Did you have any pets growing up? I had a cat and we did everything together. I miss her so much.
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>>40146492fpd won and so on
Resident evil 4 remake is so fucking hard or I'm just bad either way I'm stuck. Qott I had a dog, a few guinea pigs, 14 rabbits, and 20something cats. Nowadays I just have one cat :)
>>40166989 (OP)i hope this has more to do than the uni .-.
Wasted off 2 beers im cooked
>ocd spiral and desperately need someone to talk to until I fall asleep
>all the server vcs I use are dead
>friend I usually hang out with is self isolating
fuck
>>40166989 (OP)I had multiple cats and dogs and they were good I like animals a lot more than most people they are honest
>>40167428you could play monster hunter repetitively or draw how ur feeling both can be good distractions
who tf has a perc or oxy script?
I'll never girlmode or come out as trans, but I wish I looked like Sweetheart, she even has the same skin color as me.
too bad I'm an ugly moid.
>>40167839become sweethon
>>40167848no, in order for me to be openly trans, I would've had to be attractive. I don't want to be a hon, I want to be a girl but I'm too fucking ugly.
>>40167839god she's like a 100x more prettier more lovable version of me in an alternate universe
I wish I was a woman.
I'm so ronery
>>40167839skinwalker coded
>>40167813I had one once for percocet after getting my wisdom teeth out, did a couple pills recreationally a few months later, and immediately had to give them away bc the high felt so good I knew I would ruin my life immediately if I got proper addicted to them
I just dont see the point of living. I hate it. Everyday I wish for the end
i accidentally got too drunk today
my estrogen made my tolerance different i think
i feel like an ass
total communist victory in NYC
>>40168341communists won in nyc? 7 how is that that the case
I, for one, only live for baser short term pleasures.
>>40168380I for one, live fore the cute girl aesthetic
>>40168341Ya and Donald Trump is a Nazi LMAO. Imagine thinking you have any choice to choose who your leaders are.
Do any girliez wanna kill me qith rocks? Im very zubmisssive to capital punidhment uwu
>>40167210I always try to conserve ammo but in the remake you absolutely have to use it
>>40168568conserving ammo is for noobs. you need to use your ammo and use your lighter when you're in a room youre gonna traverse. you know when you need to use ammo and when you need to not.
re4 is literally a linear action game so idek how yuoud run out of ammo
>>40166989 (OP)perfection
how do I obtain sweethearts aura?
Spooge is in gaygen talking about ex bff and saying she has imaginary friends. Please take your trans person back.
>>40168599thats a homosexual male
see
>>40167792>>40168123its your problem
>>40168599>>40168607SHUT THE FUUUCK UP AND ANSWER MY
>>40168590 QUESTION PEON
>>40168613step 1 take hormones
>>40168613give a damn about cissiods, go talk about this in gaygen fags
>>40168613oh wait no you said peon
we have enough delusional narcs already
please pretty please kill me with rocks uwu
>>40168627I'm not a narcissist, you're both just flooding this thread with gay nonsense. This is /MTFG/ NOT /faggen/
Piss off, trannies only
>>40168644pewpies up your arse kid
i have such an inferiority complex as an american. europeans are simply better but im stuck in america hell. i wish my gf would put me on a leash and make fun of me for being a retard
>>40168644Im trans dipshit
>>40168691>i wish my gf would put me on a leash and make fun of me for being a retardWell... I can make fun of you for being a retard, but it wouldn't be sexual.
>>40168692Oh, then you should know better.
>>40168721have you seen the shit pooge posts
we dont want him back is all im saying
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>>40168721>Well... I can make fun of you for being a retard, but it wouldn't be sexual.im only talkinmg about my girlfriend really sorry
if you want to call me a retard for bneing born in the us in a normal way thats cool too tho
>>40168706U heard me toid
>>40168755dont be so mean to yourself nona
>>40168764>toid>pewpiesAre we communicating from different dimensions? I don't know what these words mean buddy.
>>40168755It's not your fault you were born in the US. I'm not going to make fun of you.
>>40168818Sneed off freakazoid gosh
>>40168789>dont be so mean to yourself nonahuh? why? i'm trash
>>40168818>It's not your fault you were born in the USyes it is. who elses fault would it be that im born except for mine
>>40168582i just play too much old resident evil and habits I've drilled into my brain over 20 years are hard to break
>>40168975im just saying likke if youve played a lot of re 1,2,3 you know which zombies youre supposed to kill and which you arent is all
signallis is resident evil 4
resident evil 4 is something else
>>40168974>yes it is. who elses fault would it be that im born except for mineYour parents retard. Blame them, stop hating yourself for things you can't control, it's annoying.
>>40168746https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6c9Vxf_p7LI
>>40169001>Your parents retard. Blame them, stop hating yourself for things you can't control, it's annoying.i dont blame my parents for anything
i should just kill myself if my creation was improper, no?
they created me hoping they would have a good son but im actually just me
the laxatives are kicking in finally i cant wait to make this fat feeling go away
>>40169036When you're sliding into first
And you're feeling something burst
>>40169036those laxatives will def unclog your arteries
>>40169059i'm not sexually active
>>40169061i'm eating fine i just feel fat sometimes and these are the only things that make that feeling go away
>>40169032>they created me hoping they would have a good son but im actually just meUgh. you're so fucking irritating. You're stupid head keeps coming up with excuses to hate yourself. I know how it works. No you shouldn't fucking kill yourself. No it's absolutely NOT your fault you were born. NO it IS your parents fault. Stop blaming yourself, it won't get you anywhere stupid.
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>>40169079im sorry. im not trying to be annoyig. ill stop
>>40169102Yeah you will. Start showing yourself some love, you deserve it.
