i genuinely don't want to be a guy, but I don't think I can handle being a trans woman. I can't see a future where I'm happy as a dude, no matter what angle I look at it from.

Is this even worth it? people don't seem to accept me regardless.

>>40152317 (OP)
nope, never, it doesn't work and you're deferring your own personhood and living your own life

take your HRT and figure out the social stuff as you go

>>40152341
this, the sooner you get on hrt the better, even if you boymode it will at least stop the bleeding

>>40152317 (OP)
If you can look cute while doing it, then do it.
If you can't (like me), then there's hardly a point.

But if hiding tits is no problem you should take hrt anyways