Thread 40123294

QOTT: Would you eat this delicious fruit salad?

>>40123294 (OP)
ive never had fruit salad
i cant believe people just cut up some fruit put it in a bowl and called it a salad; im litcherally freaking out

>>40123294 (OP)
qott: yeah
you know the gen is dead when absolutely nobody is talking about the scrumptious fruit salad in picrel

>>40123294 (OP)
Anyone know what the wages of sin are?

>>40126260
shame! shame! shame! everlasting shame! woe is upon your house and your people. nothing in life is more sacred than the bond betwix parent and child. that which has been severed irrevocably. that which burns and stains rhe soul.

was i truly trans? the world may never know the real inside scoop of my mind, but have we ever truly, madly, deeply, been worthy of love? the correct answer is NO! SHAME! i weaved a poem within, but it was lost on the journeyy.

>>40123294 (OP)
I'm allergic to kiwi but yeah.
>>40124295
What else is there to say about it anyways?

pond

I'm having a talk with both of my parents today because I'm sick of them treating my trauma as if it's something that happened to me, they need to understand that it is something they inflicted upon me, since they never listened to me and just allowed me to rot away at school for years.

labs 3 months ago showed 693, now its showing this. both were in the middle of my shot cycle and i haven't changed my dose at all (75mg/wk.) what gives? i'm scared she's gonna think i'm injecting more than prescribed which i'm not. is this why i've had such horrible brain fog?

>>40123294 (OP)
what would you do if you got pregnant?

>>40126579
what ester or product are you using and how long

>>40126716
testosterone cypionate, subq injection 75mg/wk. i've been on it almost 2 years now, my levels have always been stable which is why i'm concerned that it's jumped so much. i'm wondering if this is why i've been so depressed and had such bad self esteem and anxiety the last few months. i think it's odd though because why would the hormones have these effects out of nowhere

>>40126735
levels can shift over time even on a stable dose, it's affected by metabolism (how fast it clears from your blood) and you might say it's in the middle of when the shot was taken but even if there's a difference of like 2 days that's still gonna show.

if your liver enzyme function is lower it doesn't clear it as quickly, if you lost weight or if you cut calories it also reduces your metabolism since you've got less mass to maintain.

hell even the injection technique can make a difference, or your body gets better at absorbing the oil.

total test tells you almost nothing though, many trans men have high total levels and their free levels will still barely be within the male range.

but if your total is high, it's possible that estrogen is also high, but test on it's own can also do this, but at the level you're at it shouldn't usually.

>>40123294 (OP)
I ate so much chicken today.
>>40126464
>I'm allergic to kiwi but yeah.
You deserve to live anon, don't throw it all away!
>>40126536
> they need to understand that it is something they inflicted upon me
Ahahahaha, funny. Just give up bro, its fine.

I just got paid but I don't wanna spend a bunch of my money on bloodwork, though my provider doesnt measure E so I eventually have to anyways

>>40127619
this is for roiding cis men but we have a chart for estrogen symptoms in one of the steroid chats I'm in.

you can usually tell when it's high, just take 10mg of aromasin and see if it makes you feel any better.

>>40127687
>estrogen: low
>crying for no reason
huh? isn't crying mostly an effect of estrogen or is it different for cis?

>>40123294 (OP)
> qott
Looks good, yeah
>>40126524
Nice pondpost

>>40123294 (OP)
Nah. I could eat few pieces, but any more than that would be too much sugar. Fresh pineapple also is too acidic for me.

>>40123294 (OP)
new st4tg >>40121689

>>40123294 (OP)
>blueberries
>kiwis
no. pineapple also sucks on its own

Do you agree with green or red?

>>40123294 (OP)
yes I would eat it pretty much all. or at least a chunk of it.


I wish I had fruit salad
>>40128822
cute liddle pooner

>>40128863
Who's right? Green or red?

>>40128894
Red

>>40128686
what would you pair pineapple with?

>>40128897
I agree. The anglophone/west europe style of cursive is retarded. Poles are right about everything and I should have been born in Poland

>>40128945
>I agree. The anglophone/west europe style of cursive is retarded. Poles are right about everything and I should have been born in Poland
honestly I don't even know cursive and picked whichever I thought looked cuter.

but if you are meaning which one did r and z in cursive correctly then back from 4th grade green would be right

>>40128962
You think that green is correct because that is how you were taught. In Poland they teach the ones in red. Theirs makes more sense, honestly.

>>40128822
I write R as red and Z as green(ish). My regular handwriting mixes cursive and normal.

>>40128994
>You think that green is correct because that is how you were taught. In Poland they teach the ones in red. Theirs makes more sense, honestly.
ok you polish loving liddle pooner. would you like to visit poland with me and we could do some stuff there?