Buncha college women were talking about what degenerate sex they've had and things they've done and halfway skinnydipping when im tryin to sleep. I closed my windows
>>40169079ok ur cool I like u stick around pls
>>40169102u deserve to be happy nona
I wanna go outside and tell them to please keep it a little quieter but I would feel afraid to confront people like that
>>40169116i dont know what to say to that without being self loathing
>>40169126>u deserve to be happy nonawhen did nona start becoming a popular term? i hear it everywhere now but ddidnt notice it becoming popular. i dont know what to say wihtout being a self hating cringe boobed faggot
>>40169136>i dont know what to say wihtout being a self hating cringe boobed faggotsorry. this was probably self hating
I'd fuck the crazy out of Grendel tbdesu her gf isn't doing her job
>>40169274trying to fuck the crazy out of me is like trying to squeeze the microplastics out of a human body
>>40169136its like anon but girl, idk I like it its cute
focus less on yourself and maybe on like any hobbies or interests, try taking an interest in other people and talking about things they like, you usually dont need to be an expert and alot of people love talking about their interests, it might help you take your mind off things
>>40169295lol
atleast youre funny
you get what you fucking deserve
>>40169311>focus less on yourself and maybe on like any hobbies or interests, try taking an interest in other people and talking about things they like, you usually dont need to be an expert and alot of people love talking about their interests, it might help you take your mind off thingsthats generally a good idea i think, but my mind has been like totally shattered. im watching the witcher tv show on my other monitor while posting on this thread while watching a yotueb video while talking on vc and it still cand drown out the negative thoughts anymore.
talking about other people helps for a while but i dont even get attention for doing it nowadays and convos die out because i think im less interesting that things used to be. do you want to talk about you? i'd be happy to. i usually just tlak about trivia and like dinosaurs and stuff with irl people but like man isnt that lame. whats your favorite dinosaur
Don't do drugs, or you Will end UP like this
>>40169295I'd manage it trust me
>>40169315hi val. how are you?
>>40169334are you a manager? how do you like to manage things
>>40169345you look like a pretty girl to me. was the drug estrogen? what are you upset over?
>>40169329yeah I get that, talking to ppl usually helps me too
oh cool yeah my fav dinosar is probably the spinosaurus, both cool but also a weird and kinda silly design, very unserious
also I just like that thin snout shape they have like an alligator idk why
>>40169358i like spinosaurus a lot too.
i think that they were probably fish catchers in the water like gariels are. what do you think spinosaurus was like? do you think it could caw like a bird?
>>40169354Just showing off I guess, and of course im upset but not sure why as always
>>40169345Savoureux petit pede
>>40169370no thanks. i dont have a hole anyways because im male
>>40169376>ust showing off I guess,makes sense i spose
>of course im upset but not sure why as alwaysprobly just not all your problems being rooted in dysphoria. hope your drug problem gets beter for you tho
>>40169388Butthole is fine too!
Hi anyone remember me :3
I do porn now and Iโm a porn star thanks for all the love from my friends and the hate it made me grow spiteful and go after what I want and take my transition seriously I was put in a males cell by this board and yet I survived. To anyone bullied on here leave while you can and take hold of your life.
>>40169402a butthole isnt a hole its a drainage pipe
>>40169407porn is freedom
>>40169407i dont remember you but im glad that you feel empowered
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>>40169375im not really sure but yeh I imagine they were alot like gators or garials (had to google that one, cool snoot boy) they were probably big enough to be able to ambush anything dumb enough to get close to water but with that big fin I doubt they would haave been able to sneak up on anything so they probably only warded other dinos away from their territory rather than actually hunting like gators do
I also really like those headbutt guys, pachycephalosaurus, I love the idea of a dino thank just bonks things with they head
>>40169407A lot of people impersonated me so I donโt use a trip any more mine was easy to crack any ways I hope some of my friends are still around have a good night girls.update your fucking tier list lmao
>>40169424How can I see your porn?
>>40169411Nothing better than being a tight hole that gets paid truth be told itโs so great to just stay home all day in pjs until work comes your way then you get to get sucked down by alpha 10-12inch cocks.
>>40169431Google Nikki Lilith make sure to post my images all over 4chan again.
>>40169433What do you spend the 300 dollars on?
>>40169425They did Steven is a sweet heart
>>40169415stop thinking with your pipe up and pipe down!
its the dang internet not a gay bar
>>40169421>40169421heck yeah. i love spinosaurus too. my favorite dinosaur is archaeopteryx because of how beautiful its fossil is and because of how much i love birds but idk theyre all amazing
>>40169440Do you want that or no? I just wanted to see, I'm a guy I'm not mad at you.
>>40169444I got paid more than that lmao yall suck at this try to doxx me again im armed and ready this time.
>>40169449Lmao this is the most chaser looking dude ever.
>>40169449We are watching you
>>40169455Damn look at that alpha
>>40169447Hereโs all my work follow me on twitter too @NikkiLilithTS
www.iafd.com/person.rme/id=a5c36bb1-4397-4761-af2f-25790ead0ad9
>>40169462>this is 12 inchesTil I have a 13 inch cock
>>40169458lol who cares what some losers on 4chan think.
>>40169455Not all shoots are glamorous the pay was nice tho 2k
whatever happened to that loofykins bimbo?
Did he ever get a girlfriend? I still jerk off to his BBL if you don't mind.
>>40169463You know that dude posts here, he has to.
>>40169464Thank you. You know I don't watch t porn but holy shit there's some super hot t girls now. Like every video has passers, I don't remember it being this way. Ig trans girls are getting hotter.
>>40169472You look like a neanderthal without filters
>>40169469Lmao
>>40169472Sorry you have to do those kinds of guys. Chasers are gross. I have a fantasy to beat chasers to death with baseball bats
>>40169481Yup trans girls are hot myself included anyways peace follow me on twitter or donโt I donโt care the ugly duckling grew up bye.
