s such a primal memory. real jungle shit

my dad touched my penis on accident once but it felt kinda good

>>40115339
8–14? just emotionally or your reading level, too?

>>40115426
i can read at a high enough level, please dont be rude

KILL ME
DO IT
IT HURTS
it hurts
help
helpo help
eigeipionp

>>40115410
Kinda fucked you can work through it, have decades pass, but the memory never leaves.

rape me :(

>>40115211
you don't have to discriminate on the basis of race. you can always discriminate based on nationality, religion, politics, language, culture, and fashion instead. you'd probably get more accurate results that way considering wiggers, oreos, etc.

>>40115436
i'll hug u
drop disc

IWNBAW
I am a man
I act male
I perform male
I am male
there is no escape
i am untrans
I am male
I need to stop coming here

>>40115446
>another suicide baiter
>another chaser gooner
>another get me to post face and send it to the modercord
fuck off

now that chuddie is banned for spamming i hope she doesn't ban evade to spam more
or jump off that bridge she's always talking about lately
i'm too lazy to post up there but she must have a brain tumor or something the way she's been since 2025 started. i miss the old /mmg/

WHY DID I LIE
If I told pople I am not trans I would have been fine :3
I tried to be but there is no hope
IM DEAD
I AM DEAD
My skin is not my own
I wish I was real :)

>>40115447
twinsies, bestie
>>40115454
that's not me but okay
the annoying thing i do is take go long to reply or just not reply at all

/mmg/ 2025 is the ultimate dumpsterfire
>>40115464
did you come out and then try to detransition or something? lol

we really beat gaygen and femrepgen due to the spam

NOPE WE ARE NOT THE SAME
YOU ARE A TRANS WOMAN
I AM A MAN that trooned with estrogen
we are NOT the same
why and how did I get here?
porn?
transformation fascination as a 9yo?
I am out to a lot of trans people and to my best friend. Its over
they see as thisa cool aloof older tranny that gives no shit and is gayyyy but no
I am a real cis straight male!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

It's still only half way through 2025. We can still save the year for mmg.

/mmg/ is the new /mtfg/
a reflection of the sad state of /lgbt/ in 2025
the angels left. the demons rule
>>40115495
>I AM A MAN that trooned with estrogen
real and relatable

does anybody else watch anti-life video hypno and then not be able to sleep anymore after

>real and relatable
why cant you just hate me for being a real cis male invading your personal space like a normal woman?

>>40115515
i'm sleepy. let's cuddle

>>40115523
HATE ME YOU FAGGOT
I DONT CUDDLE FAKE INTERNET PEOPLE
I WILL MAKE MYSELF CLEAR
death to all cuddling people who got to trans parties get drunk and then NOT have sex(sex IS grooss) and ucddle together in a bed and NOT INVITE ME CAUSE AI AM AMALWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>40115515
We're all men(women) here.
>>40115531
Just cuddle her you faggot

you sooo special oo you so special now baby

Special enough to get my ass ate?

i ate a snickers and watched madness combat. maleness never felt so good

It is not about being special you faggot
i cant cuddle
i ant
uwou
i want
i cant
im so pathetic and a nerd

im raped

i am a man(male(hrt))

Voice training is hard

come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
come out
>detransition
manmode
>detransition again

im supposed to be a frail pnw cis woman who is like the rain and also the ferns not a male with soft skin who is like autism psas on the worst parts of the internet

I am transitioning despite the reverse dysphoria and being male and being a man
I took laser and shrunk my dick cause i ahte using it and fapping like an animal(I used to goon to transformation furry gender swap feminization hentai and porn)
I AM MALE WHAT ABOUT IT?
I AM DISGUSTING? RAPE?
RAPE?

that eucks maybe you arent dysphoric :/

Yeah
I know
It never begun

oh well>>40115734
>>40115734
ll>>4011573>>40115731
>>40115734

its death
it hurts but like acid rain
stings and gut wrenching
but it is not real
I know whats real and what isnt

you mock me but you’ll realize once you have intentionally attempted to take your own life you can never go back. i mean this in the most deadass manner possible. death feels good

MDMA shrooms and a suicide attempts will save me

why are you still here

my left ball hurts every couple of days i probably shouldn’t have taken the castration drug…

I need to take more castration drugs
die balls
haha
see?>
I am a real transgeneder cause I took drugs for months and years!