>>40129073
I'd kill to live in Poland. Also I'm only interested in other trans people (both trans man and trans woman)

>>40129094
>I'd kill to live in Poland. Also I'm only interested in other trans people (both trans man and trans woman)
ooooo liddle pooner. I am a trans woman but slavs are kinda scary. are you big and strong?

>>40129216
I'm unironically comfortably above cis men of my age in strength stats

>>40129369
waooooow liddle pooner, I didn't know you were so strong.

would I be able to I feel your muscles?

>>40128923
i like it on pizza but not otherwise. even then, it's a "once in a while" thing, not an "often" thing

talk with parents went well

might take my old school, or rather this entire form of education to court.

>>40126833
my shot is on thursday, and blood work is done on tuesday. i haven't lost weight or cut calories, sadly. but i also haven't been to the gym in like 3 months. should i go get my E checked? or do a full T check? there's so many reasons for the discrepancy it seems.it makes me nervous

>>40130368
wut

does this outfit look ok

>>40129589
Which toppings do you like with pineapple? My favorite combo is chicken, pineapple, pepperoni and garlic. I also like to put a pineapple ring on a chicken burger (or chicken sandwich as some weird people in the muricas like to call them)

>>40131059
ham and sausage usually. i'm pretty basic when it comes to pizza toppings

>>40130736
pants look too long but it looks okay

>>40131437
they are..i'm 5'3 so it's hard to find a pants in my length. i want to get them hemmed

>>40131494
the struggle is real, i got hemming web and do it myself

i went to pride today. a lot of hons and pooners but it was very nice.

>>40131557
what's hemming web?

i was the one who got sent to the psych ward and i forgot to respond before the last thread closed

>do you have piercings
no i look relatively normal except i am small, most people assume i am a young teen boy and/or gay. in retrospect i think my parents told the cops i was a tranny because i pass 99% of the time

>why
i cannot tell you because it is cringe

>>40130546
testosterone needs to be insanely high for it to actually cause issues mentally it would probably be cheaper to just chug an AI and see if you feel better, but you could get it tested.

>>40130710
I went to special ed and was repeatedly abused, threatened, beaten, cursed by teachers and systemically humiliated

>>40132250
>i think my parents told the cops i was a tranny
i've had this happen to me and it's really mortifying so i'm genuinely sorry that happened anon

>>40126536
Idk thats retarded just get over it. If your trauma is about being raped youre eternally female and it doesnt matter i guess. if its anything else just get over it.
>>40130736
Kind of gay

i fesl delusional. sometimes my body looks uber fem breeding bouncy biogirl, and ither times it looks masc4masc dudebroish. i get both responses on here. am i just anglefrauding myself? i pass irl, but sometimes people aggressively gender me male in such a way that it feels as an insult.

>>40132556
i mean i'm 5'3, doesn't 1100 seem pretty high for someone of my height?

Boys how are our farmer's tans coming along?

>>40132974
Anon...

>>40132974
what's gay about it

Anyone else insane sleeper build? Is this normal for FTMs?

>>40123294 (OP)
i dont like kiwi it irritates my tongue; the rest of it is pretty good looking congrats ftmbro you did a good job

>>40134286
>kiwi it irritates.my tongue
Dude you are allergic. This is not normal

>>40134297
maybe? pineapple does the same for me

>>40134320
There are several groups of food that people happen to be allergic to all at once, like shellfish, or nuts, etc. This is possibly that

>>40123294 (OP)
desu if you got rid of the pineapple, blueberries, kiwi, and strawberries, i would eat tf out of that fruit salad

>>40133603
Going like shit my legs look like fucking meridas beacon

>no operation where they can break your pelvis and reset it to be narrower
Why live?

I don't understand AFABs. You cry that you "suffer" from dysphoria, while you just want attention that you lack as fat/ugly women.


Maybe instead of mutilating your bodies you should lose some weight?

>>40136027
>5'4
>95lbs
>you should just lose some weight

>>40136109
Crazy to think I'm a whole ass foot taller than you

>>40136109
i'm 5'4 and 140lbs im ACTUALLY fat arent i. kms

can excess T levels cause depression and apathy i thought low T did that

>>40134320
Pineapple can burn your tongue cause it's acidic enough to dissolve meat, but if you get that feeling with other fruit it's probably an allergy.

>>40132974
you can't get over something you went through during your formative years, my entire personality was shaped by being isolated between literal retards.

>>40133551
test levels don't scale up or down with height, 1100 is just barely above the high range, in order to have mild anxiety issues it would have to be around thrice that, feeling like shit is usually not something that happens from testosterone, it just makes you angry and schizo, but you still feel good while you're angry.
>>40136494
usually the opposite.
>>40135481
they can shave around 1 cm off both sides of your hips but there's a risk of severe nerve issues, not much more than that.

