What's your favorite summer treat? For me it's slushy ice with soda or some type of flavoring. Preferably cherry. Aside from that a cold glass of iced tea with lemon hits the spot
>>40146313
>>40146488 (OP)everyone below this post is a dumb stupid bitch
Somehow living itt 24/7 and having no life is winning lmao
>>40146502it's a meme you dip
does smoking weed lower your iq level.
>>40146431i mean i dont really want to date them in a traditional way i just want someone to go on picnics or go dancing with and like trust them i guess. i would just treat them like i treat all my friends
>>40146549posting this, you definitely smoke weed
dummy
>>40146549yes. pot made me retarded
'cause i really wanted to stay at your house..
Too bad everyone knows Iโm a fake troon chaser creep on hrt instead of a young beautiful transbian, so they just never invite me to meet-ups and I get stuck in the wagie cuckzone
how do people walk around with their bums out do they just have mega confidence?
I played the milk games now I'm sad
>>40147481'they know they look good'
is basically the how
>>40148234how do you know if you look good?
>>40148274look in mirror
>but muh bddexternal validation?
risky, lass
have some respect for yerself.
>>40148285why are you scottish
>>39793311Pedro and Nicholas rubbing their cocks together. Their testicles are gently swaying in the summer breeze.
"I'm a woman, WE are women..."
Nicholas smiles. His cock twitches and his asshole is puckering in excitedness.
Pedro leans in for a womanly kiss.
>>40148298*shitposts back at you*
>>40146488 (OP)>qottsomebody might clock where i live based on this, but: the orange sherbet/black raspberry twist soft serve from [my local ice cream shop]
>>40149389sleep is important
>>40146488 (OP)nothing, I guess lemon water, who knows
I have to watch my weight so I need to be careful with treats
anything above 100 calories a day and I start putting on weight!
>>40146493hey, that's me...
>>40146112don't worry about it, I think it's fine to be passionate about something
plus it's both creative and technical, right?
you're polymath maxxing as the youngsters say
do they say that...?
ngl lasses im thinking we all should just detroon and become best buds instead
everyone happy ever thereafter, drama solved with a few drinks
enjoy life while we can without being trans let control our every waking moment
that shrimple innit
the end
>>40149882I need a sex change before i detrans
>>40146488 (OP)juicy watermelon dripping all down my lips and chin ong ong
>take weed to gain weight
>lose 10 pounds
I guess this is a sign. Were returning to 19 bmi
>>40150086I don't think weeds have a lot of calories anon maybe try iced cream
>>40149882i disagree lass i think being a tranny is cool and based and does not preclude being best buds or having a silly wee tipple
>>40150108sugar heavy diets make me break out and get tummy fat
>>40150276rule#1
avoid sugar at all cost unless unavoidable
>>40150301thanks captain obvious
eating 3kcals of sunflower seeds makes me wanna kms though
You need to buy kilograms of meat, peanut butter and ice cream. Eat a shit ton of meat every day and then add on the peanut butter and ice cream to the rest of your day. You can skip the ice cream. But never. Never. The meat. Peanut butter is just a cheat code. If not interested go for a calorie heavy drink that's mostly protein. Like protein powder drinks.
Or just live with my pos bottle cap sized body where if I don't fast for 48 hours while eating at most 1k calories a day I gain weight.
>>40150365only nazis eat animals
>>40150380Only vegetarians ignore the joy of a good steak. Aka. Super ultra mega nazis.
>>40146488 (OP)I wake up in the morning like it don't matter!!
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Hey guis(girls) whatโs up?
Iโm still in Salem Oregon and I met this 4chan girl omg barf
Mono won
Snew won
Navy lost
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And when I said met ahuehuehjehue I mean I gave her drugs
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>>40150608I saw a skin walker so if you ever look into my eyes just know I can skinwalk girl(guy)
>>40150460excellent trigger discipline
based granma
i had a plant
it died
i miss it
>>40150665STOP THE BULLY STOP THE MASACRE STOP
>>40150694aids ridden monkeypox spreader
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>>40150694Heโs a street rat
>>40150707Fuck you Iโve been fucking this bonified fine ass female in the downtown district of Salem for the past week
(Sharing redacted)
>>40150694oldfag turned schizo meth head
many such cases
Let's just act like he's not here
>>40150738Omg not even idisodjkdidudjskskdjdj
>>40150739seems pretty conclusive
>>40150738how oldfag we talking? also is he in any way associated with other oldfag meth heads
>>40150708are any of these tags yours
>>40150600missing like 7 people in your list + this unnamed totally-not-gay-at-all trooper
>>40150086just eating more from weed munchies probably won't do it
just move to a food desert county and one single toast will give you instant 26bmi and diabetes
or be like pedro and spend 50% of your time shoving as much food into your yaphole as physically possible and the remaining 50% on the loo
oh i feel much sorrow for that person who one day might have to stick it up there
i hope they can get over the trauma golly jeez
>>40151036i think ive figured out i dont even get munchies i eat less when im high cause i forget to eat food
>>40150739>>40150747fpd=fat pooner dood?
>>40151036the issue with food deserts is people have to eat processed junk for every meal
it's especially dire in the US. The smaller rural towns in Washington have nothing but McDonald's and dollar general. Maybe a gas station. And those elderly white people can't drive 80 miles roundtrip to a proper grocery store even once a week
>>40151098why do you keep posting pics of this random person
anyway I'm getting a slushie right now. Should I get bubblegum or green apple
>>40150899navy -------------------------
hayato/navy -
"chloe" --
navy/jackie ------------------
navy+emi(aoife, yup) --------
eve ---------
navy -
eve ---------------------------------
rizz ----
(navy crashes out, paypigs for lynn, picrel) eve/mono ---------
navy/mono ----------
kara ----
rizz ---------------------------
laguna(X3) --------
navy -
mono -
val -----------
mono/navy -------------
mono ------
to be continued in kats notebook
*the em dash symbolizes the length of romantic interaction that kat had with individuals
based AI skills at reading the archive
didnt realize you could talk about /mtfg/ with ai. thats funny af.