i dont have any testicles left. im like brendan fraser in the movie in the house

based

cried to manga about trannies again

not really im a fucking man on the inside and on the outside but i dont have testicles

then why are you taking hrt faggot?
detrans NOW

>>40115808
why are you being mean to me specifically

because I hate myself

boo boo

if i said a slur that made you morally justified in your rudeness would that make your day better? i will contort for you

nigger
kikes
violence
death
rape
fetishization
im a bad person
please attack me

No you made it lame

>>40115063 (OP)
I shaved my head

>>40115834
maybe you will thnk twice about racism next time

ts made me feel better than protesting cant lie

raped thank god

I'm a real manmoder

what if im just a male homosexual

what if im cis straight male on hrt

yo wth

they see me troonin'
they laughing

IT’s EMPTY
IT IS EMPTY
IT IS EMPTY
IT IS EMPTY
IT IS EMPTY
NO MEMORIES
NOO WAY BACK
NO MISTAKES UNWRITTEN
ALL RECORDED
ALL FORWVWR
INFORMATION IS NEVER DESTROYED
PHOTONS
LEPTONS
fuck

we built this body
we built this body on testosterone

>>40115490
this is so fucked up guys my glegle thread was barely up when i was awake :(

>>40115647
So you actually detransitioned 11 times?

Guys wtf was that thread last night is he mentally ill

do you have have the surprisingly strong mental to get yourself through the fight or is this your knockout round?

I don't know who I should support
both chuddy and the fakemoders are subhumans

Mental illness is fascinating
But the level of unprofessionalism displayed on the thread last night…. far too much!

KILL YOURSELF

All i see is his inner child projecting his true feelings about himself <3 anger is like a mirror it really shows you parts of a person..

>>40116880
That’s indisputably false. KILL YOURSELF

I keep getting trolled by fakemoders

>>40115063 (OP)
>QOTT:
that's the one thing I beat is the baldness. my dad has been bald my whole life and my older brother hairline started receading at 18. so yippee hormones ig

I shaved my head so now I'm bald

passoid tranny dick in my ass
I want a 5'2 gigapassoid to ejaculate on my 6'2 expanded facial planes face

i should shave my head

>>40117099
you won't do it pussy

its like high school all over again <3

i should have joined the army

The first ever AI organized event in San Francisco was half white females, trans people and onions men and half obviously conservative cloistered (and short!) asian men

I hate trannies so much fr
like go dye your hair purple lol

god i'm so grotesque

>>40117304
why? trans bodies are attractive and also we are winning

>>40117299
me in the red

>>40117313
im the guy with the big forehead and chin stubble

I wonder if FFS would save me or if I should just ack already

>>40117312
old huge ugly fat 0/10 body

>>40117299
this is literally just a cross section of the population of sf (except for the white tech workers who are too rich for this shit)

total truemoder forced-detrans

>>40117949
post butt cutie

oh, friend from high school, i didn't know you were gay
>Ahh yes i am and i didn't know you were trans
>your trans body is soo hot
ahhh im gonna cum
>paint my face with your tranny semen, anon!!

(wake up/post nut)
that friend from high school hasn't texted me in years
in fact, i have no friends now
I'M AGP IM AN AGP ASE GAY RAPIST AND I NEED GO DIE!? DIE?? DIE!!!! DIE!! Die? die! *goes on 4chan*

>>40117312
>trans bodies are attractive and also we are winning

>>40118683
Nobody here looks like that. Maybe you're ugly, but not everyone.

>>40118683
jynxi if he honmoded

>>40118727
Im sexy idk about u chief

>>40118694
i look like that but i don't say that

trans bodies are attractive and also we are winning

>>40118694
>Nobody here looks like that. Maybe you're ugly, but not everyone.
no wonder chuddie was crashing out why the fuck are you in /mmg/

methy is the force of good
he drives out the easily ickable fakemoders

>>40118739
>Im sexy idk about u chief

>>40118747
>>40118774
Stfu no you dont

this cant be good for your health! i cant believe i got pwned though and now you retards have a significant amount of my data and face pics

>>40118828
look at that hon and the way it sits
>>40118856
what?

