lesbianism makes me dysphoric and so does being a male on hrt :(

>>40115815 (OP)
how are you more of a "male on hrt" than any other tranny

>>40115819
hi
>reverse dysphroia
>not truetrans
>fake trans
>actually a bisexual male on hrt
>malebrain
>male soul and mind
>male body
XD
Yes my exuistence is worth of suicide but I wont do it cause im ironically a pussy :3

>>40115829
if you have reverse dysphoria and aren't truetrans (im assuming you mean you dont have dysphoria) why haven't you detransitioned?

>>40115848
idk
i thought about it but I keep taking hrt
I mean yeah maybe I should but I dont get to it.
im not socially trans anyway not to most people. The few that know semi accept me or are trans too and say I am a girl or at least feminine. Whats reverse dysphoria maybe I am right

>>40115859
reverse dysphoria is feeling dysphoria due to transitioning ex. getting dysphoria because you grow tits, if this is a thing it should logically indicate they aren't trans

>>40115873
>getting dysphoria because you grow tits, if this is a thing it should logically indicate they aren't trans
idk why would I care b aout my breast i grew them myself and are kinda ugly but eh its cause of my barrel chest etc
idk im this idk state
smooth skin better looking face not much hair idc about any of that its accessories, boobs too. Penis who cares i dont use it anyway.
idc
Am i retradred? yeah

>>40115887
wait maybe I just tyoe out what I wanna hear form you which is
>nah you are trans trust me uwu
or some shir
but i cant be hinest with myself like that
Sorry I need honesty and I need therapy next week to really go back and start seeing that honesty again witha clear mind cause it has kinda pushed me into this acceptance speel but I got it backwards

>>40115887
>>40115896
go to therapy. talk to your therapist about this. idk if they're gonna know what to tell you but they'll know more than me. i wish i could help you more. unfortunately i am just a tranny retard

>>40115911
yep yep thank you for trying I need to wrangle my therapist back a bit and like talk fr about my transition instead of this "accept your self girl!" shit I usually get which yeha ok I get it but like lest solve this first
yep im doomed to be a guy in some timelines who knows.

>>40115918
i wish you luck friend

>>40115932
Thank you
I wish I could just be but I guess I gotta do this and suffer w/e comes next
In my mind detrans seems painful and not seems nice but maybe I am fucking my brain up again
Wish you luck in life as well!

>>40115815 (OP)
Stop browsing /tttt/ you have brainworms
Contrary to the popular belief on here being bi or lesbian does not make you "faketrans"

>>40115815 (OP)
i hate being hopelessly gynephilic