i asked it to find out what it thought of me and it produced this lol
>>40151475>aioh you're one of THOSE people
>>40151506i use ai for japanese practice and you should too
>>40151475Quitting 4chan going real well I see
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>>40151512not learning japanese and would rather learn from fucking hentai and neckbeards than use that blight on human progress and drive
learn to make an effort woman
>>40151524https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EIO1g97S2x8
lol. im using it less at least but this place is a hole
A cockroach spawned under me while I was calmly drawing some Kanji and gave me a heart attack but my cat already seemingly paralyzed it but refuses to kill it and is just slapping its half dead corpse around and I don't have the guts to finish it off
>>40151748best put it out of its misery then inform the property owner
Kinda fucked that I need to call my parents to come kill the cockroach at the age of 21
>>40151836Cockroaches are an inevitable occurrence in Spain when it's summer unfortunately
my tummy wont stop grumbling because im starving myself XDDD
>>40151748>pedros lair imagine the smell
you should become my boywife, my actual wife will teach you to be a clean, good girl
comfy gundam
>>40152046>ywn be a handsome Viking warrior's enslaved anglo boywifeI'm gonna kms
>go in for trache shave and vfs consult
>no surgeons
>ask what's going on
>oh we don't do surgeries here it's more like a voice training class
>spend an hour making vowel sounds with my mouth and some straws
In their defense I actually learned a lot and will keep pursuing this but I specifically asked my doc for a trache shave consult so like what the frick
reminder to voice train
https://x.com/flffymnblck/status/1937213861511188806?s=46
>>40146488 (OP)MILKSHAKE MILKSHAKE MILKSHAKE MILKSHAKE MILKSHAKE
VANILLA MILKSHAKE WITH CHOCOLATE CANDY BITS AND CARAMEL DRIZZLED AND WHIPPED CREAM
finally got around to inoculating some agar plates with some culinary mushroom spores, albeit a little haphazardly. hopefully one of them is mostly free of contam. might need to get more plates though, these ones were months old but they looked ok and none of them had anything germinating yet
fingers crossed it goes well
>>40152930why would you need to do that? are you unable to just do a feminine voice on your own?
>>40152676that's actually pretty good, maybe you'll make it without surgery!
>>40152930>get on hrt, grow your hair and nails out, learn makeup, have a 9 step facecare routine, spend hundreds of dollars on clothes and jewlery>can't spend 15 minutes a day working on voicewhy are so many trannies like this
>>40152676voicetraining is easy took me 8 months to get cispassing, self-taught
i am hon and stupid want drink and no alive pls :)
Why the fuck is every mtf circle just filled with kids that talk about
>sex
>killing themself
>their parents
>losers that get on hrt because they're balding
Where the fuck do I talk with normal sisters that aren't immature losers that are scared about their mommy finding out and can actually engage in convos like a normal human being. People I can call friends and maybe hang out with without being creeped out.
>>40146488 (OP)taro melona
the chinese grocery store near my house sells them i love them
>>40153671parrot.
parrot is chill.
she has microscope.
i like 2 talk 2 her about the weird lil shit she takes pictures of with her microscope.
ive never seen a cockroach in my life
>>40153199how do you deal with the risk of contamination, do you have a laminar flow hood or a still air box? what kind of agar are you using, nutrient agar? whatโs you use for inoculation, a loop?
>>40153732i love this drawing
>>40153671i found a few online that are chill
i just started looking for people irl
just pissed without washing my hands
take that big pharma
>>40153832iv only seen cockroaches in the city. my frens cat chases them. i get those house centipede things and my cat with bat those around a bit but gives up if they get away.
i shud have made the waterbear saying "gib tiddy pls" or something
>>40146488 (OP)REMINDER: Cis Gay men are NOT our allies.
I'm letting it be known in all the trans generals to spread awareness. Gay men hate us and want us dead, we should hate them too.
We were nothing but kind to them, and this is how they treat us. Don't trust them or any cissiod moid to be honest.
>>40153867Where do you go to talk with people online that are over 30 mtf? Or if in 20s, transitioned long enough to not be a total loser that bases their entire identity on being trans.
how do you find trans people nearby to hang out with that aren't miserable trauma dumpers?
>>40153892thats just one autist but ok
>>40153892yeah no shit
u thought that was new?
>>40153931gay or pride bars. sometimes they'll have trans nights.
>>40153671>she thinks transgender people are mentally healthylmao
>>40153940>>40153931bars got alcohol.
booze makes ppl trauma dump even harder sometimes.
also makes ppl dance tho.
maybe like a makers club with 3d printers n shit, maybe the engineery types are more stable. or like a tabletop/magic type place idk.
>>40153937It's not just one autist, they ALL think like this. I've never encountered a gay man who didn't hate us, they're all shitty people. And if Our rights get taken, I hope theirs does too. Fuck gays.
>>40153939No, I just didn't think so many of them hated us that much. I feel betrayed by every other minority.
>>40153892>We were nothing but kind to themCalling them pedophiles and referencing NAMBLA because they asked you to leave them alone was such a kind hearted gesture. Why do they persecute us so?
>>40153992well not Every minority but there are bad seeds everywhere including here
also that pic is making u seem very much like a bad faith actor
>>40153979buff deer!
look how dum i made this lizard.
i cant draw as gud lately. like its extra shiddy.
>>40153995pooge gives them a bad rep
but also alot of them are often like that
considering the things theyve said idc
talk shit get hit
>>40153921There was a 30+ server that used to be good. I'm in a small offshoot now.
>>40153995I didn't say any of that. Before today I was genuinely for gay rights, and i didn't hate them. But time and time again they continue to bash our community using the same rhetoric transphobes use. I thought they were out allies, but they're not.
>>40154004Everyone tells me " its only a few bad seeds", but no, they all have this attitude towards us. I've encountered a few that were so fucking cruel to me, and I'll never forgive them.