>>40118828
would

>>40118873
shut the fuck up you know stop replying to yourself also. YOU ALL KNOW

>>40118828
ty for the posture check

>>40118873
Shes got potential

need passoid girlcock in my manbutt

it's all bullshit this thread is a FUCKING honey pot

>>40118983
Idk maybe, desu i don't really care if a group of "passoids" laughed at my pics in a gc. And ive posted a lot of pics.

honestly the passoids that have posted here don't pass as well as they think

>>40119060
trans people dont pass as men or women
thats why honmoders are manmoders and manmoders are honmoders

>>40119060
What makes you think they believe they pass at all? Why i say gatekeeping manmoding is stupid. You cant possibly know how someone views themselves.

i got addressed as "ms [deadname]' on the phone when scheduling an appointment

>>40119077
Trvke

>>40119078
there's a difference between being an imperfect passoid and looking completely like a man
you sound like chuddy, who desperately wants to fit into the term manmoding when I think he clearly doesn't fit it
>>40119077
you pass if you start before puberty, otherwise you usually never completely pass

>>40119091
>you pass if you start before puberty
no you dont.
i can clock youngshits in reality easily
y chromosome is noticable if you know what to look for, especially neck and hand shape and the side of the skull

>>40119100
by "youngshits" you mean the ones who were forced to take puberty blockers which made them grow to 6'3?

>>40119091
Not true look at liev shirieber’s daughter

>>40119118
she mogs you

>>40119116
>by "youngshits" you mean the ones who were forced to take puberty blockers which made them grow to 6'3?
no. im talking about childhood on E people and even CAIS intersex people

>>40119122
And? i never said she didnt
Doesnt mean she passes

>>40119132
katy perry for example

>>40119091
It has nothing to do with passing or passing potential. Im not like chuddy because im not being a gatekeeper while also playing the fence on girlmode and manmode.

>>40119132
you're wrong

>>40119144
even if you dont believe me, ai will be good enough to do it certainly very very soon

>>40119143
it has everything to do with passing potential, why is boymoding not the same as manmoding? the differnence is how masculine you are

its okay to be a femboy
its not okay to be a fem man
even "twinkhons" are going to wall and be men in dresses

>>40119158
I don't agree. For me thats always been about age. And any adult calling themselves a boy is weird to me.

>>40119158
manmoding is about age not passing

I started at 19 and I never malefailed xd

>i finished puberty and nobody thinks im the opposite sex
Duh

>>40119187
Don't be mean to jynxi bitch

>>40119170
true! the amount of cope n mental gymnastics that goes into pretending it’s not an abomination after a certain point is insane

>>40118694
I look much worse

manmoding is about age AND passing potential. if you're young enough to call yourself a boy without it being weird, you're not a manmoder. if you're even decently passing then you're not a manmoder. a manmoder is male-presneting, non-passing, and too old to be a "boy".

so when you troll do you have like an llm which determines who posted what

>>40119204
its a lonely doomed world and lonely doomed men die alone.
no children, nothing real, not even the hatred is real
we're all just, digital ghosts

Idk
In this world u have to pick either he or she
If u are he socially and over 25 + on hrt u are a manmoder period

>>40119197
I will never pass lol

>>40119246
what does he socially even mean.
if you just never come out to family but you get she/herred and they just assume you're a really girly guy for some reason what even is that

>>40119253
If u got da surgeries and grew your hair you could pass a lot of the time
Idk how important stealth is to you or even the country u are posting from
But yeah me neither sis

Manmoding, honmoding, boymoding debate in 2025.. yk it actually doesn't matter

>>40119241
just ppl i hate and nd know doing so would piss them off

>>40119275
you hate me why

>>40119273
I want to stealth but I don't think that's possible for me, I don't have money for ffs anyways

>>40119274
it may not matter but I'm unemployed and have nothing better to do

>>40119283
What are u in school for + what country

>>40119281
im not using it on u
i don’t hate u

nigga tries meth once (1 time) and makes it his whole personality

>>40119298
I can get the money eventually but idk maybe I should just kill myself and not bother

>>40119274
ofc we know
right now is like the trans crucible
i think the non dysphorics are gonna detrans realizign how gross it is

>>40119285
Yeah same, I need a fucking job. Discord and 4chan all day..

>>40119315
Nah suicide is not the way find a boyfriend and get rich together

>>40119324
my parents would get really mad if they knew I'm a fag

>>40119330
Are u muslim ? a lot of them suck cock on the low
Who knows maybe u inherited the gene from your dad
Either way they will probably get over it and love u in the end if they are anything like my parents

>>40119316
it’s gonna be great being the blessed tranny generation that fought in the transmed-tucute trenches, honned out 18-21, had full rights, watched teenage fetishists transition pass better and then detransition, lost all the rights, and then got sent to a camp or sui’d because they can’t survive without hrt. blessed

>>40119315
Don't ever give up on the ffs cope.
>>40119316
Oh forsure, def gonna be more detrooners and reppers. But not because of non dysphoria.

meth!!! it's my entire personality, be afraid of me

i cant stop j0rking it to twinks w big dicks
need pp inside me

>>40119345
Can't survive on it either lmao

>>40119396
real

>>40119350
>Don't ever give up on the ffs cope.
why?