>>40169491Wait can I ask you what your trip name was? You don't have to go.
>>40169486Kek you wish hun and you waste your life on 4chan
>>40169446ah didnt know the name of that one, cool birb lizard
birds are cool, I wish I could fly but like not with magic or anything, having wings would be cool
they way wings move is just really beautiful
>>40169495Naw Iโm out of here these bitches never change not gunna waste my life on a image board filled with nazis
>>40169497I'd rather sell half my body to sustain myself than actually engage in prostution. The comedic degree of mental retardation required to actually see any worth in sex """work"" is fascinating
>>40169501Oh right. Good luck anon I hope you find what you're looking for in life. Dw what others say about you.
>>40169504Yawn you would not make any money anyways
>>40169509You're so miserable
>>40169498i think so too.
birbs are good. thats why i like dinos.
i wish that i had a friend crow to pet and hug
>>40169513can i see your holeic?
>when you, a moorish rape baby, got no friends, no game, no future prospects, no paypig, less teeth than the average meth addict, organs covered in visceral fat, hondosed and youngshit potential taken away, neither skilled nor talented at anything and all you do every day is make up 40-60% of the posts in a deadthread with 9 unique posters on a vietnamese basket weaving forum
The air feels charged with noticable intensity, let's all plap Laguna me first!
>>40169525Ill decline until she gets back to pre k@ weight
>>40169529I don't care about you, i want plap plap
I get ptsd and hotline advertisements all the time
>>40169540You should work as a model on a zoo as a Neanderthal exhibit
hey there
does anybody want to decrease the unique posters to 8?
if so, please pick up a nearby rock and kill me
thank you for your time and consideration
<3
>>40169540You're welcome. I know being bullied as a kid really hurts, and i was bullied and still think about it, but the best revenge is living well.
>>40169549Which one are you? I probably do.
Snew would say 'platitudes' if she were here.
>>40169515crows are very cool and smart, would make an excellent fren
I had a pet chicken once, I called him nuggie, we found him and none of the hens would take him so I adotped him, he was an adorable lil pompom on legs
incredibly loud tho you wouldnt expect something so small to be able to make one of the loudest most high pitch sounds ever but he would wake us up at the crack of dawn every day
I miss him alot, I hope he's doing good in chicken heaven eating many bugs and making loads of noise
>>40169553im a nobody
>>40169567nugget seems like a good egg
i like him.
im sorry he passed but he sounds like his life was a good life to live
My mtfg kill list:
Maiq
Paige
Emo
K@t
Mcfrychan
Nomi
Radiochan
Kotaskins
His retarded gf whatever his name was
Blobby
Airbnb guy
Navy
Do not kill list:
Laguna
Neko (rip)
bread
Parrot
Grendel
Sarah
Mado (rip)
>>40169585wait did neko die?
>>40169585Damn i almost made the not kill list
>>40169597Probably. I mean no posty for 2 years plus vanned for [REDACTED] wanting to shoot up a school.
>>40169599I can't help but like you but also pew pew kid. This is business nothing personal.
>>40169579yeeee he was a good boy, we raised him right
after I moved away and he grew up apparently he became a dedicated player with a lil harem of lady chickens who would follow him around and he would find buggies for them and call them over to have snacks, such a gentleman, Im so proud
>>40169602>>40169603>Probably. I mean no posty for 2 years plus vanned for [REDACTED] wanting to shoot up a school.thats horrible. i hope shes not dead. she had a good heart and a bad brain
>still sneeding
water is wet and so on :^)
>>40169607i think that nugget loved you :)
>>40169602>can't help but like youIs it because I'm so pretty?
>>40169585I am the phantom of mtfg, known only in concept, unnamable, unrestricted, unrestrained
>>40169611yeeeee he was very cute and precious, dumb as hell but chickens arent too smart and he didnt need to be
I hope ill see him again one day, not that I particularly believe in an afterlife or anything
I used to feed him cheese and shrimp but he didnt really like shimp much tho
If only everyone here just killed themselves
>>40169620But you all have so much to live for!
Lmao, lol
>>40166989 (OP)Gosh, I wish I looked like her :(
>>40169619>yeeeee he was very cute and precious, dumb as hell but chickens arent too smart and he didnt need to bethats true. chickens are very good. i like them a lot., my friend had a hen. her eggs were tasty. she was very soft
sigh nobody online on discord...thread dead too ..
>>40169635oh I have a horror story involving farm eggs but I wont tell it, its rather gross and unpleasant
yeee chickens have quite soft plumage, kind of rigid too caus of that wax gland they use to groom themselves and make their feathers hydrophobic and aerodynamic
Imma go back to bed now, I hope you're feeling ok and continue to feel ok, nini
>>40169652I'm literally RIGHT HERE. I keep saying I want to be sweetheart, but no one's giving me tips nor tricks. Its pissing me off
>>40169610still chronically ill? still getting what you deserve?
>>40169664https://youtu.be/tajKWkR0TtI?si=9RdxmasNvGHoMno4
>>40169668LMAO, ltg is so funny sometimes. Thanks for the laugh, but I need tips and tricks
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>>40169682can we get the shaft with that?