I can't trust gays. I hate cis gay men, and men in general honestly.
Weird question but how do you tell if people are looking at you :(
wud have been so much cooler if i cud have been a masc4masc leather daddy cuz i like those dudes anyway but aint no way i cud keep living a lie. its not fair to the homies. i gotta b the bish n find a dude that like a bish.
prolly happens alot where one muscle guy is like dude i cant do it no more man and leaves his muscle guy to go become a troon. maybe the other muscle guy wud be cool with it n still love her.
prolly not tho lol.
sad :/
>>40154057yeah theyre not known for being nice ppl desu
not all ive only met a few fags and they were not my kind of ppl
doesnt mean theyre all maga voting self sabotaging spiteful retards
>>40154057Be less political and have a fat sexy arse like Laguna, and we'll support you. Otherwise get fucked nerd cakes.
>>40154028fuck lol
this doodle was kinda on point. still shlappy tho but thats my steez
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Why in gods name is German the most sought after language here for jobs? I ain't never seen 1 German person here in my entire life. Might end up switching from learning French to German atp but that's like a way harder language and it's still spoken by way less people than French. Idgi
>>40154159german industry maybe? international communication?
>>40154116shlizzy glizzy
>>40154159BMW n shit.
watches.
>>40154172that basically
>>40154159What they're saying is, we prefer hiring German people because they're smart and have a work ethic that will help drive our company.
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>>40154188I call they gronk wideman
>>40154199movie is so fuckin gud.
i like the newer one with jack black in it too...oh i just got sad again. fuck. imma go.
It's like in parts of western Canada where landlords will advertise an apartment in Chinese and there won't be any English included. What they're saying is that they prefer Chinese tenants, and if you are round eye Mayo Krispy Kreme Canadian, apply less.
>>40154172Something about that I guess all everyone wants is English, native Spanish and German. I saw an offer looking for Chinese speakers but literally zero for French. I really thought that would've been like the n1 secondary language people are looking for but I guess not. And now I'm looking for like jobs from other countries where they pay for your stay etc and it's all Germany again. Ig I do have to switch to German. I preferred French but oh well I gotta settle in this inhumane job market. So 2 hard languages and a course on being a server plus working as one after. 9/11 for my lazy ass.
>>40154198Nah they want native Spanish speakers mostly
Spanish people being lazy is a genuine psyop pushed by employers here to make people get shittier jobs and have to settle for low pays. Every job I'm seeing even like the shittiest ones has hundreds of people asking for it. The absurd unemployment is because there's not enough jobs and not enough ways to get studies.
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>>40154239weh sorry nona
and yeh I loved that ole vhs as a kid
yoshi was so cool
>>40154256Why did Spain allow millions of people from the former colonies to move there? It doesn't make sense because in your country there taking jobs, using education resources and housing, and you're probably competing against people from Latin America for a lot of entry level jobs. I would guess that's the real cause of the friction Spanish job market right now. The majority of new births in Spain come from immigrants from Latin america.
It's literally all Germany and any like language based jobs want German too they don't even care about anything else they just want German
Actual psyop
>>40154256re there alot of french ppl in spain? might be why, if theres alot of french ppl then there isnt much demand, and if its the main language they teach then theres gonna be alot of ppls who can speak french and spanish thus lowering the demand
but yeh sucks
>>40154292>re there alot of french ppl in spain?they certainly arent in france
>>40154286Our economy was already shit because while everyone was busy getting their shit together post ww2 we had Franco and it's consequences making us get our shit apart. I can't blame immigrants for anything because honestly they're literally coming to a worse country to live in than their own thinking that they'll have a better life because spain is practically the only place they could come to due to language barriers or poverty. All everyone's telling me is to get some titles and fuck off somewhere else.
>>40154286>>40154302we get it you have opinions about immigrants we dont care fuck off
>>40154289Die hair blonde
Change name to Greta
Wear the dirndl
You're hired. You can be my wife starting immediately.
>>40154292I don't think there's many either but yeah I guess there's way more support for learning that language so it's less in demand. But there's no support for Asian languages and no one cares about those either. Knowing Chinese is absolutely insane for getting to know a lot about tech advancements etc and understanding so many untranslated but crucial things for a lot of job markets but again no one cares about it. Ig German is important here because it's basically the n1 place in the EU.
>>40154320Danke shen or whatever they say
goober your orbiter seems well adjusted and normal you should suck his dink
>>40154322yeeee really depends on what industries and stuff are around what what requirements they have to keep the gears going
>>40154309Have you visited any country in Latin America? Spain isn't as bad as those countries, not even close. Unless you are rich in Mexico, you're life is gruelling labor begining at age 10.
But I understand the turmoil in Spain and the EU right now. You may not see the problem with migrants but I do. It's your country you shouldn't have to share with 20 million people born in Africa or the middle east or Latam.
>>40154332Amen. I'll keep you well fed and loved Greta. You can play vidyas and gacha all day, idc as long as we have cuddle times together nightly.
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>>40154340It's more about Germany being the most developed country in the EU alongside some others which also have a lot of employment opportunities etc. Spain is like a big tourist attraction but not really a great place to live in.
>>40154347They still have way less unemployment than spain and the issues spain has were the same even without immigrants. And I love their culture 10 times more than mine if I'm being entirely honest, it's about 20 times more interesting and developed than ours. Don't forget Arabs lived here for most of spains existence. We're practically the actual immigrants here, just that enough time has passed for us to adapt their culture into our own different but not that developed one
>repulsed by men entire life
>turn into women
>suddenly can't stop thinking about men
why does this happen
I had it all nicely figured out with French and Japanese like French is easy so just get a couple textbooks and go to classes so you can get corrected and I could've easily gotten a decent level in like a year or two just by doing a bit daily. N now I gotta figure out German resources contact a different school and probably lazer focus on just languages past my initial server training so I can actually manage it. Surely I can pull it off considering I memorize flashcards without even trying v often but I fear my iq is not great enough to do that times 2. God help me.