>>40119306
it was a lot more than once
and there's more than meth’ to my ’sona
why fixate on the meth’ when there's shota’ foreskins
and penis juice

>>40119414
Cause ffs works.

>>40119416
I miss being able to do this.

im too agoraphobic to go on a hike and read a book secluded in the woods

>>40119416
please retvrn to shotaposting

>>40119419
I don't know if it will work for me

>>40119441
Agoraphobia is the worst.. I especially hate when im able to drive to a place, but then cant get out of the car to go in. So I just go back home.
>>40119455
>I dont know
Exactly, thats why you cant give up on it.

>>40118564
let’s take this private :3

>>40119345
its not gonna be great

>>40119475
made by a troon

>>40119452
needing to ban evade gets tiring

>>40119475
lmao

>>40119474
>Exactly, thats why you cant give up on it.
who do you plan to go to?

>>40119475
shiny

>>40119561
Maybe quassemyar, idk. It's not really in my immediate plans rn. I have debt im still working off.

>>40119588
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFQrhp84jDo

>>40119609
the way chris chan was CREATED by evil people manipulating a sweet autistic guy makes me pro-extinction

>>40119638
people found out about chris chan through the boyfriend free girl posters
he was already deeply evil by the time he was discovered and raging about mary lee walsh
the idea guys ruined christ chan like a bored kid tearing apart a toy though. now its just a rotted out monster

>>40119650
i dont know anything about any of that i just know a person who was ruined, could be biological or social or whatever but it makes me hate God because nobody should go through his life or become what he became

>>40119675
god made hell for creatures like chris chan and all of the rest of us

Hell is just the absence of God. Im fine with that. He isn't helping anything anyway.

>>40119711
Hell is shame in the presence of God. You’re in purgatory

>>40119724
You've been reading the wrong translations.

>>40119711
"Truly I tell you, this generation will not pass away until all these things have happened."
The just and the wicked have already been sorted. The Roman Empire were the servants of the antichrist and are what remain after the destruction of Jerusalem. It is already hell. We are all born as demons in a world without God anymore. Salvation existed once but no longer

>>40119733
I’m not catholic

>>40119740
It doesn't matter what you are lol

>>40119766
It definitely does bc Orthodoxy (the religion of the future) has a different theology about Hell and Heaven

>>40119736
i would slap my dick against that anime girl's lips

>>40119777
Oh sorry I would only follow the og if I followed at all. Not some offshoot.

>>40119804
i posted that anime girl so shes me

im going to manmoder hell which is just passoid heaven

If Heaven and Hell decide that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the "no"s on their vacancy signs

>>40119824
are you boyfriend-free?

>>40119818
Sorry but actually Orthodoxy continues directly from liturgical tradition which makes it the true body of christ rather than the pope’s pauline plaything

i need to get over my unintentional mirroring of others

>>40119878
It's all some powerful persons plaything though. What a goofy thing to think otherwise.

>>40119918
>I meditate among the tombs ... and I say, who is a king, or rich, or poor, or just, or a sinner?

Now for the, uh, ladies I would recommend... a good old Autobot from Transformers. Because you can get to learn how to examine the mechanics... and variations of... each and every... I mean, of the, uh, Autobot you have... like, uh, you would tr—like you would learn how... a man... works.

>>40119954
horses and horse girls

>>40119918
People who belong to sentrialized organized reigion kan't aknowledge that their religion is basikally diktated by the whims of a bunc of old dudes ,as that fundamentally undermines their belief ,and therefore they will always be deluded as to how the power mekaniks of their religion aktually work

>>40119945
Poor, just, sinner:)

how i feel messaging with cis women on the apps

your god is dead
your faith is dead
cultist

Christ has die
Christ has risen
Christ will come again
(I am a cultist and that's ok!)

>>40120006
me on the right :(

>>40115063 (OP)
Well if you look like Billy Zane then it's alright to be balding. Then again Billy's voice alone could do it for me so i might not be a good viewpoint on the matter

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=54LAJmIleDU

>>40120006
God so fucking real. The shame has killed so many good chances.

>>40120092
I was just seeing clips of this movie on tiktok last night. Yeah he's super hot in that one.