>qott
my cat blossom was my best friend, i would have died without her. She suffered before she died and my parents wouldnโt take her to the vet but i was on the other side of the country. I miss her more than anything
>>40169668despite him being black it still feels off when he says the n word
something not quite right about it
>>40169708My black friend screams nigger with a hard r and it like sorta shocks me to hear it lol
>>40169682Aww, that's so sweet of you Laguna. Ily2 <3
>>40169698Best reply here
>>40169731they sound well adjusted and normal lol
>>40169749Hes a great guy
>>40169754yeah fair, anyone can lose their temper
makes me uncomfortable when ppl do get angry around me even if its not directed at me desu reminds me of my childhood too much
>>40169455why was this the first thing I had to see after chrome updated the thread
sobbing
will watch cocomelon all day to smooth out brain
>>40169759Yeah. Im the same. Hearing yelling makes me unable to speak and cry because im a pathetic waste that cant move on from the past and needs to die
>>40169765Literally everyone itt but they won't ever do it because they can't do anything positive
>>40169765please bee nice to yourself nona
>>40169767Can you stop talkinf to me. I dont want to hurt your feelings
>>40169773There's a very simple way to make it impossible for me to talk to you
>>40169771My heas hurts im sorry its retarded im sorry its disgusting im sorry im sorry. Im trying but ill do a better job.
>>40169781Please leave me alone
>>40169783You need to kill yourself
>>40169781Laguna, how can I be more like you? You're so awesome and kind. And just a big ball of sunshine!
Pedro you have harassed and insulted people in ways that are truly unforgivable, you are objectively worse than mado on the height of her meth psychosis and that says a lot
every single person who dared to add you on discord has come to regret it deeply within mere days and is then harassed here by you. ive never seen paul publicly shitting on someone so severely but you pushed her over the line which really puts into the spotlight what a absurdly vile person you are
>>40169783im not presuring you to dont worry
im sorry your head hurts, do you haave any painkillers or ibuprofen?
maybe having a nap might help
>>40169790That would hurt my loved ones
I should have put a trigger word in her head that makes her close the thread for an hour and cool down
>>40169790See? nothing but kindness and positivity, we should all be like you!
>>40169792Better than a ugly moid spamming the mtfg threads for help on his transition (which he's not doing in the first place)
>>40169797he doesnโt know that feel
>>40169797As if they're of any value
>>40169794Thank you. Ill try ibu and try sleeping. Sorry for meiwaku
Pedro is in every way imaginable not trans. it's literally a screaming CoD kid playing gacha games all day which are made to appeal to men.
incel to troon pipeline, Pedro used to unironically weight 100kg and was a chud, according to their own admission
>>40169802Stop it, you're making me blush >///<
I find it inspiring that no matter how physically deformed you are, you still have so much kindness and love to give. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside :3
>>40169810They are infinitely valuable
>>40169813its ok nona
get some rest, I hope you feel better soon and remember to drink some water
>>40169824What forces you to repress? Do you feel like a girl pretending to be a guy?
>>40169840I'm a 5'7 Mexican man at 43 with a wife and kids and I can't transition! Instead I spend my time spamming anime girls in dead threads begging for attention on my non existent transition!
>>40169837Im sorry. Thank you for being a kind person.
>>40169851Im sorry. Thats a heavy sacrifice to take up. You can be an anime girl in my books anon.
>>40169862Why won't you kill yourself
>>40169851so me fr fr ong
>>40169866I know im going to hell when i die because im a tranny so im scared
>>40169876Don't worry just kill yourself and see what happens
>I know im going to hell when i die because im a tranny so im scared
>>40169613Where are all the loyal women at?
no necro. I'm a different poster now.
>>40169840I did not say that btw, I'm not that 5'7 Mexican lmao
I repress because Its a way to protect myself from the world. People aren't kind to those who are different, so in order to keep myself safe I keep my trannyness to myself.
So in short, because I don't feel like dealing with peoples shit.
>>40169900Oh shit i love blaze the cat. She was really cool in that sonic ds game. She also has a fun personality
>People aren't kind to those who are different, so in order to keep myself safe I keep my trannyness to myself.I see. Do you crossdress privately?
>>40169851Lagunaaa, I know that's you. I'm soo honoured, you're larping as me!! Omg I'm blushing sm rn!
We should like hang out sometime :3
>>40168599imaginary friends? what the fuck are you talking about? why do you just make shit up willy nilly?
>>40169879I dont like you
I dislike you
I don't particularly want to see you be happy
I wish you would keep your personality to yourself
And another lolcow joins what's he gonna do today
>>40169919I don't really care I just want you to kill yourself
>>40169930I dont want you to die. I want you to live to 120 years old.
>>40169952Take an eternal rest
>>40169910>Oh shit i love blaze the cat. She was really cool in that sonic ds game. She also has a fun personalityMe too! Shes my favorite sonic character by far. I just wish she had bigger roles in new games.
>I see. Do you crossdress privately?Yup, tbf my fashion sense is already pretty feminine, so "crossdressing" doesn't really feel like crossdressing. It just feels normal to me to be honest
>>40169982>Yup, tbf my fashion sense is already pretty feminine, so "crossdressing" doesn't really feel like crossdressing. It just feels normal to me to be honestThats cool. If youre comfortable and feel authentic and haply already then thats a good life
Pedro are you winning your game? Oh wait of course you are as all your games are babby skilless on rail click throughs to avoid dealing with reality.
>>40169980Sooo Laguna, whats your favorite food? :3โฌ Mine is tofu, you can really do anything with it. I highly recommend it!
I know losing weight is pretty difficult for you, but adding tofu to your diet can really slim your big body shape!
>>40170000I literally cannot care about what a repper talking like a 12 year old says about me
>>40169987ehh, I'm not really fully there yet. I WANT others to see that I'm a girl, and call me by my preferred name but I know not everyone will.
I don't like being seen as a male at all.
>>40170007You care about me!? Awww, you're so sweet. I'm rooting for your weight loss journey! 200+ pounds is A LOT, but I know with time, energy, and patience you can accomplish anything!
Laguna is such an inspiration to everyone with type 3 autism, what an idol <3
>>40170033he is such a narc that he convinced himself he's getting obese because he likes it not because he's too weak to lose the weight lol
fucking clinical
>>40170033Whatever you say sir
>>40170044You know shits fucked when paige is the only "person" backing you up
>>40170053not even paige, keep living in delusions
>>40170060Attach a name to yourself and you may be addressed champ
>>40170044That's Laguna for you!