>>40133603
my arms and legs are different races.

>>40136190
You're just big boned

>>40134297
Not necessarily but potentially.
>>40134320
Pineapple has bromelain which breaks down proteins, that's why that one hurts your mouth. But kiwi is also very acidic, which might burn small mouth sores, and has actinidin, which feels almost spicy to some people

>>40132150
basically plastic that you melt with an iron to glue fabric

>>40133603
Bad, I look ghostly

>>40136970
then it seems i'm back at square one for why i'm feeling like this. frustrating.

good afterpoon brothers

>>40136109
Female weight
>>40136190
Being fat is better than having female anorexia

going to attempt to measure my cup size (never have had it measured in my life) will keep you updated

>>40140057
my cup size is F

>>40140057
>>40140172
same anon btw

>>40140172
pics or fake

>>40140290

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>>40140400
WOO WOO you look hot LIDDLE POONER!!!!!!!!

>>40140464
i'm 6'3 and weigh 250 lbs

>>40140497
I like a big liddle pooner

>>40140400
GRIM
HOW DO YOU EVEN BIND

>>40140400
not as bad as i thought

>>40133603
going fantastic lmao

>>40133603
i don't go outside during day during summer often, and when i do go outside during the days of summer, i burn, not tan.

Im pre-transition ftm and I`m fucking suffering w/ masturbation since the day I`ve become able to feel arosual. How the fuck am I supposed to beat my meat when the meat in question is a tiny piece of flesh? Any kind of insertion also brings me dysphoria, and as a cherry on this shit-cake - my clit`s sensitivity is fucking dead from the years of gooning. Sometimes I`m thinking of hooking up with girls, but then I remember that I`m physically not able to slide my dick between their asschicks and then cum all over it. Any advices??????? Im at my fucking limit

>>40133603
My farmer's tan is so good I'm also covered in chigger bites

>>40141979
Try a taser

>>40141979
Buy a penis from the store and then fuck a woman with it

>>40142109
I HATE CHIGGERS

i wish stubhub would let me list these stupid tickets

>>40141979
I unironically never had an orgasm until I started T.

>>40144056
What show

>>40144239
if i told you that i'd dox myself lol. they werent expensive tickets so if i can't sell em i'm not gonna be mad

>>40144404
mb lol, that still sucks ass tho

>>40140497
why does god have favorites

>>40144518
it's chill. i honestly didn't wanna go too bad, i've been really self conscious and right now the idea of being around people outside of my job sounds awful

don't let the thread die
>page 9

how do i get a big hot belly like mr gloves?

>>40144056
>>40144404
What band

>>40146357
again i cannot say i'd dox myself lmfao

>>40126524
any frogs?

>>40123294 (OP)
no that would be cannibalism

Ive been binding for several days now even while sleeping, are the supposed negative effects of binding an actual psyop?

>>40146479
How does one dox themselves by saying a band name
>>40146321
McDonald's

5-year repper(?) here still questioning. I've come to the conclusion that the only people who actually have severe dysphoria (and are therefore 100% trans, obviously people can be whatever they want but I don't want to do something and regret it) are those with bad physical dysphoria, i.e. suicidal when looking in the mirror type.
But I can't tell if I actually have physical dysphoria or if the way I feel is just a result of social isolation and spending all my time with guys because of autism. Most of the time looking at myself is just 'ok whatever' and although I don't feel that it is me, it's not something sickening. When I've had particularly bad phases I have cried a few times over feminine physical characteristics but that may have just been self-imposed.
The only things I can attribute to (maybe) being physical dysphoria is that since I was a child I have been *incredibly* uncomfortable with the entire idea of pregnancy since it terrified me, as well as being overly conscious of the fact I have a womb sometimes and wishing I could rip it out. As for my external characteristics, I don't actually care that much. I remember that I couldn't imagine how people have sex because I really hated the idea of showing someone my body, I ended up doing it and I was pretty dissociated, though I didn't feel sick or anything. I prefer hiding my chest, but seeing it doesn't really bother me.

Sorry for the long post. I'm genuinely lost and any thoughts are appreciated.

>>40147656
Who cares if you regret it? Self discovery requires trial and error.

Transmen can be lesbians?
Doesnt that mean your partner sees you as a woman and you are trans masc at best and in fact not a man?

>>40147816
If they're calling themselves lesbians they might have a lot of lesbian friends irl

Being trans is so lonely it feels impossible to make friends. I wish I could cope by pretending to be schizoid again.