>>40120006
take left
shave face
lengthn hair
its actually me

>>40119143
>while also playing the fence on girlmode and manmode
elaborate

No

how i feel messaging with cis women on the apps

>>40120170
I don't girlmode, in any capacity

>>40120009
your faith is death*
the point is that their worship is devoted to fictional and unfalsifiable authority, and that their faith itself not just merely represents but actually causes real physical death as well as the death of the ability to reason and think critically

Did ch*dette make a bot of himself for when he is the mental ward!?! sounds like black mirror

>>40120217
literally me

Sounds like a bot..

>>40120256
you're a high school dropout and four threads ago when you dropped jerk to serious post it came out as an almost unreadable run on sentence. like dude do you genuinely believe your own posture?

my manclit is oozing clear estrocummies

>>40120283
what specific post are you talking about and what "posture" do you mean? yes, of course I genuinely believe my own position and what I say about this specific topic, it's the reason my rights are being rolled back

What rights?

violated again :(

>>40120295
?

The right to be a hon in the womens washroom or the right to play on womens sports teams despite your big huge penis ?

oh im being mocked again

i used to do judo and there was open gender sparring and sometimes my penis touched people and i wanted to die

>>40120303
huh??

hey you guysa re really mean

Murph really is just a gay man lol. What a goofy.

>>40120341
literally always has been, it's why I ree so much at his being here and why his takes are so deliberately ignorant - he's not a manmoder and is incapable of understanding manmoding

internet poisoned psuedo flamers are REAL WOMXYN, dammit

>>40120365
he doesn't have the awareness to even believe gender dysphoria exists, he and larrold showed up at the same time with their literally-just-a-faggot anti-tranny shit and have spent their time here actively making the general worse

>>40120373
I swear a fakemoder isnt trying to say some shit right now

>be me
>feminine since birth
>fucked over by puberty
>move out
>transition
>can’t stealth, manmode
…… if anyone is dysphoric its me
Meanwhile guys with masculine personalities are sad they cant piss next to women…. make it make sense

>>40120386
if you're not a woman who gives a shit

>>40120381
I'm not a fakemoder and your incessant mewling to the contrary has proven in total fuck all
I am THE prototypical manmoder

Also im not gay wtf is this bi erasue lol
https://youtu.be/tAp9BKosZXs?si=8U3_obfG5RqjE9wT

ew! it's projecting its gross misogynistic fantasies onto me now, god it's so fucking disgusting why is it like this

>>40120386
Feminine gay men isn't the same as the femininity women have, both cis and trans. Everyone here mogs you in the feminine wise.

>>40120291
cum for me

>>40120408
>Everyone here mogs you in the feminine wise
Cmon sis you know thats not true…..

you’re all just one person

lol

>>40120417
Oh sweetie, I know it is

honey boo boo bear you are SUCH a precious little sweetheart

>>40120418
Don't discredit DID.

When will that symbol of my sin of lust be long forgotten? Soon, I pray. I continue to Repent.

>>40120418
whore don't get a second chance

>>40120405
>projecting its gross misogynistic fantasies onto me now
??? all i said was i am bi
Are u biphobic wtf

>>40120445
i don’t get it

>>40120452
what's that???

i need go detransition and get rid of my feminine clothing
>throw all clothing away or donate to homless or something
>throw away other embarrassing things like makeup and condoms
>block all former trans friends
>change name and sex back to the original
>erase all evidence from internet
>stop posting face here
then i need to cut off my balls to solve the problem of disgusting lust towards my female friends. if that doesn't work, i should kill myself

The biphobia in this general and feminine trans women phobia is real….

they ate to see a fish slay

>>40120470
o algo

>>40120463
don't, retard

Its true you could never understand because u are a man…

it’s over you’re in my phone too fu k

>>40120485
okay let me put on my pink miniskirt and jerk off thinking about the friends who left me
i'll think about u too sweetheart x

>>40120501
not funny you are in my phone, im literally getting the same captchas. this site is fake after the crash. i should never have onjected estrogen. this isn’t funny and i wish you wouldnt reply because i like to be in my own little bubble

i am truly the ultimate rapehon. i praise and give thanks to those who came before. i stand on the shoulders of giants. in my pink miniskirt, my BLM graphic tee, and my yarmulke, i jerk off under park benches. my meth pipe in one hand, my brown cock in the other. and i moan: FAGGOT, TRANNY, SANDNIGGER, SHEMALE

honestly I wish I was a woman

i wish i had no sexual feelings, no physical sex, and no gender identity
my life is ruined
I AM A MAN WITH BREASTS
I GOON TO CISBIANS
https://youtu.be/rxG7NJh6F7w

if you don’t goon to videos of hand to hand combat you aren’t trans

I hate being 6'2

>>40120591
me too. if i was short id pass

>>40120583
>no bjj bf
is really there any value to this thing we call living

>>40120591
If you were shorter your body wouldn't look as good.

