Thread 40160249

>ohhhh wow I experience more than one emotion now!
>I can actually cry now!
>E makes you more emotional!
I didn't experience any emotional changes on E because I was always a weepy little faggot. Does this mean I'm actually just a man?

>>40160249 (OP)
a big part of it is letting go of the social conditioning to repress your emotions
unless you were the stereotypical man than can only feel and express anger i don't think it's going to change that much

>>40160249 (OP)
I do think I've been crying more since getting on HRT, but no real emotional changes. The threshold for crying is just lower.
>Does this mean I'm actually just a man?
No, I don't think that.

>>40160306
>a big part of it is letting go of the social conditioning to repress your emotions
But I never repressed my emotions. I couldn't even if I wanted to. This is because I'm a faggot male and not a trans woman

>>40160249 (OP)
I heard that estrogen makes tear glands bigger, so when men feel like they want to cry but don’t a woman would shed tears. Not because we feel them differently but because one turns on the waterworks faster

>>40160319
Yeah, I didn't even cry "more." That's damning.

>>40160329
That sounds like honscience.

>>40160249 (OP)
Maybe it’s cause ur faggot brained (girl brained) and so u were meant to transition

>>40160249 (OP)
I was always the biggest crybaby I know and HRT made me even more weepy. The biggest difference is that I mostly cried about sadness and now I cry about almost any emotion and also a bit easier.
>Does this mean I'm actually just a man?
What a dumb conclusion, if anything it shows you were always a woman in heart and even social conditioning couldn't temper it

>>40160415
But all the people going around calling themselves fags (transbians) are the ones who "experienced emotional changes"

I'm just a self hating gay guy. Not even trans

>>40160428
Who cares
Plenty of people who identified as gay end up transitioning
You don’t need to live just to fit into an average or a bell curve anonette, but if it means anything people who are attracted to men and who are trans are normal

>>40160619
That would make everything my parents said about me being a self hating gay man correct and I'm hurting myself by taking drugs