>>40140543 (OP)my makeup is bad. i know its bad, but i cant will myself to fix it. this stuff is so fucking expensive when youre unemployed and i got laid off for trooning out 8 months ago. eyes are the worst, i feel like most of the face makes sense except eyes where things dont seem to want to work the way they should. i almost always get powder in places i dont want it, and very little sticks to where i apply it. im also bad at applying it. its probably easy to fix, but this hole ive fallen into keeps me from wanting to do anything but the essential. i think this is a fairly common experience.
also, i dont really dress for exaggerated makeup. to constrain the extent of my honmoding i dress pretty normie, which means theres not much room for things like wings and such. in my confidence that i could reap the benefits of male presentation for longer i have fallen into a trap of my own making with no real way out in sight.
>>40141119no its rather accurate, but not unfixable. effort is the obvious difference between people who are good at makeup and those who arent.