Id actually be comfortable with myself and people would like me more i hate being a tranny freak i just want to be a woman.

>>40168114 (OP)
That's literally impossible though. You only get one finite life and you'll spend all of it as a man.

>>40168114 (OP)
i wish youd shut up

>>40168114 (OP)
post more?

>>40168114 (OP)
You'll never be cis, so find a way to be happy as what you can be.

>>40168208
It would be easier to stomach if i could pass but i genuinely dont think i ever will.

Im also forever going to be annoyed that i have the speech of a guy. Not like a voice training thing. I talk like an autistic dude

>>40168198
Post more if what?

>>40168114 (OP)
Is that you? You're literally goals.
Stop bitching.

>>40168242
that person's body

>>40168114 (OP)
As long as you pass, there's nothing wrong with being a tranny

>>40168242
I've met a few autistic cis girls that talk like autistic guys.

>>40168253
Thats not me. I look like picrel.

>>40168254
I dont remeber theyre name im sorry. I watch a lot of thirst traps and think about what it would be like to be pretty so i dont remeber everything.

You could probably reverse image search and find the creator.
>>40168284
Im at best a very clocky twinkhon

>>40168305
Hopefuel thank you

>>40168114 (OP)
I wish I was kissing your tummy

>>40168114 (OP)
god gives his silliest battles to his funniest clowns

>>40168242
I wish we could trade, I would love to talk like an autistic dude and I have the interests of one but my cadence is so feminine

>>40168114 (OP)
yeah :(

>>40169308
you're doomed to live as a faggot/straggot forever :c

Op here.
Slowly coming to the realization that the only things stopping me from killing myself is fear ill hurt my friends by doing it and love of my girlfriend.

Otherwise this is kind of the lowest ive ever been and i dont know how to get out of it. I really need depression meds ive been unmedicated for months now and that plus the hrt mood swings make every sad thought spiral. But im not on health insurance and last anti depressant i took made me feel numb which was almost worse.

I know this thread is dumb and weird i just wish i was normal so badly.

If i was cis i would feel so much less self conscious, my mom would accept me as her daughter and so would my dad. My girlfriend would see me as more attractive and i wouldnt feel bad about liking women. Strangers wouldnt see me as nearly as weird and i might even be seen as pleasant. My friends would probably enjoy my presence more to on account of me not becoming crazy dysphoric for seemingly minor reasons randomly. Id just in general be happier and healthier and i just wish for it so badly everyday i hate not passing i hate not being able to moveout i hate being such an emotionally eratic fuck up.

>>40169434
Hey OP. I hope you're doing better :(
No matter how shitty things are now they will get better, hang on.
Don't be so harsh on yourself, being self conscious is normal but its important to remember that most things people are self conscious about are irrational..
Sending love. Things will look up

>>40168138

>demisexual

get out fucking straggot nobody wants your participation trophy ass "sexuality" in here. go back to /b/

>>40168114 (OP)
>Id actually be comfortable with myself
No you wouldn't you have a mental illness that would never stop no matter how you look. You need to find purpose and stop worrying about your body. Vanity is a sin for a reason.

I wish my bitch didn’t cheat on me again damn

>>40170230
brownoid detected

>>40169975
I'm also gay

>>40168114 (OP)
same

>>40168114 (OP)
looks girl enough to me. would rape.

>>40169941
Thank you. I fell asleep and feel slightly better. I appreciate the kind words.
>>40170211
Its not just looks though its also perception. I dont like that in perceived as at best a woman*

I want to be seen by people as a girl but it feels so utterly impossible.

>>40171553
>>40168484
Im not picrel read the thread dumbfucks

>>40171585
should've said pic unrel in the OP post then retard.

>>40171601
>posts most feminine stomach humanly possible with visible female ribcage
>post is about wanting to be cis

I assumed it was self explanatory

>>40171634
>>posts most feminine stomach humanly possible with visible female ribcage
it's not the most feminine stomach humanly possible. i thought you were just a passing tranny seeking attention. which is pretty common.
>I assumed it was self explanatory
it clearly wasn't since multiple people assumed it was you. when you make stupid thread like this people expect you to post yourself instead of a random woman so that they can comment on it.

>>40168242
https://voca.ro/1fD0JQlu7pW6

>>40168114 (OP)
>and people would like me more
LMFAO!

>>40168326
I love my fellow twinkhons.

>>40171728
https://voca.ro/14P2VvUjuYZt

life would be so ez wouldn't it. im getting comments on the weekly that I shouldve been cast for Nosferatu lmao I need to shoot myself soon.