>>40147291
bc someone can look up the band and where they've recently played and narrow it down

>transition
>start bleeding out of my ass every few months instead
What did i do wrong

>>40149100
I don't give a fuck about where an ftmg anon lives i want to judge your music taste

>>40149174
liddle pooner is scared of being seen. If I lived near liddle pooner, and I saw him in the crowd, I would come up to him yelling "LIDDLE POONER I SAW YOU FROM LIDDLE POONER GEN!!!! I LOVE UUU!!!!!!!!!"

Rolling odd I get to draw even I MUST study

>>40149174
lmao fair. i have a feeling you'd call me a theatre kid or fembrained
>>40149224
would you say this as a cis man

>>40149293
>would you say this as a cis man
no I'm a mtf.
But if you were a cis man, I would still do it. I have fat cis friend and I've told him in the past if I ever saw him in public I would yell at him "HEY DOOD I SAW U FROM H@X0R FORUM 4CHANS"

>>40147656
Get on roids and see if you feel better, don't need to poon out socially or anything. If T isn't for you don't become a retarded depoon roastie crying about being groomed by the heckin trans cult tho. I'm she/her butch on T modding and doing just fine (but I'm a lesbian if you are into men then RIP lliddle dood).

>>40149360
>Get on roids and see if you feel better
dood... you are helping your liddle pooner brother out.

do you pass as a dood?

>>40149293
It's either Wicked or Hamilton

>>40146818
Most likely just depends on how tight the binder is

>>40147656
Experiment and see how things go

>>40149463
>dood
Virilized cis woman xisters....not like this..
>do you pass as a dood?
I mostly get gendered male by strangers but I very openly tell people I'm a she/her wombyn to anyone I talk to.

>>40149609
>I mostly get gendered male by strangers but I very openly tell people I'm a she/her wombyn to anyone I talk to.
but you don't want to go fully liddle pooner mode?

can i kiss you?

>>40149635
>but you don't want to go fully liddle pooner mode?
I'm gonna get top surgery and possibly meta down the line but I don't intend on ever legaly or socially pooning out, no.
>can i kiss you?
Sorry nonnita I have a lovely gf.

>>40149887
>I don't intend on ever legaly or socially pooning out, no.
you will never be a 100% pure liddle pooner but you will physically be a liddle pooner... you are unique
>Sorry nonnita I have a lovely gf.
If I saw you in real life and saw you call yourself a woman I would drag you into a corner and try to kiss you but probably fail because I am not very that strong and you have liddle pooner strength

>>40149919
>you are unique
I'm just a butch on T nonnie, there's are hundreds of us lol
>liddle pooner strength
Only my gf can kiss me baka..I'm also not a pooner and I'm not even that liddle

>>40148976
online frens are the best. They dont have to know youre trans. I would say be stealth Irl but I dont have any friends who i met after fully passing so IDK if that is feasible.
>>40147656
>Autism and social isolation.
I feel this is often how a lot decide they should poon out only to depoon when theyre frontal lobe develops. cut your hair go to the gym and poon dose. it wont be entirely irreversible if you decide you dont like it. Though this method only really works if you have passing potential in the first place. If you never get gendered male then youll never know what its like so you cant really ever make an opinion on it in that case. I would say just live life, at the end of the day even if you depoon with a mutilated body theres a guy out there that has a fetish for that and you will fall in love and have kids.
>>40141979
start DIY. its cheap. even if you think you cant, you can. low dose, 10-20mg to not suppress estrogen so youll have basically no virilization but your clit will grow (unless youre a genetic failure). if you reeeely dont wanna DIY, then DHT cream on your clitty, again, no virilization but bottom growth

>>40150007
>I'm just a butch on T nonnie, there's are hundreds of us lol
first one I've heard of

>I'm also not a pooner and I'm not even that liddle
>is in liddle pooner gen
>takes T
as close to liddle pooner as is. unless you hang in clg.


what kind of stuff are butches on T into?

>>40150140
>liddle
I'm 5'9", don't take the one thing I have going on for me away..
>unless you hang in clg.
I'm not transphobic so no
>what kind of stuff are butches on T into?
Women mostly, for my part I like vidya and rockclimb every week-end but its not universal. A lot of us are into softball I suppose.

I'm extremely bored right now and its way too hot out to go for a walk. I wasn't gonna go to the gym today but I might at this point.

>>40150191
>I'm 5'9", don't take the one thing I have going on for me away..
even if you were 6'8" 300 lbs and a powerlifter, I would still call you a liddle pooner
but fine I'll acknowledge your height, you are tall.

>for my part I like vidya and rockclimb every week-end but its not universal. A lot of us are into softball I suppose.
I always wanted to get into rockclimbing. But I was more so interested what about women you like?