>>40170053"Whatever you say mam, you're so pretty btw"
AAAHHHH I'm so flattered, I have so much euphoria rn Ty ty Laguna! I'm fangirling so much rn
>>40170072Come on val just put the name back on don't pussy out now
>>40170073Its like a mentally retarded toddler trying to figure his first retaliation
>you're paige
>no you're val
>no you're mono actually
>wait no you're...
doesnโt change what YOU are anyway, keep COPING :^)
Laguna is making multiple people seethe at the same time. Respect playboy.
>>40170089Yeah what you say doesn't change what I am and that's why I never cared about it
>>40170066This is unironically extremely well drawn. I really need to start drawing again lol
>>40170083>Its like a mentally retarded toddler trying to figure his first retaliationWho would want to retaliate against you?? The fact that you can get out of bed by yourself despite being 200+ pounds, disformed, AND autistic (type 3) makes you a hero in my eyes.
Who needs superman when we have a kind soul like Laguna to be a bright light in this cold dark world. I'm actually tearing up writing this, you're so amazing!!
>>40170094ikr, fuck the haters. Laguna already has my respect. They're so freaking cool!
>>40170117I see a 40 year old man with facial hair typing this out while drooling because his brain cannot output any language without overheating
a case study of infighting in transgender group dynamics
>>40166989 (OP)>>40167252is /mtfg/ tamapilled now?
>>40170127Good luck with the larp lilbro we outta here
i truly think everyone i know would have a better time without me around
like they might be bummer initially, until they realize how they're having more fun without me there to ruin everything
>>40170135>I see a 20 year old young woman with long beautiful hair typing this out because she's so smart and gorgeous!OOHHH Youuu! <3
>>40170194Does it not get tiring to cope this much?
>>40169980Kill yourself fat ass you fucking land whale man the harpoons.
>>40170053How can you be 200 lbs and think your better than anyone lmao your a fat disgusting shit stained little autist go get your cholesterol checked before itโs too late you fucking walking talking interplanetary orbit.
>>40170207I'll never get tired of talking to you Laguna! <3
You're so cool, just make sure to keep us posted on your weight loss journey!
>>40170275>>40170281The obsession with weight is mental, are you people trying to project your Ed onto me or what?
>>40170281Off course 4chaners worship a fat autist this place is fucking lame.
what should my next career move be after getting laid off recently?
>>40170288Get on a treadmill already you fat son if bitch.
>>40170317่่ถณใใใซ่ฉฑใ ใขใกใชใซไบบใใใชใใญ?
>>40169504Half your body would cover two continents
lol you should jump in a deep fryer if you didnโt already drink all the grease first you collection abomination of walking talking Smegma particles.
>>40170311this doesn't seem lucrative
>>40170288>"Oink oink oink"Uhh, nice fat pig impressions? You're still so freaking cool even if that was a little strange!
>>40170300HEY, YOU WATCH YOUR FUCKING TONE. WE WILL NOT HAVE SUCH BLASPHEMOUS TALK OF OUR 200+ POUND AUTISTIC PIG IMPERSONATION LEGEND.
>>40170308Do porn worked for me.
>>40170348Lmao this is why I love this thread
not very posi cozy vibes today
>>40170355Youโll never be 1 iota as hot as me and my friends seethe dough bag
>>40170377You're gonna make me start feeling pity
>>40170383I pity your scale when you step on it lard ass.
yep that's at least 20 xannies to get enough amnesia to forget i ever saw this picture
>>40170390Better fat than.. I can't.. it's like shooting a disabled kid I can't do it. I can't say slurs to this one man don krieg..
>>40170396Overdose then and do the world a favor
>>40170399How does it feel to be a walking talking disclaimer for heart disease?
>>40170412ๅใใใชใ
>>40170421Youโre so fat, you donโt measure your weight on a bathroom scale. You need to use the Richter scale.
>>40170448Richard? Like from gumball?
commercial break in progress we will be right back to our usual program
>>40166108 >that whole thread had to remind myself that the rest of the board is arguably even worse than mtfg
do you all ever get tired or embarrassed of ppl telling you that you're really smart or intelligent and that you know a lot of words
like it makes me feel super uncomfortable and like idk how to respond
I've stopped trying to argue with people over it bc I don't feel smart, bc it just feels like it happens too much. especially in group when there's a new person they often end up saying something about me being so intelligent and it makes me cringe and feel like an imposter and that I now have to live up to that standard
I just wish ppl would see me as normal
I really wish ppl would say I'm pretty rather than taking about how smart i am, I know that's shallow but it'd make me feel better about myself but maybe I'd still feel like an imposter idk
receiving compliments hurts :(
>>40171339judging u
>>40171690wonder what they would think after finding out your a neonazi
did hrt change you at all mentally? or was it only physical changes for you?
>>40171822>>40171853go take your chronically karma'd meds mahmoud
>>40171958maybe you donโt take enough and thats why you dont get better
gobble up
>>40171988I take my prescribed amount
>>40171993sounds like a skill issue
'twas over before it even began
truth is, the game was rigged from the start
>>40171822I'm not a neonazi, and I have talked about the situation with the sword group because it was a major trigger for a relapse and it's also made it difficult for me to feel safe trying to connect with others. I mentioned I said some dumb inflammatory offensive stuff on the Internet, and a stalker contacted my friend group and lied about me being a recruiter for neonazi terrorists which got me summarily kicked out, and how I also got kicked out of my roleplaying group too because of it. it also made me feel terrible for them because I'm sure they felt betrayed and used because of the lie you told them, which cast all of our interactive falsely in a manipulative violating light. I don't want other people to get hurt, nor do I want to feel the pain of being cast out again.
you unironically almost pushed me to killing myself, caused severe trauma, and damaged my ability to feel safe with others ever again beyond how damaged I already had been. Telling people I said racist stuff on the Internet is whatever, but intentionally lying about and fabricating terrorist activity was fucking psycho and means you caused more damage to me and the people I cared about then I ever have to fucking anyone, and you had to make up shit to do it. if you really have an autoimmune disorder, I really hope it causes you a lot of pain and fear so you can suffer for what you did to all those people just to get at me
>>40172350explain why you lied about me being a terrorist recruiter
shit like that is slander
>>40170377This is gross lol
Should I start with pills or injections?
