>fall in love with girl
>date for a while
>notice hints of long-term relationship being difficult / not being fully possible
>exacerbate anxiety by having trust issues that make it difficult to feel safe in a relationship
>i feel like i'm going to be abandoned
>i feel like she's gonna notice i'm not good nor hot
>my emotional and sexual validation void grows too intense
>download apps and cheat to feel like i'm hot
>feel terrible remorse about it after
>try to break up
>if it works then just go with another girl and back to step 0
>if it doesn't then I get back and repeat the same pattern until i'm caught or the break up works
>

>>40144147 (OP)
me when i self sabotage because vulnerability is scary

>>40144147 (OP)
lol, I hope the small handful of shitty exes i had feel just as stupid about their stupid fucking behaviour

>>40144147 (OP)
This doesn't happen to me because no guy has ever told me he liked me, sad!

>>40144147 (OP)
actual pussy

>>40144147 (OP)
have some selfcontrol, maybe you could even communicate... or quit dating

>>40144147 (OP)
Kill yourself bud

>>40144147 (OP)
Do I know you?

>>40144147 (OP)
we had it all and you threw it away for nothing but your own stupid insecurities
i wish i could hold you and fix it all but you won't let me ever have an in darling boy
im sorry for the things i said at the end, but what you did was really not okay and hurt me so much

>>40144147 (OP)
>>40150915
Imagine a 4chan anon post actually reached the person is was intended for, would be crazy.