>>40150225
>you are tall
Thank you nonnie :)
>I always wanted to get into rockclimbing
You should try it, the climber community is also full of very cool and nice people.
>what about women you like?
I can't really says, that they are soft, delicate I guess. I tend to go for petite feminine woman personally but all types are great. My girlfriend is pretty much my ideal, I lucked out lol

>>40149483
wasn't a musical lol i can't afford that

anypoon feel like a man in the 3D realm and completely comfortable with that, but ur an anime girl in the 2D? what causes this?

Getting a pooner flag custom made from this and taking it to a pride parade

Thoughts?

>>40151917
Is the pooner flag a parody or a community accepted flag? Do ftm's unironically use this one?

join pooonie woonies
new server btw
https://discord.gg/BGGdRASS
server so you can find you a trans gf

>>40152521
>>40152521
might as well make it real. for the memes

>>40152630
nu-/ChaserGen/, oriented towards cis men and trans women. Not a st4t branch but it is allowed.

>>40152723
I would like to see that tbdesu

No i hate salad

>>40153141
>I would like to see that tbdesu
are you flirting with me?

>>40153165
No. It would just be funny to see pooners wave that flag not seeing the meme behind the colours

>>40153203
>No.
Why not?

>>40153209
Not into trannies

>>40151724
What anime is that?

>>40153325
nta but it looks like blue archive

>>40153223
doot doot doot

>>40152630
Fuck a discord, just download taimi
Literally crawling with trannies

>>40153325
blue archive (it's a gacha mobile game)

Crosspost

>>40123294 (OP)
REMINDER: Cis gays hate us, and we should hate them too. DO NOT TRUST CIS GAYS. The majority of them want us dead, I'm not ftm but I'm letting it be known in all tranny generals.

Gays aren't to be trusted. They are NOT our Allies.

>>40154011
bitch u posted that in mtfg, i should report u for SPAMMING

>>40154011
My childhood friend is cis gay and we cool

>>40154019
I'm trying to help other trannies. I know it's annoying, but I have to spread more awareness. I don't want anyone else to put too much trust into these people.

>>40154037
cool, but the majority of them aren't cool with us. I'm willing to bet your friend even has some hatred towards us he's just not telling you.

My dad also said he was an Ally, but come to find out on his social media, he was just a big fucking liar.

>>40154100
Well, he's obsessed with Ayesha Erotica, Ethel Cain, Sophie.. Idk, I feel like a lot of flamboyant twitter gays are chill with trannies

>>40151724
I always hated being feminine but part of me wishes I looked like the boymoder girl ngl

>>40153559
nta but I usually see theyfabs on there or cis men with blank bios labelling themself as "trans man"

>>40154146
> Idk, I feel like a lot of flamboyant twitter gays are chill with trannies
MTF maybe. For sure not pooners Lol.
>>40154551
>I wanna look like cartoon girl
>>40154011
Been in a relationship with a cis gay bottom for the past year, more on and off though the last couple months. It’s terrible

do you reckon he posts here, i've been sort of observing this ftm on twitter for a few days, i think he's really cute from his posts but then again i am heinously down bad and after having an experience with a transmasc i really do like you guys

alternatively, should i be executed for being a creep towards guys? mtf here

>>40155012
>Been in a relationship with a cis gay bottom for the past year, more on and off though the last couple months. It’s terrible

See what I mean? Cis men are awful especially the gay ones. I'd advise everyone here to AVOID CIS MEN NO MATTER WHAT.

matchbox twenty is unironically good, i always end up liking music that's meme'd on it seems

recently ive started to find self harm scars very beautiful, like really attractive to levels where i am even considering having some on myself because I think it's beautiful; but my mental problems don't involve any kind of self hatred so I'm wondering if I should just do it or not

>>40155240
THIS is beautiful to you? Yeah idk about that one.

>>40155240
date me instead and you can admire mine

>>40155255
yes!! i like that kind of selfharm cut, it's not my favorite but up close it's very pretty

>>40155255
You know a man would never have these scars on their body. How does it feel knowing you have a permanent mark of your womanhood where everyone can see it.

>>40155319
>>40155355

oh wow, ty this made me feel happy

>>40155240
Please avoid mentally ill people, we don’t want you in our lives fetishizing our pain

>>40155567
Speak for yourself, I don't mind at all ^-^
It makes me feel more comfortable when people call my scars attractive.

>>40155709
You’re in the minority, this behavior is freakish and should be treated as such
You’re looking for a partner that wants to see you suffer. You deserve so much more than that.