Injections sounds really scary, but I heard it's more effective? How big of a difference does it make?
>>40172799injections really aren't that bad especially with a higher gauge needle
Why doesn't he just neck?
signalis is egregiously mid
>>40173198Play lost in vivo next
>>40173257already did. that one was good
>>40173284Next is sprit hunter death mark :)
Zelda is mid side from the gay sex
sure is autistic incel males talking about niche male video games oh but they're real valid woman and not just autistic men, yeah checks out.
Everybodys always trying to kill the vibe
Maybe have something you like to do instead of being a turd
I speak and 2 nazis spawn in
>>40173479I like monhun and mecha and yaoi and computer games and books and gay sex and knitting and cooking and other stuff
>>40173492main character syndrome strikes again
>>40173367stop posting penises you fucking faggot
>>40173521slorp slorp slorp
>>40173517Pretty embarrassing clap back to calling someone a man for liking horror
>>40173517>>40173541ugly ahh cunt faggot
>>40173543wat
where did I do that
>>40173575What? The comment was a reply to
>>40173380. Just didnt want to give the you
>>40173588that wasn't my post tho IDK why you quoted me
>>40173605I feel like youre trolling
>>40173620:(
I'm genuinely confused
i don't want to get a job ;-;
>lost 3kg again in 2 weeks
i swear this body is bugged as fuck idk
i think that my dentist put down my preferred pronouns as she/her even though i think that I didnt write that and my chart says im a guy.
>>40170377this is gross and i'm jealous
pedro ruins another thread gg
>>40173836another /mtfg/ broken
grooby makes their trannies intentionally ugly with focus on exacerbating clocky features
it's the lowest of low sex work you could do, straight up prostitution (not street hooker but higher class ywim) would be less dehumanizing
the jade one gave me PTSD i think desu
>>40173891Wat???? You're just mad hon lol. I bet they wouldn't pay you to work there cuz you're the ugly !! Lol!! Bye hons.. doxx me later.. LOL
>>40172799the needle only goes about an inch into you thigh muscle
>>40173891Prostitution is based dont compare it to porn desu
>>40173997Absolute utter mental retardation
Please don't be more retarded than even Pedro
u shud get vanity syntax so i don't have to make an estimated guess
thread, how to accept you're faketrans advice pls? :(
>>40174251Even though we don't speak I feel like we're finally on good terms. She's completely banned my account because I replied to it's favorite or least favorite poster, I can't tell which. But I feel like I'm making progress with Nurse Ractched.
>>40174408low-to-mild dysphoria, but humongous amounts of internalized homophobia. i feel like I could've stayed repping if I accepted myself as a gay man.
>>40174425I have no idea what youre saying but uhhh congrats now idk fuck off or something we probably hate eachother
>>40174457those types of bottoms burn themselves out hard and fast, you made the right choice.
i love schizo shit so much high ket k@ lupus
>>40174473Idk who you are, and I only like grendel and Laguna.
>>40174493> burn themselves out hard and fastwdym by this?
I couldn't even accept that I'm gay because, well I didn't like the idea of topping at all and admitting to myself that I'm a faggot AND a bottom just made me extremely disgusted with myself.
So I just volceled and beat my meat in hopes of magically turning straight some day until I couldn't anymore.
Oh Mr Lang what have you done now
sadly quit ket quite a while ago sob
all my creativity is deadge
>>40174548u that chaser with the funny voice?
do heath ledgers joker already cmoooon
>>40174608poogy spoogy has the bluesy!
no one wants him, so he flings pooseys
>>40174628lol swing and a miss
u stupid
>>40174635I really don't know of any other posters itt capable of clocking my i.d. in 1 post. Sus baka.
>>40174652Im kind of goated actually
did u make that kill list lmao?
>>40174661Yeah, although I forgot a few posters. Like I would add salt to the do not kill list.
>Posting paige pics Aha.
>>40174685what the criteria if I may ask
and why did u go from wanting to fuck me and scrotaskins to wanting us dead lol? dont like your odds anymore?
>40174690scroll up k@
>>40174690I was goofing around last night. It wasn't to be taken literally. And I guess Jenny liked my list because it's still sitting there lol
>>40174701Okay now this is scaring me. Holy cow you must be the keeper of the logs to know I briefly complimented kota like 3 years ago. I'm scare desu
oh I'm on it poggers
1v1 me after school faggot u wont lil bisch
>>40174728u literally tried hitting on her and when I lost my temper at you you called me your feisty princess for like a month lol
fair the list seemed like the most nightmare blunt rotation ever, highly incongruent
>>40174748Wow you have a better memory than I do, and I can usually remember like every conversation I've had with people. Okay now I know who you are. But I've never actually seen you and whatever flirtsies I posted your way was purely me killing boredom. I've only really fallen for one person on the side, and I'm not like a loose hoe type to seriously want to hookup with ppl.
>>40174782fair
say the joker line I wanna know how u got those scars
>>40174795Neh, I don't feel like it. I'll post for Laguna if she wants but she don't wants. Ciao amiga.
any1 have a poggy day 2day? or nawz?