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/8qacysIAFrU
>>40154406why did you ignore my question
>>40154515ใใใฏใใถใชใ่จใ
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>>40154568oh sorry I missed it
dealing with contamination is extremely less than ideal, just in a sterile room with no air flow. made sure to be quick with things but I'm still worried. I don't have the supplies or money or space for a flow good, and I haven't gotten around to making a still air box tho I probably will if these plates don't work out
and the it's nutrient agar agar, and I did the transfer with a heat sterilized butter knife lol
not exactly ideal laboratory circumstances
My cat is sleeping on me and my arm is going numb because I can't rest it anymore due to her.
>>40154261he a best.
so sad n sleepy 2day.
>>40154406look like Ricky from trailer park boys
Hey girls, who wants to send me their weekly "chest progress" pics? I'm totally not going to jerk off to them (yeah, I will)
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>>40154633love yoshi sm he my fav mario borther
I like tthe ourple one
sorry ur sad n eeby, im tired as hell desu and fairly stressed but feeling a bit better
hope u feel better too nona
Lazoomer wants to be Arab now too. Oh my wife, you have grieved me. Oh well. Lol
I wish I lived in Spain or Germany. All I do is trudge through stupid low IQ brownoids in my amerifavella, repulsive fats and smelly sub saharan untermensch. oy vey. let's hope Israel gets it's pristine ethnostate doe, dats what's my tax monies pay for, plus so i can pay for the dumb nigger filth's rent so they can afford to live next to me and give me dirty looks.
viva la shart life y'all
>>40154607innoculating loops are like 5$ on ebay. you should buy some parafilm as well if you haven't already. a pressure cooker can be used as an autoclave in a pinch. make sure you don't breathe in any spores.
>>40154663yes. toughts and prayers 2 all frens.
dudes who do the long jump in track n field must have learned how from yoshi the way he kick he legs like that to stay up on the air gud.
>>40154740>parafilmlol I've been meaning to but I've been using saran wrap bc it's what we have on hand
damn I'm really realizing how cheap I can be, it really would be a good idea to set up some proper things for mycology
maybe that'll be the next goal once I get a job or income aside from disability
should I get a sling bag or a hip bag with a shoulder strap
>>40154773just sit on ebay everything is so cheap companies get paid to clear out laboratories and they just put it all on ebay i bought parafilm, surgical gloves, a microscope, a microscope camera, inoculating loops, gram stain kit with bibulous paper, nutrient and water agar dishes and microscope slides + covers for only 385$
>>40154742I swear it works tho back in school they called me "the flea"
could high jump my own height back then 5'5"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_k39OqWcAc&list=PLjsTf_KS0r7dwyVMGVaufqN_0iNIcH5us
>>40154738germany sucks desu
>>40155030Everybody says this place sucks until they see where I'm from. And then they laugh at me and bully me. Is no gud 4 me desu
>>40154661legit 20 bucks and ill do it
>>40155273What if you're nomi tho. That's $20 wasted
>>40155328I promise Im not nomi :3
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>>40155397post bank details
>>40155468im fuckin broke vro
Fuck this stupid fucking mental disease. Why do I have to live with this shit the rest of my life?
>>40155548because you're a pretty girl
>>40155610I will if laguna does it
>>40155628oh its a moid
opinion discarded
>>40155636No, i just want to laugh at lil pedro
>>40155658give me money or fuck off
>>40155667I demand reparations for muh tranfobia
>>40155679No im gonna fuck off, you lil weirdo
>>40155685leave or ill lube up my armpits
>>40155707twenny bucks babe im broke
IDK what the lines are I haven't cut my armpits at all
>>40155718tweny bucks paige
>>40155764no worries, the attention is enough
>>40155775no im charging you to post
pay up
>>40155446https://voca.ro/169ulRpMoEYH
>>40155718could be caused by acanthosis nigricans. do you have dark creases on your neck or anywhere else? is the back of your neck darkened?
>>40155805ty desu
>>40155840I don't, I do have stretch marks from rapid weight gain due to anorexia recovery
my favorite summer snackie is spring salad with cheese, bacon bits, raspberry vinaigrette, and croutons :3 mango smoothie with it is amazing too <3
>>40156144yum yum crisp salad and a cold mango smoothie sounds perfect. I'm gonna do that tomorrow
Ai is making everyone retarded and they don't even realize
>>40146488 (OP)a dish pino grigggshhh queen
Was about to go to the beach but then I started sweating just while changing clothes and I realized I'm not ready for the climate of one
is there a word for the psychic damage caused by shaving your cone tits
> I started sweating just while changing clothes
this made me hard
>>40157385Hot weather makes you hard?
>>40157551The mental image of you changing, your sweaty skin glistening as you try to pull those jeans over your butt but they just don't fit anymore. And then giving up and laying nude. It's a whole fantasy my bad.
It's not so bad actually
>>40157689? I'm not obese I'm chubby
>>40157754where is that looks nice
>>40157801hey i lived in madrid! what city?
>>40157754Yeah that's a chubby girl reference. You're not obese I don't like obese. I couldn't believe how fem you've gotten since I last saw you.
>>40157914Isn't madrid the city
>>40158134Nvm I misread your post. Don't ask goona where she's from here, that's personal.
>>40158205itโs not that personal to ask a city thatโs very broad
>>40157914Is almeria a city. Idk.
>>40158024Right. Planning on losing weight now though.
>>40158227i mean ive heard of it so i would say yes. Ive never been there tho
>>40158213Yeah but there's bad ppl on this site that dox other posters.
>>40158227Ok. Good luck with whatever you decide. Take care Laguna i hope you get job and dreem. I think I'm going to stop posting here.
>>40158249not from just a city tho
>>40158248It's a nice place I think. I like the beaches here. Would've taken great pics but I was busy swimming
>>40158249Yeah sure. I'm on my phase of wanting to get fit again.
>>40158279i do really like the andalusian beaches, i remember taking a fat ass nap in a malaga once. i found myself being really drawn to the beaches in spain bc i was getting a bit claustrophobic in madrid bc of the landlockedness
>>40158304I live in a rural area n it's very spacious n stuff here specially beaches cuz they're empty a lot of the time.