>>40155272
pics or no conversation
>>40155567
look around before anything honey

>>40155745
Begone demon

>>40155567
you're already taken so speak for yourself lol. i'd let someone lick my scars if it made me cry for catharsis

>>40156037
My boyfriend doesn’t fetishize my scars like a freakazoid, he loves me in spite of them

>>40156037
>>40156081
Oh I’m retarded and misunderstood
You can find someone that appreciates YOU anon, not just a horrific part of your life. It’s really sad that a lot of people feel like their only use is to be amateur tortureporn victims.

Does anyone here actually take testosterone?

OH GOD I'M POONING. OH GOD I'M POONING OUT. AHHHHHHH I HAVE POONED

>>40156420
Id say about 50% of the gen is on T

No one is on T but me

>>40156600
Post vial

>>40155735
>You’re looking for a partner that wants to see you suffer. You deserve so much more than that.

Lmao, no I don't. I deserve to hurt myself, I'm a horrible person.

>>40156719
corn on the cobberino. Are you trolling
>>40156617
I dont seek validation

Swapped to subq a few weeks ago, what causes pip? It's not even bad enough to be annoying but I'm curious why it happens. Also does anyone know when the window for the second half of puberty to happen closes? If you start hrt at roughly 18 and experience a gap for say, a year, when you're 28, will your hips widen?

>>40156752
>are you trolling

i don't fucking know anymore. I need friends or something.

>>40156420
yes, 160mg/2wk

>>40156752
"I dont seek validation" your honor if the jury could turn their attention to >>40156600 they will clearly see that the defendant is gay and retarded!

>>40157918
Lol

>>40156420
200mg/wk bby (i am losing my hair)

>>40156772
whats pip?

>>40158393
Post injection pain.
>>40156772
SubQ means the fluid is closer to the skin. I developed very hard lumps over time. For me, it was especially bad because it was so close to the skin because i didn't inject deep enough, but my boyfriend experienced the same thing to a lesser degree. My lumps were visible, he could only feel his if he touched it, and it was usually a bit tender. It's not an infection, it's just the testosterone in the carrier oil.
I don't know how to prevent it. I stopped injections entirely because it got so bad (I never did IM). If it lasts more than an hour, especially if it lasts for several days, you might just have a lump. Why did you switch to subq?

>>40158467
I have this too. I was accumulating these lumps that I think fade very gradually

Why do ftm femboys upset some people here so much? I just wanna be cute ;_;

>>40154551
It begins

>>40158942
liddle pooner can I make a baby with you?

>>40150080
>I would say be stealth Irl but I dont have any friends who i met after fully passing so IDK if that is feasible.
Because genuine connections require you to be genuine with people…

>>40159685
Why do you always want babies little honster?

>>40159764
because babies are cute

>>40159775
But they're so difficult to make you know

>>40159797
>But they're so difficult to make you know
They are, but I reaaaaaaallllllllly want one.

>>40158467
Thankfully no lumps yet, just stinging. Swapped because it was a third of the cost of gel lol, nice to not have to think about it as much. I'd do the implant if they didn't insist on putting it in the back. I wonder if some oils absorb more readily or hydration/diet could impact it

>>40160101
I'd want one too if I didn't have to do all the heavy lifting

>>40160161
I'll help you liddle pooner. Like cooking and cleaning or whatever you want

>>40155255
Very beautiful. Do you really not realize how attractive it is?

>>40160200
And if the baby kicks and rotates 360 degrees how are you going to help with that?

>>40160234
well there is always gestational surrogacy, just give me your liddle pooner egg.

or if you don't maybe we could just kiss or whatever.

>>40159609
What begins? My detransition? I'd rather kill myself

>>40156617
Post vagina!

fuck it me and the homie making a twitter
https://litter.catbox.moe/lqws8rf3jz5noxso.mov

cute guy is interested in me what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do what do I do

i'm also working on my travel anxiety finally, need to get used to public transport again, to meet said cute boy more regularly.

also I put googly eyes on my dead fish and will be dyeing it's lips red

>>40161089
I think I am gonna throw up

>>40159730
That’s retarded. Do all your conversations include you talking about being a transgender?I never talk about it Don’t look like it, don’t act like it. The reason I don’t have friends after my transition is because after highschool I went straight to work in a warehouse and made all my friends there. All I do is work and play video games so I don’t meet anyone outside of that.

>>40160861
You first schnookums
>>40161208
Hope everything goes well :)

>>40157918
Ftm are funny always falling for rage bait.
>>40156773
Get a job and make friends there

Why are 99 percent of ftm bpd girls with eating disorders?

>>40161216
You have a quilfish?! Dood....
>>40161580
I wish we were all BPD. If that were the case my exes would have been more interesting.