Btw goona this is my new kitty frankie, he's the only survivor out of a litter we tried to save but 3/4 died. He's very spooky but really just playful little guy. Adios.
>>40174564they sleep with lots of guys, get into the culture of drugs and drinking. then with the dysphoria post twink death become monsters, if they live that long.
>>40174933> get into the culture of drugs and drinkingoh yeah I got into that culture when I was 15
still only trooned at 23
>>40174933I tranned to avoid that fate too. I was like 19 and like, damn when im 30 and doing this thats gonna be too damn pathetic. Then theres 40 50 60 70
Id rather die than prison top
Too bad im not a particularly good tranny either lmao
>>40174848it's mid. Made some food and went shopping
>>40174848Im stuck in trqffic and gonna be late to the dentist ans have an acne breakout but im hoping when i get home ill be able to play warframe with wife and do some spa stuff to fix the breakout.
i got bad at reading anonws
>>40174782not me in case you thought so
i'm jilling off my girl penis right now! !! yeh!!!! feels very great!!!!!!!
I don't know, I've got nothing to say...
I guess I am thinking about ordering some handwriting practice materials from hong kong
the pro is it's cheap, the con is shipping
hope you're all having a lovely day
>>40175273nice dude gratz
>>40175283caring about your handwriting is some ultra faggy shit. stop being like that. take steps to change. nobody likes ultra fags so stop it already
>>40175405nah pretty handwriting is nice
there's a few regulars here that have really nice handwriting
>>40175194you were never good at it lol
>>40175422yeah but it's fucking super gay to care about it enough to buy some ching chong products to try and improve it. like god damn get diagnosed
>>40175507why u heff 2 b mad
>>40175283can I see your handwriting?
>>40175507how gay is it when you download practice sheets for your handwriting to be able to take nice notes in lectures?
>>40175405>>40175422so true, so real besties
I saw this book a while ago and I was like oh hey I could do that
like I could have such cute handwriting ppl will just blush and want to talk to me and buy me coffee and stuff
who knows, it could happen...
fuuuuuck i maybe ruined our table trying to get a stain out kms
girl boners are the best ngl
https://files.catbox.moe/exku1h.jpeg
Handwriting doesn't matter because no one actually writes in day to day life
Writing good enough and writing down things you want to memorize has more of a point
>>40166989 (OP)lots!
growing up my parents got themselves 2 dogs, 2 cats, a basilisk and a fishtank that had a whole lotta lil dudes
the cats were mine tho since basically nobody else in the family besides my mom wanted them around
basically were my best pals up till they both passed
>I miss her so much.yeah :(
>>40175753get a whiteboard maybe? i like writing stuff like to-do lists and personal affirmations with cute embellishments on mine
>>40175774oh is that the lird that can run on woter or the one with the cool spine fin thing, or another kind?
>>40175821Not the worst idea but wasting time on making it cutesy is stupid. Information should be clear concise and easy to perceive simple as
i swabbed my friends razor with an inculating loop and inoculated nutrient agar and it grew serratia marcescens
>>40167210practice on the mercenaries
>>40175869girls in my classes used to take notes like picrel on their ipads and I just wanted to do the same soo bad always
>>40176026That looks hard to read and understand, but if you're feeling performative go ahead and do whatever you want
>>40176046it's just first semester physics stuff... nothing groundbreaking
>>40176087We were talking about the notes and their quality not the subject, though I do believe physics would perhaps be out of your reach considering you can't even grasp simple context
>>40176107wow chill out on the lovebombing nonny
>making its cutesy is stupid
>performative
wat
why do anything
soulless bug people
gosh
gosh browsing this empty thread makes me so angery
im so angery im gonna fucking explore dude
>>40175546I can't, I'm too embarrassed, and lazy, mostly lazy...
we just don't know each other well enough
it's me not you...
>>40175679relatable
>>40175753hey that's pretty good, have you signed up for your local test this winter?
>>40175821>>40176026white boards sound fun and those lil ball spring drawings are so cute
sadly, I have always found that I don't have enough time to take notes and writing a lot hurts my hand
I had a classmate once that took really nice notes in a book and we were in a lab once trying to figure out how to use the goldman-katz equation for something
I felt so bad getting it wrong and scribbling it out in her fancy book... turns out we were just over-thinking it though...
>>40176175Not really ready for any tests because I'm lagging heavy on grammar due to not outputting and drilling enough, I might try for something after I'm done w bunpro n5 n4 and maybe n3 if I'm feeling confident
>>40176163i need to do cute things because i look like picrel when he was 23
> no mirrors. no mirrors. no mirrors. i wish i was a vampire.
theres nothing i love more than being dysphoric and depressed all day. unable to go out ever
only to get ready for bed and be overcome by a sense of dread and anxiety knowing that when i wake up ill have to deal with the next day. and for said dread and anxiety to keep me up hours later than i planned to go to sleep
>>40176187oh yeah, that's fine
I guess only n2/n1 really matters for anything besides tracking progress anyway
never give up!
>>40176201real. waking up is the hardest thing. waking up and realizing
> ah i'm a tranny. i went through male puberty and that permanently altered my body in ways I'll never be able to fully undo> maybe today, I will feel fine being a man> no I hate being a man> can I just go back to sleep I don't want to experience conscious reality right nowrepeat until I drag myself out of bed, look in the mirror, shave, cut myself while shaving because i shaved too hard to get rid of the permabeardshadow, sit down in front of the computer, drink coffee
> okay, am tranny. nothing to be done about that.