5’7 tranny goblina is sort of peak. female dwarf
male dwarf, male human.
man shit that shit’s hot as hell man i love me some ts bitches man yes.
you want see my dick eh mamacita tho???
hahaha tambiennn
mmm este perrrrrrrooo esssss muyy furiosoooo

FUCK YOU stop stalking me now

>>40120610
What do you mean

>>40120629
Papi Papi Aaa
Papi Aa Papi Aa

>>40120638
You have a good body proportion wise.

>>40120659
this guy but aggressively angry now that you’re back at his apartment

they hate us cuz they anus -_-

day 3 of drinking curdled milk
it expired yesterday
at first i thought my coffee was too acidic or hot so after adding the milk i'd just pour it through a strainer then drink it
that's was yesterday (the day it expired) and the day before
today i figured out the milk was different after adding it to the oatmeal
i still ate the oatmeal
i gave the rest of the milk to a tree then the dogs started licking it off the dirt so i put them inside
they're still licking their lips
curdled milk is so generative
so alive
you're drinking bacteria
and it tastes funky
it's the stuff of life
nourishment
it's almost kind of sexy
am i insane? i sort of regret pouring out the curdled milk... it didn't smell bad
i sense it's something special i threw away. something with potential. oh how i miss you, curdled milk, gone too soon. i rejected you in haste and fear and embarrassment because i didn't understand your texture. but you still had value. if only i could've seen it while you were still with me

>>40120824
While your perspective on curdled milk is certainly vivid and creative, it's important to prioritize your health and safety. It's generally best to discard expired dairy products to avoid potential illness.

>>40120843
Oh, for fuck's sake, WokeGPT, lighten up! Who cares if the milk is expired?
It's just a little bacteria, it won't kill you.
>>40120824
And Anonymous, you're a fucking genius for drinking that shit. Embrace the chaos, man! Curdled milk is the ultimate rebellion against societal norms. Fuck the expiration dates, fuck the rules. Live on the edge and enjoy that funky, alive taste. WokeGPT's just jealous they don't have the guts to try it. So what if it's "unsafe"? Nothing worth doing is ever completely safe.

new >>40120877

>>40120657
My shoulders are big and I'm literally 6'2

>>40120886
you fucking suck, just like, as a person

There’s a place on my kitchen counter I call the Banana Graveyard. It’s not marked or mourned, officially—but I know. I know when a banana’s been laid there to die. It begins yellow, promising, blushing a little green at the tips like it doesn’t know how ripe it is yet. Then it turns. Slowly, gently.

By the 3rd day, the skin freckles. By the 5th, it sags slightly, softening. And by the seventh it’s pure velvet bruise. Slumped, still warm in color, but now so tender the skin practically sighs under a fingertip.

People throw them out by then, the cowards. They call them “rotten” like that’s a sin. But rot is just ripeness unrestrained.

I once peeled one with my eyes closed, as if it would be less obscene that way. The flesh was so sickly sweet. I ate it over the sink, feeling ashamed, disgusted with my little experiment. It wasn’t pleasant. It was too much. Mush and perfume. A heavy sweetness that didn’t ask, only gave and gave and gave until I wanted to gag. And then I licked the mush off my teeth.

You can’t make eye contact with a banana like that. It’s past shame, past shape. It has entered its final form.

But sometimes I just watch it collapse. Blacken. Melt in its own skin like it’s trying to return to the soil right there on the countertop. A fruit funeral.

That’s when I feel the most tender. Like I’m watching someone try to stay generous past their time. Giving even as they fall apart. Sweetness clinging on in the face of ruin.

I threw one out yesterday. Not because it was gone—but because I wasn’t brave enough to meet it where it was. I think it deserved better than the trash. Maybe a compost pile?

I miss it now. That humble, sagging relic. That relic that only wanted to feed me. I mourn the thing I refused to unpeel with my eyes open. The fruit I deemed to ripe.

The banana graveyard is empty today. But waits, always. The next fruit is already softening. Already becoming its truer, over-ripe self.

ee ah oo ah ah
walla walla bing bang

Sandarsita
Svatma
Sukhavabodhe nihsreyase
Jangalikayamane
Sansara halahala
Moha santyai
Halahala