>>40158333well i did actually really like how madrid was designed and being in a dense city but not being near water was just weird for me cause i grew up on the beach in los angeles
Fat fuck inna swimsut
>>40158389I don't like cities as convenient as they are 2bh. Too many peoples. Too many cars.
>>40158409damn girl does that dumper do tricks?
>>40158409well compared to a us suburb i like it so much more. There is more cars by volume but a lack of dependency on them, and there is actual connection and community which i craved from the soullessness and lack of people in la
you have a really nice body
>>40158416It fart
>>40158426Well I've never been to anywhere but Spain so I wouldn't know much abt it.
>>40158454well youโre lucky spain is a pretty good country relatively, if i took spanish in high school i probably wouldโve stayed there full time. iโm gonna go back there to visit friends later this summer
>>40158409wow you really got thicc
>>40158469Spanish is a v easy and useful language. You should study it.
>>40158485A little.
Man I saw some shite about how if you study after working out you'll retain info way better but holy fuck am I not in condition to do anything but lay down and nap rn.
>>40158501i tried to learn it but i had much stuff going on i ended up choosing to try to figure out my personal shit first. I never actually choose to go to spain i was kinda shipped off so it was tough and weird for me. I learned enough to get by tho and i can read and listen to it alright but not enough to speak.
>>40158507thatโs funny actually cause i would listen to spanish learning audio tapes while working out but i retained very little
>>40158518It's chose not choose and learnt not learned. You just need to pick up a textbook some yt vids for reinforcement on wtv you study then do immersion, output exercises and anki.
>>40158523You can't retain much while working out you're meant to do it after, and audio courses tend to be bad. Only good one I know is pimsleur and it's not just listening there's a lot of repeating and explanations and pdfs to go with every lesson
>>40158530> It's chose not choose and learnt not learned ok now
yeah i know all about those i did actually get obsessed with HOW to learn languages and polyglot content when i was trying to learn instead of actually learning lol. the truth is i didnโt have the motivation and it was a semi-conscious choice, i still would love to but i donโt think i will ever have the drive again
>>40158545To each their own rlly. I like studying because it's simple memorization and practice and it feels great to understand things you didn't before and know words from memory.
>>40158556yeah it is, i still practice french sometimes cause i did learn enough of that to speak poorly because it felt fun and cool. Maybe i will try spanish honestly, i do have the time. so stupid if i did tho given how useful it would have been these years lol
pictures of stranded whales make me sad
>>40158573Well you can't change what you did yesterday but you can change what you do today
>>40158602Yeah. And what ik gonna do today. Is nap. And then jap. And then. One piece. But first and most important. Nap.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OK2yqm-ofGA
all you care about is return on investment
no humanity
you cannot afford to treat others as property
you're not that good
>>40158787probably the worst music ever made
>>40158802https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvq7Jy-TFAU
all id no superego
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBmROluwLkc
:3
id is essentiaal for self preservation
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNxfwiuM9IQ
but without the superego you are little beyond animlas
>>40158804https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1M5ote3-KIw
temperance
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZ58ggs_6CU
>>40158855very relaxing
Im not done though
>>40158852trump should have dropped the bomb on white surburban american boys instead
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpnW68Q8ltc
>>40158865im sure nuking your own country is a perfect strategy
you're so fucking wise
are you willing to dig among the scraps to survive or would you give up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vtlUg95hhBI
spite can only fuel you for so long
is there nothing else?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v7BddpYYNGk
>>40158874depends on whether I have to listen to rich white kids who think they're gangsta but sound twelve
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogMNV33AhCY <3
>>401588981v1 me bruv :3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tEPB7uzKuh4
>>40158916you're not the target audience bub
nini goober </3
hope you maanage to get over that narcissism and learn to acknowledge others as people as capable of human emotion as you deny yourself
>>40146488 (OP)paige you nog i drempt of giving you a bj and im kinda mad
>>40150899he was packing like yeah xd
For fucks sake... SHEEN! You can just eat, I don't know... A fucking apple? A glass of water? WEIRD idea! And I know already, now you're going to sad post "boo hoo, nobody likes me because I've had" - no, nobody likes you because you FUCKING DON'T IMPROVE ONE. FUCKING. BIT.
Ever since I've been here in 8 fucking years when my life went to shit, and I crawled out of the gutter over and over again, you have been here eating shit all the time, putting your fucking money towards a fucking graphics card. Because you know, that's exactly what you need right now. A fucking graphics card to sit more on your fucking ass and play fucking video all day. While shoving fucking burgers down your fucking hole. Right? Fuck.
I'm trying to like you, quit making it impossible. Please. Like a fucking clockwork. Sheen, nobody is fucking angry at you for posting about fucking foods. People are angry at you for wasting money on graphics cards, video games. Fast food. A car, as I've been recently told. Instead of you selling the car, getting some fucking vegetables. Eating your fucking veggies, drinking some fucking water for once in your life (without added sugar I might add) And I don't know sell your fucking car get a fucking bike.
Like, yes, you are depressed. Wow. 90% of us are fucking depressed. 90% of us have some fucking mental issue we deal with. Yes, we are here to support you. But you don't want support. You just want a fucking pity party. About poor old fat sheen. Who will never be liked. Nigga You look like a fucking middle aged woman. And you do fuck all with it. It's infuriating, it is sad
Oh, and I'm not done yet. Sheen. We've been over this for like, how many years? Like fuck? I've been fucking pre op. I had a fucking dick when you started posting here. And what changed? What did you do in all those years? Fucking nothing.