>>40161565
How's life going for you? You're the only attractive AFAB on this board. I love you.

https://discord.gg/3euvrtK4
Crazy, fun ftmg themed server (but all genders are welcome), metric fucktons of pussy, relaxed server, weird like jd vance

>>40162406
>>40162406
can I flirt with the liddle pooners there?

>>40162408
If you want. Pretty much anything goes as long as you aren’t there just to spam or something

>>40155227
I think they’re alright too anon. Pretty corny but they do have some decent songs that are enjoyable to listen to.

emotional issues from adhd make me want to rope ngl

>>40163305
Have you ever heard of dbt?

>>40162139
Life’s goin well, been on the social media grind and it’s been working out in my favor.
Goin on a week long trip to nyc for pride which is gonna be fun o7

May we have a moment of silence for all the reppers wearing sweatshirts in this unprecedented heatwave. Amen.

>>40123294 (OP)
I have a very nasty strawberry allergy so nope.

>>40161570
>Get a job and make friends there

This town is full of old people, rotting corpses, and Tiktok brained zoomers.

My room is safer.

>>40161426
throw up then
https://litter.catbox.moe/azq0htp9jffub1j4.mov

>>40123294 (OP)
Kill all pooners. Thank you that is all.

>>40162005
Bpd is female though.
>>40164226
You hate too much. You’ll never experience joy.

>>40164405
I hate black pussy so much

>>40164516
When men have bpd they just call it autism and pretend it's not serious

>>40164516
We can make BPD for the boyz

i have royally fucked my finances the idea of being debt free is nonexistent

>>40164569
BPD and bipolar are already the same thing. its all stigma. getting mad easily is a masculine thing.

>>40164583
no it's fucking not. bipolar affects mood, and in the case of type 1, psychosis. with bpd, it affects personal relationships. ocd of all things can be more similar to bpd than bipolar is so it

>>40164516
>You hate too much. You’ll never experience joy

WRONG. I'm experiencing it rn

i feel like i need to go to a hospital for a psych eval but i worry they won't do anything to help me since i'm still like. self aware and haven't done anything life threatening. but i don't want to wait until it's really bad either

learning about the greater trochanter was devastating for me i feel like ill never pass

Shit ass grugmoder theyfab roommate and their shit ass cavetown ripoff boyfriend are finally moving out and the process is so nasty I had to make charicatures to cope as they crashed out; top and bottom the center is an attempt to recreate Brendon Urie from memory. I don't do charicatures like this. This is a new low.

I am crossfaded

>>40164691
Oh okay that’s good.
>>40164583
Nah T mellows you out.
>>40164573
Me too I got in so much debt idc about accumulating anymore tho. Happened around the 50k mark for me
>>40164562
Tbh only self proclaimed autists I met were female or theyfab. The (real) autist males I’ve met have been cool, though my friends brother has autism and tried killing the family before but bpdemons just complain they’d never act on their urges. So there is a fine difference

i have 4 vials of T that expired in may, do you think they're still usable/have efficacy? or should i toss them?

having autism has irreparably ruined me. i go alone to a bar because i dont have friends to go with me and i end up just wasting my time bc i have no idea how to talk to complete strangers

>>40165881
How do you deal with housing in thay situation though, my understanding is you're fucked

>>40164583
BPD and Bipolar most definitely are NOT the same thing anon, even though I agree the stigma between the two illnesses is much different

>>40164647
LMAO do you even know what ocd is you fucking retard? its not washing hands.

>>40166354
gloves has giga ocd though

>>40166354
gloves does have ocd. idk his specific triggers, but it's definitely ocd. ocd and autism have a decent amount of comorbidity

>>40166026
they should be fine as long as they haven't been pierced yet (or not for very long). test is suspended in alcohol so it should still be sterile. i'd only start to worry if it was multiple years or if the liquid started to look off or cloudy

>>40164573
flee little poon
move to an extradition-free country (if u have government debt) so any demands of the current country u live in to deport you or enforce debt collection on u can't be accepted

Would a big, strong, 6'4 man be enough to turn you little guys back into girls?

>>40166400
unless you were born with possession you do not have why scientists made the humiliation term "ocd"

>>40166985
I'm 6'3" and I'm probably stronger than you

>>40167051
the cap heard round the hood.

>>40166985
maybe...

>>40167051
I bench 425 raw, squat 650 and deadlift 600

>>40167143
LARP

>>40167143
Video with timestamp or it didn't happen.

>>40167173
It's good but it's not larp territory, the deadlift is an all time pr and the most I can pull nowadays is mid to low 500's ish (I don't like deadlifting much), but the rest is legit. I'd love to have a strong tall girlfriend, imagine the babies we could make.