>>40176191i think you misinterpret
im for soul and doing cutesy shit for the sake of it u r good
i doubt you are a true tranny devito if you were i would capitalize on it somehow
fun devito fact he is married to the lady who played carla in cheers
>>40176232The n levels are pretty pointless in general outside of tracking progress when learning, afaik there's a lot of grammar and vocab and Kanji that aren't included at all in any n level and people in Japan don't go from n5 to n4 etc they use vocab and grammar from every n level so you'd only really be able to engage with media after you're like n3+ and study a lot of vocab that's common
I think it's kinda stupid 2bh grades on other stuff like English seem way simpler and more useful to me.
>>40176239yea, and im visibly trans to where i look more presentable with makeup & stuff than manmoding, but i still hate how i look
i feel like a burden and unworthy of interacting with others. so i only leave my place when absolutely necessary like groceries. if i have enough food stored up i can unironically stay in my place for over a month
>>40176256pretty much, did they get around to aligning them with cefr yet?
they were going to do that this year if I recall
still... you usually need jlpt or the other one for some academic programs
I toggled on English to Japanese cards on jpdb because it's helping me remember the sounds but it's also causing me to get 6 times the reviews I did before because I just got spammed with every previous vocab I learnt but with English to Japanese cards so I can't remember shit. Also heard people saying English to Japanese is stupid because words in Japanese can have very similar meanings to eachother if you translate them but it's the only way I actually manage to remember how to say them.
>>40176303Idk I'm not informed in these things
I follow the path of "don't think, just memorize"
>>40176314I admire that focus mhm
now I must study more seriously so I don't fall behind...
>>40176107being all tsundere is why ppl you find creepy are interested in you goober
>>40176268> im visibly trans to where i look more presentable with makeup & stuff than manmodingidk I psychosomatically can't manmode. It provides insufficient relief. I'm not myself and know I know what presenting and not repressing feels like, I can't go back. It's like going off HRT, an idea that is sometimes entertained, but would never realistically happen.
I'm stuck with honmoding and I fucking hate it.
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>>40176353yea i honmode too. like, despite how bad it it. manmoding for me is worse
so im just kind of stuck
where i need to honmode, but because of how i look i dont deserve to be around others.
>>40176338I'm just trying to get the bad bits out of the way. Once I'm at a decent enough level to engage with any form of media it'll be a breeze compared to ts. And I spend like 4 hours a day doing flashcards and grammar you probably shouldn't try to go for that. I also just finished 110 reviews because 3 gachas that I'm interested in release today but now I realized they're releasing in hours not just the moment it's the 26th. And I already have 63 more reviews. Also how did you memorize verb conjugations, I'm finding myself quite troubled in that topic but everything else I absorb very well. Thinking of just spamming randomized conjugation drills until I can conjugate without thinking
>>40176381huggy hug time nona it do be like that
I forget that active and passive memory is different and recognizing is a billion times easier than recalling. Conjugating is hard because of the same reason outputting is hard. Because you're actively trying to remember
>>40176373likely the first one lmfao i didnt know that existed
may have to give this a watch sometime
i wonder how alexis texas' portrayal of lilith crane will differ from bebe neuwirths
>>40176562idk who theys are and my dick is for aesthetics only
>>40176386are you a neet or a student?
>>40176580same ig
will watch for story
>>40176607Studying languages and I've a cooking course thing to get ready to work in that stuff soon. I might end up working in the McDonald's besides be because every decent place here wants experience over everything.
Were you homeschooeld Laguna? That would explain SOOOOOOO much if so
what's more important
SRS or BA
I think germoid is pretending to kill herself in cg.
>>40176797It's just a random tranny, who cares I see a "I'm ganna kill miself" post here every hour
>>40176813I know they're hurting but it doesn't do anyone any good to act like a dumb bitch faking suicide. They should be binned by us like Sarah was, and that teaches them you can't use people in that way.
>>40176858Faking Sui for attention is retarded ragebait works 100 times better
>>40176870Yeah but it ends up with burn out, where no one responds when someone really is suicidal and needs help. That's the problem.
is it possible to ever get over being in love with someone who doesn't feel that way back and losing what was the closest most important relationship in your life without explanation
>>40176956tell us about them anon
>>40176870worked for me :3c
Uma musume global will be real in 30 minutes.. I remember trying to play it when it released in jp but quitting after a month because not understanding anything got tiring
i got braces and they look gross.
i was already feeling ugly af
lol
gonna try to shower off this self-ick
>>40176956No. Your life is over, as is mine.
>>40176973he's just wonderful and warm but not soft, like sunbaked stone. he's smart and playful, and I miss talking to him and hearing his voice as he just talks about his day. ugh I really could go on for hours but I'll spare you lol
>>40177108so so over
>>40177146sounds like a certain chaser from this thread
>>40176956Yes if you're not an obsessed retard, but unfortunately you are
I'm telling you it's a scripted event they literally spawn in at the same time
>>40177146oh sorry i should have guessed this was paige. im sorry for letting you turn me into a tool for your ocd thought loops
>>40177166nah
>>40177174it's ok, it's hard for me to tell where the love ends and the BPD and OCD begin
he's just amazing
>>40177167huh? what?
>>40177172You're in the matrix bebe u r here forever with us
>>40177193Ex bff squeaks in my hole now betch. Better get to steppin
>>40177228what does that even mean
you have no idea how i feel because you do not have empathy blobby, but i do appreciate you successfully sinking your fat little fangs into my story to make a few well-placed posts convincing the more naive and puritanical posters itt that im a purely evil sociopath with legitimate aspd to stoke the flames of their condemnation.
sometimes itโs nice to have as company the kind of vile little worm who d*xxes trannies and suipushes and posts other peoples pictures in places they know will make them look the worst. really helps with keeping perspective on how unworthy i am of thinking of myself as a human being.
>>40169585tfw you don't make the list
>>40177904Who is Blobby and who is the vile worm? I can extrapolate two strawmen from your post, but do either of them even exist?