You did nothing. Despite people constantly offering you help, offering you advice, constantly offering you to do shit for you and WITH you.
almost 1.5 hours between posts
the patient is dead, time to pack up shop jannies
First time in my life that I get removed over not knowing how to rate an armpit 2bh
>>40161575>>40161631kat beat the crap out of her
shes fat now she gets tired easier
>>40161644Never underestimate fat bitch strength
I shouldn't have worked out lower body now my muscles there are making my legs be permanently in contact with eachother due to the already insane amounts of fat that go there so the middle of my legs is always burning
>>40161660how much u lift lil gup
>>40161644sry can't do I'm probably on some kind of watchlist in spain kek
>>40161801I used to lift like uh idk I don't remember. I'm gonna start going to the gym again next week because I found one that's open super late w air conditioning and that sounds chill.
I really want to start passing better. :*(
Thinking of switching my grammar resources from textbooks to something more oriented for solo learning but I feel bad about leaving the book alone halfway in
I'll just tell it we need a break to explore new things.. hope he understands
>>40161897you dont even speak your native language. you know ayden?
>>40161911You ha blo espaniol mucho ben amigoes
>>40161918la mentablemente
Dam nvm this even has study plans to go along textbooks too ig we're forming a polycule now
>>40161817late night is nice cuz not many ((((((ppl)))))) but feels sketch at times
anyways go try lifting 70-80 and tell me how many reps
tranny powerscaling
>>40161832same
>>40161970More resources more better
>>40161975I'll just go w my dad as a bodyguard simple as. And I'm not lifting 70 or 80 without dying rn lmao but I did lift a lot when it came to squats and like deadlifts I think it was called
>>40161984show your dad lemme see if id fug
>>40161995Gonna show you your address
> I think it was called
Lol she so cute bros.
>>40162003let me just address the facts
your dad more than likely has a top tier gyat
deadlifts are fun but cant do them anymore
i pulled a tendon in my hand and it hurt really badly cause hrt made my hands too weak but not the rest of my body
being tall is way less of a strength advantage on E
>>40162035oh sweet baby heal for me please i cant imagine you in pain
It feels shameful to mark words as known in srs systems. Maybe it's because I'm not sure if I really really know it but if I don't mark it as known every time it pops up in reviews I'm pissed it's wasting my time because I do know it.
>>40162017Nah
>>40162035I've smth wrong with my right shoulder and it doesn't work good but I still work out anyways n it's fine. If you thug it out enough you'll just accept the pain as how it is n that's that. If old people didn't do xyz cuz of pain they'd never do anything at all.
>>40162048its okay. it just feels a little tender when i lift something heavy but im careful now
>>40162035What was your PR?
>>401620620_0
>>40162084you know what else is tender
the older you get the sadder it is to still be torn up by the same insecurities and dysphoria that has defined your childhood
>>40161984zyzz is judging u rn
>>40162035i like exercises that just promote flexibility the most. as long as my legs can go behind my head im all good
never liked deadlifting. or lifting in general as it reminds me Estrogen kindly forgot to get rid of my pre-hrt strength and thus i received blessings of dysphoria
yeh smth like that
mayb I shud start riding bike again to get my heart ready for snoil.png and think cud fix nose surgery marathon
>>40162140Zyzzy is happy that I like working out and being strong. Btw flexibility exercises and cardio fucking suck. Only good workout is lifting.
>>40162035also if memory serves right u got lucky with ur body
mirin boober and hips desu
Why's everyone getting sucked off except me
mh mh flexibility is an important trait as you inevitably will find out one day
I became acutely aware of my diminishing flexibility when I did a certain set of pictures (kinda like picrel actually but legs also bent upwards(>feet days), clown gymnastics fr fr) where I had to arch my back and also turn it to the left. felt like a snake about to snap in half. since then I do a bunch of "lazy" flexibility exercises like daily
yoga is goated too
I don't like cardio, feels like I'm dying and about to puke every time
>>40162177can a nigga not b complementing n mirin about a fellow lass' physique, no-homo style?
>fags autotranslates into days
DEI reversed AI slop illiterate enabling garbage
>>40162115never goes away
but hey who gets the chance to spend one human lifespan in two genders that's kinda rad if you think about it
>>40162264I'm just saying a thug feel unappreciated sometimes
Business idea: starting a tranny gym, they'll pay the membership fees and only use the gym to take selfies of themselves posing with the weights and equipment to show the internet they were in a gym, and then they'll go to Starbucks and order a giant milkie shake and go home to post some more.
>>40162103when i was doing volleyball in high school i did 3 plates but on hrt my best was 2 plates and 12kg/25 pounders on the side. sorta average for someone what exercises. never really went for one reps cause volleyball isnt a game like that.
>>40162104>you know what else is tenderpork tenderloins
>>40162115sorta mood. i think the worst thing about growing up is realizing im exactly the same as a combination of my parents and all the things that upset me about them carry on in me.
>>40162140>i like exercises that just promote flexibility the most. as long as my legs can go behind my head im all goodyeah yoga is fun. i like doing yoga, swimming, playing volleyball when i can, and hiking
i should be biking before the snow pack comes in but i havent been.
yoga honestly covers full body fitness and pilates with it will make you healthier than a lifter.
>>40162164besides the shoulders my body proportions are okay. they arent as good as my girlfriends but i have round boobs and my hips grew a lot. my iliac crest is male but i have a small underbust which makes it survive. it's like an endomorphic hourglass basically. not very beautiful but at least feminine.
>a thug feel unappreciated
ever gotten your lunch money stolen?
>>40162372how do you not realize a tranny gym would be majority ftms
>>40162373Grendel why are you still alive
>>40162374No
>>40162373>swimmingnightmare fuel
I love the ocean tho
now forever out of reach sobbning
and yeh yoga is also crazy for mental health
used to thnk is snakeoil but it's legit
>shouldersehhhhh considering height and other proportion they arent bad at all
also asymmetrical clothing helps. anything flaring/lose is low-key cheating like these sweatpants but if it works it works
>iliac crestcan't believe had to Google this
idk can only give own opinions and u have good "iliac crest"
hourglass yeah
just gain weight desu.
....wonder if riding horse a lot makes hip wider...thnk cud b tru?!?
>all the things that upset me about them carry on in me.many such cases in history and philosophy
tho is wrong
everyone is unique
>>40162471Grendel could judo throw you into the next life.