I need friends that would be willing to sit in silent prayer with me. I'm the only member of my religion though, so thats probably impossible.

chud brother of a FTM tranny here

they are 16 and want to spend $17,000 to chop tits off
is that not fucking retarded? shouldnt they at least buy a car first? they own basically 0 possesions

also they just got sent to ER by Dr, have deranged liver and a plethora of other health issues
i thought giving steroids to underage females was safe and effective guys, what the hell!!!

>>40167143
how did you manage to pull out an even more outrageous lie than she did?

>>40167216
larp until proven otherwise

>>40167244
The 6'3 pooner is real. At least he has posted a video of himself doing a deadlift before

>>40167244
Why do you think this is a lie kek? I knew a guy in highschool who benched 400

>>40167224
yes that's retarded because you can get top surgery covered under healthcare (so for free)

>>40167271
if it's not a lie it would be extremely easy for you to prove right now but you haven't done so

>>40167271
because youre on fucking 4chan trying to pick up "damaged goods" ftms to convert into women.
you probably struggle on one plat you fat manlet.

>>40167265
Or I'm assuming that another anon who posted deadlifts is him idk

>>40167265
INSANE MOG.
CHASER LOOKISM FAGGOT OWNED BY POON CHAD

wtf i love pooners now?

>>40167279
we are in australia is that still a thing

>>40167290
Don't know what to tell you, I just don't post videos of myself online, don't wanna dox myself

>>40167327
it should be? are you guys worse off than us?

>>40167338
lol.
yeah dont wanna dox.
what if one of the 30 shut ins in this thread are your boss!

>>40167247
If I post a video you have to detrans and become my wife

>>40167358
(If you're white)

>>40167358
No promises
>>40167384
Darn. Too bad!

>>40167384
leave the pooners alone im trying to be transphobic to them, if you dont im going to pull up to your planet fitness and drop you like i wanna hear the lunk alram...

>>40167398
All I want is a somewhat tall somewhat strong white girlfriend who isn't a normie.

>>40167413
im going to do 8 reps of my handgun to your chest day while youre mid set... and im going to then rerack ur weights like a gentleman...

>>40167327
Yes it is. Fucking research before you larp nignog.

>>40167427
Do you happen to have a vagina, cutie? Will you be my tomboy wife?

>>40167452
tomboy niggers are always unwell. im not a female. relationship and desire is for the weak who cant be alone in the mind. work on that muscle next and understand misery and solitude is the biggest gains one could ever have in a pitiful human life.

>>40167465
Yeah I used to feel this way until I realised I wanted sons and I had a duty to carry on my lineage. I'm not necessarily looking for a relationship because I'm desperate for love or romance or anything gay like that and I want to be a homesteader for the isolation and solitude.

Just clarify though, do you have a pussy or a dick?

>>40167437
im not larping
my retarded tranny sibling has set up a gofund me for it
they have seen the surgeon are they just getting jewed or what then

Do you guys consider me a girl, even if I repress my trannyness?

>>40166300
Living in a motel in the worst part of town or multiple room mates in a shitty apartment in a better town. I’ve done both. Motel if you value privacy, room mates if you value safety. Always look for better jobs don’t give up lie on resumes

>>40167542
Nice. Doesn’t matter. Stop associating with her if you hate it so much and stop whining like a bitch.

>>40167549
yes and no
you're a male but have some "female" essence maybe, depending on the person. most trannies are fake whether they know it or not, including me

If you don't goon at least once a day you're fembrained and ngmi

>>40166985
nah

>>40167679
so i'm...based?

>>40167224
yeah he should do it
also is 17k actually that much money for you guys

I feel sorry my mother she has a “daughter” like me

>>40167704
i fucking hate jake gyllenhaal

>>40168464
Are you Spanish? Might wanna try that again

>>40168505
why

>>40168711
he has an extremely punchable face

>be me
>have long hair i've been growing out for like 2 years, it's almost touching mid back at longest part
>also fat
>long hair makes it much harder to pass and just generally makes me feel dysphoric
>short hair makes me look even fatter

what do

>>40168966
cut your hair become fat guy but also dont do it too short if you dont think itll look good

Any cute liddle pooners here?

>>40168966
lose weight and then deal with your hair

>>40168203
yes most top surgery is not that expensive. ive seen like 12k max

>>40168966
try tying hair up in a manbun or something. not mentioning facial hair bc it takes a long time to grow. i liked my long hair and am growing it out again because i really regret cutting it.

>>40169245
ya mine was 12k but that was with contouring lipo included

>>40169245
i've had around 20k quoted to me by a surgeon before but mine was 10k

>>40169241
i have been losing weight steadily for a while but it takes a long time

>>40167533
Family making is just the next step in mental weakness. Lineage is a meaningless cope to justify it.