>>40162477Literally skinwalking goonas outfits now lol wtg lang
Ngl I don't think I'll ever get over getting called a Twitter normie when I said I don't like pedophilic oversexualized or racist anime. Fully believe you'd need a master in internet brainrot to even be capable of formulating that thought much less outputting it. Genuine gemmy of retardation
>>40162503How about they throw themselves off a bridge in this life instead
>>40162511That's really mean man. Paige yes, frendel no.
>>40162517>"I don't like pedophilic anime">Lol no wonder you aren't racist How do you justify this
Volleyball is a really fun sport to play, and you get to wear short spandex shorts and hug your teammates after you score a point. Real hsts chads play volleyball in high school.
>>40162373you really grendle?
>>40162471goona you dont know what youre getting yourself into
>>40162471>Grendel why are you still alivei have to swirl around the toilet bowl called life a few more times
>>40162477>nightmare fuel>I love the ocean tho>now forever out of reach sobbningthat makes sense. i only go swimming in remote lakes where people wont see me. it's pretty disturbing to be bepenised and at the beach. people want you to like come out of your shell and its like ahah trust me you dont want that
> yeh yoga is also crazy for mental healthim def gonna do it more. the only annoying part is showering right after and if you prefer working out evenings thats like 2 hours off your night. way more productive than 4chan tho.
>also asymmetrical clothing helps. anything flaring/lose is low-key cheating like these sweatpantsyeah. my like go to outfit is high waisted jeans and blouses that taper out at the hips. casual but makes you look like a girl but also fits in with the current casual clothes trend in fashion rn. your outfit in that pic looks cool, the bra thing is too adventurous for me but the no shoulder strap is a really epic look. i like the way you do casual wear.
>....wonder if riding horse a lot makes hip wider...thnk cud b tru?!?maybe. it might change the resting q angle from having to keep your legs a certain position. i love horse riding you should try it if you can. idk if they have em in germany but it's great. lot of work tho.
>just gain weight desu.good idea but need to be doing cardio to bulk right. i think im the only amab on earth that does dirty cuts and clean bulks lol
>everyone is uniquejust specific problems like narcissism and drug addiction are super upsetting yk? thanks though, we definitely are all our own people in the end
>>40162527She posts anime girls all the time, idk where this debate surfaced mebbe u shud settle your differences with her, and hire her to be your personal trainer? She's good at athletics and stuff.
>>40162536?
>>40162546Hang yourself
>>40162555As if I'd even bother to talk to an unmedicated neet schizophrenic racist that spends "her" time watching pedo targeted animes
>>40162571She was always nice to me, even if I'm not a very nice guy. Luv grimble simple as. You should be nicer to schizos like me, it's good for your karma.
>>40162533volleyball was really really fun. the hsts volleyball position is libero though. every volleyball team picks up the libero and throws him around sometimes cause hes the smallest and the fastest. i played opposite so i was doomed to fakeshittery. sometimes i played setter too but only as a sub, could dump pretty well.
>>40162536>you really grendle?yeah. you really johan? worried.
>>40162571>Hang yourselfi dont get you. you tell me to stop responding to you then get mad when i do? what do you want from my attention?
>>40162624What I need you to do is to take a rope and hang yourself
>>40162624its a joke name real name sebastian
>>40162624I only played amateur ball, in middle school and during high school just played for fun but wasn't on a team. I bet you looked muy cute in your team uniform and that's what's important.
also why does my passport look like euro notes on the inside
>>40162463non T post-top-op FtMs with that e-boy phenotype are goated
>>40162503I've had these for quite a while actually (2023, damn I was a chonker...)but never got around to wearing them cuz was in my leggings/goth jeans era
but yeah is kinda giving skin walker vibes
>>40162546yeh oebis area issue is main concern oh man
>my like go to outfit is high waisted jeans and blouses that taper out at the hips. casual but makes you look like a girl but also fits in with the current casual clothes trend in fashion rn.did that for too long. I went through like 5 different fashion/hair/scene styles last year before finding my fit
also did horseriding when I was younger was fun but scary cuz horses tall. doubt will do again
>just specific problems like narcissism and drug addiction are super upsetting ykaka the average person xd
Pedro maybe you should be activley doing something about your receding male hairline or britbonger teeth instead of just hiding them and pretend they won't get any worse instead of hanging out with geriatric woman and clicking on pictures of cookies.
had my checkup this morning, blood sugar + pressure seems okay, white blood cells + protein + ketones too high, everything else ok, kidneys were no longer shutting down
lost some weight and get to live another year 10/10 surviving
she was also pushing some intermittent fasting doctor with podcasts and books onto me, she's read them all...
also don't forget to cool off when days are hot, and use air conditioners to maximize study time
going to cool off and read more chiikawa soon...
how do I make it clear to a friend I'm meeting on the weekend that I'm into him peeps? am boymoder but he knows I'm tranny and still wants to meet 1:1. we hug sometimes.
>air conditioner
>EU
>electricity bill
I close my curtains when it's 34degrees+and my house stays at 24 degrees inside due to photosynthesis domain expansion
>>40162711Hug him again and when your in his arms tell him you want to be his gf. Shrimple as.
Honestly this entire place might be a psyop for the government to see how low I can regard people
Getting removed over not rating a fucking armpit is z tier levels of genuine schizophrenia
So many hours wasted bothering with this person for that?
>>40162735Who's armpit was that anyway?
>>40162711drop a random "ur hot af btw" when u can or facilitate a convo that leads to the topic of looks and personality and then just be direct and flirt. is shrimple.
works everytime
use their first name a lot to trick human trust system
or copy senjougahara's personality every guy falls for that
>>40162711when in doubt whip it out
>removed over armpit argument
impressive feat ngl
need violent sadist bf to kidnap me and love me in extremely toxic and abusive ways that destroy my sense of personhood
>>40162648Sebastian is a cool af name. Are you a guy?
>>40162650I have some pics from back then but i was a kid and had an ugly justin bieber haircut. I played hs and competivive. Going to tournaments and stuff is actually really busy.
>>40162656>aka the average person xdThats what happens when wpmen dont go for the nice guys. Its over...
>yeh oebis area issue is main concern oh manWorried due to protoss issue. Do u think dark templars can be high templars
>>40162667Happy for ypu anon. Enjoy your books
>>40162767I can do that but no love. Just like have you put your head on a tree stump and I whack it off with an axe.
>>40162732>>40162757scawey, but I'll do my best :3 thx
> copy senjougahara's personalityHe's actually japanese tho and might see through this
>>40162760no johan I'm not gonna do this. I don't even appreciate the advice.
>>40162755https://files.catbox.moe/gtss1r.png
Pedro it's called a salad and it's not hard to eat
>>40162798Silliness. They'll add u again if they're flaky enough to drop over an armpit rating.
Not 1 person in this website is worth the effort. I am absolutely fascinated how every single time it gets worse. Every single time someone's even more retarded even more racist even more annoying. It's like a fight to the bottom
>>40162821I'm good
>>40162774>Worried due to protoss issue. Do u think dark templars can be high templarsjust do fuuuuuuuuusion and bam power overwhelming
....no wait that doesn't work that way...
worried
>Thats what happens when wpmen dont go for the nice guys. Its over...evolution once again oppressing transformers due to genetic predisposition
( bad boys > nice guys btw )
>>40162826Then please, leave sir, we beg you
>>40162837Lolcow forums are too addicting
>>40162850You always manage to say the absolute least self aware thing itโs amazing
>>40162842Like how is this person even real
>>40162864they aren't, it's a drawing
>>40162842No no no. Would have could have.
>>40162793>Japanesedoes he look like this https://bsky.app/profile/johnspuuky.bsky.social
>>40162828>just do fuuuuuuuuusion and bam power overwhelming>....no wait that doesn't work that way...worried
You play hearthstone? That card was so hilarously frustrating in arena
>>40162856Thats a pretty name
>>40161419sorry I lost my shit a little bit
>>40161575get a job paracyte
It's like YouTube channels where it's just 1 retard demeaning themselves and hurting themselves over and over for attention like how am I supposed to not look the utter mental retardation in this place is incomparable to anything else
Like there's 1 hon that keeps posting his mug every single fucking day as a thread with the exact same expression but it's a different picture it just looks the exact same every single day where else are you going to see people so utterly retarded outside of here
>>40162936Nah don't talk to me
>>40162949also get a job lol :3
>>40162902no not really he looks like a japanese stoner with glasses and a 3-5 day beard
my families trying to get me diagnosed a retard again
one would think that wouldn't be difficult but I guess we live and don't learn
>>40162921nah I don't play HS
I used to, a giga long time ago and idk card game were u can't trade/sell cards ect doesn't sit right with me
also enough warcraft universe oversaturation for a lifetime
>>40162944I get money from the state because fuck em
yep sounds based to me
but ok suggest me a job
>>40162977literally do anything with your life you have never even tried to be a functional human being
>>40162971to get you money and stuff?
>>40162997i did that
wasn't my thing, y'know
gonna b self employed anyways
>>40163048you should manage to be an employee before being self-employed desu. it's harder.
>>40163075She's already self employed at being a whore for a paypig, no need to get an actual job
>>40163088well, to each their own I guess. that lifestyle's not for me
>>40163088nobody's paypigging here
i need financial independence and can't accept gifts, especially money, from others. I rather be poor than feeling indebt
>>40163029I think so
seems he's trying to get me on disability again with an autism diagnosis among other things
it's weird
i don't feel particularly disabled if im being completely honest
but after taking care of a special needs kid for over a year ive noticed so many things that just can't be handwaved away
>>40162977>card game were u can't trade/sell cards ect doesn't sit right with meKinda based. Mtg so damn expensive
>>40163143ikr my humor is peak
yesterday i laughed at picrel for 10 minutes and i have no idea why
>>40163150I never actually played any other card game except hs
I used to collect Pokemon cards as a kid, that's it desu
>>40163137get the money if you can
>>40163280tis my plan
I want this to work out, always makes me feel bad being a financial burden on my whole family
essentially I have 4 family members supporting me and 3 of them resent me for it
if things continue tbis way I wouldn't be shocked if I was disowned and dropped like a stone off a bridge
I really should come out to my family ugh. Sitting in the hot sun in a hoodie this sucks
I never owned a hoodie
no cap
>>40163659from personal bad experience
unless they're probably gonna like actually hurt you, it's a good idea
ngl
everyone irl already knows im a failed tranny and im still wearing a hoodie in the middle of summer
dyphoria/dysphoria/poor self esteem doesn't just go away that easy unfortunately
>>40162373>when i was doing volleyball in high school i did 3 plates but on hrt my best was 2 plates and 12kg/25 pounders on the side. sorta average for someone what exercises. never really went for one reps cause volleyball isnt a game like that.either you are tall or huge.
The dude who was working out next to me is 6ft and probably weighed 200lbs and did that much.
>>40164100She's 6' 3" like me chud. That's 190.5 cm in mamlet Britain measurements.
hullo gays and gayers
>qotticed cold brew coffee
fr that's the start of a nice day
>>40146493true actually
holy moly its slow in here
also that's a faggot deadlift pr do you even lift bruh
>>40164279>also that's a faggot deadlift pr do you even lift bruhfite me bruv see you after class
>>40164323why wait lets tussle here and now u scared
>>40164231Iced cold brew is gud...wish I had some now
>>40164100yeah im tall. i'm 188cm 76 kilos atm but when im in good shape im about 79 so 3 plates is just a little under double bw and not impressive for an athlete. i played high school volleyball varsity ofc im tall.
>>40163690they already know im pretty sure theyre just too polite to talk about it.
>>40163719big mood
wearing a sweater to be around family and trans but as i was walking around a cis woman smiled at me in a way that they only smile when they clocked you and its pain